Na Jaane Kyun pg28 - 12 june 13 - Page 20

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As she opened her eyes her head ached with all the crying of the previous night. She rubbed her fingers over those swollen eyes and looked around.

Realising she was still at Anjali's place she decided to get up, but her body had no strength left, looking at the plate full of fruits beside the bed made her stomach groan in hunger, she decided to pick up something to satisfy her body.

As she was about to put the first grape in her mouth, everything started rushing back to her mind' and again she couldn't eat anything,'ignoring protests of her body she decided to get away from this very place.

She managed to get up and started going outside. As she reached the hallway Anjali saw her from the balcony, before she could reach Heer, she was already gone.

Anjali decided on following her

Anjali's POV

'Where the hell is she going?'

On reaching the parking I saw Heer moving towards the gate heading supposedly to her own society.

I called her several times but she heard nothing, so I followed her, but,

'Damn it! What's wrong with you?' part of my brain questioned

I halted not knowing why I was so worried over her,

'She isn't a kid, she can help herself who are you to her? Why should you?'

But then again other part of me

'She won't be able to and you know that well enough' she needs help she may be stubborn but it's not her fault, someone just broke her heart 'brutally'

'Why are you so concerned?'first one retorted

'Coz am still human'

But again the first part tried to pacify me

'Don't listen to her, do not put yourself into all this, she doesn't even deserve your help'remember her last night blast... Obviously! and anyway there are way too many things to handle instead of helping some dumbass heartbroken wreck who is going all crazy trying to commit suicide'

'But''

And then I realised

'Ok shut up you two' I get it I am going to help her , damn my brain'both parts wants me to help Heer but my stupid ego'.oh damn I lost her'shit! May be I should go to her society'

Reaching there I saw some commotion' thought of ignoring it so that I could find her sooner but realised that Heer was also there, as I reached there I could make out from all the ramblings and shouting that it was all about a payment of 60000 rupees 'and something like 2 days'

And then I saw Heer her head bent low as if reading something' seemed to be some legal notice and a man smirking looking at her' and then it hit, Shit does she have to do anything with the whole Rs60000 and 2 days thing ' but before I could reach Heer, she'

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Narrator's POV

Everything went blank; she could not make out what was happening.

Unconsciously she opened the door and entered inside' HIS ROOM.

Closing the door behind her'she could hear faint banging of the door'but then it all vanished.

She couldn't hear anything 'but only his voice, her mind was flooded with his memories'his every word, his every sentence, his friendship, his love and his betrayal'

Socha alag sabse ho tum

Leaning on the door all she saw was an empty space'

Khwabon ki dheemi si dhun

As her mind brought back all the visions of his memories, her heart started registering the truth,the truth that he betrayed her'

Toota bharam aur ye kya ho gya

Everything shattered into small pieces blinding her vision, flowing through her cheeks'

She realised it was over'it was all over'. Her love'trust'belief'and her life'. It was all over'

It was never true, none of him, neither his friendship, nor his love nor his promises nor his words, not even a single word

As the truth consumed her, fresh flow of emotions started and all strength in her died'

Sach ki dharti pe mera sapna aagya

Falling on her knees hurting herself over the old bruises she received last night'she realised that the wounds didn't even hurt much compared to her heart, she leaned against the door, her head tilted upwards not knowing whom to question'.she closed her eyes

Jabse mere dil ko tujhpe marna aagya

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Anjali's POV

"I knew it'he was a bas***d he left nothing. Bloody Kamina look what he did '.he'.oh god!'I Hate him. And please will you just stop crying. What is it for, for whom, that son of a b*%$@. He doesn't even deserve it"

With this her sobs got louder, and i ran to console her sitting beside her putting my arm around her shoulders

"Look Heer I did not mean that'in a wrong way'. But do you realise how true it is" as I said those words she shifted her swollen red eyes to me, and I knew she was finally listening to me

"He is gone Heer' and won't come back (as her eyes tearing up again) look crying will help you no way, he is gone leaving you alone with nothing but a notice that you are alone to pay the damn rent of the apartment Rs 60000, you really need to think about it you are left with 2 days, technically 1 day 18 hours, think of something honey"I said as I embraced her and she hugged me and cried over my shoulder.

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"Atul! How could you leave without telling me?"

"missing me already, are we?"

"oh just shut up, you know I cant handle all of it alone"

"look I had to go , I had no choice in it, and am sure you can handle it all 'alone"

"But'"

"you are the only person who can understand what she is going through, the pain, the betrayal, everything' I am of no use there' the truth is even I wanted to meet Priyamvada but this sudden conference has occurred and I had to go, I know you can handle it, the only thing I got out about her was'. I must say nothing is good at this time, but the truth is, she lost her job a couple of weeks back, no money left in her account"

"No job, no money' W*F"

"yeah I know this is frustrating, I have met her few times before and have always liked her, all happy and jolly, a bit reserved till you get to know her, but once opened up, a complete chatter box (she smiled as she heard him say that) a person of her words, jo kehti hai so karti hai, never backs out, trustworthy, very loyal and patient at times when she feels required but I had also realised a bit lazy, and easy going also and not to forget dependent"

"Oh my God! How in this mess am I going to help her?"

"Just talk to her, make her talk to you, trust you. I know it's very difficult for her to do it now but if you want to help her you need to know where exactly she needs help. But please don't put yourself in any trouble and remember am always there"

"How do you do that? How can you be so calm in such a condition?"

"both of us cant afford to panic in this delicate situation, and I know it very well that no one can stop you if you want to help her'not even she, so go on and remember am always with you I will be back in two weeks keep me updated. And I love you"

I sighed

"Mhmmm'um bye"

"Bye take care"

i could hear him sigh on the other end

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"Morning sleeping beauty" greeted Anjali politely to which Heer gave her a confused stare

"Where am i?"

"Hospital"

"But main'.how come i am here"

"I brought you, you fainted while you were crying, and waise bhi you were not having anything so I thought these would be of good use" she pointed towards the bottle of glucose attached to her hand with needles

"But'" and then she remembered all the happenings of last couple of days all the crying affected her memory, but the truth was she just wanted to think that someday she gets up and find out that all these sufferings were a nightmare and finds him sitting next to her

BUT ,'

Before her eyes watered again door opened and the nurse entered

"Doctor will be here in few minutes' do you need anything" she informed them and then asked Heer who shook her head in a no looking downwards towards the bed

And then entered a man in his mid 20's, as he came in giving Anjali a smile

Then he turned to Heer, who had not raised her head yet

"hello there to Ms Maan'I am your doctor, Dr Armaan Malik. so how are you feeling now?"he asked her as he sat on the stool nearby,

Heer raised her head, fighting her tears, and looked at him with no exact expression

He smiled to her and offered his hand asking

"May I have the pleasure to hold your hand ma'am"

And her vision blurred with tears

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Flashback

"Hello there to Ms Heer" said Prem as he saw a very annoyed Heer enter

"Tum! What are you doing here? Go to your own side' abhi" Heer commanded pointing towards the door connecting their rooms, or the only door dividing their rooms

"Your wish is my command honey (switching off the small TV he got up and went to help her with the groceries), but may I know why are you so annoyed" he bowed in front of her and then asked taking groceries from her hand

"It's all because of you" she said without looking at him

"Me? But maine ab kya kiya?" he exclaimed

"Kya kiya? What are you doing in this part of the house at this time? Koi kaam dhandha hai ke nai" she asked not even once looking at him and throwing everything on the trunk beside window not once meeting his eyes

"Hey Heer, kya hua hai jaan" he asked as he came near her trying to hold her arm to turn her to him, but she jerked his hand back

"Don't call me that" she almost shouted looking at him, and regretting it the other second

"You have been crying" he said all exasperated

"Oh my God! What happened Heer? Kya hua?"

"Nothing and am sorry kisi aur ka gussa kisi pe nikal diya, but please avoid being here at this time, and good night to you" she tried shooing him off

"Nope, not so easily, am not leaving before you tell me" he said as he stood in front of her looking in her eyes adamant not to leave

"Prem, please leave for now, I will be fine by tomorrow morning" she said putting her left hand on his right arm assuring him

"Nope" he shook his head

"Prem please mujhe neend aa rahi hai" she said turning to the side, getting annoyed again

"Nope nothings gonna work" he turned her back, knowing as colour of her eyes changed what was coming next

"That's enough, don't you get it I don't want you here, just leave. This is my part of the house and you are not supposed to be here without my permission"

"Mhmmm'. Not before you tell me"

She stood dumbfounded. She looked at him for a minute then turned on the television and sat on the couch

She knew he was still standing there as she saw from the corner of her eyes and knew he won't leave before she told him so switched the tv off and holding her head in her hands started

"Roshni a girl in my office form the finance department! She kind of um hates me' so just fight and insults in the office"

He made no move, she looked from the corner of her eyes to see if was still there, and found him still there

She turned to him

"That was all'and some office politics. That is all" she turned back and bowed her head

He came to her sat on the centre table in front of her and lifted her face with his hand so that he made eye contact with her

"and?" he asked

"and?" she asked confused

"and there is more to it,' kya hua hai Heer you are not hurt but annoyed and I know it is not about the insult there is something else"

She stared in his eyes, wanted to hug him, but obviously ignored it as always, he always knew what was in her mind, and the very thought made her smile

She stood up and went to the window,

"there is this silver jubilee party of the firm I work in, in 3months and we have been discussing everything for the celebration, while the theme was being discussed everybody gave their ideas so did I, I suggested it to be Spain"

He looked at her with a raised eyebrow

"wo um Mr Joshi, our chief, the founder of the firm he has stayed almost half of his life in Spain with his parents all his childhood, his study everything even his wife is from Spain and he has so many clients from there, so that's why"

He nodded

"And obviously Roshni as she hates me, hated my idea and even more when Mr. Joshi was all teary at the thought of my idea'and agreed without another thought"

He smiled

"So then?"

"So then'she felt insulted as her idea was not selected though it was also good, very practical' But Mr. Joshi liked mine more as it connected him with the early life of his and all his achievements, so when I was in cafeteria she barged in and started her views about the way I am , I look and everything , and then came insults and then the challenge"

"Insults? Challenge? Why don't you complain?"

"To whom? And why should i? Prem I am not a nursery class kid who goes on to her teacher complaining about co workers. Come on it is so unprofessional"

"But there are laws against harassment"

"Harassment! Are you kidding me? She does not harass me'she does not like me but I have no such issues with her, it's just that sometimes she annoys me. I don't like people talking about how I look 'my physical judgement, I am what I am. I don't want to change for someone so that they like me; it is all so fake, and this would be so not me"

"But' anyway what is the challenge"

"Umm it's Salsa"

"Salsa?"

"You know the famous dance form salsa' (When he nodded) she I mean Roshni, has put up an idea of salsa competition during that night and challenged me to dance in salsa"

"What?"

"Yes" she said sheepishly

"so do you know how to salsa"

"Of course not Prem, and don't worry I never accepted her challenge I am just annoyed because she got another thing to bug me with for rest of her life"

"You did not accept her challenge, but why?"

"Oh Really is it so hard to guess? Prem who will dance with me ' with me? And salsa! Halwa hai kya? I can never dance and that too in salsa and mere sath dance karega kaun? Koi muhe kyun sikhaega?"

"Koi kyun nahi sikhaega, kyun dance nahi karega?"

"Prem uss dance ke moves and lifts they are not possible with me you know with me it's not possible and obviously why are we even discussing I have already denied, I just need a way to keep her off my shoulder"

"Don't be such a loser"

"If accepting the truth and avoiding embarrassing situations is being loser then am more than happy to be a loser, I don't get provoked so easily"

"But you did get provoked and told me the truth"

"Because I wanted to"

"Nope I provoked you'you actually did not want to"

"ok I did not but you never provoked me and No you did not"

"Yes I did"

"No you did not"

"Yes I did"

"No you did not"

"Yes I did"

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"No you did not and you did not" she turned her head to other side crossing her arms and pouting

He went back to his room and she sighed watching his retreating figure, as she was about to go and change she could hear faint music and then the music got louder she could hear the beats music got faster and in rhythmic harmony. And then he came back with a white frilly shirt and black trousers and a stick in his mouth as if holding a rose in his mouth.

"Prem?"

He came near her and offering his hand asked "May I have the pleasure to hold your hand ma'am?"

And that was all needed she started laughing like there was no tomorrow as he looked at her

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A smile spread across her face as she placed her hand in Armaan's hand but as soon as their hands made a contact and the smile vanished

Though this did not go unnoticed by him he shook her hand and then checked up for her pulse

After the regular check up he asked Anjali to come and meet him in his cabin while the nurse helped Heer in lying down and sleep but sleep was far away from her eyes now as she remembered one the most beautiful moments of her life and closed her eyes while the lone tear flowed across her cheek

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quite old piece of writing but still incomplete :( if the writer is somewhere here Khuda k waastay isay complete kro yraa i wanna know the whole story im a despo...