Jagnu you are a Khurana... Jugnu Khurana Mishra !
The first time you are discovered, you wonder who this child is. She has ways of doing and talking that don't reflect her age, but who would have thought that by the time you're 8 years old you've seen so many things that your childhood has been stolen from you?
You live in an orphanage, where you should have been protected after your abandonment, but instead the adults around you keep reminding you of what you are: an illegitimate child whose parents didn't want you. But that doesn't matter to you, you have a tough skin!
But Jagnu if you knew...
You are still a child despite your injuries, you would like a better environment, but you have a specialty: getting into trouble.
Then one day you will cross paths with two adults, one you are running away from and the other you feel a connection. You didn't know who he was yet, but you're still you. You can't get close and you don't let the adults tell you what to do.
You are worse than a cat, you have many lives, and more elusive than a fish, you slip through your fingers.
You discover who your parents are, one day you are an orphan, the next day you are the daughter of two people.
You don't know it, but your very existence makes their world tremble, one is going to break off his engagement, the other finds it too hard to accept you into his family, but in the end it's for your own good.
Here you are in the middle of a legal battle, but you've seen that your father is rich, which you've never had in your life, you're going to be able to have him and he's not so bad, you look alike on many levels so you feel comfortable with him.
You are going to hear things during this trial that will resonate in your ears.
The adult world is complicated for a child your age. Don't you know that the game they play is fatal?
You will be given the choice in 6 months to choose who you want to live with.
He has a girlfriend, she says she wants to be your mother, but what is a mother? You don't know what it means, so you do what you do best, spoil his life.
Your real mother is coming, the one who gave birth to you. You're going to live on the same roof as your parents. One day you live alone with other children, now you have a family: mother, father, uncle, grandfather, great-grandmother...
As you have always had your freedom, now you are reminded that you are a child, you have to go to school, new rules are imposed, you don't like it, but in order for you to be able to understand your mother threatens you, so you give in.
You find yourself in your father, you're his mini him, you feel close to him, so you can interact with him perfectly well, but you still have a hard time with your mother... You blame her for giving birth to you and abandoning you, you're still a child, you don't understand what's really going on. But you only want to understand so that you can heal your wounds.
But the world is still as bad as you know it is, in front of a lot of people you are reminded that you are an illegitimate child, but what does that word mean? You haven't asked for anything, why do you have to wear a label that society has to create to classify what you are? A child born out of wedlock.
You wanted to help those you left behind so you do something an 8 year old child should not do, but in the family whose blood runs in your veins it is normal to know the value of money at that age. You get kidnapped.
Courage certainly, but you remember that you are powerless so you think about your parents, which means they are important in your life now.
You don't stay weak for long, you manage to escape and you see that your parents have come to rescue you.
Life goes on, you are not spared, you wonder why you cry so much, what you hate so much. Your father explains to you that tears don't mean that you are weak, on the contrary, you have to let them out, and if now hearing that you are illegitimate hurts you, it's because you are breaking down your barriers.
What is normal, your environment has to change so your feelings change too.
You find out that your mother is leaving, you ask your father why he doesn't stop her, he tells you he can't. You find out that your mother is leaving. You really don't understand their grown up story, you know he loves your mother, you're not blind, but you can't do anything.
There's a lot going on behind the scenes and you don't know it. You live your life as a young girl without any more worries.
You have a new aunt, Riya, she seems to like to bring the family together, she decides to have her first gathering, you are in the middle of your parents, your mother teaches you things you didn't do (take the blessing of your elders), you can't help but tell her that you are doing it because she told you to. An accident happens and you are turned into a girl.
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