Coz, The Heat Wants, What It Want
"I HATE YOU"
"YOU MEANT NOTHING TO ME"
"LEAVE ME ALONE"
"YOU ARE CURSE IN MY LIFE"
a lone tear escaped from corner of her eye and she wiped it away but tears were now sprinkling like shower. she was unable to hide them any more. not when she was leaving her life.
"I wish i had never seen your face"
His cruel words were mocking her and her mind was numb while her heart was bleeding like needle pricking it.
she looked at his photo and smiled sadly and mumbled sadly "I PUT YOU HIGH ON MY HEAD AND NOW YOU'RE NOT COMING DOWN *closing her eyes, wiping away her tears* I LOVED YOU AND YOU WRECKED MY SOUL..I WANTED TO MAKE MY PLACE IN YOUR HEART BUT YOU JUST PUSHED ME SO HARD THAT NOW *hiccuping* I AM UNABLE TO STAND UP...YOU BREAK ME LIKE GLASS" she looked around their room and every memory came back to her...his photo in her hand.
she remember everything...him KISSING her passionately, him HURTING her passionately, him giving her HOPES passionately and breaking them more passionately...sometime she wonder, from where he got so much passion for her?
"YOU'RE A PUZZLE AND I CAN NOT SOLVE IT" she bit her lower lip and cried even more.
she remember how passionately he had took away her virginity, soothing her, calming her lovingly, passionately. she felt ground beneath her feet was open, wide and she was gonna lose herself in it. her hands were empty, she felt like a LOSER. who lost her love, her marriage and now herself.
She remember 6 months ago how she was flying in air lying butterfly showing her beautiful colors, he was the wind and she was flying but he brutally took away her freedom caging her in his love and then hurting her where it hurt the most. in one minute he would kiss her and a very second moment he would hurt her with his words and actions.
He married her forcibly. she remember how much hatred his eyes were showing for her when he put sindhor on her forehead.
it was so hurtful to see so much hatred and disgust in his eyes. she was a raged doll. who was now unable to stand.
he loved her every night and hurt her every day but she was human being too, she wanted a normal life too but it was too difficult and hopeless to think of a normal life with him.
"STOP ME ARNAV" she looked at his photo hoping that he will hug her and say "DON'T GO KHUSHI...I'LL DIE WITHOUT YOU" her mind let out a sarcastic laugh making her heart clench.
"ITS A MODERN FAIRY TAIL ARNAV *packing her bags looking his picture* THERE ARE NO HAPPY ENDINGS, DREAMS DO NOT COME TRUE...YOU WERE RIGHT BUT YOU WERE WRONG...AHH YOU ARE BAD..NO I AM BAD...I KNEW YOU WERE A TROUBLE...SHAM ON ME" she cried and her hand shivered as she put all her cloths in her bag silently.
ASR had gone to London without giving a damn to her pleas.
"I TRIED TO EXPLAIN THAT IT WASN'T MY FAULT I WASN'T CHEATING ON YOU BUT YOU JUST DONT LISTEN TO ME AND YOU LEFT ME ALONE...BUT SHAM ON ME I CAN'T EVEN HATE...I CANT IMAGINE A LIFE WITHOUT YOU BUT I AM PRACTICALLY GONNA LIVE WITHOUT YOU" she then took her accessories and started putting them one by one. after few minutes her bags were packed so she was ready to leave.
she for the last time looked around and took a deep breath "YOU'VE HURT ME BUT THE HEART WANTS WHAT IT WANT ARNAV...I HOPE YOU'LL COME TO TAKE ME..I PROMISE...I WILL BE WAITING *wiping away her tears* AND I WROTE THIS FOR YOU"
PS. song by Salena Gomaz
"MY CONFESSION"
You got me sippin' on something
I can't compare to nothing
I've ever known, I'm hoping
That after this fever I'll survive
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
Hand over heart, I'm praying
That I'm gonna make it out alive
BUT IT SEEM IMPOSSIBLE TO ME
The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
ALL I WANT IS YOU TO BE MINE
You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lighting me up like Venus
But then you disappear and make me wait
And every second's like torture
Heroin drip, no more so
Finding a way to let go
Baby, baby, no, I can't escape
I CANT HATE YOU!
The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
AND IT WANT YOU!
This is a modern fairytale
No happy endings
No wind in our sails
But I can't imagine a life without
Breathless moments
Breaking me down, down, down, down
ALL I WANT WAS A HAPPILY EVER AFTER EVEN IF I HAD TO STRUGGLE WHOLE MY LIFE...MAKE IT POSSIBLE ARNAV PLEASE!
The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
AND MY HEART WANT YOU...I LOVE YOU NOT SHYAM.
COME FOR ME I'LL BE WAITING..
YOURS!
KHUSHI
PS: this 3-shot is totally my imagination-nothing from real world-just inspired from so many sad songs anyway...if you've listened them you may find dialogues matching but i like them anyway 😊
@-Cadbury- have fun ;)
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