His inside was burning with the agony and dark torment, the fact that she love Shyam not him hurt him so damn much. He felt his nerves will burst out anytime and he was not in the state to talk or to do anything. From the time they came back khushi hadn't said a word, all he heard were her silence and he felt parts of his soul shattering. He couldn't see her and left the house. But to his surprise this time he didn't went to a long drive and not to his mother's garden. Instead he went to a pub and drink as much as he could.
He was broken from inside, there was no strength left in him and he no more want to pretend to be strong. He had enough; he will do what he wants even if it hurt his sister, he groaned at that thought. He had done so much for her he even punished khushi when he was no one to punish her. She was independent to take a decision for herself, she was a small 20 year old girl so small compared to his sister and him.
He just punished her for his own family's mistakes, hurting her for that leech. He had told his sister not to marry that leech but not as always she didn't hear him and even was ready to run away with him, she had threaten them and his family had perused him to accept him and he did that for his sister and now he will no more hurt khushi for his sister even if it hurt di he will choose khushi and will shower his love on her and she will surely fall in love with him.
He got up all drunk and sat in his car ordering driver to take him to RM.
(Note: al**hol is injurious to health)
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Khushi was all silent and her mind was numb not a single word escape from her mouth, all she did was staring at the walls of RM. She was not angry but was extremely hurt and emotionally sick.
She felt alone, so lost. When she heard his accusation and his every word and when she tried to ignore her pain and tried to be normal he hurt her, shout at her instead of hugging her which was all she wanted from him.
She wanted to feel his warmth but her heart had cried whole time and now seems to her that her heart was no more in her chest because there was no more fast beating. She didn't cry, it felt like her tears have dried and now her eyes were barren along with her heart. Everything around her was blurring and she was just hearing cries and her painful life, which was never easy for her.
When 12 years ago she lost her parents and now when she lost her love and the only relation she had in her life. This time she had not courage to face reality, yes Khushi Kumari Gupta who always face reality and face every hurdle and storm with a determination to survive today just doesn't want to survive, she want to escape some where she could forget every bad thing even good things, she just wanted to forget everything.
Today she was lying on the bed in darkness not ready to face the realities and storms. She just no more has the wish to survive. She remember her mother's words before she could leave with Arnav
"I JUST LET YOU IN BECAUSE OF MY DAUGHTER KHUSHI, I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN. " without hearing much controlling her sobs she had tried her level best to survive but then again he hurt her already aching heart and this time she couldn't survive.
She looked at her DM's status and sighed "I AM SORRY...BUT I CAN'T" she whispered with a low, frail voice.
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"KHUSHI..." ASR breathed in her hairs drunk, kissing her hairs making her startled.
"I LOVE YOU...I LOVE YOU KHUSHI" he chuckled looking down. Khushi become angry hearing him, was he making fun of her, he was making fun of her defeat, her heart break.
She stared at the wall as he kept on kissing her but this time she wasn't blushing, not smiling, not moaning except her fast heart beat who was telling her that he was here hugging her.
"I LOVE YOU KHUSHI..." he repeated again "LET ME MAKE YOU MINE, ONCE JUST ONCE I PROMISE I WILL ASK YOU NOTHING MORE" she looked at the handsome face of the man she loved the most her lips were dry, still silent. After some seconds she smiles saying "YOU WILL NOT, ARE YOU SURE?" he looked up and nodded his head. Khushi let him made her his, his forever with a promise never to ask anything again.'
The night was full of endless passion and the room filled with her moans and gasps.
They both are unaware of what destiny have stored for them.
"I LOVE YOU" ASR whispered and fell into deep slumber making khushi lost again.
How can he say he love her? How can she believe this when she knew how bad he is? She still remember their first meet and following events and then Diwali night when he break her heart giving her hopes just like now. She had controlled her emotions but this time it is difficult, very difficult to control.
And then Payal's wedding days, he had been so nice to her and she was almost flying in air by his soft gestures and then she remember how brutally he had hurt her and forced her to sign contract and married her making fun of her love. And then those sleepless nights and painful days of their so called marriage, can she forget them? If yes then how? There is no way to forget the past, she had tried so damn much but every time flashbacks will haunt her making her more insecure about her future and even her existence. She definitely doesn't want to hurt herself more just like past one year, he was hurting her. And now her heart felt more hurt thinking "HE DOESN'T TRUST"
With all these thoughts running in her mind, she slept determined to not "TRUST" him again
This 3-Shot is mostly based on arshi feelings, what they felt for each other and what they want from each other. i skip family drama because i think they were too broken to pretend at that time as they show in TV. this was very important point and i just wanted to write about their feelings and insecurities. i had put so much effort to write this shot, tell me how it is?
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