Na Sahi... the BIGGER picture of Devki's life

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Posted: 13 years ago
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Sun rahi hoon sudh budh khokey.. koi main kahani.. poori kahani hain ya kisey hain pata..
Main to kisiki hokey ye bhi naa jani.. ruth hain ye do pal ki ya raheygi sadaa

As D bore witness to the murky reality surrounding her.. I couldn't help but feel bad at one thing.. more than ever.. how her innocence had been abused by one and all.. in the name of protecting her.. how everyone had somehow assumed right over her life.. her right to information about it.. I couldnt help but wanna go hug her.. when her whole motive behind finding out VOs truth was to save Sabina from the impending danger in her life... gosh girl are you for real.. watch out your own house of dreams is dangling at the edge..

the first revelation came through the identity of VOs real wife.. and before she cld piece the puzzle.. a symbolic darkness surrounded her aura.. and the very embodiment of her affection.. came and knocked over her glass house.. which SHATTERED without a trace of noise..

today her relationship died a silent death.. coz it was stripped of the one thing tht kept her going.. HOPE.. that may be one day.. things could change. wld change.. in spite of her own dreams on fire.. she couldn't help but feel bad about the misery.. the man she loved lived in.. (a misery I felt was self-inflicted)... going by her voice of empathy.. towards VVs misery.. made me choke..

this is a girl who had more reasons to give up on hope for light and positivity in life.. a sense of emptiness since childhood.. longing for her mother.. but being her mother's daughter gave her this strength to revel in the little joys of life.. to embrace it to the fullest.. to spread happiness.. to love without barriers and expectation.. to never have any conditions from life.. every time she weaved some dream.. whether it was regarding her marriage.. or her footing in the business world.. Life only taught her its not practical and hence unreal.. and all D did was to LEARN.. coz she is a voracious learner..

Harmoni once mentioned.. how if life gave D lime.. she made a lemonade..

ek pedh humne pyar ka milke lagaya tha kabhi..aatey the jo phal to thik tha..
woh na phale to na sahi..
kuch na huye to na sahi.. na bane to na sahi.. na miley to na sahi.. na rahe to na sahi..
aye zindagi.. humne pukara tumhe.. socha sawara tumhe..
par tumko acha na laga.. koi vaada sachcha na laga..

everytime Life wanted sadistic pleasure in seeing her mope in her misery.. she only jumped back with her spirit.. and played on.. by the rules.. not losing her strength and passive resilience to keep building more hope.. elsewhere.. and IN the deal thrown at her..

tum roothi ho ye sochkar.. tumko manayenge magar..
ab humse roothi teri ye nazar..
kar na hasey na sahi.. na banaey to na sahi.. na miley to na sahi.. kuch na rahey to na sahi

she made peace with in a imperfect matrimonial situation.. and even weaved a dream in her imperfect marriage.. with the hope tht 2 incomplete individuals with their own past baggage cld still make a perfect combination..

Tum rasta mein ajnabee, lagta tha kyun yeh har ghadi.
Aadhe adhure geet ki, ek tum kadi ek main kadi.
Tumhe dekh ke lagta tha ye, tum ho bane mere vaaste,
Milna hi tha humko magar, Hum na mile to na sahi,

but her inherent nature of not crowding or demanding love from her loved ones.. prevailed.. much to the insistence of Baa and Sabina.. she never did demand rights and attention from her partner.. coz thts not in her nature.. she has only learnt to adjust around what she gets.. so now tht her lil sand castle was washed away leaving no trace.. what does she expect from life..

as usual NOTHING😛.. I doubt she will sit and cry for the unfairness meted out to her.. by everyone in the domesticity by stripping her of the right to make an informed decision.. she wld not make bones about it.. in turn making people look even small.. she will try to go talk to the object of her partner's affection. .trying to advocate his cause and question her on his behalf.. (although I wish she didn't).. I doubt she will blame misfortune for herself..

har gham har ek aasoo humey apna banana aa gaya..
har haal main haur daur main humey muskurana aa gaya..

All such is nice.. thts D.. as unreal as it may be.. just coz she has always had less expectations from life.. but that hasnt stopped her from weaving her little dreams.. and yet again.. I just hope this incident wont change tht resilient fighting spirit in her.. she wld take this revelation as a LIFE LESSON. .and look at the bigger picture. .OTHER things in life.. for HERSELF.. and for her LOVED ONES.. I would wish she wld just invest herself more in business.. not change her attitude towards V as in not empathize towards him.. and just carry on her friendship with LIFE.. coz one day its gonna value her trust.. her faith.. and give her the dues.. till then..

gham hain bhi to rukna nahi.. jeena hain to jhukna hain..
ye zindagi koi khushi.. ab na bhi de to na sahi..
ho zindagi.. har ek rastey se.. humne pukara tumhe.. socha sawaara tumhe..

An Ode to the resilient SPIRIT of D.. just a little roadblock that she will overcome with pride.. and with a mentor like IMV.. there is no dearth of direction and focus in her life😉


P.S. A big thank you to VV for proclaiming.. he cld never love D.. Well buddy.. the sample you have shown of the man you become in LOVE.. she is better off without being at the receiving end of it.. the day you can smile in love and fondly reminisce it in strength and sorrow.. we shall talk..😃 .. otherwise..

tum na mile to NA SAHI
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Posted: 13 years ago
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A big awakening for D.. a bitter truth she needed.. a big life lesson.. but knowing her strength to embrace LIFE. .with its sense of humor time and again.. I wld hope she took this as an opportunity to look at the bigger things in life.. and with her dignity and positivity.. take what life has to offer and make a vacation of it..

Ode to the positive spirit of D.. and her innocence. .I so hope it prevails.. and she keeps her FRIENDHSIP.. with LIFE intact.. as erratic the companion could be..😊

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JGUVLeNLo8U[/YOUTUBE]
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Wow ..what a post !!..loved what you said about D & above all your PS for V 😆
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Originally posted by: angelshy

Wow ..what a post !!..loved what you said about D & above all your PS for V 😆


my theory buddy.. If Life gives u crap.. gift wrap it and spread the essence🤣.. jk.. I am too arrogant to give life the pleasure of bogging me down😉😆
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Very well put and one of my favorite songs and movies.. Socha Na Tha.

I felt so bad for her today, when she was silently crying.. broke my heart! Hopefully the next track is IMV-Chandraprabha-Devki because I think she will learn a lot from both of them, especially CP. Plus I just love watching CP on screen.
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Originally posted by: chandaursitare

Very well put and one of my favorite songs and movies.. Socha Na Tha.


I felt so bad for her today, when she was silently crying.. broke my heart! Hopefully the next track is IMV-Chandraprabha-Devki because I think she will learn a lot from both of them, especially CP. Plus I just love watching CP on screen.


welcome to the forum.. you are talking to another ardent CP fan.. more like Deepti naval fan😆 but her CP is something else.. yes m sooo ready to move on to better things.. aka IMV-CP-D track.. this revelation.. was a small hrt brk.. I think she can still recover easily from here.. coz she knows she has no one to blame in this.. and has only that many things to do abt it.. will weigh her options.. and may stay back coz her motive hasnt changed.. do it for BB and now this family.. who has loved her... esp Charu.. but I want her to stay married but focus on business.. get to know IMV closely.. and when CP revelation comes.. she will be hit real bad.. only one who can help her gather strength thro tht are her 2 mothers😊.. and finally the redeem IMV track.. oh happy days..

like I said.. I felt bad for her.. but dint cry.. coz her dignity thro all of it.. was really refreshing.. the way she patiently heard him without expressing her own grief outwardly.. her dream shattered without a noise.. thats D very private when it comes to herself.. but goes all out for everyone else


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Posted: 13 years ago
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Thanks. I've been reading this forum silently and decided to comment.

i agree with her CP being something else. She has played it soo well and I just get fascinated when she comes on and especially the way she thinks.

She is not even into business these days and after Vaibhav yelled at her like that, I wouldn't even want her back on Mumbai Floats. I wish she would join Vaibhav Industries and IMV.. it would actually be good for her and she would have the money and resources to do great things.. not that she can't accomplish them on her own.. it's just Vaibhav keeping her back, I feel.

I am glad she listened to the whole thing too and did not show herself crying. I hope Vaibhav realizes it was her, but doesn't see her cry. He doesn't even deserve that.
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Posted: 13 years ago
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^^I am glad you decided to join the never ending discussions😆.. well yes the best thing for her after talking to Sabina and seeing nothing cld be done abt this.. is for her to just put this episode behind.. as in work along with it.. try to detach from Mumbai floats emotionally if not intellectually..

I would love to see her collaborate with IMV on a project like even swing air.. or anything thts his baby.. tht way besides just learning from his biography.. she can take practical lessons each day.. and get to know him better.. Day by day I see a grand purpose to IMV-D.. and want them to further their equation.. I so want the business angle back..

I was wondering in her blast to VV Charu can break down tht she cldnt keep her bargain to CP.. in tht way VV wld find out CP is alive b4 D does.. and for his mom's sake he may return to his sense of responsiblity.. at this point. .I dont care for his love.. I just want him to be normal the way he was with her b4. just to give her space to do her own thing. and this time she wont even read anything from his gestures.. coz she knows the truth..

but me feels b4 CP comes in this S-R-Viraj angle will get a closure. .with some filmy calamity..sometimes I feel for IMV.. how much can one man keep eyeing😕 altho Sid made me 😆 when he went I cant decide if i shld be impressed by dad or scared of him😆.. poor guy
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Posted: 13 years ago
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bloody hell, imv laughter in the end was🤣,dude itnii bhi badi victory nahin hain itnaa kyun has rahe ho😆

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Posted: 13 years ago
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Haha. It's fun reading them! Gives me a different perspective every time.

Devki can bring a positive change into IMV's life if he lets her and I think he would. He was so sweet with her when he found out she was CP's daughter. He is rarely that nice to anybody. She is possibly the only person who can teach him to love again and I would love to see him make Charu happy for once.

I would love their friendship back too, but I doubt Devki will be able to completely forget what happened. Charu-Vaibhav's last scene was very well executed, would love another amazing one. Do you think he would tell Devki about CP being alive if he found out though? I think so. He always tried to help her with her family.. her dad, went to the dinner after his wedding, her business too.

Haha. I do feel bad for IMV. There are so many people in his family that he has to look after. Sid should be impressed and scared. 😉😆 I would love this Viraj-Sabina-Jimmy stuff to be over. I skip most Viraj-Jimmy scenes anyways..


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