ArShi FF: Finding My Lost Love... Epilogue Pg:-25 (COMPLETED) - Page 6

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Posted: 10 years ago
#51
Wow great story please update soon
I'm really looking forward to the next part of your story
I feel so sorry for both arnav and khushi and finally they meet at last . Thanks for the pm
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Awesome
Can't wait to find out why they separate
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Chapter~8

~The Hurt~Pain, The Apologies, The Decision~

~~**~~

"What do you think of yourself Mr. Raizada? How dare you behave like that in front of people?" Khushi asked Arnav angrily pulling off his hand from her waist.



"Those good-for-nothing men were ogling at you..." Arnav hissed


"Then let them. It's me who was being looked at & not you. Mind you Raizada you don't hold any right on me so better stay in your limit." Khushi spoke without even thinking for a millisecond.


Arnav, who heard her lost his self-control & in a moment Khushi was caged between the table & him. Coming closer to her, Arnav spoke in a dangerously low voice, "Khushi remember one thing, everything that concerns you is my priority. You are MINE & I'm very very possessive of my belongings and the loved ones. And you being my first priority, I don't like anyone eyeing you. You like it or not but you're mine and I'm possessive about you. So never question on my behavior to such things."


Arnav ended while Khushi looked at him in horror. Khushi looked lost. After 3 long years she had seen the same possessiveness in Arnav that he held for her in college. Their close proximity & then his possessiveness scared her to hell. She knew Arnav was possessive about her but never thought it was to this extent after those days in past. She wanted to melt in those chocolate brown orbs that showered love and possessiveness but then in a flash her past came haunting her.


She looked at him with her changing expression from soft to hard, love to hate, maybe. She jerked off his hands from the table that were caging her and then holding Arnav by his collar, she spoke, "This all doesn't suit you Arnav. You claim to be possessive about me... Then where were you all those years back? Where were you when I was screaming for you? Where were you when Jay was misbehaving with me? Where were you when Priya was accusing me? Where were you when I cried for you to trust me? Where was your possessiveness when Jay claimed that I belonged to him and not you? Answer me Arnav... Where was your so-called possessiveness at that time?" She stopped and jerked off his collar. Her breaths came in short as she gasped for air. Her eyes held accusations, hurt, betrayal... Everything but Love, for now.


She slumped down on the sofa and held her face between her palms and rubbed her face as if trying to rub her hurtful past. Arnav stood there motionless. He knew whatever Khushi said, whatever Khush accused him of was all true. He didn't save her from the harm. He didn't support her. Instead stood against her.


Arnav slowly went to his knees in front of Khushi took her study sweaty hands in his as he looked down at his lap unable to look directly into her eyes that held only hurt, pain & accusations.


"I know whatever I did in past isn't forgivable. Neither is it forgettable. But Khushi believe me I have never stopped loving you. I should have supported you... I should have tried to understand you... But I failed... I failed in saving you. I failed you. I broke my promise to save you from all the harms. I'm really sorry Khushi. I really am. I should have saved you from those morons but I didn't instead I just turned my back towards you and walked off accusing you for none of your fault. Trust me Khushi, I was hurt that time. I was unable to believe that my friends could do that... I..."


Arnav was cut by Khushi who looked at him and spoke painfully, "You were unable to believe that your friends could do such cheap acts but you readily believed that I could do that. Really Arnav? And you say you love me... We need to trust our partners in a relationship Arnav which you never did & that's why our relation broke. But leave it... You won't understand it." Arnav's eyes filled with unshed tears as he knew whatever Khushi is speaking is all true. It's really bitter to know the truth.


"Then make me understand Khushi please. Princess I want to give our relation a second chance. I want us to start afresh. No past, no pains, no misunderstanding, nothing just us... Please Princess..." Arnav spoke expecting the unexpected.


"It might be easy for you Arnav but not for me. You have just seen half of the things that day but I have lived those hurtful moments. I have been living with the same nightmare since 3 years. I have seen myself at the verge of losing my virginity... of losing myself just bcoz those scoundrels lusted over me and you weren't there to save me. You had broken my trust then Arnav. I won't be able to trust you back. I'm sorry... Even if I want to move on, it would take a long time for me to trust you back... I love you.. I do it still but I don't my past to repeat itself. I won't be able to take it if that happens again..." Khushi said as tears made their way down her cheeks.


"Shhh... Please don't say that Khushi. I understand how hurtful it's for you & I promise I won't force you for anything. The decision is yours. I'd wait till you overcome and fight back those nightmares. But just remember one thing Khushi, you would always find me beside you whenever you need me not as your love but as your friend." Arnav said calmly looking straight into her eyes for the first time in that day's evening. & he knew Khushi was still unsure about him & his promises. After all he had a good account of broken promises.


Arnav hugged Khushi just to ensure her that this time he was sure he won't break her trust and his promise.


Arnav didn't expect Khushi to hug him back but her reaction to his hug shocked him to core. Khushi has shuddered under his touch which had never happened in the past. He held her tighter as his mind said, "After what she has gone through, maybe she behaves the same way with every man's touch..." & Arnav knew his mind was correct. Any girl in her place would have had the same reaction to it.


He slowly broke the hug and cupped her face making her look at him.


"Khushi, this time I won't break my promise. Just try to trust me this last time. I won't disappoint you..." Khushi looked at him as again a sheath of unshed tears formed in her eyes which were ready to spill any moment.


Arnav wiped off her unshed tears & kissed her forehead while Khushi closed her eyes first feeling scared but then taking in the love she was showered with after 3 long torturous years.


"Come let's order something. You might be hungry." Arnav spoke trying to change the topic.


"I don't want to eat anything. Am not hungry..." Khushi said still gloomy.


Arnav, who had sat opposite to Khushi, held her right palm and squeezed it a bit with his left palm making her look at him. "Khushi you have to eat something. It's not good to remain hungry especially for a foodie like you" He winked at her saying that so as to lighten up her mood and it did work to a small extent.


Khushi looked at him with open mouth and smacked him lightly on his left fist making him chuckle a bit.


The dinner went lightly with small conversation between ArShi where Arnav tried to make Khushi accustom to his presence so that she doesn't hesitate or feel scared around him. Khushi, on the other side, though was scared to trust him but was even happier to get back he love and also for being loved.

..


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They are in Arnav's car now as Arnav requested her that he would drop her home as she shouldn't go alone late at night.


Khushi's stop a bit hesitant around him but Arnav understood her and kept quiet a fair distance between them in order to not scare her.


Somewhere Arnav felt guilty looking at Khushi. This wasn't his Khushi with whom he fell in love. She was all carefree & bubbly while this one tries to hide her pain behind her poker face. She was no more a carefree girl but now she was a broken & scared soul. & who was the reason? HIM... Bloddy him... Only if he would have trusted her and saved her, his Khushi won't have been lost in this world.


Soon they reached Khushi's house. Instructing her to keep her doors locked as if she were a small child, he went away bidding bye to her & promising to visit her the next day morning.


Khushi went inside her room locking the doors as per the order of her love and fell on her bed deeply in her thoughts.


She recalled today's events. How Arnav came to her office! How he tactfully made her agree for a dinner! How she was angry on him for his past behavior! How she broke down after 3 years! How she was showered with love by her love!


She recalled each and everything. She was a selfless girl but for the first time in life she wished to become selfish. She wanted to go and run back in Arnav's arms but she knew she won't. She was still under the trauma. She was still living those nightmares. She still wasn't able to trust him or anyone after that fateful incident. Thinking about Arnav, she slept soundly for the first time after years.


~~**~~

Clarifications in the upcoming chapters


Love,

Shreyapari

Edited by Shreyapari - 10 years ago
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Posted: 10 years ago
#55
omg! i am the first commnter...yaay...lol 😆


hey sweety...thnx for pm...

read it one go...loved the way you write story...loved it...good convrstion b/w arshi...hope they willl soon togethr...welldone...keep it up 👍🏼

👏👏 cnt soon...
Edited by Marinajan - 10 years ago
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Originally posted by: Marinajan

omg! i am the first commnter...yaay...lol 😆


hey sweety...thnx for pm...

read it one go...loved the way you write story...loved it...good convrstion b/w arshi...hope they willl soon togethr...welldone...keep it up 👍🏼

👏👏 cnt soon...


Hehe Tia yep you're the first commenter & dear now only very few chapters are left... I'm hoping to complete them soon... Maybe... Am not sure
Edited by Shreyapari - 10 years ago
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Originally posted by: Shreyapari


Hehe Tia yep you're the first commenter & dear now only epilogue is left which is a very very very small one... I'm glad you like the story


😆😆 waiting...
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Sorry for the inconvenience Tia... Some Chapters r left... I mixed two of my stories... Something's really wrong with my stupid brain
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Originally posted by: Shreyapari


Sorry for the inconvenience Tia... Some Chapters r left... I mixed two of my stories... Something's really wrong with my stupid brain


okiiee!😆
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Posted: 10 years ago
#60
Interesting
Read all parts in a go
Continue soon
Edited by sspoorthy - 10 years ago

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