Your parents argue about who's going to help you change, for once you choose your mother. You may have guessed it, but you've made her happy with that choice. For the first time in your life, you're wearing beautiful girl's clothes, everyone tells you you're beautiful, your father calls you princess, you're on a cloud.
Your mother tells you that she will be back in an hour, but the hour has passed and she is still not back yet, you are worried and you are also impatient to go and see your friends from the orphanage.
You ask your father where your mother is, he tells you that he doesn't know, but that he will soon find out. He too ends up disappearing.
Your aunt takes care of you as best she can, but you're still a child, you wonder where her parents are.
Your father finds your mother and takes her home, you think you've seen her, but your aunt lies to you. Meanwhile your mother is fighting for her life. But you feel something is wrong.
Your dad tells you that your mum is sick of going to see her. You run to her. You are very worried, you don't like to see her like this, you promise her that you will be good now. That you will listen and do everything she asks you to do as long as she wakes up.
They ask you why you fight with her often when you love her, you explain that you were never taught what love is, but you were taught how to fight so that's all you do.
You don't know what happened to your mum, but you ask your dad to make her wake up, he tells you not to worry, he'll take care of everything and you believe him.
What do the next few days hold in store for you? You don't know yet.
ReadLo, Thank you soooo much for this. I'll be honest, at times Jugs has tested my patience. But when I read this entire journey, in her shoes and through her eyes, I understand better. My heart only aches for this child and I wish that she gets all the good things going forward. She has several more heartbreaks to face, so much more to understand, so many barriers to break and so much more love to feel! She has two people who love her abundantly ❤️ Thank you for beautifully penning this down. This just summed up her entire story till date 👏
My final analysis on Jagnu.
This child every time I saw her jumping, I hurt for her😔. She doesn't know she had a mother who was crying over her presumed death. She may not have been wanted by her father, but her mother loved him as soon as she knew he existed .
She loves as she hates, she is a frank child in her words, it hurts me when I say to myself in her formative years (5 years old to 18 years old) she already has such a frank look at the world around her.
An extreme lot for her age! Which by any means is healthy :(
8 years old, but very mature, she doesn't let adults dictate her life, she knows that they are liars, violent, mean, and false. She has never met anyone who has good intentions towards her, so it is normal that she has difficulty accepting Pranati.
I have suffered with her every time she has suffered. This child needs a point of attachment in her life. You can't blame her for telling Pranati that it's all her fault, it's logical to blame her, she's a mother who brings a child into the world, so for her all her misfortunes are Pranati's fault since she carried him for 9 months and abandoned him, even though she doesn't know that it wasn't Pranati's will.
I am waiting for Jugnu's reaction when she learns what actually happened when she was born and how Prani was impacted. Also when Prani found Jugnu out, how much Prani's world turned upside down. It is a week long track at max, but has so much potential if explored properly!
I think it's time that Pranati really explained things to her, Rey was right to tell Riya that although she is a child, we shouldn't hide anything from her. She has a maturity that will allow her to behave better in the future.
Rey has always been direct and frank with her, even if she doesn't know behind his back he wanted to really abandon her, he played more the role of a friend first in her life before taking the father's hat. And then she finds herself in him, this bond is very present, and it is said that girls are closer to their father than their mother...
This is what I really want Prani to do too, meet her at her level, through that you can establish a stable mom-daughter relationship!
Now it remains to be seen what she would do if she was asked to choose between Rey and Pranati, I hope she will never have to make that choice and that she uses her mother's and father's side of the family to reunite her parents. She has the ability to reunite them beyond their own will.
I hope everything is sorted by then! Like you said, she shouldn't be put in a spot whetr she will have to choose and also she is the one who holds the power to hold Prayansh together despite all their differences. And with how things are progressing, they need her, as much as she needs them!
Thank you again for reading me to the end. 🤗
This is so well put, thank you for the time and effort ❤️
Rey's one still remains my fav, cuz whenever he makes me feel good or mad, I'm reading it, it is ❤️ This is a close second!
Thank you for beautifully penning this down. This just summed up her entire story till date 
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