hope you all like it ๐ ..
scene begins after crushing blind trusts n sp issues ๐ Shivu having huge FBs of their Own moments (DraShiv) and begin to think in other way like this ๐ ..
kash Rudra Meri jindagi mein Pehele aya hotha ๐ณ
kash voh mujhsey pyar kiya hotha ๐ kash voh Meri ๐ณ ..
and stops a while in confusion as usual ๐
yeh mein Kya soch Raha hun. yeh Ho Kya gaya hai Mujhey .
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rudra Kaise kisisey pyar Karega voh apni Patni sey Abhi bhi pyar Kartha hai. unkey liye Abhi bhi Ladtha hai. aur mein ithna pagal ki yeh Socha Kyoun ๐ ..
per jab bhi voh Mujhey dekhtha hai Lagtha tha hai ki voh Meriy undar rehtha hai.
kuch dektha nahi ...
uskey saath mujhe Kabhi sathaya nahi Hamesha satark kiya ..
yesa Kabhi nahi laga ki mein kisi aur key pass thi .hamesha apney aap mein thi .
.khud sey baat Kar Rahi thi aur khud sey Hamesha Madad Parayi ๐ณ .
.khud ko mehsus Kar Rahi thi ..aur ab yeh ajeeb khayal ...
nahi nahi mein unki Nazaro mein girna nahi chahthi Jo mein bahut Pehele gir Chuka hun ek yesi pattar key piche bhagkar. ab aur nahi .
dosthi sahi Rudra mere pass toh hai. Hamara saath bas inteqam pura honey tak hai..
mein unsey Kuch nahi kahunga ๐ aur rudra Koyi yesa Vesa nahi hai.
Meri har pal har Katham meriy baremein voh har Kuch Jantha hai. mujhe sey Jyada .
kahi voh pakadliya yeh Baath bhi toh mein Kya Karun .
Kaise uska samna Karun ..
oh Rudra Kyoun atak gaya Ho tum dosthi per. mein toh pagal hun. tum apne aap ko genius dikhathy Ho na .hamesha aagey bhadthy Ho na .
toh hamarey rishty mein Kyoun nahi aage bhada tum .aur yeh Kaisa Satha Rahi Ho Mujhey ki Kabhi sapne mein bhi na Socha ..
having so much of this thoughts hangover Shivu walking rounds n rounds in room..
mean while her neela nag came... โค๏ธ
the moment Shivu felt some thrill of watching him n equally happy, content n hesitant n lot more. not constant n turn to other side..
Our SPER lover Ru โค๏ธfelt this newness in his darling and approaching slowly near her ofcousre with worry of is she in trouble?
Shivu trembling, shivering by each passing step of Ru near her..
with her thoughts. Kya Ru ney Jaan Liya .sunn Liya Kuch yesa ..
yeh toh mujey Kya hora ha hai. Meri Jaan. saasey Itnha Kyoun ghabraraha hai.
yeh tadap Kya .kabhi hua nahi .
yeh shivji mein Kya Karu .kaise Rokun aapney Aapko ..
Ru observing silently n placed his hand on shivu shoulder to calm her.
still she not turned :-$:-P Ru turned her to his side. Ru reading Shivu mind โค๏ธ wants to see through her eyes Wat he wanted from so long.
but shivu lift a split sec n down with fear..
this tym our lover boy started cheesiness in real sense..
yeh Kya hua hai Shivu aachanak tumey .
Kyoun Meri aankh uthna Bhari padgaya tum Naza nahi utharahi..
aur yeh ghabhraht Kaise Kuch hua Kya .kisiney tum per hamla toh nahi ki ..
Shivu annoyed yeh yesa Kyoun kahraha hai. Kya samajhty hai apni Aapko .khud hamla Kar Raha hai.
aur khud pooch Raha hai..
Shivu mein Tumsey pooch Raha hun. choop Kyoun Ho..
Shivu turned another side n said with shivering. voh mein mein .voh..
Ru understand Shivu heart n wanted to give her required time n with assurance..
Shivu mery saath Kabhi ichkicho mat. mein Hamesha tumhara saath dunga. har Kadham mein Tumsey rahunga ..tum apni Marzi sey aagey Bhado mein tumhari pichey hi hunga ..
Pehele Kadam tumhari Hogi aur har kadham mein hum rahenge.
tumhara jaga Hamesha Meri Nazaro mein unchi thi aur Rahegi bhi .
usse Koyi nahi hilasaktha. chaye Kuch bhi hojaye .kis had tak jaye ..
Shivu in Ru trans n listening with much admiration n immersing in Ru feelings..
Then Ru slightly walks away from Shivu .shivu felt unknown pain.. not controlling her self. but controls hard..
Ru before transforming as Neela nag again made promise is "Meri jindhagi tumhari amanat hai Shivu "" take care now..
Tata..
c u soon
with full of smile..
OK z now. I'm stopping here my thoughts n wants to know who liked my views โค๏ธ ๐
can I continue like this posts torture or stop my lecture ๐ ..
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