i'm sure many of you read my rant about laxmi being unfair with karan yesterday, but honestly, i really feel bad for her now. of course, all those things i've said earlier on my other posts about how karan isn't the only one at fault, and lax shouldn't blame him for everything, i'm still sticking with those opinions; but the more i think about it, the more i can't help but feel that i would've probably felt and done the same thing lax is doing right now, meaning all the yelling and screaming at karan... i think we should cut laxmi some slack. i mean come on, she thinks her father has just died, and her entire family is completely shattered at the moment. i think she's doing all this because at the moment, her head probably isn't working straight, hence all the yelling and screaming at karan, and hitting and slapping him... but honestly though, i think she probably knows deep down inside that karan isn't the only one to be blamed, cause remember, she had apologized to karan the day when his mom revealed everything, when she didn't even do anything wrong or unfair to karan that time. i think she's just so frustrated now that she feels karan is responsible for everything, cause after all he was the one who was after surya, for whatever the reason may be. she's just really angry right now, and so like i said, she probably can't think straight at the moment, and that's why she's behaving like a madwoman. anger and frustration can do that to people, and you usually say things you don't mean when you're angry.
but i will say this though, her breaking relationship with karan, even if it is out of anger, by no means is a small thing. i mean she has every right to divorce him if she wants to, but then if surya is indeed founded to be alive and is brought back by karan, she better not be all lovey dovey to karan simply just because of that. cause that's just not right. if that happens, then it shows that laxmi just cares for karan when he's good, and that's just plain wrong and not real love in my eyes. when you love someone, you take their bad territories into account too. also, it would show how selfish laxmi truly is if that happens. i hope if karan finds surya, he apologizes to surya, and i'm sure s will forgive him too. then, he should forget about laxmi, unless if she really truly wants to get back with him and sincerely apologizes to him from the bottom of her heart for doing everything so hastily and angrily.
i really hope that that's how this whole hoopla ends. but certainly not the way in that karan begs laxmi to come back to him even after he finds surya, cause after what laxmi has done, and that so hastily, she is also wrong, in a BIG WAY, and so she should definitely aplogize to karan for it.
~peace~