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You Loved Me Back To Life!

It was a rainy night and every second ticked in a snail's pace as Khushi stared out of the window, watching the pitter patter of the rain across the glass pane of the windows. Her heart thudded painfully against her ribcage and her hands clutched onto the windowsill for support.

Her eyes checked the wall clock every now and then. It read 2am in the morning and she looked at the empty and untouched bed of theirs. Arnav had not returned from the office yet. Khushi knew he was holding back and probably avoiding the meeting with her. She sighed resting her head against the cool surface of the glass pane.

"Khushi"

His sad voice broke her trance and she turned towards the open door, her eyes colliding with his sad ones. She did not waste any second and ran towards him, her eyes tearing apart at the look on his face. She hid herself into his warmth and he wrapped his arms around her petite form, as if hiding her from the outer world.

"Where have you been?"

She asked her face pressed against his thudding heart. His large hands caressed her head in a slow rhythm and he slowly walked towards the bed in the middle of the room.

"I...never wanted to witness the pain in your eyes. Its been five long years Khushi since.."

He trailed off kissing her crown and Khushi let her tears out this time.

"I know Arnav...but what are supposed to do now. Its our fate..."

He lifted her off the ground and placed her in the middle of the mattress his eyes tracing over her small form.

"I love you Khushi..."

He whispered tucking a wayward hair behind her ear and lay next to her. She rested her head against his chest, hearing the soft sound of his heartbeat against her ear.

"I love you Arnav...so much.."

She whispered back dropping a kiss onto his jaw line. He looked down at her flustered face and hugged her close. His one hand stroking the small of her back while his other hand threaded through her slender fingers.

"Papa?"

A soft voice came from the door and Khushi's eyes snapped open.

"Sonu, what is it baby?"

Khushi asked climbing out of the bed and reached for her daughter. Sonu looked at Khushi with her big almond eyes clouding with tears.

"What's wrong?"

Arnav asked reaching her sides in lightening speed.

"The shadow man..he is not leaving my room. Can you make him go?"

She asked wiping her face with the back of her hands. Khushi and Arnav shared a smile and patted her cheeks lovingly.

"Lets deal with shadow man once and for all. How dare he scare my princess?"

Arnav said lifting Sonu off the ground and they all walked towards the adjacent pink room.

"Where is he?"

Arnav asked looking around the small room filled with toys. Sonu clutched onto Arnav's neck as she pointed towards the window curtains and hid her face onto his chest. Arnav grinned and walked towards the windows, Sonu still in his arms.

"There he is. Papa is going to kick him out of your room right away..."

Arnav said dramatically. Sonu lifted her face and looked at the window through her half closed eyes.

Arnav made a noise of tearing the curtains aside and then closed the windows one by one.

"There...he is gone..now.."

He said smiling down at her while, Khushi switched on the lights of the room.

"He is actually gone Papa. You are the best. He is so afraid of you.."

Sonu giggled hugging him close.

"Are you sure he wont be back, ever?"

She asked her eyes tracing over the curtains once again.

"He wont. He is ashamed of himself for scaring a beautiful princess like you.."

Sonu giggled and kissed her Papa's cheeks.

"So, are we good to sleep now?"

He asked walking towards the bed while Sonu nodded her head, her pigtails hanging in the air.

"Good"

~*~*~

Khushi leaned back onto the bed as Arnav undressed himself. She watched the way his muscles flexed under the dim light of the scented candles. She sighed reaching out for him before he joined her on the bed. He smiled down at her before capturing her lips for a kiss.

She sighed running her fingers across his broad chest, playing with the masculine hair. Anrav kissed her urgently and trailed kisses down her pulse reaching for her assets, which was seeking his attention.

He slowly undid the sari pleats from her waist and pushed the fabric away from his way. Khushi waited anxiously as he kissed her navel and turned her around. He kissed her nape and dropped a string of kisses til he reached her waist.

He stopped abruptly looking at the purple dots on her hip. Khushi squeezed shut her eyes, she sensed his eyes on that spot again and the past came washing over her form.

"Khushi, is it the..."

He stopped abruptly touching that area with his fingers while Khushi wriggled out of his hold. She walked towards the window, wrapping a sheet around her naked form. She looked at the downpour outside her own heart weeping similarly. Arnav closed his eyes for a moment and gathered himself off the bed. He slowly walked towards her and wrapped his arms around her waist.

"I am sorry.."

He whispered dropping a kiss onto her swooping shoulder. Khushi closed her eyes as tears made its way down.

"I can never forget it Arnav, no matter how hard I try..it always comes back to me with its full force..."

"Khushi, you need to forget it that it ever happened. We have Sonu in our life and ignoring her is not going to help you forget the pain... You need to love her...At least we have got her to love..."

Arnav said turning her in his arms.

"I am such a bad mother Arnav. Sonu never feels comfortable around me..I don't know how to work this out.."

Khushi said her eyes shifting involuntarily.

"Khushi, it was not your fault. It was bound to happen..."

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*Flashback*

"Congratulations Mrs. Raizada. You are carrying twins.."

The Doctor exclaimed and Khushi's eyes widened in surprise. Arnav had a boyish grin on his face as his fingers threaded with hers.

"I can't believe I am going to be a mother to two princesses at the same time.."

Khushi said as they walked out of the consultation room. Arnav held her one hand in his while his other hand wrapped around her waist.

"I can't wait to hold them in my arms.."

Arnav said as they both hoped inside their car.

"What are we going to name them? We will have to search the best names for twins...right away.."

Khushi's happiness had no limits as they rode towards their house, discussing everything they will be doing, once the babies were out.

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"I don't think she is going to make it. How come it never came to our notice?"

The Doctor said as she rushed towards the labour room where Khushi was been taken for her delivery.

"Is she alright? Did you check her blood pressure? If it delays for few more minutes we would have to operate the child out.."

The Doctor said entering inside the labour room.

"Doctor, I don't think I can hold it anymore. This pain..its worse than I ever imagined. Please help me.."

Khushi managed sweating profusely. Arnav stood next to her, his hands clutching her both hands in his, while he whispered sweet nothings into her ears soothing her.

"Mr. Raizada we need to talk.."

Doctor's curt voice had Khushi's attention and she looked at Arnav and then at the Doctor with curious eyes.

"What is it Doctor? My babies are fine, right?"

Khushi asked her eyes already blurring with tears. Doctor did not answer her question despite she gestured Arnav to follow her to the adjacent cabin.

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Arnav felt like his whole world crashing down at once. He felt sick and his knees buckled up. His eyes tracked over Khushi's form, resting on the bed. She had tears in her eyes as she looked at him.

"But, how could ..."

Arnav trailed off his throat constricting, overwhelmed with sadness.

"Its been a week or so. We are very sorry to say this..But, we can always save the other one..She is managing better than her twin..We just need your signatures on this papers so that we can proceed with the operation.."

The Doctor extended few papers towards him and Arnav looked at the same with blurred eyes.

"You should know as this is a miracle. Mostly the twins won't survive without each other..."

"I need to talk to Khushi. She should not be kept in darkness.."

Arnav said walking out of the cabin and reached Khushi's sides. Khushi's eyes met his and then her eyes looked at the papers in his hands.

"Khushi, we need to save our daughter..I want you to be strong this time. She is our only hope now..We are taking this risk together..."

He managed through the haze of tears while Khushi ran a hand over her baby bump.

"What do you mean by "daughter"? They are our "DAUGHTERS"

Arnav grabbed her hands in his and kissed it lightly.

"Not anymore.."

*Flashback ends*

Arnav enveloped her in his arms, her head tucked under his chin. She sobbed onto his chest, clutching him for support.

"Do you know it was Sonu's birthday?"

Khushi nodded her head still pressed against his chest.

"Can you imagine a girl of her age not celebrating her birthday the way she should be? She is only 5 Khushi and she deserves better care than this. I know its hard for you to forget that it's the same day we lost our other child. But, we need to stop worrying over what is lost and instead love what is with us, our Sonu. Love her with our whole heart.."

"Do you think she will forgive me for abandoning her all these years? She seem more comfortable with her Nanny.."

"Trust me Khushi, she yearns for your love all the time but is afraid to show it in front of anyone. Because she knows it, I have already shared everything with her. She is an understanding child Khushi and a very precious one. I want you to love her and cherish her.."

Khushi looked up at him, her eyes tracing over his handsome face.

"Why do you have to be so understanding Arnav? You remember that you had doubts on yourself that whether you would be a good father to our daughters?"

Arnav nodded slightly, his eyes saddening at the mention of daughters.

"Do you know what I think about it now? I think you are the best father any girl should have. You are the best father and the best husband in the whole planet..."

Khushi said kissing his jaw line. Arnav gathered her close into his arms and kissed her forehead.

"And I want you to be the best mother in the whole universe. Apparently you are the best wife anyone should have.."

"Apparently?"

She asked narrowing her eyes at him.

"I just love you so much. I want my crazy Khushi back..."

"And I love you more...Can we bring Sonu here?"

Arnav smiled at her words and nodded his head as they both walked towards their daughter's room to bring her back into their room as well as life.

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