Hello people, back with another short OS.
This one just came to my mind and I wrote it down, so all kinds of feedback is welcomed, ignore the mistakes as I didn't planned anything about this one I just wrote it. Hope you like it :))
OS: The Realization
It was a rainy night she was standing at the window looking at the heavy rain pouring down from the sky; she looked stunning as the cold breeze made her shiver a little, she looked breathtakingly beautiful as her hair flew on her face and she tucked them behind her ear in the most delicate way possible, she was still in her red saree because she didn't wanted to miss the rain so she decided that she'll change later, and I believe it was a good decision as that saree was defining her beauty even more.
I was sitting on the chair with a novel in my hand which had no importance at that moment because all of my attention was towards her, there is no way I am letting my eyes off her, her beauty won't let me look away *I thought to myself*
I was looking at her as if it's the last time I am watching her enjoy the rain but maybe because of the fact that it's been ages since I saw her observing the rain this way, was the reason of me being awestruck by that sight.
She turned and looked at me, she immediately understood that I was continuously gazing her but she didn't reacted she just smiled at me as if motioning me to join her and turned towards the window once again...
Why'd she smiled at me? Does she want me to join her the way I used to? But aren't things different now?
All of these thoughts crowded my mind. I was about to get up when she leaned a bit forward and stretched her arm out of the window catching some droplets on her palm, she always did it *I smiled as I remembered her doing this*
I finally got up and walked towards her, I was standing right behind her, my chest was almost touching her bare back, she turned back and she did one more thing she always did, she threw those water droplets on my face and laughed, her laugh sent tremors through my body, it was the most beautiful sight, the sight I was longing to see, the sight which always made me happy, no matter what the problem was her laugh was the solution...
I was incessantly staring at her, she looked into my eyes and I guess she saw the desire burning in them for being closer to her, she kept one hand on my shoulder and brought the other one to my face and delicately wiped my face with her soft hand without breaking the eye contact...
she slowed down the motion of her hand and now her hand was just resting on my face near the lips, I saw the same desire in her eyes which were begging me to hold her close to my heart...
I held her by her waist and pulled her closer, she didn't resist instead she locked her hands around my neck, she was looking straight into my eyes and I was loving her stare...
There were a lot of questions in my mind but I ignored them because I didn't wanted to miss this moment, I wanted to feel her breath, I wanted to listen to her uneven heartbeats which were no less than a rhythm of love for me...
I realized one thing looking straight into her eyes was that we both were yearning for this moment to come but was waiting for the other one to take a step forward.
I realized we both were just fighting with our feelings but we forgot that we can hide our feelings from ourselves and every other person but can't hide her feelings from each other.
I realized that the awkwardness which was creeping between us just vanished.
I realized our relation doesn't need any words to express what we feel; our eyes can do a much better job than our words, and they were delivering much more than our words could ever do.
We enjoyed the moment being this close to each other after a long time,
she slid her hands down and wrapped them around my back, I was running my hands up and down her back, I knew she liked it.
She closed her eyes and tightened her grip as if she always wanted to do it, I also closed my eyes placed my chin over her head just feeling the cold air on my face which at times brought some raindrops making my face and her back a bit wet, well it was just beautifying the moment and we were loving it...
That night was one of the most amazing nights we spent together, which made me realize a lot of things but the most important thing was that
Sometimes it's better to give yourself to someone you love without worrying about the reactions or the outcome, maybe the other one is waiting for you to come forward, and it was the same in our case...
I realized that the person who resisted getting close to Ragini was Neil who never belonged to her, it was Nachiket who loved her, loves her and will love her always.
I rediscovered Nachiket that day and one thing was very clear to me that it's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you are not...
-The End-
