Mujhe utna acha ni laga yeh update, devji itna close a chuke vidhi ke, ab realise ho rha woh theek partner nhi vidhi ke liye, just becoz a girl said that to him, he is misfit for vidhi. He ignored what neela said to him about age gap relationship, only remembered what riya said to him. Well, I was expecting some videv moments in this update like dev proposing vidhi but woh mila nhi. I hope you write about them meeting and clearing things out. i will wait for your next update. 
Dev ki kashmash ache se likhi tumne, nice write up. 
Update to acha tha but Dev k liye bht bura lag rha.. it's good that uhh have shown Devās emotions for their relationship..
All of the sudden he realised this.. i can understand Devās plight but he should thought about Vidhi too..
I know next update me Videv k moments zarur honge.. just clear the things between them.. ā¤ļøā¤ļø
Can't wait for the next update.. continue soon Shinika
All the parts are fabulous Shinika,
Do continue writing ā¤ļø.
Love to see your version of this videv.
This one I posted in other section before so again adding here.
CHUPKE CHUPKE SE;ViDev;Few Shots
Part 10:
Vidhi reached the home but she didnāt reacted to any of bimlaās calls . She simply ran to her room and bursted to tears. The pain she buried from yesterday suffocating her. She couldnāt bear the pain she is feeling. She felt like betrayed that finally she realised that he didnāt trusted her. Every time he shared his pain when Chitra emotionally targeted him. But this time he wantedly ignored her.. she know he is in the same city and wanted to be away from her. She know she can feel himā¦why dev.. why are you doing this? When I am finally started to trust someone in my life and you are doing this to me. Why why? Every time why it happens to only me? She shouted being helpless.
Bimla rushed to the room by sudden shouts and called Vidhi.. . Vidhi looked at her mother and hugged her at once and cried bitterly. Bimla caressed vidhiās hair and let her vent her pain. After sometime vidhi detached herself and went to freshen up by ignoring her mother.
She laid on the bed to sleep but all the memories flooded through her and again a fear consumed her that what if dev really in some danger? What she expected is wrong and what if Amba mam blackmailed him with something related to his family or any other bigger reason behind dev ignoring her. She is horrified by the various disturbing thoughts. She again dailed Devās number in the hope to prove her thoughts wrong but all her hopes got burnt by the switch off message. She trembled with fear and the thought of loosing dev. She remembered dev saying about his responsibilities towards his family and specially his sister/ bacha Chitra.. he can do anything for her. He felt bad for him by thinking his situation of struggling between his happiness and his familyās happiness.All these years he struggled to fill happiness in his family and now if that happiness comes by him sacrificing her.. she would accept that happily for that but she wants him to be happy too. But now that wonāt be possible by marrying Amba mam. He wonāt be happy without her. She knows that how he becomes a bacha when ever she is around him and how he forgets everything his maturity, his understanding and just tries to make her happy and becomes happy by seeing her. He is always ready to do anything that makes her happy even if itās hard to do. She donāt know wether she is concerned for him or angry at him for not trusting her enough to share his pain but she came to know that she is nothing without him. She can not live without him. She needed him every minute she breaths.she missed him so much.. she donāt know how she will survive for a week as mentioned by dev. She donāt know how to contact him as he is not allowing her to reach him. She is confused by two contradictory emotions that she is feeling for himā¦.
Itās Next day, a new day with new hopes ā¦
Dev reached the care centre early morning like yesterday and helping the patientsā¦He know that Neela family arrived and they are leaving in some hours.. she heard their giggles and a perfect picturesque family images running in his mind. For a minute he wanted to hold out to hope. Blurred vision of his own family flashed infront of his eyes. His own family he spelled again and his eyes become clouded. He kept his hand on his heart and A smile appeared on his lips with flowing eyesā¦his mind warned him to atleast now not to do the same like ignoring his numerous apprises being lost in the charm of love that he is longed for entire life. The most worst part for him is He know from the start .. he freaking now ..itās not happened in just all of sudden like some one showed him the mirror. Itās not like that. His mind clearly knows the after math of the delusion that his stupid heart fabricated. but every time he used to run away from the situation being helpless same like whenever a demand chitra puts in-front of him. In those times he simply searched the ways to hide in a cocoon and relayed on others to escape from the scenario . He is ok to escape the situation at those times because it only related with him self and only about him and he canāt hurt his loved ones becoming selfish.. But now everything is related with Vidhi and her happiness too. So now he canāt afford to do the same that he is habituated to. This time he has to choose between his mind or heart even if it is the most painful thing he had to do ever. He brought back by the sweet, smooth rythemic laugh resonating in the room .He donāt know why he started to feel disturbed seeing their happy family. Everyone is might not that lucky he whispered to himself. Then he chooses to ignore Neelambari and the family . he couldnāt dared to meet her now as he may do opposite to what she wishedā¦. She may think him as coward for not even trying to think about the chances of success of the relationship but itās best way to avoid the bigger breakdown later for both of them. He defended himself. He is so confused about how to know exactly what he wants? One side he canāt live without her and other side he canāt see her in painā¦. He pulled his hairs with frustrationā¦He ignored every time there is a chance to meet the family and make himself busy with other engagements. After sometime he went out to get some items related to natural treatment. He crossed the road after collecting the items he about to unlock the car he saw Neelambari walking on road talking in phone as usual with a wide enchanting smile and failed to see the upcoming truck. By the time dev reached her the truck passes her by hitting her and Dev rushed to her and took her in his arms to check her . He frozed by looking at her as he saw Vidhi in the place of Neelambari. His vision got blurred and he took small breaths.. Pratap who waiting for Neelambari failed to notice the hit. He just see the commotion happening infront of him and came to the crowd .He noticed dev kept the hand on Devās shoulder and shocked to realising it as Neela he hurried dev to take her to hospital.
They reached the near by hospital but still dev is horrified by the vision. The hospital asked to pay the money immediately as she needs surgery immediatelyā¦. Dev didnāt want to disturb by seeing the devastated pratap he offered his credit card to pay the bill. The operation starts and dev informed Neelaās son about accident and pratapās condition. Pratap just sat there as a rock .. he is just staring a spot blindly without any reaction. He is not even crying or showing any other emotion and just sat silently. Dev who observing pratap felt low by seeing his state. Dev went to check on about her condition to nurse came back but stopped by seeing Neelaās children. He stood there little away to give the family the privacy that they needed at this situation . Neelaās sister who came along with the children cried loudly getting caught everyoneās attention by knowing about Neela situation. She turned to her nephew and niece and said dekha. Aapki amma ke sath kya hua hai? Kyo meri behan ke sath hi yeh sab hota hai.. yeh bhagvaan bhi kabhi usko khushi se nahi jeene degaā¦ pehle padhai karne ke umra mein shaadi .. uske baad .. bacha, parivar, grihasthi ā¦sab ka dekhbhaalā¦ sab kuch kia meri behan ne.. zindagi bahut mushkilein khada kar dia unke saamne phir bhi usne himmat nahi haari hai.. sab jimmedari pura karne ke baad tumhare sath padhai puri kia .. tumhare sath apna masters ka exam dia hai usne.. unki Sapna pura karne keliye bees saal intezar karna pada meri behan ko. Jab usse job karne ka socha our professor ban gayi tho mujhe laga ki ab uski jindagi mein vo khushiya vapas aayegi jiska vo sach mein haqdaar hai .. par kya hua.. ek saal hote hi aapki papa ki vajah se vo apna Sapna adhura chodke treatment keliye idhar udhar bhatakti raha gayi voā¦aaj yaha usse dekh ke laga ki bhagvan ka shukr hai ā¦ab sab mushkilen khatam hogaya hai our meri behan kam se kam ab apna Sapna puri kar payegi Shanti seā¦ par nahiā¦dekho unki halat ā¦ab vo fir se hamare saamne aayegi bhi ya nahi ye bhi nahi pata haiā¦ jab uske paas vakt tha tab apni jimmedariyon keliye apni Sapna ko chodna pada .. jab sari jimmedari pura karke apna Sapna pura karne ka socha tho shayad vakt nahi bacha hai uske paasā¦
Badi maaaā¦Neelaās son shouted by listening her wordsā¦
Mujh pe chillane se kuch nahi hota .. dekho apni papa ko .. meri behan ki jindagi ko barbaad karke kaise Shanthi se baithe hai yahaā¦ isko na koi dard hai ya na koi pareshani dekhoā¦kaise baitha hai pathar banke..ā¦
Badi ma pls aap yeh sab yahi khatam kijiye pls.. hospital hai yeh..
Mujhe pata hai chotuā¦ aisi rishton ka anjaam aisa hi hota hai.. meri behan.. meri choti.. ā¦..unki puri jindagi uss insan ko khush rakhne keliye laga dia uss masoom ne our yeh unko badle mein kuch nahi de paayaā¦ma, papa, rishtedaar sab bahut samjhaya iss insaan se shadi mat karne keliye tumhari ma ko par uski ankhon mein pyar ki patti bandha hai na tumhare papa ne vo kisi ka ek nahi suni our sab ke khilaf jaakar tumhare papa se shadi kiaā¦ ithni choti si Umar mein kya kya dekhna pada mere behan koā¦our ab she choked and cried ā¦.
Everyone passed the sympathetic looks to the family ā¦.
Dev got shaken by knowing about the reality of Neelaās life and got devastated by listening that Neelaās daughter-in-law is sympathising with her husband by saying .. dekho jaan papa kithne guilty feel horaha hoga na ā¦. Shayad Kisi se bath karne ka himmat bhi nahi bacha hai un meinā¦
Neelaās son raged by hearing that and said to his wife .. plsā¦ bhagvan keliye aisa Bina kuch pata hone se pehle koi comment nahi paas karo ā¦ tum koun hoti ho papa ko judge karne vale our tumhe kya pata hai .. amma our papa ka pyar ke baare mein our unki khubsurat rishtey ke baare meinā¦haā¦
Dev felt his body giving up and dragged his feeble form to the car . He sat inside and took deep breaths by remembering the horrified view of Vidhi in his arms bruised heavily and the words ringing in his mindā¦ aise rishton ka anjaam aisa hi hota haiā¦
Khud ka Sapna pura karne keliye vakt hi nahi bacha hai uske paas..
Papa, kithna guilty feel horaha hoga na.. Kisi se bath karne ka himmat bhi nahi hai usmeinā¦..
Dev closed his ears with his hands to stop the words ringing but the voice increased making him traumatisedā¦ Dev closed his eyes and rested his head on the wheel to cool down himself. After a while .. dev shaked his head and started to drive to farm houseā¦
Vidhi got ready for office and recieved a call from Abhi.
Abhi sir kya hua.. kuch pata chala sir ke baare mein.. asked while confirming that hp is not in home.
Abhi: Vidhi office ke paas vali bus stop pe tumhara intezar karunga. Jaldi aana.. kuch clues mila hai.
Vidhi said ok and left immediatelyā¦
Both reached bus stop and Vidhi seated in side Abhi car and asked kuch pata chala sir..
Abhi: bhai ne directly contact nahi kia vidhi.. par kuch aisa pata chala ki shayad tum jo kaha na kal vahi sach hai .. ek baat tho confirm hua hai ki bhai Indore mein hi haiā¦
Vidhi: aap ithne sure kaise ho ..asked with shock.
Abhi: bhai ka credit card yaha ki kisi hospital mein swipe hua hai our uska pin BAs bhai ko hi pata haiā¦ our..
Vidhi: hospital.. Abhi sir.. dev ko kuch hua nahi haina.. vo bilkul theek hainaā¦she asked with terror.
Abhi: vidhi.. vidhi.. relax bhai ko kuch nahi hua hai.. agar bhai ko kuch hua tho unka emergency contact list mein ma, our mera numbers hai our almost all people know him in Indore atleast the doctors will recognise him and the pin .. credit card ka..bhai should have said by himself to them right . So he is safe .. ok.. relaxā¦ our ab yeh pata Karna hai ki vo hospital kounsa hai our bhai kaha par hai?
Abhi recieved a call from his friend and sighed happily.
Vidhi: Abhi sir..kiska call tha..
Abhi: vidhi.. vo hospital ka naam pata chala hai.. vo Indore ke outskirts mein hai par bhai uss hospital mein nahi haiā¦ mere Aadmi pura hospital ka talash lia par bhaiya kahi bhi nahi hai..
Vidhi ā¦ thought for some time and asked sir.. apko Indore mein bahut saare ghar haina.. I mean like a farm houseā¦
Abhi nodded but questioned why?
Vidhi: mujhe sab farm houses ka address message karo aap. Shyam tak main unhe doondh ke laungi.. said with determination.
Abhi messaged her the detailes and said when she getting out from car.. Vidhi.. tum car mein chale janaā¦ bahut dur hai farm houses our main bhi apne Aadmi ko kaha dunga ko dhoondhne keliyeā¦ ok ..
Vidhi looked confused but Abhi rushed her.. jao .. jao.. varna bhai hame nahi milne vala hai. Bahut shatir hai vo.. par tum usse bhi jyada ho .. and winked at herā¦ by making her roll her eyesā¦..
Vidhi checked some of farm houses nearer to the place Abhiās men checked in some but no clue about devā¦ Vidhi asked Abhi the exact hospital address and asked the driver to take her to near by houses to the hospital. They roamed for some time and Vidhi felt a difference in the air and asked the driver to go in the direction she says.. she followed her instinct and they are passing many homes and suddenly Vidhi recognised Devās car parked outside a house. Vidhi asked the driver to stop and went down and confirmed itās Devās car and without thinking anything ran inside house..
Helpers wife who came to cook saw her and asked her who is she? And why she came inside.. Helper came and said dev sir ki ghar ki gaadi mein aaya hai yeh sir ka koi rishtedar hoga.. haina madam ji .. he asked..
Vidhi nodded and went inside hurriedlyā¦
Vidhi walked through the empty foyer and headed towards the roomā¦. She stopped by seeing the hall decorated with lights and felt like decorated before few days . Some of the dried petals and the few melted candles came to her notice.
Helpers wife saw Vidhi observing the surroundings and said.. do din pehle Saab ne lunch party keliye tayari karne ko bola hai madam ji.. phir achanak kya hua pata nahi.. vo din bahut raat mein vapas aaya our bahut ajeeb bhi behave Kia Saab ne.. sab lights our decorations nikalne ko bola hai.. par vo designers ab Tak nahi aayaā¦
Helper: ha madam ji.. jab bhi yaha aata hai na Saab bas ghar mein hi rahte the our sirf kaam karte the laptop mein.. par iss baar bahut ajeeb ban rahe the.. Ajeeb sa kapde pehna lia hai our aapko pata hai raat mein baarish mein bheeg rahe the.. pata hai ek pal keliye mein dar gaya tha unko aisa baarish mein jameen pe aisa pada hua dekh keā¦maine hi usse room tak pahunchayaā¦
Helper wife: ha, madam ji.. Har baar mere khane ko bada tarif karte the our puch ke khana banvate the.. our dil se khate the .. par Iss baar ek nivala tak khaya unhone.. jab se aaya Ann ka ek dana bhi nahi chua hai.. vaisa hi vaisa chod dethe the plate ko room mein bina chuye..
Vidhi went inside the room and saw the dresses hanged in different corners of room and checked around to get the clueā¦ she felt a pang in her heart by seeing room and knowing about his sufferingsā¦
Helper: uss raat pura room kithna gandha tha ki .. kapade idhar udhar pura room pada hua tha.. subah subah sahab ko bahar jane ke baad maine hi sab kuch saaf kia..
Vidhi: aapko kuch pata hai ab sir kaha ho sakte hai?
Helper: nahi madam ji.. subah jaldi bahar jate the par vapas kab aayenge vo pata nahi madam jiā¦
Helper wife: main chalta Hu madam ji.. mere bache ka aane ka vakt hogaya haiā¦ sab khana taiyar hai ji.. kam se kam aaj saab ko kuch khilaaiyega jaroor.. main kal aata hu madam ji shukriyaā¦. and she left. Helper went to drop his wife..
Vidhi came to a conclusion that after knowing everything that dev planned to propose her but why he didnāt showed for lunch and his behaviour at night confused her. She remembered her state at that night and she is worried for dev. Aisa kya hua ki vo aisa react kar raha hai.. na.. khana kha raha hai.. our kaha ja rha hai pura din.. office bhi nahi aaraha haiā¦
She is in thoughts and waiting for him.
When Vidhi pacing in the room by realising the time she heard some foot steps approaching the room. She went out of the room and walked forward and frozed by seeing dev walking towards the same place where she stood.
She felt relief casacde down her senses on seeing him there. She was scared she'd lost him. She ran to him and hugged him like she'd die if she remained far.
The way she hugged him he had to put in all the effort to not fall back, Dev was taken aback was too simple a phrase to explain what he felt by seeing her there. He just entered the room and Her arms around his back, her face buried in his chest. She held him so tightly. a hug with arms around his chest all the way to the back and pressing him to her self..like assuring herself that he is there with her . Her ear so close to the heart, he was sure she could hear his heart beating crazily by her touch after long time. He forgot everything by this and just feeling only her.
He hated how she was trembling in his arms. He gently rubbed her arms and then his hands went back to her head, keeping her close.
The warmth, the touch, the presence was soothing their tormented and traumatised heart. He couldnāt see her in that state and slowly pulled away, turning other side to her and said casually Vidhi .. tum yaha kya kar rahe ho?
You didnāt think you should may be lift my calls and let me know where you were? Itās been two freaking days and I have been worried sick . and here you are asking so casually why I am here?
all the anger she had controlled to express came pouring out of her in an explosive rant before she managed to take a few deep breaths and gather herself.
sudden gush of pain filled her heart as he did not even turned to look at her. She was waiting. Waiting for him to turn at her. Her vexation was growing.
Dev who got to senses by hearing her rant and remembered the past incidents . He was tantalised by reminiscing the worst view that he had in morning and tried to put up a blank face .
She turned him to face her and Her own heart started to fill with panic as she wondered if something devastating had happened by observing clearly this time the man infront.. with messy hairs.. dry swollen eyesā¦tired face and that simple oversized kurta with dirt and blood stains.. she never seen him dress like thatā¦
Yeh.. yeh kya haal banaya hai aapne.. kya hua hai .. devā¦.ā¦cupped his cheeks .. askedā¦sab theek hai na.. aap aap thik haina.. yeh bloodā¦.
Dev held her hands tightly to take her out from panic and said vidhiā¦vidhi.. listen..main theek hu .. our yeh blood kisi our ka accident hua hai our maine unhe hospital pahunchaya basā¦
Vidhi nodded like a child but asked again to assure herself.. sab theek hai na..aap ki ma, Priya mam.. chitraā¦she stopped as Realisation suddenly dawned on her. she took back her hands and stared blankly at him.
Tum yaha kaise ? Asked dev trying to reduce the akward nessā¦ while maintaining distance.
Vidhi: aap yaha kya kar rahe hain? While observing him. Aapko pata hai hospital ke bare mein sunke main kitna ghabra gayi thiā¦ thank god aap theek hai dev and she about to hug him.
Dev moved back and said dekho .. mujhe kuch nahi hua hai.. everything is fine.. he stammered at the endā¦. Our tum yaha kya kar rahe ho? Tumhe kaise pata chala ki main yaha hu .. kisi ko iss jagah ke baare mein pata nahi hain.. abhi ko bhi nahi.. yeh jagah sirf mujhe pata haiā¦our hospital ke baare mein tumhe kaise pata hai?
Vidhi: vo sab chodiye Devā¦ Ha, main bahut khush huā¦aap bilkul theek haiā¦Vaise aap kuch surprise ke baare mein kaha tha na .. uss din office mein ā¦ she signalled by making him remember .. tho socha main bhi surprise kardu aapkoā¦.
He remembered her twinkling eyes with excitement and how her shy smile creeped up her lips to her cheeks and finally reached up to her eyes when he told her to wait for his call.. He closed his eyes being helpless.... took a deep breath and openedā¦
Batayiye.. dev .. aisa kya surprise hai? kuch chupa tho nahi raha hai aap mujhseā¦ said vidhi coming close to him with a naughty expression..
Dev gulped and moved back ā¦ aisa kuch bhi nahi hai vidhiā¦ actually I thought to plan a surprise but something urgent came up and I couldnāt do.. and I am sorry I made you wait ā¦ said looking side waysā¦
Vidhi: par yaha ki mahol dekhke mujhe lag raha hai ki aap jhoot bol rahe haiā¦
Dev stood silent by thinking as he doesnāt know how much she know about this place.
Vidhi understood his dilemma and said ā¦ Maine pehle hi dekh chuka hu yeh jagah.. aapko jhut bolne ki jaroorat nahi haiā¦aap propose karne vale the na .. sach batayiye devā¦ chitra ke baat janne ke baad bhi aap mujhe propose karne vale the na..batayiye dev.. ha ya na ā¦ek baar meri taraf dekh ke batayiye ā¦. She held his chin and made him look into her hopeful teary eyes .. she is looking with all the love she had for him and a shy /akward smile dancing on her lipsā¦. He felt his breath stop by looking her like that and he is on the verge of loosing his controlā¦
He gently removed her hand which caressing his cheek and took distance and saidā¦ nahi Vidhi.. you misunderstood by seeing the decor and the arrangements..
Vidhi felt dejected and came to him angrilyā¦ she held his hand and took him to the hall . She asked then tell me what all these.. these dried flowers , those melted candles and she took him to the room and looked at the dresses with a questioning gazeā¦.
He stood there like un affected while looking at the dresses .
Jhoot mat boliye dev.. jo kuch bhi hai mujhse share karo plsā¦ agar chitra se related koi bath hai tho mujhe batayiye.. ham milakar saamna karenge pls.. dev kuch tho boliye.. she pleadedā¦
Dev : he knows how stubborn she is and she wonāt leave this matter easily so he has to do some thing big to divert her thoughtsā¦. He took a deep breath and said Vidhi aisa kuch bhi nahi haiā¦ our main jo surprise ke bare mein bola tha vo proposal vali bath nahi thaā¦ said like trying to convince her.
Vidhi: tho kya tha.. boliye.. she understood that he is hiding something.. mere ankhon mein dekhke boliye dev .. vo kya thaā¦asked with determination to find the answer.
Dev masked anger and said tum janana chahte ho na.. main tumhe kis liye bulane vale tha.. tho suno..jo kaam adhure rah gaye na.. balghar mein usse pura karne keliye bulana chahta tha main.. ab khush .. maine sab bata dia ā¦ and looked side but observing her reaction. He know it hurts her a lot but more than that He is scared by thinking that she may fall into darkness again.
All the colour drained from her face at once.
Vidhi is in think of a conceivable reason for his sudden shift in behaviourā¦.
She waited,gathered herself and took a deep breath before carrying on ā¦
Then what we are waiting for.. letās celebrateā¦ said without any hesitationā¦
Devās fists clenched so tightly the veins and tendons looked ready to pop through the skin. But his face gave nothing away, was a carefully controlled maskā¦ she observed himā¦
Dev became angered by listening her words but controlled and said to himself that he clearly know Vidhi is instigating him ā¦
Vidhi.. right now I am busy thatās why I came here to finish the work and you pls leave for now .. we will meet afterwards ā¦..said with last ounce of patience as he himself doesnāt know what to decide after those incidents.. if itās about familyā¦ He would have put everything aside. But the point was Vidhi and The truth was her happiness... He needed her to himself for his survival but he wanted her happiness.. at the same timeā¦ He slumped on the bed and hides his face in his palms..
Vidhi kneeled infront of him cupped his face by removing his palms and said.. dev yeh aap nahi hai dev.. yeh aap nahi hai.. I know you well.ā¦why are you doing this to yourself and us!!! It hurts dev ..I know this hurts you as much as it hurts me.. kuch hua hai Dev mujhe pata hai.. I can sense it by seeing you.... pls batayiye kya hua hai.. kisine aap se kuch kaha ? Ya mujhse koi galti hogayi .. pls devā¦ boloā¦
He was scared as he would be rendered weak by her pleaā¦ he has to maintain this facade .. for her sake.. she doesnāt deserve to loose the only friend she hasā¦no.. no..he wonāt let her know the truthā¦ He gently removes her hands and said.. pls Vidhi.. now I canāt answer any of your questions.. pls.. leave me alone and tum bhi ghar chale jao ..pls....we will talk about this laterā¦.
Our kitne din bhagenge dev aap mujhse, khud se , our uss ehsaas se jo hame jodke rakhe haiā¦ā¦ screamed vidhi by loosing the patience that she hardly maintaining from 2 daysā¦..
Dev remained silent by seeing her pleading.. cryingā¦and screaming.. but he thought that Itās a silent battle with himself and he canāt talk about it with herā¦.
Seeing him silentā¦ she felt pained and said dev sirf yeh batayiye.. inn sab ka aapki family ke sath koi connection hai tho main kuch nahi puchunga aage aapse .. Dev you know whatever I have towards you and Those feelings are all mine and if you don't want to feel the same way, itās ok ..I promise you that I will never disturb you againā¦ and she decided to leave but her eyes caught the flash of the phone and she spelled the name Raj horrifying devā¦
Dev grabbed the phone before her hand reach there and cuts the call.
Vidhi asked him why Raj uncle is calling him and why he is not talking with him infront of her. Vidhi got angered by his silence she snatched the phone from Dev.
dev faked the anger and said Vidhi loudly and tried to take the phone from her. The phone fell from their hands after a bit of struggle and a voice note played automaticallyā¦
Raj: dev pls.. ek baar mujhse bath karo .. I can explain devā¦ main manta hu.. jo kuch bhi Ria tumse kaha hai.. vo bilkul galat hai.. par vo bas vidhi keliye concerned hai.. our Vidhiā¦ vo bahut achi ladki hai dev.. vo kabhi tumhare bare mein galat nahi sochega.. Ria ki taraf se main maafi mangta hu dev pls.. koi .. aisa vaisa kaam mat kar mera dost jisse tujhe jindagi bhar pachtana pade .. pls mere yaarā¦ ek baarā¦
Vidhi who got shocked by listening her name contemplating the happenings she took the phone from floor and paused the voice noteā¦
Dev hung his head low and he donāt know how to react to her piercing looksā¦
Tho yeh baat haiā¦ jo aap mujhse chupana chahte hai.. mujhe inn sab se koi farak nahi padta hai dev.. koi aapse kuch bhi kahe mujhe usse koi lena dena nahi hai.. main iske baare mein aapse kabhi nahi puchungi.. mujhe bas matlab hai aapseā¦ aapko mujhse problem hai tho bata dijiyeā¦ kisi our ki baton ka ya unki bhavanaon ka mohtaaj nahi hai meri pyā¦ and stopped by realising what she is uttering..
(but dev is not in the situation to feel her emotions) . hamare bare mein chahe koi kuch bhi kahe but I respect what we have ā¦ vo ehsaasā¦ vo longing.. vo har ek lamha ham ek dusre ke sath bitaye mere liye bas vohi manya rahata hai.. koi hamare bare mein kuch bhi bakwas kare usse mujhe koi farak nahi padta hai ā¦
Par usne bas sach bola hai vidhi.. vo bakwas nahi haiā¦ Ria ka ek ek shabd sach tha.. ham sachai ko aise nahi nakaar sakte hai .. vidhi.. manta hu ki maine pehle yeh realise nahi kia par ab mujhe bhi lagta hai ki unki baton mein sachai haiā¦ our kahi na kahi mera andar yeh kashmakash bahut pehle se chal raha haiā¦
Jis sach ki baat kar rahe hai dev aap asked vidhi confused by his words..
Mera sach vidhiā¦. Hamari muh modne se yeh sach nahi badal jayega ki main tumhe vo saare khushi nahi de paunga ki jiski tum haqdaar ho.. said dev with a faint smileā¦ and continued.. our hamare donon ka beech ka umra ka faaslaā¦ my godā¦ yeh bas mamuli fasla nahi hai vidhi hamare beach ek generation ka fasla hai yaar.. and wiped harshly the lone tear escaped from his right eye. He shaked his head to clear his eyes and saidā¦sach kahu tho I donāt deserve you Vidhiā¦ main tumhe ek aise rishtey mein bandh ke tumhare hathon se tumhari hi zindagi ko barbaad nahi karne de saktaā¦.. main tumhe kabhi kush nahi rakh paunga vidhiā¦ agar tum meri zindagi mein aagayi bhi ho tho bhi jab tum iss sach ko samajh paaye ā¦ tab tak kahi sab kuch khatam na ho jaaye ā¦. Vakt kisi keliye rukta nahi hai vidhiā¦ you will end up loosing everything that dear to you just for my sakeā¦.And he combed his hairs with fingers being frustrated by this many truthsā¦
Vidhi stood silent looked with teary eyes by thinking that despite of all her pleas all he did was to push her away from him while her happiness was with him. And what bothered her the most is he suffered everything alone. He didnāt trusted her .She wanted to be the hands who caught the pieces when he allowed himself to break but he broked long back , even thinking he gathered all the pieces and now just he is faking that he joined the pieces back but the truth is the broken pieces canāt be fixed same and broken hearts never mend by faking happinessā¦.
He worried that Still she didnāt uttered a word after his constant heart breaking words. He feared to loose the facade he hardly trying to put up infront of herā¦
Vidhi looked straight into his eyes and said.. aap jo bhi kaha hai sab sahi hai devā¦ par ek baat mujhe batayiye ki vo ehsaas jo har pal ham ek dusre ke sath mehsoos karte hai vo yeh sab dekh ke ya sahi galat ka calculation karke nahi aayega na.. aap usko kaise rok lenge devā¦
Dev gulped with pain by seeing her uttering every word while tremblingā¦..
He closed his eyes hard and opened and said .. Vidhi.. uss ehsaas ko rokna hamare bas mein nahi hai..par uss ehsaas se door rahana hamare bas mein hai naā¦ tho ham dur rahengeā¦ aj ke baad hame ek dusre se door rahana padega vidhiā¦ our koi rasta nahi haiā¦ said to make her close her pleading eyes with pain. hamara milna mumkin nahin hai vidhiā¦ samajhne ki koshish karo plsā¦. Main kaha raha hu naā¦Main bada Hu tumse.... our tumhe mera baat manna padegaā¦.said making Vidhi furious. Vidhi about to say something but stopped by Devās painful plea ā¦ main apne khushi keliye tumhara zindagi tabah nahi kar sakta vidhi..ithna selfish mat banao mujhe.. plsā¦ mein iss guilt ke sath nahi jee paunga ki maine khud apne hathon se tumhari khushiya jala dia haiā¦she furiously nodded no with pain to her pleading eyesā¦he took vidhiās hands in his and Ham dost jaroor rah sakte hai.. par.. isse jyada mujhse kuch mat expect karna vidhiā¦ said with letting the tears flow freely..
He apologized in his heart for taking the decision for both of them. She nodded no by understanding his plea with tears pouring out and smiled a little and pressed her lips to control the pain. Both nodded their heads in unison and said only friends while tears flowing nonstopā¦She touched his forehead with her and both felt the magic of touch for one last time. He left her hands and she stood far from him and left from there ā¦..she is on the last step and both felt the magnetic pull at same time and Vidhi turned to look at him once but instead ran to his armsā¦. She Hugged him so tight that everything inside him feels squeezed as she will loose this touch.. She couldnāt see his face, but felt his entire being pressed against her . Closing her eyes she is hearing his heartbeat for one last time. Her head is pressing into him more that it could really touch his heart. The hug was too tight. Arms closed around them, squeezing them, pressing together, inch by inch.
Dev felt her press more to himself like she is trying to merge her soul with his and wants to leave like an empty being without any feelings. He couldnāt see her vulnerable with the feel of loosing him the next minut she left him. Dev too felt the same but he is trying to maintain his fake composure for her happiness ā¦He caressed her hairs to bring her to reality. She felt her breath will stop if she leaves him .. she slowly pulled away and raising her toes she kissed on his cheek and said āThank you for coming into my lifeā . But got sad by listened back a faint whisper at same time. ā sorry for coming in to your life ā and this time she didnāt dared to turn or looked backā¦ā¦
Only this last sorrowful episode .. pls bear me.. from next you will have awesome ViDev moments ..
To be continuedā¦.
SHINIKA
CHUPKE CHUPKE SE;ViDev;Few Shots
Part 11:
Vidhi reached the home and went into her room and sat like a deadpan.
Dev slumped down to bed and silently staring at the void that consuming him from the time Vidhi left.
He came to senses by hearing helper calling out for him from a long time . Helper showed him the dinner plate on the serving trolley and asked him to finish dinner. He nodded meekly to him still starting at the floor. Dev get off from bed and went for freshen up. He changed to his night cloths and went for sleep. He closed eyes but couldnāt remain closed as the cluttered thoughts hitted him hard. His heart started to pound inside fast with the unpleasant thoughts. He felt his entire body is shivering and felt like sweating profusely. He shakes his head to stop the sounds in his head. Had today been the last time he would ever see her? It wouldnāt be, right? She will come to office as like today . She is leading the fm project ā¦of course she would come. He would get to see her. Yes, he would, he rubbed his chest, like trying to calm his pounding heart. But he wouldnāt be see her like he got used to. Her face wouldnāt creep up with glint whenever she spotted him. Her eyes wouldnāt adore him whenever he is talking or explaining something important. He wonāt be able to see her blush and giggle in cafeteria while mooning about him.he wouldnāt able to see her pout and her eyes search for him when he is not in his cabinā¦But stillā¦he would be able to see her. He would able to see her laugh when she is talking with Ram or her colleagues.. not that tantalisingly mesmerising smile that reflects in her eyes but still..he can see her smileā¦It would be enough. It would be enough for him to live for the day. It would be enough to calm his cracked soul. But what if she never came back?
What if she hurt by his words about maintain distance and didnāt came back ?
What if today had indeed been the last time he saw her? Will he able to live without seeing her at least from far? Will he? He felt choked ā¦.He clutched his chest and took a deep breathā¦ she will come for sure dev.. she is in between the project and the truth is she also feels same like you dev.. she will also longed to see youā¦. She may maintain her distance but she will come .. his mind tried to reason with himā¦he closed his eyes like not able to bear the pain that his heart evokingā¦.
Vidhi sat on the bed while resting her chin on her knees staring the moon from the window .. she didnāt shed even a tear when she return back from farm houseā¦ she is just staring the moon and all the moments of them being close started revolving infront of her eyesā¦after some time she stood from the bed with a determination. She went near the window and whisperedā¦ mujhe bas ithna tho pata hai dev.. mere bina aap jee nahi paayenge.. ab aap yeh nahi maanenge.. par mujhe pata hain.. aap meri khushi keliye kisi bhi had tak jaa sakte hai.. our aapne yeh kaise socha ki aapki khushi ke bare mein mujhe parva nahi haiā¦ aap yeh kaise socha hai ki aapke bina main khush rahungi..aap yeh kaise samajh nahi paya ki meri khushi aapki khushi mein haiā¦. Nahi dev.. ithne karib aane ke baad aise bichadne keliye ham ek nahi huye the.. hamara rishta yaha par khatam nahi ho Sakthi .. bas sirf yaha tak aane keliye nahi mile the ham..mana ki hamara rishta abhi adhura hai .. par iska matlab yeh nahi hai ki hamara rishta hi galat hai.. balki iss rishte mein bahut kuch hona baki haiā¦. Our yeh ehsaas main aapko dilakar rahungi devā¦ mujhe pata hai .. main aapko pareshaan karne vala hu .. par mujhe hamare rishte ko bachane keliye yeh karna hi hai dev.. ha, hamari donon ki khushi keliye mujhe yeh karna hi padegaā¦
A shiny morning arrives daily after the dark gloomy night rolls onā¦.
Vidhi got ready early and went to the office. Upon finding no one in office she went to Devās cabin. Once she entered felt like a pool of memories hit her at once. Her eyes got clouded by seeing all their moments one more time. Their smiles, his teasings, their funny banters, their special momentsā¦ she touched the table and chairs that witnessed their closeness with a teary smile. She wiped her eyes hurriedly and turned by hearing Abhiās worried voice.
Abhi: Vidhiā¦ kaha thi tum our kya hua hai. Kal tumne message Kia ki bhai safe hai our tum mila hai usse .. bas uske baad kithne baar call Kia Maine our kithne baar message Kia par tumne kisi ka bhi jawab nahi dia.. tumhe pata hai.. kitna pareshan hu mainā¦ bhai bhi ghar nahi aaya our tum phone nahi utha rahi thiā¦ and stopped by seeing her .. he understood that his bhaiya screwed up this time too by seeing Vidhiās teary Color drained face. He came near her and asked Vidhi.. kya hua haiā¦ tum kyon ro rahi thi?
Vidhi turned and trying to arrange the things on table.
Abhi turned Vidhi and asked .. did bhaiya broke up with you? While having some idea of Devās reaction in that situation. Getting no response from Vidhi he got disappointed by Devās behaviour. He is disappointed that dev is again running away from the situation and again prioritising his familyās happiness than his own.
He knows the reason even though he asked Vidhi with a little hopeā¦.
Kahi Chitra ki vajah se bhai ne broke up ā¦
Vidhi: kisi tisari ke vajah se kabhi koi rishta nahi tut tha hai abhi sirā¦ ha, teesri insaan ki vajah se rishtey mein darar jaroor aata hai par uss rishtey ko bachana hai ya tutne dena hai yeh sirf undon ko sochna hai jo uss rishtey mein hoā¦. Our jaha tak hamari baat hai tho ismein kisi our ka koi part nahi hai.. yeh sirf aapki bhaiya ki zid ki vajah se horaha haiā¦
Abhi got shocked by listening her answer and thought for sometime but then surprised to hear that Chitra is not the reason. He is thinking about the possibilities of what might be the reason for his bhaiyaās sudden denialā¦
Vidhi got annoyed by Abhiās silence she mutteredā¦ aap logon ko bas apni manmaani karna aata hai.. har baar aap kya chahte hai kya sochte hai vahi important hai.. dusre kya chahte hai kya sochte hai usse koi farak nahi padtaā¦.
Bas aapko jo laga vahi sahi hai..ek baar bhi nahi pucha .. mujhe kya chahiye bas khud hi sab decide karlia our door rahne keliye bol dia.. main bhi dekhti hu.. kithne din rah payega.. bade aaye break up karne vaale..
Abhi managed to hear her rant and immerses in thoughtsā¦ he got to the senses by listening the sounds she is making while arranging things with annoyanceā¦
Abhi heaved a sigh by understanding that she is just angry with dev and she wonāt leave him that easily. he tried intently to think of ways to save his Bhaiya's relation with the one woman he truly believed was right for him. He tried to reason with her that Vidhi .. you know bhaiyaās nature right and even I can say that you know him more than any one.
Vidhi: relax.. relax.. Abhi sir mujhe ache se pata hai mujhe kya karna hai our aap chinta mat kijiye main ithni aasani se apke bhai ko nahi chodne vali hu.. and smirked at him.
Abhi smiled with relief and said just remember I am just a call away and left from thereā¦
Dev got ready and on the way to natural care centre but didnāt dared to enter inside as he didnāt want to know about neelambariās condition. He returned from there but he donāt know where to go.. He want to go office and see Vidhi onceā¦ from the time he woke up after a small nap he wants to see her. When he realised that he couldnāt be with her forever from now onwards like past the need to see her is growing more and more.. he is scared by thoughts that if he didnāt see her now then she will vanish for ever.. his heart begged him to see her once but he is scared by his own self.. if he see her then can he able to restrain himself from touching her?.. can he restrain himself without talking with her? Without going near her? Can he able to control his poor heart to not beat fast for her?Can he able to turn away after seeing the unconditional love pouring through her eyes? Can he? He banged his hand on the driving wheel with frustration. He is just roaming in the city to divert himself even though he is eyeing his phone every few minutes expecting a call from Abhi atleast. He know he wonāt get calls from her like yesterday but atleast he want to hear that she is fine and in office. He never seen her take leave and stay at home in past days and today also she wonāt stay he thought. His fingers went up to dial button to call her but stopped with difficulty. few hours passed and dev who felt like eternity drove to the office with a rage.. He entered inside scanning the entire office through his eyes he reached his cabin. Disappointed by the sight dev dialed Kanika and asked her about Vidhi.. He rubbed his forehead with frustrationā¦ and shouted on her by listening Kanika.. mujhe bina bataye vidhi ko aadhe din ka chutti kaise diya tumne Kanika.. I didnāt expected this from youā¦ he got more angered by the reply he got from her.. he is getting impatient by every passing minute. he sternly asked her to send Abhi but got disappointed that Abhi too left from office. He just controlled his rage and asked Kanika that did she interacted with Vidhi today? Kanika replied no but she felt Vidhi seemed lost the entire time. She finished her todayās work and sent the files to her before she leave.Dev took a deep breath control his rage and talked with himself. If she left from office then where could she go? She wonāt go to home then where she can go? His eyes got widened by the thought and left from there hurriedly. He reached balghar and went in for search. He checked all areas that she is familiar with..upon finding her nowhere he scratched his back of neck and he started to move in a way that leads to temple like in a trance. He is nearing the temple and he felt a cool breeze touch his face and her fragrance hitted his nostrils.. His eyes twinkled with happy tears and his heart beating in sync of slow rhythms making him feel like flying in heaven. He felt his breath becomes normal and his soothing slow beats trying to comfort his own soul. Her mere essence in the air made his heart fall at peace. What have you done to me Vidhi .. he whispered and chuckled by the thought. He went inside temple and searched for her. He asked a pandit about her and he said that one girl who visits regularly the temple came and did seva to milapini maa.. she cleaned the temple premises and now she is in the backyards while handling the vessels. When the pandit went to check on her she already left .Dev who is at temple could just make out her rough figure passing through the gatesā¦from a far enough distanceā¦.
Dev sighed and looked at mata.. and said yeh kaise majboori hai ma uske saath bhi nahi de sakta our uske bina bhi nahi rah saktaā¦yeh kaisi kashmakash mein dala hai aapne mujhe? Bas aise bichadne keliye milaya hai aapne hame? Bas ek vajah bata dijiye ma aapne kyon milaya hai hame.. iske baad main usse kabhi aise nahi jaane dunga ma.. khud se dur kabhi nahi jaane dunga ā¦ bas ek vajah.. he prayed milapini mata while a lone tear escaped from his eye. He left from there while wiping his tears. He is on the way to farm house and he recieved a call from satyavathi. He is not in the mood to lift the call even though he decided to lift as he is ignoring her calls from past 3 daysā¦
Satya: Dev beta.. theek tho haina tum?
Dev just hummed in response but the next words by Satya made dev feel better. He just changed the route to Raichand house and felt desperate to reach the house. When he entered he got welcomed by his crying mother. He wiped out her happy tears and saw Priya approach him. She neared him and apologised to him for her foolish behaviour. She explained that how she got out of control because of her unnoticed pleas and desires. But now Abhimanyu got cleared all her insecurities and now she will wait for the day to fulfil her desire to join the business with all of their approval. She make him clear that she will never argue or demand to fulfill her desires instead she will discuss with them and tries to convince them for that with love but not with any compulsion. Once she left Satya described how Abhi asked her to allow Priya work for his sake but to her surprise Priya asked her to take time and decide .Priya said she will wait for her decision and she had full faith on her.
Satya said that first she got shocked by seeing Abhi standing up for Priya but later she realised that they sorted all their differences and she found the old Priya againā¦.
Dev felt happy by seeing Abhi and Priya reconcile and thought his biggest responsibility has fulfilled.. Satya and dev shouted with joy and dev went to Abhiās room. He got suspicious by seeing Abhi disconnected the call when he entered the room and he felt something different in his usual behaviourā¦. Dev hugged Abhi and said I am proud of you Abhiā¦ now see how I will make your life fill with happinessā¦Abhi nodded like denying and said no bhai.. only we can fill happiness in our life not a third person. Whom we love truely along with them only we can fill true happiness in our livesā¦ and left dev in his thoughts and exited from the room without giving dev chance to speak. They all assembled for dinner as per Priyaās request and dev just pushed some in and acted like ate a lot. He find Abhi being indifferent with him at dinner too. He couldnāt decipher Abhiās this behaviour and todayās his doings..He is indeed happy for his brother but something is not sitting right with himā¦ when all dispersed to the rooms and dev pacing in room by thinking dayās happeningsā¦
Priya knocked on his door to gain his attention.. he asked her to come with a smile . Priya came inside and said bhaisaab.. mujhe maaf kar dijiyeā¦ maine bahut bathamizi se pesh aaya hai aapke saathā¦ par main apni dard mein ithna Kho gaya hai ki mujhe sahi galat ka farak hi nazar nahi aaya.. meri saari galtiyon keliye main aapse maafi mang raha hu bhaisaab. I am very sorry.. pls forgive me ..
Dev: Priyaā¦ no need to be sorry and you are like my sister.. mistakes will happen by anyone but realising it and correcting at right time is great to doā¦ I am proud of you and I will once again try to convince ma to allow you to join businessā¦
Priya: thank you bhaisaab and then I will meet you in office tomorrowā¦
Dev got fumbled by her words and tried to say..
Priya chuckled and said relax .. bhaisaab I am coming to office but not for work but to meet Vidhi in person and convey my thanksā¦ by making dev frown.
Priya understood his dilemma and said aapko pata haina vidhi hamare company ka fm project ka lead ā¦she is the one who motivated Abhi to understand my side and helped him to pach up with meā¦
Devās eyes widened with the realisation and now everything seemed clear about Abhiās behaviour towards himā¦.
Yesterday fades and today invites..
Dev woke up early after a generous amount of sleep compare to past days.. he felt fresh and happy. He came to the home after jogging and felt surprised by the atmosphere of the house. All at the breakfast table and saw priya feeding simmi and how everyone laughing and talking while eating. His eyes got moist by seeing his dream turning into reality and he felt only one thing is missing is Chitra and her husband in this happy family picture. he smiled a little by seeing the noutanki of simmi .. priya noticed dev and invited him to join them. He joined them but he felt less apetite as his stomach filled with happiness. Satya caressed his hand and asked him to eat.they all enjoyed the time and dispersed to work. Abhi asked dev that is he coming to office today. Dev nodded and asked him to wait before he went to take his laptop.Abhi hurriedly messages to Vidhi and left to office before dev shows up.Dev got confused by Abhiās behaviour and started to office on his own but he got alerted by a call from natural care centre. He is in dilemma that wether to visit care centre as per their request or go to office to see Vidhi. He thought visit first care centre as someone is waiting for him and the thoughts about Neelambariās condition is not leaving him how much he tried to ignore.He reached the centre and meet the head. Neelaās son is enquiring about him as he paid the hospital bill on that dreadful day and dev paid the bill on behalf of care centre. The head didnāt revealed anything about him as he needs confirmation from dev so asked him to visit the centre but before dev reached Neela ās son had to return to hospital . Dev enquired about Neelaās condition but no one has any solid information. He waited sometime for Neelaās son but he is not reachable. With a dijected mind dev reached office and looked for Vidhi. He closed his eyes and leaned back on chair by knowing that she is reporting from star agencies today as per Ambaās orders. He clearly knows about Ambaās wicked thoughts. He tried to concentrate on work. Few hours passed and Abhi came into his cabin regarding work but he saw dev rushing out from cabin. He tried to call vidhi but no response from her side. Dev driving to star agencies expecting to see vidhi and check on Amba that why she did like that suddenly. He has some idea that Amba forcefully making him visit her as tomorrow is the engagement as they planned. But he is not sure that wether what he is thinking is right or she is planning something against vidhi..He has to clarify that wether she know anything about vidhiās involvementā¦ He cursed himself for the situation he created for Vidhi. The mess he created around her life.He just wanted to see her once wether she is fine or not. Itās becoming difficult for him to even think his life without her but he had no choiceā¦. He is just praying for one glance of her in entire driving time. He reached the office and went to the manager for discussing about the sudden shift of rules. He looked for Vidhi but he got disappointed by her abscence .
Amba who waiting for dev saw him and smirkedā¦ She went to the fuming dev and said.. wow!! Dev welcome to the office. Mujhe pata tha tum zaroor aaogi par maine tumhe aaj bilkul bhi nahi expect Kia . Mujhe laga kal tum sidha engagement pe aaoge .. par koi baat nahi .. batao kya baat karne aaya ho apne mangetar se .. and came close to him.
Dev expected this behaviour from her but now he is not in mood to argue with her. He just want to hear Vidhi is safe. He told her that he came to talk about work and he warned her that if she violated his rules again he wonāt think for once to cancel the deal and stormed off from there. He is looking for vidhi and heard her colleagues talk about the argument between vidhi and Chitra. He was shocked by hearing Chitra and vidhi ek sath vo bhi yaha.. He called one of his employee asked about the issue. They told about the argument between Chitra and vidhi but no one knows about what they argued but what they saw is Chitra insulted vidhi .Dev got mad by listening this and if someone is in the place of Chitra he himself doesnāt know what he will do to them. He asked about Vidhi and found that she is not in office. He remembered the smirk when Amba is talking with him. He guessed that these all the things are Pre planned and she started her game against Vidhi. His fists closed his jaw tightened and his body is shivering with rage. First he need to check on Vidhi his heart reminded him. He went to car turned to the balghar route. He reached and looked in balghar for her afterwords he went to the temple and he is shocked by seeing her like that.
Vidhi recieved Abhiās call and thinking how to ignore dev today. She started to office but she got a call from star agency manager and asked all of the employees to report there. After thinking for sometime she decided to go star agency as this is also help her to ignore dev but deep down she want him to come in search of her. She donāt know how she survived yesterday without seeing him and spending time with him. Mujhe pata hai dev aap kitna ziddi ho agar baat meri hai tho, par main nahi raha sakta dev.. aapke liye bhi bahut mushkil raha hoga fir bhi aapā¦. she choked on words and whispered mujhse yeh nahi hoga devā¦ she boarded bus and reached star office . She is working but her eyes is waiting for him . Her heart is begging him to come and take her with him far from these people .. soā¦so farā¦ā¦Few hours passed.. by the time she felt defeated and pushed to just accept her fateā¦. She couldnāt stay there anymore she thought and went to talk with manager. She is on way and she bumped to someone. She raised her head and got shocked to see Chitra there. Some papers fall from Chitraās hand and she is fuming ā¦ Vidhi said sorry and bend down to fetch papers. She felt shivers by seeing the beautiful invitation card with the names of Dev and Amba.. a lone tear escaped from her eyes and dropped on the card . she wiped and took the card with her quivering fingers and adjusted that properly. She forwarded that to Chitra but got stunned by listening her..
Chitra: hey, you work in RGI too right. So do one thing just go to RGI and handover this card to him.
Vidhi: mam,itās an auspicious card and how others can give to him just like that. He is your bhai right. You your self will give ā¦
Chitra: excuse me .. miss.. just do what I say .. itās nothing to you that what he is to me ..ok.. and he deserved to be given by anyone.. she muttered the last words.
Vidhi felt angry by listening her last words and grabbed her hand and kept the card in her palm.
First learn how to respect what you have and then show this attitude to me Vidhi said looking into her eyes..
Chitra: quivered a little but composed and said thatās none of your business and first learn respect your bossā¦
Vidhi retorded that first you are not my boss and I respect dev sir a lot ..
Chitra: hey just mind your toungue .. you are just an employee.. donāt fly high ā¦.if not you I will send with someone..
Amba came out of the cabin and gave a smug look at them.
Vidhi left from there when she noticed whole office witness that and a smirking Amba . She went to manager and requested him for day off and left from there ā¦
Dev stood still after finding Vidhi in most vulnerable state. She sat with her knees folded to chest and she leaned back on pillar and in thoughts. He cursed himself to push her to this state. The Situations are ceaselessly testing her resilience. It is as though life has conspired against her, inflicting blow after blow, leaving her vulnerable and weary. The profoundness of her pain is etched upon her face, and the weariness in her eyes reflects the countless battles she has fought and the scars she carries within. He cried at his helplessness as he canāt even share her pain. He couldnāt stand there for more and see her like that. He vanished from there like a coward and driving aimlesslyā¦ He came to senses by the call from Priya. Priya asked him to come home as Chitra came home and she felt something is odd so asked him to come home immediatelyā¦
Dev reached home and about to go to Chitra with displeasure but Chitra came to him and gave him the card . He opened the card with confusion and got fumed by seeing the contents .He understood now why vidhi and Chitra argued. He traced the dried spot gently and looked at Chitra with fury. He about to burst on her but stopped by Ambaāa voice. Dev noticed Chitra flinch a bit when she find Vikram with Amba .
Amba: bahut acha haina card devā¦ Devrath raichand and Amba Mehta sath mein kitne ache lag raha hainaā¦she said dreamily.. tumhe pata hai chitra kitne mehanat karke yeh card select Kia hai.. and smirked. Ghabrao mat dev BAs ek hi card print Kar lia hamne .. bhagvan ka ashirvaad lene keliye.. par main promise karthi Hu ki shaadi ka card isse beautiful hoga our pure shahar mein baat dunga main.. aakhir mehtaās our Raichandās ka izzat ka sawaal hai.
Satya: ithna sab sapne dekhne se pehle ek baar dev ka decision bhi Sun lo Amba.. phir pata chalega ab tumne jo kaha na vo sab karna hai ya nahi..
Bolo dev tum iss shadi keliye taiyar ho?
Dev looked at a nervous Chitra .
Chitra: aap kal aayenge na bhaiya..?
Dev said ha chitra main jaroor aaunga..
She hugged him and he blinked his eyes and whispered near her main sab thik kar dunga bacha.. main Hu na tumhare bhai tumhare sath.
Satya: dev, tum yeh ..
Dev: ma, main Chitra keliye kuch bhi kar sakta hu.. yeh BAs choti si baat hai..
Vikram: chalo chitra der horaha hai .. arrangements bhi karna hainaā¦
Dev: Vikram.. pls keep this intimate only our 2 families will be thereā¦
Amba: dev tumhare Har Sharat manzoor hai. Tumne ha kaha dia ā¦ bas yeh kaafi hai mere liye..
And they left from there.
Dev smirked at grinning Vikram and gave send off.
Satya: dev tum yeh kya kar rahe ho..
Dev: ma, pls mujh pe bharosa kijiye main sab theek kar dunga..
Priyaā¦..yeh baat Abhi ko mat batana pls.. kal jab jayenge tab pata chalega na so pls..
She nodded and said I am sorry bhaisaab Amba ji ki baton mein aakar bahut baar main aapko pareshan kia par ab aap yeh kyon kar rahe hai ? Sab ko pata hai aap Amba ji ko nahi pasand karte hai tho yeh sab..
Dev: Priya, Chitra ko dekha na tumne.. pls talk with her.. and left from there.
Vidhi is in her room and dwelled in thoughts.
Bimla: Vidhi kya hogaya hai tumhe .. khana bhi nahi khaya our Dhyan kaha hai tumhara , tumhara phone kithne baar baja hai dekho beta..
Vidhi just stared at phone and saw many missed calls from Abhi. She ignored but again her phone flashed his name.. she lifts and talked with him normally. Abhi asked about the incident and apologised on behalf of Chitra and asked her what happened exactly. She said itās just a small argument and no need of any apology. He asked her about tomorrow plan . Vidhi shared that she will come to office as tomorrow dev wonāt come to office . Abhi got confused and asked how she is sure about that. She said you all will go to Chitra house for engagement right she mumbled..
Abhi cut the call to not embarrass Vidhi anymore he asked Priya about that. Priya apologies and said bhaisaab asked her to hide from him..
Abhi lost his cool and went to confront dev.
Dev is in hurry to go somewhere important.. He informed someone that he will be there in an hour. Dev saw Abhi n the state that he never seen him before .. Priya mouthed sorry and dev understood the situation.
Abhi .. I can explain.. trust me .. and donāt worry about Chitra ..I will set everything ..
Abhi scoffed at his reasons and gave a dry laugh to dev before going from there.
Dev is sad that he disappointed everyone but he consoled himself that even he is helpless and nothing he could do to change it.
He remembered the call and going out of home.
Satya: dev , is vakt kaha jaa rahe ho.. first eat your dinner and go wherever you want. Anyway you wonāt listen to me and you will do only what you want toā¦
Dev: ma, plsā¦. I will be back in sometime but now I have to leave.
He started to hospital .Neelaās son asked him to come to hospital as she want to talk with him and she is stable. He canāt explain how much relaxed he felt when he heard she is stable and in recovering fastly. He thanked milapini ma for this and he remebered the time when he saw Vidhi last time.He reached the hospital and met Neelaās son. He thanked him for helping his father at the most important time and paying the bill. He took dev to Neelaās room. Neelaās eyes twinkled after seeing him and tried to sit.
Dev greeted and asked her how she is feeling now?
Bahut dar gaye the na aap? She asked looking into his eyes.
Dev fumbled by her question but just nodded in yes.
She giggled and thanked him for saving her at right time.
Dev sat silent for some timeā¦
She laughed and asked him.. ab koi sawal nahi puchenge aap?
Dev just smiled with embarrassment..
Neelaās son: ma, aap ab tak puri tarah theek nahi hogayi par aapki noutanki tho shuru hogayi hai..
Neela: main bilkul theek hu beta our main kaise theek nahi hoti.. aapki papa ki shakal dekh ke theek kaise nahi hoti main.. tumhe pata hai.. kaise request kar rahe the mujhe vapas aane keliye.. pata hai kithne saare sorry bol dia hai.. shayad puri jindagi mein bhi uthne baar nahi bola hua hoga she said with laugh.. by making pratap frownā¦
Neela holds her ears and said sorry mera hi galti hai ā¦ mujhe dekhke chalna chahiye tha.. mujhe pata hai bahut dara dia hai maine aap sab ko.. khaskar pratap ko.. par tum log dekha na unka pyaar mujhe kaise vapas kheench ke laya hain.. ithna pyar karne vale pati ko kaise chodkar chali jati mainā¦
Agar tum chalna chahogi tab bhi main akela nahi jane dene vala hu tumhe.. said pratap looking at herā¦.
Dekha .. kaise dhamki de raha hai tum sab ke saamne.. our uss vakt dekhna chahiye tha aap logon ko..
Neelaās son: kis vakt ma?
Neela: uss vakt jab main hosh mein nahi thi par mujhe aapki papa ki dil ki har ek baath sunayi de raha thaā¦ our uske baad main unhe chod kar jaa hi nahi payi said with admirationā¦
Dev looked at her with same admiration and she smiled at him.
She sent her son out for some work and turned to devā¦ and said phone pe meri likhne se aapki nahi ho jayegiā¦
Dev is shocked by her words but didnāt reacted.
Aapko dekhke nahi lagta hai ki ab tak aap usse propose kiaā¦ our na kabhi kar paayengeā¦.
I am sorry if I am intruding into your personal space said Neela..
Dev said itās nothing like that and he is helpless to fight for his love..
The move that you're afraid to make could be the one that changes everything for good ā¦. Why donāt you think like this .. she asked dev looking straight.
Itās easy to say and think but itās not easy to implement said dev with displeasureā¦
All men are same .. she muttered under her breath but they can hear her as itās a private closed room.
Neela.. plsā¦
Oh pratap.. aap tho iss bare mein mat boliye pls.. aap sab ek jaisa hi hai.. bas apko jo lagta hai vahi sahi hota hai.. ek baar bhi pucha aapne ham ouratein kya chahte hai.. puchna tho dur socha hamare rai ke baare meinā¦
Dev just sat silent while looking at ground.
Nahi na.. nahi puchenge aap ..
dev tried to say that yesā¦we know the world better than you woman and we are..
Donāt you dare to play main bada vala rant infront of me said making pratap gulpā¦
Dev stopped and sat silent..
Neela: jis haq se aapne mujhse vo sab saval pucha hai na bas usi Haq se main bhi ek saval puchna chahta huā¦puchu?
Dev nodded while looking down..
Kya sach mein aapko lagta hai ki vo aapke bina rah paayegi? Pure dil se kisi our ko aapna payegi?
Dev gave a sad chuckle and said.. vakt ke saath saath sab kuch badal jayega.. yeh pyar bhi kam ho jayega our mujhe bhi and he chokedā¦
Agar aisa hai tho kya aapko sach mein lagta hai ki vakt ke sath aap usse bhul paayenge? Batayiye ?
Dev closed his eyes as he canāt give the answer to this? Can he able to forget her? Can he? He questioned himself .
Silence prevailed for some time and dev talked like a philosopher .. zindagi bahut choti hai ā¦ main apni adhi zindagi akela hi gujar chuka hu our uska zindagi tho abhi shuru bhi nahi huyi hai.. agar main dena bhi chahu tho kya de paunga usseā¦
Pratap smiled at his words and shaked his head..
and said.. mujhe aise lag raha hai ke main tummein apne aapko dekh raha hu.. vo purana pratap koā¦ khair yeh sab chodo ..our sunoā¦
Zindagi choti nahi hoti hai mere dost ham usse chote bana dete hai..ha.. ham jeena hi der se shuru karte hai.. our ham yeh bhul jate hai ki hamare paas bas ek hi zindagi hai jeene keliye.. isiliye bhagvan hamare jindagi mein aise logon ko bhejte hai ki hame zindagi ke bare mein sahi maayne mein bata sake our sahi tarike se zindagi kaise jiye yeh sikha sakeā¦ā¦
Our vo ek zindagi apni pyar ke sath kaise khushi khushi bita sakeā¦
Neela: ek ourat jisse vo pyar karti hai bas uski sukh dukh mein sath dene se hi khushi hoti hai .. our vo apni pyar ki khushi mein hi apni khushi dundti haiā¦.
Hame dekho log kitna hi bhala bura kaha hamare baare mein par fir bhi jo pyar ham ek dusre ke liye mehsus karte hai na uske sahare ham apni puri zindagi khushi se bitate aa rahe hai.. hamare iss pyar ke aage hame kabhi bhi kisi ka bhi baton se koi farak nahi padha.. isse jyada our kya chahiye ek khushal zindagi jeene keliyeā¦
Devās confidence is raising back and Neelaās son came inside.
Neela thanked dev for helping many people like them discreetly and promised that his secret is safe with herā¦
Pls think once about what we discussed . Just go and reconcile with her before she decided to punish you by throwing you out of the room when she got chance .. she whispered with a wink...
Dev thanked them for their support and bid bye to them. For the first time he felt saying goodbye is hardest as they attached emotionally.
Vidhi reached home but Bimla got scared to see her like emotionless . She called Vidhi but she didnāt responded and went to her room. she got freshen up and sat near window by staring at moon blanklyā¦ after sometime she laid on bed and closed her eyes.
Dev reached home and found everyone asleep. He went to his room. He laid on bed and immersed in thoughts..ā¦ Neelaās question surfaced in his mindā¦ really can he able to forget her with time? Can she be able to be with some other? He reminded how she found him when no one can able to know about farmhouse detailes till date.. How much she longed to see him and her desire to spend with him in those few days it reflected on each action of her on that day..
and How much he longed to see her in these few days.. how he missed her with every breath he took..
Was this the longing some profound artists says about the madness that drove people to fight against all rationality, all customs and traditions and even entire world if needed.. he thoughtā¦
Next day Vidhi reached the office and she finished her assaigned work . She is shocked to see Abhi in office as today is the engagementā¦
She went to him to submit some files. He just checked those silently avoiding looking at her.
Abhi didnāt have the guts to see into her faceā¦ he just ignored her every time they met because of workā¦.she sighed and went to Devās cabin and placed some papers for him to check tomorrowā¦ Abhi went to Devās cabin for some files and disappointed by seeing the papers that Vidhi left there. He called Vidhi there and asked her with worry..
Vidhi what is this? I know itās difficult for you to work here after today but I didnāt expected that you will give up this much easily..
She felt a sudden whim to burst by tired of fighting alone all of her life but she perfected the kind of smile poised for artwork too in all these years. She looked with a smile and said to Abhi .. main hi pagal hu sir.. apna aukad bhulke had se jyada maang baithi main.. shayad upar vale ko bhi yeh sahi nahi laga hoga.. and she came near him and requested to relieve her from all these chaosā¦
Abhi: Vidhi you canāt resign like this.. I will help you to get out of this office but pls donāt resign.. you have a bright future.. and itās more difficult for you to cope with circumstances with out any work.
She sighed and said sirā¦ pls relieve me from this project and I will work from star agencies .
He is not having that authority to relieve you ms Vidhi.. dev come inside cabin and said with smirk.
Abhi and Vidhi shocked to seem him there as they didnāt expected him at that timeā¦
They stood shocked and dev rocked..
Abhi you canāt relieve her as I am handling the fm project and I wonāt approve her request.
Vidhi annoyed and said Abhi sir.. I donāt need his approval and I will request my boss to do the needfulā¦
I will never approve your request.. said dev..
Excuse me.. you are not my boss and FYI I will work for star agencies not for RGI .. she retorted back.
Dev knows about her stubbornness and came to her.
Vidhi got nervous by seeing him approach her she said hurriedly.. Abhi sir.. today I will work from star agencies..and I am goingā¦. And took the application.
Dev who reached near her just picked her up in bridal style in a swift and said with smirk. If I let you leave my cabin then think of going there and request your so called bossā¦
Vidhiās eyes widened with shock and embarrassment at same time..
Abhi rolled his eyes at the PDA his brother is trying to show and left from there with a wide smileā¦.
Vidhi wiggled in his arms and scolded him for this act . She asked him to drop her before some one sees them like that.
Dev said yes but in one condition. If she comes out with him for some time as he want to talk with her.
Vidhi said she wonāt come anywhere and asked him to talk here.
Dev said no being stubborn and held her more closeā¦
Vidhi beat his chest with her tiny fists and being tired by not getting any response she sighed and said plsā¦ dev .. if someone sees us like this in office it will become a biggest scandal and everyone will talk rubbish about you pls.. try to understandā¦
Vidhi.. you pls try to understand.. if you are ready to come out with me then only I will leave you.. and I donāt care about what others think about us said dev surprising Vidhiā¦
Vidhi about ask him about his change of mind then suddenly Ram appeared at the door. He stood open mouthed and frozed in place with files in his hand.
Vidhi got embarrassed and worried .she signed dev to put her down but dev didnāt budge and called Ram loudly to get him to senses and said Ram did you come to take my sign on those files and signalled at his hand by seeing him still in shock. Ram nodded his head in all directions like insane Vidhi patted her forehead and hides her face in her hands by Devās stubborn act.
Dev smirked and said mr Ram if you want the signatures then pls place the files there and collect after wards as you see right know I am ..
Vidhiās eyes widened by seeing his guts to annoy her this much and she kept her palm on his mouth to stop him talk further while cursing him under her breath.
Dev smirked and kissed her palm.Ram got confused by the happenings infront of him and ran from there with Embarrassment as he canāt decipher itās real or he is hallucinating the most unexpected thing and at an unexpected place and most shocking for him is the unexpected persons.. he never in his dreams also thought that Vidhi and dev might become couple.
Vidhi beated on Devās shoulders being embarrassed and pleaded him to leave her as anyone come at any moment.
But dev being stubborn didnāt moved and asked her to come out with him. They heard someoneās foot steps and Vidhi sighed and said ok by making him smile sheepishly and asked him to leave her immediately by ignoring his reaction.
She just ran out how much fast she can and went to Ram.
Dev laughed by seeing her running out and blushed by reminiscing his bold act.
To be continuedā¦
SHINIKA.
Next part updated on page 16
No.. Abhi is different and Ram is also vidhiās colleague in dev office that I introduced in 3 rd part I think.Ram and Madhu I showed their proposal scene in that chapter.
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