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Tara didn't believed her ear's what they heard just now.
But it was true, Tara heard correctly.
Mrityunjay(MJ) needs to go tomorrow, its his last day at home... tomorrow he will be away...he will be away from Tara.
After hearing this news Tara was in state of shock.
There were many questions going in her mind ...
"How he can go??"
"How all of a sudden he can go??"
"Do I mean nothing for him??"
"Do I was never part of his life??"
"Can't he ask me at least once? Not as a husband but even not as friend??"
"Yes he can do this."
"He has full rights to do this." "Who I am ? other than just a friend."
"It was my fault that I expected this from him."
Tara drowns in her thought remembering her past.
Tomorrow is our first marriage anniversary. Our marriage happened in a very strange situation-yes very strange. My parents died in a fire occurred in company owned by my Father-In-Law. He felt himself responsible for orphaning me and got me married to his son Mritunjay(MJ). MJ is very obedient son so without asking any question he married me. He was in love with Radha. But due to his father's wish he married me. Slowly I and MJ developed our relation as friend. I know he still loves Radha. But I love him. I don't expect him to reciprocate it. Its his wish to choose love. But don't know why today news of MJ going foreign for 1 year to setup new plant is killing me.
Tara was still lost in her thought, comes to sense hearing door opening sound.
MJ enters room.
Tara : "so finally you are going."
MJ was surprised, how she know that I am going?
He starts packing his stuff and Tara was helping him in packing.
He was doing packing but there was a fight going within him.
This fight was between his mind and heart.
Heart-"Is she affected from this news? Why she is not affected? Does I don't mean anything to her?"
Mind-"she is not affected from this news. See how happily she is doing packing."
He was trying to find his answers from her broad, deep and life-full eyes. But today they seem to hide something.
"What they are hiding" asked his mind to heart.
There was complete silence in room.
Finally he spoke "Tara".
And Tara responded with all eagerness "Haa" like she was waiting for this call from long.
MJ: "Tara I had to tell you something..."
Tara sensed something was there that was bothering him.
She told "What ??"
"What you want to say? Say naa why you are hesitating ..."
MJ: "Tara..."
Tara: "Say MJ I am your friend."
MJ:"Tara today is Valentin Day so..."
Before MJ could complete sentence Tara interrupted him.
Tara: "So you want to take your girlfriend out. Right??"
MJ nodded his head in yes.
Tara: "So tell me what is name of your girlfriend, where she leaves and where you want to take her out today?"
Without waiting for his reply Tara said "Wait- wait let me guess...She is that girl ..what her name was ...Radha. Yes Radha naa."
After hearing this from Tara, MJ was full of anger he was red because of anger...
Tara was the one person who never required words to understand what he wants to say, she use to understand him without MJ uttering a single word. But today she is responding strangely.
MJ: "What made her assume this?" "Did my any word or act hurt her or made her assume this? "
Fuming with anger he left the room immediately.
Tara: "Now what happened ??"
She followed him to terrace .
When she entered terrace she was surprised ...she was surprised because what she saw was beautifully decorated terrace with white and red roses. It was night so candle lights over terrace where looking pleasant.
She was still standing on terrace door.
Then suddenly some sound attracted her attention. It was someone's walking sound on terrace.
She walked towards that sound and bumped in someone... It was his 6 feet tall husband-MJ...
Tara had a fall but, MJ catches her in his strong arm .He was holding her arched backwards in a pose of sublime submission making a perfect moment for propose.(Raj Kapoor - Nargis Scene in Barsat).
And without wasting a single moment he said "I LOVE YOU".
Tara: "What????"
She was overwhelmed when she heard this. Her eyes filled with spark of love. Her happiness can be seen on her face. She was so happy that she was not able to express her happiness with words. Her eyes filled with tears of happiness.
Suddenly MJ started laughing.
But she got to her sense when she heard MJ laughing.
He told to Tara "How was my prank??" and continued laughing .
Tara was feeling like she was tricked.
Her emotions were tricked.
For that single moment Tara was on cloud nine.
She was looking to MJ with full surprise ... and was thinking
"Was it a prank?? Really??? You don't meant it..."
Her eyes were full with tears. But this time it was tears of sorrow.
But she controlled them to flow out of eyes. Her all dreams that were built in that single moment were shattered. Her all hopes were crushed. She was accusing herself "why I dreamt this was real ??Why??".
On radio song started playing
~Kahin to.. kahin to.
Hogi woh
Duniya jahan tu mere saaath hain
Chaha mein chaha tu
Aur jaan bas tere mere zajbaat hain
Hogi jahan saba teri
Palkon ki kirano mein
Lori jahan chand ki
Sune teri bahon mein...
Jane na kahan woh duniya hai
Jane na woh hai bhi ya nahi
Jahan meri zindagi mujhse
Inti kafa nahi ~
She turned back and started walking away from MJ
MJ: "Tara..."
She once again don't want to break her hopes, her dreams because this time she will not be able to gather herself so she continued walking.
MJ came before her and blocked her path .
He said "Wait. Why you are going??"
But Tara changed her path and continued going.
She feared if for one second also if she stays here ,she would not be able to control her emotions and feelings, and uttering of her emotions to him may cause loss to Tara. She might loss her friend forever.
MJ: "Tara..,Tara.. wait ...What's the matter? Why you are going?"
He grabbed her hand and pulled her towards him and clutched her in his arm tightly. Tara did many attempts to loosen that grip but her all attempts were in vain .
Tara: "Leave me MJ. Let me go"
MJ: "I will not leave you until you tell me why you are going?"
Tara: "Leave me MJ"
MJ was not in mood to leave her. Today he wanted to know what his wife Tara wants. What she feels about him.
They were so close to each other that they can hear each other's heart beat.
Tara was seeing in his eyes ... Trying to find her question's answers ...
"Why MJ? Why you don't understand why I am going ? Why?"
"Why MJ you are playing with my emotions? Why??"
MJ was seeing in her eyes trying to find answer for her behaviour.
Another track started playing on radio after finishing of that song
~ Jaane tu meri kya hai
Jaane mein tera kya tha
saath tere har pal
saath tere har lamha tha
Jaane kaisi kasak hai
Jaane kaisi tadap hai
Kyun aankhen nam hai
Jaane kaisa gum hai
Hai dosti humko yakin tha
Dosti aur kuch bhi nahi tha
Par kaise tujhko baatein
Kyun chubhte hain pairo mein kaante
Jaana na jaana
Kaise mene na jana
Ke pyaar yehi hai
yeh Jaane tu ya jaane na~
One tear rolled from Tara's eye to her cheek...
MJ was still adoring his wife's beautiful eyes for answer.
Finally Tara's patience was over now she can't control her emotions and feelings.
She said "Why MJ??"
" Why?? Why you are going ??"
"Did I never meant anything to you?? Do I was never part of your life?? "
"Did I ever demanded love from you?? "
"Then Why you are playing with my emotions??"
"Why you are showing me dreams that can never be full filled??"
"That three words might be prank for you, but for me it means life."
MJ was silently listening all this from Tara, constantly drowning him in her eyes...
Tara continued "When you told those three words, in that single moment I lived my whole life." "For that single moment I dreamt my whole life with you."
While speaking her heart out Tara's tears rolled to her throat, her voice was cracking.
MJ was wordlessly admiring his wife. His eyes were also filled with tears.
Tara: "Who gave you right MJ to saw me dreams one moment and break them in another moment." "I know MJ you love Radha and I never expected love from you." "Then why you did this to me.Why??"
Tara was crying painfully. She was crying heart out. She was hurt by MJ's words, by his behaviour, by his tight hold.
MJ was not able to control himself after hearing her misinterpretation.
He tightened his grip more around Tara. Tara was crying plainly.
MJ: "Tara its not truth." "You interpreted me wrong... Tara" "Radha was my past." "You are my future ." "You are my life...Tara"
After finishing that track this track followed on radio...
~Aasma tu mera,ya hai mera khuda
Ek kalma mera ...,tu hi tu,tu hi tu ~
MJ held Tara's face in one hand still having tight grip on her by other hand.
MJ continued "After marriage it was hard for me to forget Radha, but, your care and love helped me to forget her."
"I thought you understood this, but I was wrong."
"Tara I love you and only you." "No one in my life can take your place."
Tara was surprised to here this.
She told : "Then why you laughed today after saying that??"
MJ: "I wanted to know your feelings. As you didn't reacted upon my going to foreign made me fear that you don't love me."
Tara with full love and happiness filled in her voice screamed "I LOVE YOU MJ".
Tears were still flowing from eyes of both but now they were of happiness and love.
Another track followed on radio
~ Zehnaseeb, Zehanaseeb
Tujhe chaahun betahasha zehnaseeb
Mere kareeb, mere habeeb
Tujhe chaahun betahasha zehnaseeb
Tere sang beete har lamhe pe humko naaz hai
Tere sang jo na beete uspe aitraaz hai
Iss kadar hum dono ka milna ek raaz hai
Huaa ameer dil ghareeb
Tujhe chaahun betahasha zehnaseeb
Zehnaseeb, Zehnaseeb
Tujhe chaahun betahasha zehnaseeb~
Tara hugged MJ . This hug was tight and passionate.
They wanted to spent their whole life being in each other's arm. They were spending their life in each other's arm. They were quite but their heart were speaking. They were speaking the unmeasurable amount of love they have for each other.
After half an hour MJ smiled saying to Tara "lets have dinner that I have arranged here on terrace"
but Tara was not ready to end that hug . She nodded her head in no.
She was living each and every moment of that hug as MJ will go tomorrow and she would not be able to meet him for whole 1 years - 365 days.
MJ: "By the way I forgot to inform you that you also need to pack your bag as you are also coming with me."
Listening this Tara was overwhelmed with joy, she was speech less. She again hugged MJ with more love and passion.
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Edited by Archi21 - 12 years ago
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