Kahin door jab din dhal jaaye

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Kabhi yuhi jab hui bojhal saansein
bhar aayi baithein baithein jab yuhi aankhein

In an attempt to calm her internal storm and find strength- inner strength.. D turned to her mothers.. for solace... for the immense strength she needed to gather for her course in life hereafter.. thro their BABA.. the young innocent girl had heard her karmic mother once tell her.. that one can only hear their mind's voice when the noise of the world can be shut off.. and so she sat there in an exchange with her soul away from the household invoking peace.. while her eyes cheated her attempts and kept flowing at the comprehension of loss..

Kabhi machal ke.. pyar se chal ke.. chuye koi mujhe par nazar na aye..

In her mental debate she remained oblivious to the presence of solace.. that approached her in the form of her mother.. the only one who had the power of cajoling her sorrow and fears away.. she touched the lonely girl's aura.. the girl who had valiantly fought all night.. and was getting ready for her final walk.. but needed a moment.. by her mother's comforting arms.. to free the overwhelming sorrow and angst that was stifling her soul..

Kahin door jab din dhal jaaye.. saanjh ki dulhan badan churaye chupke se aye..

In the dark phase of her life.. all she wanted and look out for is her mother's support.. to stand by the tough decision she was about to take not just for herself.. but for her mother too..coz she knew.. Charu wld be the person most affected by it.. apart from herself.. coz they are linked by their pain.. on some levels.. and boy did she know tht or what..

Kahin to ye dil kabhi mil nahi paatey..kahin pe nikal aye janmon ke naatey..

As she stood there in front of her extended family, justifying her decision.. of letting go of this farcical relationship.. in order to free the man she so loved.. and who loved her too.. but of course the form of which wasn't catered to social norms of matrimony... she fought hard.. to meet the eyes of her mother who was restlessly seeking to hear all this was just a joke.. that her assessment of VD relationship b4 had been off.. only to face her worst fears.. and her world came crashing down.. coz on some level she saw D was doing the right thing in choosing NOT to be ANOTHER CHARULATA..

that moment was just too painful.. the exchange btw Charu-D.. their eyes communicating the helplessness and pain.. the karmic connection stronger than ever.. I couldn't help but cry.. hoping that D was born a daughter to Charu and not associated thro a son.. who cld not connect to this girl (his misfortune).. through it all D had a real hard time coming to grip with walking away from all the deeper relationship she had found in this domesticity..

thami thi uljhan.. bairi apna man.. apna hi hoke sahey dard paraye.. dard paraye..

as D walked away after solemnizing the demise of one relationship.. the signature of Devki Shah Virani.. and the feel of it.. made her choke.. the Virani name she had come to belong to.. it was tougher to let go than assumed.. on the other hand. .the despair in Charulata Virani found an outlet as she restlessly shuttled for help from the rest.. for her daughter.. not wanting to imagine.. what that girl wld have to endure.. in this journey.. all alone.. when she vowed to be by her side.. how D leaving wld doom the happiness of her domesticity.. how everything wld crumble down.. how she had kept every piece glued together.. coz now she wont just lose her daughter.. she cld foresee losing her son.. she cldnt help but blame her husband when she herself wanted D in the household.. but not at the expense of this pain.. and she blamed her own heart for inviting and embracing the tirade of strange emotions..

Dil jaaney mere saarey bhed ye gehre.. ho gaye kaise mere sapne sunharey..

Holding fort in front of her joyous grandfather.. covering the rubble, the shredded pieces of left overs from her broken domesticity.. D tended to her grandfather's excitement at her first big business success.. ironically on the day when her personal life hit rock bottom.. but thankfully she wasnt the only one fighting hard to be herself.. to behave normal.. She had the veteran of masquerade Charulata Virani for support.. all the wishes Bha shared with her D.. D cld only gulp it down.. and see them only as reminiscence.. an unfulfilled dream...the GOLDEN MEMORIES.. but she had to humor the old man.. coz tis not the time and place for him to know.. he will have to gather strength to endure this hardship in this age.. fresh tears found me when Bha scolded her for looking so pale like she had faught some battle.. when she should ideally be enjoying the little moments in life..

ye mere sapney.. yahi to hain apne.. mujhse juda na honge inke ye saaye.. inke ye saaye..

While her mother pleaded her to think about it again.. a last attempt.. before taking this big decision.. coz it was BIG FOR HER.. she did not want to live in this house with the burden of seeing that girl tread the TOUGH PATH she had chosen for herself in this young age.. but mother's affection did not see that the young girl had the steel of her biological mother.. who had already done the worst.. taken the decision.. the rest was only a matter of delivering it.. the classic strength in simplicity moment.. when she tried to placate Charu by telling her.. this was but a small decision in the long winding journey of life.. as she left her , walking towards her karma.. her fond memories from him.. the love for him fiercely protected in her heart.. motivating her.. the only voice that resonated from her soul was probably CPs..

karmanye vadhikaraste.. ma phaleshu kadachana..

P.S. I dedicate my effort to the master of story-telling Vipul Mehta.. Sir your absence was felt the last month.. but I felt it more today.. coz you made me feel your presence like never before.. havent felt this grim and heavy ever since CP track.. and it only makes me hopeful the good old CP track is coming soon. .coz now the show is back in able hands.. 👍🏼 this is to you.. for your conviction and conception 👏
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Posted: 13 years ago
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and obviously for a classic.. to fit in right here.. so glad i cld finally use the lyrics today..

something about the song.. the lyrics.. makes my eyes misty.. albeit in a fond way.. the bitter-sweet nostalgia.. Gulzar and Salil Chaudhry with Mukesh.. created magic.. while Rajest khanna just made it immortal

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BmYT79bYIQw[/YOUTUBE]
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Aaah finally your post is here.. I have been lurking and checking for some post about today but nada ... now waiting anxiously for you to update with your analysis and ofcourse the song.. I am sure super awesome ho ga aaj ka analysis!

And gosh is it just me or Sabina kay jaatey hi normalcy and sensibility seems to have returned... it seemed like old MB after ages.. I mean ya the havoc and mess and all the after shocks tou woh chod gayi nonetheless.. Quite relieved atleast for today's episode I was dreading somewhere inside kay pata nahi gayi hai ya nahi ... ab tou yakeen hi nahi araha tha thanks to the never ending dragging

And WORD about D... Got to love this girl .. makes you proud of her... Am intrigued by the precap but VV apparently had a short term memory loss about his whole jigar kay khoon say bhari devdasgiri... He seemed pretty casual and normal.. araam say chai lay raha tha nawaab sahaab... I can't wait him to get a jhatka and a slap (literal and not so literal both) on his face...And as we expected D instantly told her about VO's natak! Waisay it did crack me up despite myself (and all the ghussa on VV) when he was all making that masoom expression and asking 'Vicky nay kaunsa natak kiya'... I was like aeda tou masooom!!!
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Aaah finally your post is here.. I have been lurking and checking for some post about today but nada ... now waiting anxiously for you to update with your analysis and ofcourse the song.. I am sure super awesome ho ga aaj ka analysis!

And gosh is it just me or Sabina kay jaatey hi normalcy and sensibility seems to have returned... it seemed like old MB after ages.. I mean ya the havoc and mess and all the after shocks tou woh chod gayi nonetheless.. Quite relieved atleast for today's episode I was dreading somewhere inside kay pata nahi gayi hai ya nahi ... ab tou yakeen hi nahi araha tha thanks to the never ending dragging

And WORD about D... Got to love this girl .. makes you proud of her... Am intrigued by the precap but VV apparently had a short term memory loss about his whole jigar kay khoon say bhari devdasgiri... He seemed pretty casual and normal.. araam say chai lay raha tha nawaab sahaab... I can't wait him to get a jhatka and a slap (literal and not so literal both) on his face...And as we expected D instantly told her about VO's natak! Waisay it did crack me up despite myself (and all the ghussa on VV) when he was all making that masoom expression and asking 'Vicky nay kaunsa natak kiya'... I was like aeda tou masooom!!!
😆


awww you were waiting eh.. THANK GOD.. It wasnt just me.. I so felt MB was back.. the MB I loved.. Baa irritated me.. but still Idk its Vipul Mehta's screenplay.. he has this uncanny art of making you feel the pathos in the subtle screenplay.. I feel SO HEAVY RIGHT NOW.. ki Am scared to do the analysis..😆 I dont wanna spread the feeling.. the last time I felt this heavy was IMV-CP scene.. yup I think now NORMALCY is back😎 even the precap VD scene.. just by the lil snippet FELT VINTAGE VD.. matter of fact.. transparency back.. like the nightmare is over.. VV was back to being characteristically weird😆.. but cute.. like u said.. i cant take the melodramatic devdas lover (JIGAR KA KHOON... Shudders😆).. if this moves towards him leaving.. plz do without moping around.. pay some respect to D..

and even BHa bit was sooo cute.. and sad... but as soon as he took CPs name.. my dimag ki batti started twinkling and Charu-D today ROCKED.. sigh its such a bitter sweet feeling..the day I feel I should be happy MB is back.. is the day I feel the saddest.. and the heaviest.. damn u vipul mehta😆

while I try to get the bits going.. let me post the song at least u can hear it.. and cry😆 why shld only I suffer
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awww you were waiting eh.. THANK GOD.. It wasnt just me.. I so felt MB was back.. the MB I loved.. Baa irritated me.. but still Idk its Vipul Mehta's screenplay.. Ya I was waiting like anything... I know WORD...the MB I loved seemed to be back... And thank you so it was not just me Baa irritated me too😆 he has this uncanny art of making you feel the pathos in the subtle screenplay.. I feel SO HEAVY RIGHT NOW.. ki Am scared to do the analysis..😆 I dont wanna spread the feeling.. the last time I felt this heavy was IMV-CP scene.. Oyee I was just about to say the same... there was the same feel from the CP-IMV time.. which was IMO the best phase of MB.. so I am even willing to get my hopes up a bit I was so scared to even hope for the past few weeks yup I think now NORMALCY is back😎 even the precap VD scene.. just by the lil snippet FELT VINTAGE VD.. matter of fact.. transparency back.. like the nightmare is over.. VV was back to being characteristically weird😆.. but cute.. like u said.. i cant take the melodramatic devdas lover.. if this moves towards him leaving.. plz do without moping around.. pay some respect to D.. Hainaaa it was like back to normal and all that OTT melodrama was just some nightmare that never happened.. I know that transparency was back... and I know I dont want the moping devdas back... Kal hi I was watching some old episodes... I had almost forgotten the original VV.. the practical, sensible and pragmatic

and even BHa bit was sooo cute.. and sad... poor thing Awww I know poor Bha.. I have always found him cute... I always say to my mother I find him the male version of Ba(the eternal ba from kyunki) dono hi chotay say cute say😆and Charu-D today ROCKED.. sigh its such a bitter sweet feeling..the day I feel I should be happy MB is back.. is the day I feel the saddest.. and the heaviest.. damn u vipul mehta😆 Aaah I know Charu and D totally rocked... But ya bitter sweet feeling say guzara kartey hain aaj...I just have my fingers crossed it just goes back to being our vintage MB and stays that way only

while I try to get the bits going.. let me post the song at least u can hear it.. and cry😆 why shld only I suffer... Ayeee haye my mood is not going to help me even if I try not to cry... But got to give you company na

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Hayeee the song ... Just two days back it was stuck in my head..
Sonali perfect and outstanding choice like always... now you take your time with the analysis while I listen away to this gem!


Kabhi yunhi jab huwi bojhal saansein
Bhar aye baithey baithey jab yunhi ankhein


Kabhi machal pyaar say chal kay
Chu'uye mujhe koi par nazar na aye..


Kaheen tou yehi dil kabhi dil mil nahi paatey
Kaheen pay nikal ayein janamo kay naatey


Thami thi uljhan bairi apna mann
Apna hi ho kay sahey dard paraye.

Kaheen duur jab din dhal jaye
Saanj ki dulhan badan churaye
Chupke say aye


WHAT lyrics! What depth and what imagery! And I can so imagine how beautifully you would use them in today's analysis they fit in so perfectly

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Yay you updated 😃will read and edit this! And yay it does say MORE coming!! Whoppie!
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FINALLY DONE...😆 god today was hard.. dont even know if it makes sense.. just got too emotionally invested.. idk D-Charu always make me maudlin😆 and to top it tht immortal song like i SAID.. the LYRICS.. the depth of each feeling.. sigh.. I dont even feel I should have insulted it by using it.. but too bad.. apology to the song writer😆

@Zainab ji: when you get something after so long.. its just hard to digest it.. i feel the same.. I am telling myself to be more positive that the story-telling wld be the same now.. the same matter of fact.. not OTT.. very subtle but laden with sentiments.. that either dont affect you.. or make you cry like a moron.. and is it just me.. or Is it the PERFECT time for CP re-entry.. D needs some answers.. spiritually.. maybe she can find it in the book.. but CPs presence will be tht healing force.. and then again all this behind IMVs back.. so good old IMV-D tussle below the surface is abt to start.. gosh now iMV is gonna get real dark..

I was thinking Vipul must have come back and said.. ye kya raita failaya hain story ka😆 he must have had to take dire actions to get it back to the vintage MB essence.. poor guy.. feel for him.. but as long as this golden MB essence remains.. I dont care if the show is gearing up to end.. I demand similar screenplay.. PERIOD.. Once SPOILT always spoilt😆
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*Sigh* Sonali you left me speechless once again ... take a bow!
In no way you insulted the song... You made it fit in perfectly as if it was tailor made for your analysis only...Itni khubsoorti kay saath aik aik line ko piroya hai...Amazing!⭐️

I knowww yaar we were spoilt with that subtlety that vintage MB classy subtlety and now that it is back after hitting the worst possible(or maybe lol) low when it is back... hard to digest as you said...but am already getting my expectations all up... Itnay dino baad I am genuinely excited and anxious for the next episode to come

I knowww perfect perfect perfect timing for CP re-entry.. I SOOO want her back... but ya as you said with that below the surface IMV-D tussle and ofcourse IMV would get darker(Waisay Czar say beast kab bana apna IMV? If you know what I mean😆)

Ya totally if it has to end and reach a culmination I want it with the golden MB essence remaining

And your dedication to Vipul Shah is totally apt... the hero of MB has always been the script and the screen play
!

Oh I am sure he must have said that kya kachra kar diya hai har cheez ka😆


btw LOL aik tou your ji reminds me of Devki and her jee .. Only you and Fivray(my friend from the CC) call me ji.. Not that I mind itni izzat ki adaat nahi na

Oh and 'karmanye vadhikaraste.. ma phaleshu kadachana' Translation pleej?
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Originally posted by: -Faith-

*Sigh* Sonali you left me speechless once again ... take a bow!
In no way you insulted the song... You made it fit in perfectly as if it was tailor made for your analysis only...Itni khubsoorti kay saath aik aik line ko piroya hai...Amazing!⭐️


and there you go with your effusive affection.. chalo koi nahi.. respecting your sentiment i SHALL take a bow... if for nothing.. for shedding tears on an epi..

I knowww yaar we were spoilt with that subtlety that vintage MB classy subtlety and now that it is back after hitting the worst possible(or maybe lol) low when it is back... hard to digest as you said...but am already getting my expectations all up... Itnay dino baad I am genuinely excited and anxious for the next episode to come

same here.. LMAO I may have over-read the precap.. but was it just me.. who was looking for an OTT reaction from VV.. lagta hain raat ki utri nahi😆.. for him to comprehend.. ideally i wld so love for this being his self discovery phase.. without Sabina or Devki's influence.. for him to think about what he wants.. whether this marriage really is just a compromise even now.. and if it is.. well tata bye bye.. sayonara.. from the show..😆 coz VS to hoga nahi... VV will die and Pratham will come (shudder).. coz D has to be associated with the viranis.. with or without VV.. altho all for my purana love for VV.. I want him to resurrect himself..

I knowww perfect perfect perfect timing for CP re-entry.. I SOOO want her back... but ya as you said with that below the surface IMV-D tussle and ofcourse IMV would get darker(Waisay Czar say beast kab bana apna IMV? If you know what I mean😆)

I know egjactlys what u mean.. I think the whole purpose was to always provide layers but stress on the negativity in IMV.. but it went against the tide when the audience majority was hailing IMV.. so now they have no option but to blame him thro everyone's mouth including charu.. to show him bad and negative.. but some stubborn idiots like me.. will never buy tht..tsktsk.. any voice of reason wld not go unheeded by me.. and NO charu.. I disagree his decision to get D home wasn't wrong.. still isn't

Ya totally if it has to end and reach a culmination I want it with the golden MB essence remaining

And your dedication to Vipul Shah is totally apt... the hero of MB has always been the script and the screen play
!

yup mihir did a good job with dialogues.. but conceptions and screenplay no one beats Vipul.. he has tht touch.. and he is some big shot.. coz in tht trivia on actors post I had read tht Bha the actor only agreed to do this show coz of vipul.. so if u notice Bha showed his face now only after ME.. the last epi Vipul had something to do with..😉 so yeah I have my hopes on CP aka DN to come back too.. sigh tht wld be so much better.. I hope against hope Sabina madam has gone for good.. her purpose was to create havoc and leave.. coz face it. .she aint a core of the story.. just a subtext..remember the last REAL VD scene in the picnic wid Sabina's pic in the middle while they held hands.. indicated she is only gonna come to break tht camaraderie.. job well done.. now I hope we dont have to see more rona dhona.. for no reason..

Oh I am sure he must have said that kya kachra kar diya hai har cheez ka😆


btw LOL aik tou your ji reminds me of Devki and her jee .. Only you and Fivray(my friend from the CC) call me ji.. Not that I mind itni izzat ki adaat nahi na

LMAO VV toh doesnt deserve the ji... but my fondness for the ji has to transfer somewhr.. I was watchin the ME bits this weekend and was remembering and 😆 the V-ji written on the cake🤣 and how we laughed abt it here.. so the JI is here to stay..😉

Oh and 'karmanye vadhikaraste.. ma phaleshu kadachana' Translation pleej?

oh this is the famous quote from bhagwad geeta.. the basis of KARMA philosophy..
karm kar.. phal ki apeksha mat kar.. in better words..

To action alone hast thou a right and never at all to its fruits; let not the fruits of action be thy motive; neither let there be in thee any attachment to inaction

D is a sheer embodiment of tht..

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