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Hello hello so first of all my introduction😃
I am Rhea u can call me pixi as well and I am new to this forum and a big Sandhir fan😳
I have loved the show from the very beginning.Randhir-Sanyukta's journey all this while has been amazing.Hats off to Param and Harshita for portraying these characters so well.
Now coming back to my topic, this is my first post over here since I just couldn't resist myself from making one after today's breathtaking episode
So hope you all like it😆
Today's episode defined the true essence and power of love.Love is a feeling which has the power of healing the deepest wounds,pain and sorrow and Sandhir are just at the brink of it just like the stepping stones.
Today, I cried along with Randhir.His pain and fear of being lonely,the fear of trusting someone and the fear of getting hurt in return, all this finally broke him down; or rather broke down THE Randhir Singh Shikhawat.
Till now, Randhir had cocooned himself in a shell coz of his fears.He would never let anyone come around him and to break this shell.As Sanyukta said ki "bahar se toh itna tough banta hai par andar se utna hi vulnerable hai".That's how Randhir is.At the stage when he needed the love of both of his parents the most, he had to face the brunt of the knife and had to see their relationship crumbling down.He didn't want or need the love of either of his parents but rather both of them together.That's the reason why he lost faith in the word LOVE.That's why he stopped believing in any sort of relationship coz the guy was scared.He knew that any kind of relationship needs trust and that's what his fear was all about; that ultimately his trust will be broken; ultimately he will be broken by trusting someone; by showing his vulnerabilities to someone; by giving himself to someone.The fear of trusting someone and in return when that someone leaves you all alone and shattered; that's what had happened to Randhir and he fears that it shouldn't happen to him ever again.That's when the aggressive, hot-headed Randhir Singh Shikhawat was born who had cocooned himself into a shell where he portrays to be his own master and a guy who needs no one so that he doesn't get hurt again; so that he doesn't fall again but from within he is very lonely and vulnerable.
But today Sanyukta broke that shell off.He broke down in her arms.For once he wasn't the perfect, the best Mr. Randhir Singh Shikhawat but he was just Randhir today.The way he placed his head on her lap, finding solace in her embrace, crying his heart out while hugging her tightly as if saying that you are the only one left in my life now and i can't let you go, letting out all his fear,pain and agony in front of her and finding comfort in her presence; showing his most vulnerable side to someone which he never wanted to but he ultimately gave up that too in front of his arch rival. This shows that how, for Randhir Sanyukta is the one who heals him and mends him.She's the one who brings the best as well as the worst out of him(well that's a vice versa situation of course).
On the other hand we got to see a new a side of Sanyukta as well.The way she caressed him when he placed his head on her lap..comforting him, the way she hugged him back...showing that she does care, the way she came back to check on him after he asked her to go away...assuring that he isn't alone and the way she said that she won't leave him alone; she's there for him...so as to mend his broken heart and to mend her shattered Randhir Singh Shikhawat.All this shows that how much she cares for him. Randhir today submitted himself to Sanyukta.He wanted to trust her, to believe her and to have faith in her coz somewhere in his heart he knows what she means to him and only she can heal him; mend him.But then yet again all his fears came back and although he wanted to but he didn't sucuumb to his feelings for her coz of his fear of losing her and hurting himself once again in the process.
This whole scene was quite aesthetically done and touched my heart.It was painful yet beautiful.Param and Harshita are amazing actors and portrayed this scene very well👏.Hats off to them for carrying it off so well.
I know my post is a bit too long😳
But hope you all like it
