new arshi FF: the first love of khushi - Page 29

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since khushi is gone Arnav is lost, he did not make his marriage proposal to lavanya even if she waits every day. he waits to see if he is able to forget khushi but the days pass and her face all the time returns to him, especially when he puts his head on his pillow he closes his eyes and hope by opening them he found her next to him for not to let her go he sees her in his dreams which does not change every night she called him and told him "arnavji!! why you left me go I am a part of you, you can not forget me "this dream wake him whenever he find himself face a reality a cruel void which plunged him into sadness with the sound of her voice who told him "I will not be an obstacle for you" khushi became very close to him by the thought, she lives in his mind she is so near that he feels her in him when he opens his eyes after his dream. the return to the reality and the pain of her disappearance gnaws his heart he realized he just lose her it's too hard, it makes him sad and he thinks "why I let her go I miss her and I want her with me today how I can find her? "

Anjali observes the changing mood of her brother and his sadness, the smile has not regained his lips he lets it out face to her only to make her believe that he is well. she fears the loss definitive of this smile and she tries to recover it every time she sees him in the morning

-: good morning chote (she said one morning seeing him in the corridor which serve the rooms) are you okay?

-: good morning di- yes I'm fine (adding a deplorable smile)

-: You tell me the truth or are you trying to hide something?

-: to hid what di- ? I'm fine don't worry about me

-: I am worried chote !! I always will worry until you tell me why you lost your beautiful smile

-: What a smile I don't know what you're talking about di-, I have work I don't have time excuse me (and he tries to save) she withholds his hand and said

-: It is khushi !! right?

he turns his head thought a moment then looks at his sister trying to deny his feelings

-: Why khushi? what you mean I don't understand, excuse me I must go to the office

-: Does not escape chote? tell me what hurts you! I know you're sad because khushi is not there! I don't hide that I also feel a great void without her, she has given us life in this house she made me forget the absence of my husband without her there no taste to life

with these words touching, Arnav looks at his sister his eyes were preparing their tears he kept between eyelids she touched his sensitivity she awaken his feeling that he was trying to let hide in his heart and said

-: I thought getting away from her, I make myself a reason to forget her but the opposite is happened di-, her face and the sound of her voice don't leave me even in dreams she's with me every day and the fear that I worried all the time changed the way. before I was afraid to approach her for not losing her and now I'm scared to not see her again and lost forever

-: It is your destiny which leads you to think of her and brings her back in your dreams and I am sure that wherever she is she thinks of you too

-: What should I do di- marry lavanya to forget khushi with time or go looking for her and bring her back to me?

his grandmother was not far away she heard the entire conversation she understood the displeasure of her grand son and why he presented her this girl who does not suit him she intervenes from far

-: Marry lavanya is the worst mistake you will make in your life my son (she approaches him and continuous) it's khushi that you need, forgetting someone throwing in someone's arms the other is not going to solve the problem that worsens (she puts her hand on his cheek caressing and adds) goes look for khushi chote, go and tell her how you feel

Arnav looks at his grandmother a smile that he lost, he found it in her words then looked at his sister to confirm these words in her eyes. Anjali confirms him blinking her eyes he made a happy smile for her too and went to work confident of having can be found his answer. arrived at the office he began to rethink for what told him his grandmother and that may be she's right, anyway he understood that he can't stay away from khushi the last days of her absence proved to him that he can really not bear the separation what he wanted to avoid he feels it right now, that's khushi is back in his life she is a part, he is standing back to the door and continued to think saying "I have to find her and tell her I love her life without her is hard " while he is in his reflections he feels a hand behind him surrounding his waist he closes his eyes and sees khushi behind him the second takes him to her but turning he finds lavanya who said

-: Asr !! I'm happy to be back I missed you

Arnav don't expect to see her he had completely forgotten lavanya was absent during one week for work, which he sent her and he has not even realized her absence, he did not even missed her surprised by her gesture he pushes her and said

-: Lavanya what are you doing we are not alone we are in the office

-: Why Asr you did not missed me? a week without me did nothing for you (she approaches to kiss him Arnav refuses to kiss her he stopped her pushing with his hand and told her)

-: stop this lavanya ... we are in a work place I'm busy and I have a call to make go to your office

-: What happens to you asr why you do this with me like that, I was not there and the first thing I expected is that you take me in your arms and tell me that you missed me what happened you don't love me ?. if you have not thought of me these days, you thought to whom so

he looks and khushi's face appeared in front of him and understands that really he does not love lavanya and it's true he has not even thought of her, khushi don't let a space in his head she took all his thoughts he said

-: You know I think only of my job is more important to me than anything else go in your office

angry lavanya does not understand what happens to arnav he never pushed her when she wanted to kiss him even if he had never participated in her kisses, it's true that he had never felt the desire to kiss her or he never asked her but he allowed her to do when she wanted, she goes to her office without saying anything

a flash passes before Arnav's eyes who woke up, he realized that he has no feeling for lavanya he thinks at the first kiss he shared with khushi and the sensation of that kiss still shivers his body, he wants that feeling back because he has not found it with lavanya he does not even remember his first kiss with her because for him it never had, he ask himself if he did not do the biggest mistake of his life

-: What happened I could not stand that she kisses me it did not bother me before although I've never had the desire to kiss her, and her kisses never made me an effect. how I was going to live with her? how I thought build something with her so she was absent and I had completely forgotten I does not missed her, I did not even thought at her a single second this last days. it's really the kind of life I wanted to live? (he takes a moment of reflection then said) that's life I wanted to choose! a woman at whom I don't think even ? a cold life without feelings? how I thought to have a life like that? how I planned to live without love !! khushi !! she took all my thoughts her presence made me afraid and I let her go, and now is her separation that scares me I want her next to me I miss her enormously I must recover her, I hope she will understand me (he takes his phone, and call her

-: Khushi !! (He says in a soft voice) that's me arnav

shocked she was not expecting this call she recognized his voice because it never left her ears (she responds to him)

-: I know that it's you (she responds to him with her sweet voice too) what do you want

-: I want talk to you khushi tell me where you are I'll come join you

-: You know where I am and I don't want to talk or to see you

-: I know you're in lucknow give me your address I join you right away

-: No and don't call me please

-: Listen me khushi ! please don't hangs up I must tell you something khushi I ... (she does not let him finish)

-: If you want to offer me to come back my answer is no let me quiet

-: Yes khushi I want you back!! euh I mean di- nani and I want you to come back we need you

-: No Arnavji I left for not to return, I have too suffered. why you call me after all this time? I try to forget let me quiet

-: No khushi I don't want to leave you tell me where you are I'm coming for you I need to talk to you it is very important

-: No we have nothing to say forget me bey (and she hangs up)

-: Khushi !! khu ... !! ( Arnav call) she hangs up

khushi don't believes Arnav, she thinks he'll bring her back for his sister and he will let her wait and hope she does not want to hear what he had to say she don't want to give him a chance. Arnav try to recall she does not respond and turns off her phone, despairing he goes to her aunt asking for help he don't find her because she remained in lucknow, he goes home hopeless announced the news to his sister and his grandmother, and the days pass without forgetting khushi he could not reach her because she changed her phone number he did not drop his research and hope every day to find her

two months pass but Arnav has not forgotten khushi he suffers more of this separation now that he has understood that he can't live without her.he still trying to find her he go often to her aunt, hoping she returned for asking where is khushi but Buaji is remained in lucknow "she don't want remain alone in delhi and she does not return if the girls don't come back with her"it's what told a neighbor to Arnav. Arnav's life has changed he broken his relationship with lavanya he could not bear this link which did more harm than good, every time she approached him he repulsed her even lavanya noticed that he has become indifferent to what she says or she does she understood and she left the company after her break with him . for her part khushi found a work in a sewing business she got a reason to try to forget Arnav and what is happen with him but that's not what has help her to forget she thinks all the time to him and to the first kiss she shared with him, every time she hears the Arnav name she hope that it is he who is next to her and lives with his image she refused the marriage proposal which do the despair of her parents and aunt, she can't marry someone she does not love, she can't betray a man because she think to Arnav and she can't betray her love for him

Hope he finds her soon

I'm really looking forward to your next part of your story

and I hope arnav find khushi soon

thanks for sharing your story with us.

happy international woman's day to you

happy international woman's day to you too dear and all a women

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