Roshiv os...bahut pyaar...

This starts from where shivangi was talking to Rudra

Rocky listen this & leave from there (I m adding some more things). After that shivangi asks Rudra

"waise us din jab un logon ne tumhe maarne ki koshish ki thi to me tumhe satark karne ghar aayi thi par tum kahaan chale gaye the. Agar me tumhe pehle hi bata deti to tum us din unke changul me nahiin phaste".

Then Rudra says "me to Rocky ka pichha kar raha tha ki wo kahaan jaa raha hai aur fir mene uspe hamla bhi kiya par wo us garud kawach ki wajah se bach gaya aur us gufa me pahunch gaya. Achha ab me chalta hoon agar kisi ne hume saath dekh liya to musibat ho jayegi."

Then Shivangi thinks "aisa kaise ho sakta h Rocky to ghar par hi tha" and think of that incident which occurred that night when Rocky touched Shivangi and she got current. "kahiin aisa to nahiin jo mera dil keh raha ho wo hi sahi ho Rocky meri maa ka kaatil na ho par aisa kaise ho sakta h mene maa ki aankhon me uski chhavi dekhi h. He shivji mujhe kuchh samajh nahiin aa raha ye kya ho raha h please mujhe koi raasta dikhao."

Then after Sunday's episode when shesha disguised as Rocky give her papers & Shivangi understood this & she decides not to sign the papers.

Its very late now & Rocky didn't came yet. Shivangi is still thinking about what happened few hours before. "mujhe kyun bura lag raha h, main ro kyun rahi hoon, na me Rocky se pyaar karti hoon aur na wo mujhse." She is also thinking about Rocky has not come yet & he was too drunk to drive but she does not want to realize or we can say she is refusing her heart that she is tensed about Rocky's whereabouts. She thinks "mujhe kya fark padta h kahiin bhi ho, jarur Shesha ke saath hoga."

Suddenly she hears the sound of car she thinks may be Rocky has come. She thinks "mujhe Rocky se baat karni hogi use manana hoga warna me is ghar me rehke apna badla kaise le paungi."But the actual thing is that she cannot see hatred for her in his eyes. This breaks her from inside & she herself don't know why?

She goes downstairs & see that sushi is handling Rocky. He himself cannot walk properly. Sushi is holding him from his waist with his one hand on sushi's shoulder. His eyes was looking out of focus but pain is still evident in his eyes. Then she noticed that there are blood stains on his kurta & his head is bandaged. Some rashes are also there on his cheeks & hands.

Sushi sees Shivangi & says "are bhabhi aap jaag rahi h wo..umm.."

Shivangi asks with shock "Sushi kya hua inhe."

Sushi - "wo lagta h bhai jyada hi khush ho gaya isliye jyada pee li aur drive karte waqt accident ho gaya. Mujhe hospital se phone aaya to me unhe lene chala gaya. Aap tension mat lo me inhe room me chhodkar aata hun. Aap aaraam kijiye."

Shivaangi - "Sushi ruko tum rehne do me inhe le jaati hun, tum jaake so jao."

As shivaangi is about to hold Rocky he removed her hand and walks forward saying "I don't need anyone.. I...can..walk on my own...see" but is about to fall but Shivangi holds him & sees Sushi questingly.

Sushi - "wo bhabhi actually bhai ko aaj raat doctor under observation rakhne waale the aur unhe pain na ho aur wo so jaaye to doctor ne unhe anasthesia diya tha but bhai bahut ziddi h aur unhe bachpan se hi Hospital me suffocation hota h aur bahut uneasy feel karte hain. Isliye me unhe ghar le aaya aur waise bhi mene socha yahaan achhe se so paayenge."

Shivangi - "hmmm... theek kiya tumne ab jaao jaake so jao bahut raat ho chuki h me inhe sambhaal lungi."

Sushi - "hmmm... ok...aur haan bhabhi ye rahe bhai ke medicines inhe de dena."

He handsover Shivaangi Rocky's medicines & goes from there.

Now Shivangi try to hold Rocky but Rocky push her.

Rocky - "mene kahaa na I can take care of myself. There is no need of u. You understand. Just stay away from me."

And he tries to climb stairs but unfortunately his this attempt also get failed & he was about to fall again when Shivangi catches her.

Shivangi(sternly)- "bahut hogaya drama ab chupchap chalo ek kadam to mere bina rakh nahiin sakte aur seediyaan chadne ki soch rahe ho." Rocky is just staring as if trying to understand what she is saying.

Shivangi - "kisne kaha tha itna peene ko. Aur to aur peekar drive pe gaye, hogaya na accident. Aur ab bol bol kar mera sar paka rahe ho. Ab bilkul chup raho & let me help u."

Rocky don't say anything this time & nod his head in yes. Shivangi holds his waist & put his arm around her neck & make him walk. Rocky is all dizzy he can't even stay conscious. Slowly & with lot of problems they reached the room. And Shivangi makes him sit on the bed. And removes his shoes. She was about to give him medicines but she remembered that due to anger Rocky didn't ate in the party & afterwards went outside.

So she decides to feed him first before giving him medicines.

Shivangi - "aap aise hi rehna me abhi aati hun."

Rocky nods & also he is not in condition to understand staring at a point from long time.

After some time Shivangi comes with a plate of food and sits beside him on the bed. She takes first bite & take her towards his mouth but he does not open his mouth & turns away.

Rocky - "mujhe nahiin khaana."

Shivangi(with concern)-"dekhiye please khaa lijiye warna medicine kaise lenge aur fir theek kaise honge."

Rocky(sad)- "tumhe kya fark padta hai tum to mujhse pyaar hi nahiin karti. Meri parwah nahiin h to ab tum ye dikhawa kyun kar rahi ho."

Shivangi - "plz kha lijiye achha mere liye na sahi badi maa ke liye hi please."

To this Rocky starts eating. Now she is slowly slowly feeding him. Then she gives him his medicines makes him lay down then covers him & was about to go when Rocky holds his hand & gets up.

Rocky (crying) - "Shivangi me tumse bahut pyaar karta hun, bahut zyada pyaar kartu hain kasam se. Tumhaare bina nahiin jee sakta. Pehli baar jab tumko dekha tabhi se pata nahiin kyun aisa laga ki u...u are my life."

Now Shivangi also starts crying watching his condition or we can say his love. Pain is clearly evident in his eyes. Those brown orbs, the main reason she always gets attracted towards him. They only showed love but today those eyes are showing pain & also love.

Rocky continues - "pata h jab mene tumhe kho diya tha aisa laga meri zindagii hi chhin gayi zinda laash ban gaya aur jab tum wapas aa gayi to us waqt aisa laga jaise is laash me saans waapas aa gayi ho. Hamesha me tumhe aise hi pyaar karunga Shivangi. Chaahe tum karo ya na karo. I m sorry Shivangi aaj mene tumhe takleef pahunchai h but u know what tum se jyada takleef mujhe ho rahi h. Tumhaare aansu mujhe takleef dete h. Mein tumhe hamesha khush dekhna chaahta hun Shivangi. I...am.. sooo...rryy..."

Now medicines start working & he is feeling heavy.

Shivangi again lay him down.

Rocky - "Shivangy... I...rea...really...lo...veee..yo..uu."

& he goes unconscious. Shivangi covers him. She is also crying.

Shivangi - "hey shivji me kya karun mujhe kuchh samajh nahiin aata. Mujhe kyun Rocky ke pyaar me fareb nazar nahiin aata. Kyun uska pyaar sachha lagta h. Kyun wo sachha lagta h. Main bhi tumse bahut pyaar karti hun Rocky. Ye dil nahiin maanta ki tum kaatil ho sakte ho par is dimaag ka kya karun jisme tumhaari wo kaatil waali chhavi saaf saaf nazar aati h. Kya karu me."

Suddenly shivangi remembers something.

Shivaangi - "ek minute us din jab tum ghar par the to rudra kiska peechha kar raha tha. Yaani ki ye possible hai ki tum nirdosh ho. Me pata karke rahungi ki wo kaun tha. Aur tumhaara in sab me kya link h."

Shivangi twiddles her hand on his head "so jao" switches off the light & goes on the couch to sleep.

THE END