MG Shots : Losing myself in your...Love||Updated Fourth shot

~ Rumi

Love and sorrow, the twins... the love comes first sweet and strong, then the sorrow that we shall never again be together in this life. But It happened opposite with me, well that's how my life has been I don't do Straight normal thing... Forget it the first thing I have realized was the pain of not being able to see him again then realization of love came to me in force I could not handle it anymore. I wish there was a life after death Where we will be reunited in the next, that Almighty would see fit to give us more time. But for now if I think of present the loss is more than my heart can take and I feel the dark clouds looming in from above to obscure the sun. If love is a divine gift then sorrow is also, for in its enormity is the proof of what used to be...

"You can love someone so much...But you can never love people as much as you can miss them."

That's what I'm feeling cause I can never bring myself to Love anyone the way I have ever loved my first love... Right now I am not going to mention anything that happened with me till date I just don't want to cause I'm stuck between people who seems to not understand my Pain. And my Feelings? They suffocate me... I just want to let my emotions out maybe then it will soothe my aching heart and free me from this cage of sorrowful life...

"Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."

Yeah that what had happened to me I didn't realize I could ever love someone until I know I have been already for years but it was too late cause I have lost him by then...And still could not get over it or don't think will be able to do that ever. It's not easy,I know that's what people say-- you'll get over it one day ... But dude That really doesn't happen in reality. At Least not in my case. Can you ever forget a lost piece of your heart? No I don't think so when it has been part of your life for such long time and suddenly you lose it to life... Life is such unpredictable thing and so is my love story I just wanted to let you guys know not everyone has a happily ever after...

~ Geet