new arshi FF: the first love of khushi - Page 27

this morning khushi did not go at the anjali's home , this one has waited all day she worried and call her at home no one responds her house is empty she call on her phone it is put out, not knowing what to do or why she does not respond she is sincerely worried call her brother

-: Chote khushi did not come today it's worried me (anjali says to her brother at the phone)

-: call her and asks her why she did not come (he answers )

-: You think I waited for you to tell me I called at her home and at her phone she does not respond may be it happened something

-: Calm down di-, she may be had an impediment and she will call you after don't worry I'll go see her at her home after work

-: thank you chote and call me very quickly please

Arnav ends the communication with his sister he understood why khushi is not go at his home she told him that she will never be an obstacle for him, it was her message. she wanted to say that she was leaving her work with him he thinks it's better like that she helps him to continue his life without this story which haunted him day and night

-: It's better now as well, it comes just at the time of my decision and this nightmare is over I'm going to live my life, staring me a goal and continue my way

arnav think his nightmare is over, but what he does not know it was his dream that is over and his real nightmare has just begun, after work he goes to see khushi as he promised to his sister arrived in front of her house the door was closed he think she is gone he did not expect it, a woman passes next to him he asks her

-: Excuse me ma'am you know the people in this house

-: Madoumatiji!! yes she is my neighbor you want something

-: heu !! so I came to see her but the door is closed! she is not here ?

-: She is gone at lucknow she took the girls at their home, to tell you true my son, I am surprised too until yesterday she had not this idea to leave but she said that khushi the daughter of her brother she forced her and insist to go home

Arnav look at the lady he did not whant to hear this answer even if the departure of khushi is in his favor he did not want it, he knew in his heart but he does not accept this reality, a heartbeat wants to wake him up to a truth he keeps his eyes for a moment sticking to her door, as if searching for something he just lost, he returned to his car look again at the door he thinks

-: She's gone that's what she wanted to tell me yesterday I think she will never return, it's better like that she made the right choice she helps me to forget her

Arnav is not convinced by what he just say, he finds that it is a good decision from khushi but at the same time he feels pain in his heart he does not understand yet he is sad by this gesture but it is the best for him he returns home his sister was waiting

-: Chote you went to see khushi like you promised

-: Yes di- I went at her home, she is gone di- she returned to her home in lucknow a neighbor confirmed me

-: What (anjali said which did not expect this response) but why she left? she did not tell me, why suddenly like this

-: Di- (arnav said putting his hand on her shoulder) don't think about it she made her decision and she's gone it's her life and she does what she wants

-: But why she left without saying anything and she put out her phone maybe she did not want that I detains her ( she looks at her brother and asked him) chote !! you're the last one to see her yesterday, you did take her home you told her something?

Arnav turns don't want to face his sister and he answers

-: No di- I told her nothing maybe her father was ill and she go to see him

-: Look at me chote (Anjali said in putting her hand on his shoulder ) looks at me in the eyes and tell me !! what are you told her

-: What do you mean di- I tell you there is nothing

Anjali holds the hand of her brother -: come with me chote (led him to his room to speak with him quietly)

-: We are alone chote you can talk now tells me what there's

-: What do you want me to tell you di- I tell you that there is nothing, I did not hurt her

-: She is hurt right? and because of you?

Arnav turns around and does not respond he don't want to tell his sister that khushi is gone because of him

-: you don't believe in me chote? before we said everything but you grew up you have become a man and you want to tell me nothing I'm not your sister to whom you confide all

-: No di- don't say that you are always my sister that I love more than anything

-: So why you say nothing why you don't want to tell me about your story with khushi

-: which history di- ? There is no history

-: I know everything chote I saw everything in her eyes and yours you are in love with khushi and she is also

Arnav wants to talk he wants to empty his heart and he needs someone to guide him he is lost he does not find his way can be Anjali will help him

-: Di- I think about her a lot as soon the first day when I met her, her face follows me everywhere but I'm afraid

-: of What you are afraid chote (said his sister puts her hand on his cheek)

he takes her hand the little tears in the eyes and he admits

-: I know that my feelings for her are real and those feelings scare me, I did not want to believe it at first, but now I'm sure I vowed to never fall in love and if I did I will never marry this girl I don't want to get too close to a person that I can lose one day

-: Why you think like that chote you can't know what will happen (said anjali affected )

-: exactly di- I can't know what may happen I can't live that again, I could not know that I would lose mom and dad but they went I was too young and too close to them, their disappearance hurts me always and I am attached to you I always lives with the fear of losing you too, and every day I pray for you stay. this feeling I don't want to relive it with someone else, the girl I love if I marry her she will become a part of me I will not let that settle in me

-: All that you have in your heart chote? listen I love you too and I don't want to lose you I also have a husband who I love, he is part of my life and I don't want to lose him too but these things we don't choose we live with the people we love we take advantage of their love we take and give, mom and Dad before leaving they were happy to have you in their lives they loved you and they went taking this love with them, if every time we are afraid of losing someone we will stay alone, the person you love you must bring you closer to her and offer her this love which will make her happiness here and there, and as she is in good health you pray for she remain like that as long as necessary life should not to stop because of that

- But di- if I marry khushi she will be a part of my life and I will love her more than that, and I would not leave her I can't put my head every night on the pillow thinking that may be one day I will open my eyes and I find her place next to me empty she would have left me alone to suffer her disappearance

-: I think you love her already more than you think and she is already very close to you, now that she's gone you don't have the feeling that you've really lost? you don't already suffer from this loss? maybe she will never come back, listen me does not take any decision for now wait a bit, you'll realize that you're already attached to her and that she is already far from you, throwing yourself into the arms of another will not help you to forget

Arnav does not respond to his sister because he knows that she is right he already miss khushi he begins to feel that void which frightened him just thinking she will not come back, he takes the advice of his sister and takes no decision for now

Anjali leaves the room of her brother leaving him with his reflections and hopes that what she has told him will open his eyes and see that khushi is a part of him and he can't live without her

the days pass and also weeks one month that khushi is absent in arnav's life. this absence did not help him to forget he thinks more and more to her. during These days Anjali called her to know why she left khushi did not answer the first days she had put out her phone, for that Anjali does not convince her to come back, but after a few days she responded and she refused to tell her why she left she told Anjali that her life in delhi became very hard and she preferred move away from the city but Anjali knows the truth don't insist with her and let time take effect

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