Originally posted by: StunningS
I meant she doesn't want to leave any of them. But if the torture becomes unbearable she might want to go for a break. She can't do this because Ruhi is a small kid who needs her mother. It is not possible to measure the loves of her life because Raman is her and Ruhi is her daughter. But I think she loves Raman most, a tad higher than Ruhi.