The Last Letter Series-Shraman Story #8NewFriends UPDATED (5.6.17) - Page 9

Mera Jaan,

Today was the last day I saw you and I don't know why it feels as if my life would now never be the same again,like that happiness would never meet me again.Mondays would never be the same again and the weekend wait will never be so restless again because we will never meet again.

Today seeing you in the Indian attire with those big brown eyes of yours and thick long hair had me captivated in your ever positive charm.All I wanted to do was to pull you away from rest of the crowd and claim you mine,tell you that you are the only girl who had stolen my heart away and it was me who belonged with you.But at the same time,I felt a pinch in my heart cause I knew after today,this beauty would go,far away.

I knew you cried,the reason I don't know but maybe it was probably me and when our eyes met,I saw in those brown orbs a hope as if feeling that I would come to wipe the tears that flowed out of them but as soon as I turned my gaze,I knew you broke and a new reason to hate me was born.I deserved it after all.

I don't know if I would able to write to you again but all I want to say is that I Love You and always have.All I have always wanted is those eyes to shine,those lips to curve up and those dimples to deepen for whatever reason it maybe.I have never wished to hurt you like this or make you cry,trust me it is like stabbing my own heart with a big,sharp knife.

Alas!Even after wanting and feeling this way,I've only given you pain,humiliation and big fat tears which can never be taken again.And I can NEVER forgive myself for all this since all this has happened to you in my company,in my consciousness and because of me.

I would once again say that you are not just pretty but a beauty inside too,with the most sweetest personality,ever helping and smiling nature and the warmest vibes.And I can bet my life that if given a chance there are ten more guys all ready to be yours.

Now after 10 years if I happen to meet you again,I shall hope to see you with a family all happy again.A loving husband with the cutest children buy your side,giving you that peace,satisfaction and love that I could never give you.

Label me as that memory which came,gave pain and went away promising to never be back again!

-A memory to be forgotten

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Hope you liked it.Do leave your views below.Only if I get good response here will I continue it on IF.

Note-Hey! I need suggestions.Basically my idea of this Shraman story was to give you a background through letters then continue writing it as an actual story with letters in between.So since now it is the time for the actual story to begin,I would stop writing in this format and would continue it as a story in detail which will have letters in each.Do let me know if it's comfortable with you all.

-Mitali❤️