Cat Ladies & Friends#8 [We need reforms, also Faye's sixteen now]

Originally posted by: -Saumya-

Sara did not fall in love with Asher on her own. She had this idea planted in her mind by his mother and her that it was ultimately Asher she was going to end up with. Sure him being her best friend did not help either. And over the time, fall in love she did. Love for her was some sort of obsession, because after time Asher had become some sort of thing to achieve.

Regardless of what caused one to form false beliefs, false beliefs warp your world with delusions and obsession is the highest and also, the easiest level to which such people reach. I recently found out that anybody could be such people. Hope becomes synonymous to a marathon ran in the opposite direction of reality. It is daunting for Sara to accept that Asher doesn't love her, even more so to accept that he loves Khirad and basically, the whole affair is so fearsome, she preferred killing herself over coming to terms with Asher's reality because hers was simple, she wanted him, period. And when I think about obsessive love, I see no love at all. Because with time, all that is left is an idea, that which only has his face, not who he is, not what he likes or dislikes, not what he wants. Just his face and her ideas attached to him. And for someone whose gotten that far, to accept that their love has actually gone, that they don't feel it anymore is the scariest thing of all, out of all I have already listed. So, in short, Sara kills herself.

Originally posted by: -Saumya-

Asher was never in love with Sara. He cared for her. A lot if I may add. And if given the time and circumstances, he might would've fallen in love with her as well. If he could fall in love with Khirad, someone who was so different from him, he could've fallen in love with Sara as well. The reason why Asher loved Khirad was so deeply was her innocence and her pure heart. Sara was not essentially a bad person as well. So them falling in love isn't just as ridiculous idea.

Asher was the kind of man who liked to give and he had that in common with Khirad. There's always similarities that's beneath the garb of we-were-so-different-from-each-other-but-fell-in-love. Asher and Khirad were awesome together and whether Asher would have fallen for Sara had Khirad been out of the picture is rationalizing. And we can rationalize infinitely. The thing about good fiction, the one that attracts me the most is that I learn things through characters that real people couldn't teach me, which I couldn't pick up myself. And from the unfortunate story of Sara, the one thing I have learned and will refer to every time I am this (distance between my perfectly positioned front teeth) close to being her, is that a lot of things could have happened but they didn't, so suck it up and well, suck it up.

Originally posted by: -Saumya-

MEE :D

I write H.O.T stuff right in the morning and this is how it is received.

I can't believe this place. 😳

WHY THE HELL WAS I FORCED TO MAKE THIS SHIT? 🤬

The world's a sick place to live in.

Oh my Rowling, what's wrong, Husn? 😳

Just don't feel good. I believe you have read newspapers or watched news?

I saw it in my feed, actually. And I told myself that that's just another 130 children who are dead and it's not

a) my fault, and
b) something I could have help.

I usually don't feel sad about such things, such things I am immune from because I have wholeheartedly accepted that the world sucks and there is little to nothing I can do for it.