Part 18Siddhant POV:
3 years later..
'Where are you Roli??? where you went leaving me???' i am talking to myself looking at the mirror...
I dont know whether she went on that day...
I was searching for Roli when the party was going on...
I was not even interested in cutting the cake or celebrate my birthday...
Still in front of everyone.. i cant do anything..
I was just waiting for the celebration to complete & all started having food...
My mom was standing with Radha parents & was calling me to talk something important...
But for me.. Roli is important.. i need to find her...
I just gave some excuse to my parents & went to Roli room itself..
But i was shocking to see the room was empty...
Where is Roli??? Where she went missing???
I came back to my parents...
'Mom.. did you saw Roli???' i asked her...
'I dont know Siddhant.. she should be somewhere here... leave her.. we got something important to talk to you...' she said...
Oh God.. what important talk they got with me...
But how can i deny in front of others...
'Tell me mom..' i said...
'Siddhant.. we are planning to get you married with Radha...' my mom said..
'Mom.. what are you talking???' i asked with all shock on my face...
'Yes Siddhant.. myself & her parents too think the same.. that you both make a good pair...' she said..
'Please mom.. Radha is good friend of mine.. no doubt in it.. but i got no such feeling towards her to marry...' i said...
'Siddhant.. In arranged marriage we wont love each other before marriage.. you will start loving her once marriage is done...' she explained..
'No mom.. dont compel me in this.. I dont think i can see her as my wife...' i said...
In fact i want to tell my mom that.. instead i want to marry Roli..
But before that i need to talk to Roli..
First of all.. i need to find where is Roli...
I just moved from there & searched for her everywhere...
I cant find her anywhere... Bungalow.. garden.. everywhere...
I went to check with security... who gave the shocking news that Roli went out of the bungalow with a bag...
What the hell is happening... Why she left the bungalow...
I took my 2 wheeler and went in search of her...
I searched nearby areas.. temples.. everywhere...
But cant find her & she dont have anyone like relatives or friends to search in their houses...
Then where she might have gone...
I went to Railway station.. Bus stop...
No i cant find her anywhere...
Moreover it went hours she left the house...
If she decided to go somewhere in the bus or train... she might have reached some good distance by now...
Where can i even find her.. in which bus or train she might have gone...
To which destination she might have reached...
I am completely fed up... i am upset... i never seen such worst birthday in my life...
Of course it all started beautifully with Roli.. but never thought such end of this day...
I return home... by now everyone left the house & my parents were looking forward to me...
'Where you went suddenly Siddhant???' my parents asked...
What to tell them... when myself dont know what happened...
I just went to my mom and lay down on her lap...
Tears started falling slightly though i tried hard not to...
Later i told my parents that i was interested in Roli & she left the house without telling me...
My parents were shocked hearing that... though i didn't tell them yet that what in actual happened between us...
Still they didn't tell anything against my wish...
I joined duty in my company & side by side also searched for Roli in whatever way possible...
But without any hint... i was unable to locate her till now...
Now its 3 years... I dont know how long more i need to wait to locate Roli...
I closed my eyes to control my emotions...
Anupamaa
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