Tujhse Naaraz nahi zindagi hairan hoon main

Ode to the spirit of two women.. that make the show worth watching.. 👍🏼 and both of them shone and how today.. I loved the episode.. loved it absolutely.. just for these 2 women.. they reminded me why I fell in love with this show.. beyond IMV and CP.. for their sheer dignity and pride in each and every sentiment.. I SALUTE YOU Charu and Devki..

I wont dwell on Charu as much today.. its just hard to find words for the resilience and spirit of that woman.. her concern for Devki.. her urge to fight for her.. her hope to see all the little joys of a newly married girl in Devki's eyes and life.. the desires of a mother for her daughter.. reverberated in Charu's eyes..as I stupidly went maudlin.. her understanding.. of VD's equation.. her worries.. her hopes for her daughter.. above and beyond her son.. she sees her son and his love as a threat to HER DAUGTHER's rights.. oh Charu.. for a woman who fights for her individuality and rights of a wife.. a companion.. how do you gather that strength.. that pride..

she would not take any theory.. none at all.. all she cares is her mind has worries for her daughter.. and her son.. and that is reason enough.. no amount of convincing is good for her.. and she will fight.. in her own capacity.. she will.. against an outsider.. against her own son.. for his welfare..and more importantly.. for the joy of her daughter..

a daughter bound by karma.. she may not be Devki's biological mom.. but she is her karmic mother.. whose affections are unparalleled.. bigger than her own mother's

Devki today proved she is CPs and Charu's daughter.. and IMVs disciple.. 😎 what strength.. what dignity.. in expression of her feelings.. what earnestness and honesty.. her conviction flowing in each and every word.. of her letter..

for her age. .her dreams are not lofty.. she may not have seen the world.. but her innocent dreams are seeped in reality.. and practicality.. almost corporate in tone😆

I don't want to threaten your personal feelings.. emanating from your past (coz she knows how protective V is abt them). I am just hoping for a special place for myself...🤗

I as an individual want to exercise the right to express my feelings.. but don't necessarily look for your reciprocation.. if it doesn't suit you.. be rest assured.. I will live with dignity of my feelings.. and be your friend forever..

WHAT A TIGHT SLAP.. to VV.. if he did read it.. and understands the gravity of it..

the power of living with dignity without reciprocation of similar affections.. his own mother has lived years with it.. and now the girl he married will.. coz she has the power of will and the will to power.. 👏 her innocence.. her honesty.. her self-confidence.. gives her that power..

I was somewhere saddened that Sabeena was privy to Devki's personal feelings.. they are rather intimate between a husband and wife.. I was offended by her access to it.. it was meant for VV and him alone.. no one else would understand it the way he does.. not even Charu.. they would feel sorry for her.. and that's a major offense for that girl. .what a mockery of her dignity it became as Sabina read through it.. and obviously decided to take her cause...

In the wake of Sabeena reading Devki's thoughts.. it becomes extremely prudent that the last VD scene be real and not Ds dream.. coz her honesty.. her dignity DESERVES IT.. their should be no skirting the issue.. D meant to have it out in the open.. such that she did not have to live with that burden on her soul.. and the USP of VD has been transparency. truth and only the truth.. bitter or sweet..

V on his part started the relationship with his bitter truth.. telling her everything.. and now its his turn.. to be on the receiving end.. ok.. b4 I jump ahead of myself... the little moment of vulnerability that D had with her intimate feelings for her husband was rather cute.. the hope.. the request to the man she has come to adore that he can live with this truth without affecting their existing friendship.. and when he walks in on her personal moment.. she is anticipating with nervousness..

his voice stern yet soft.. a strange complaint.. that this wasn't the deal.. and yet she stands up to her pride.. albeit nervously.. awkward but makes her point.. yes it wasn't but the deal has changed on her end.. and she apologizes for that.. BUT.. she has never learnt any other way in life.. than being honest to other.. and to herself.. he has every right to forget it and reject it.. it wont hamper her pride😎 (time to take some lessons V boy).. to which he has sarcasm.. intrigue.. mixed with confusion.. CLASSIC MOMENT.. if you were so sure of rejection.. how come you still expressed yourself..

SADISTIC MOMENT.. tight slap on the face no.2 (must learn some strength in this one V-ji).. as she made her stand clear. with extreme honesty.. I had the right to express myself as an individual.. but that is independent of you and your will.. I have done something for myself.. coz my heart wanted to do it.. now you have the complete freedom to do what you want.. what your heart wants.. I have just one expectation from you.. that whatever you decide to do.. you know for sure its a commitment for life.. 😎👏👏.. If I may dissect it in easy.. digestible terms.. it means.. I would rather live as your complete friend than an incomplete wife..I deserve nothing less than your honesty.. your full attention and effort in whatever capacity or right you chose to give me😎

Episode ends with Zapped VV🤣

Verdict.. yes.. yes.. yes.. if this scene is FOR REAL.. I have no more worries.. D needs NO ONE.. no one to protect her.. she has the strength to live each and every moment with her dignity.. with her strength.. she is free-spirited.. and she doesn't believe in binding any one with any relation.. now whatever the moping crying miserable lovers decide to do with themselves they can.. coz Devki has walked out of this epic mess.. with pride.. just as we wanted(only if the last scene were real)

for a girl who has every reason to look for emotional dependence having lived without a mother all her life.. she is STRONG emotionally.. Positively full of life.. and a HERO lies in her..

there is a strange conviction in this song..the strength of simplicity.. So D..

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KIlmuZ1JSK8[/YOUTUBE]

a daughter bound by karma.. she may not be Devki's biological mom.. but she is her karmic mother.. whose affections are unparalleled.. bigger than her own mother's

the last scene today is her big moment of truth.. yet she faces it valiantly. .she is quick to realize.. this is no fairytale. .and I can't expect a happily ever after.. no matter how much it hurts.. this girl has lived with low expectations. .coz she has never really had a normal childhood.. she believes in stealing the little joys of life.. hence her positivity.. yes she is selfish in doing that. .and y shldnt she.. if life doesn't stand accountable for her happiness or sorrow... she herself can.. and must.. she cant depend on anyone else..

its so cute.. she is just happy to be IN LOVE.. she doesn't even care if she is LOVED.. coz tht is not part of her deal.. she is definitely out of a hrishikesh mukherjee film like khoobsurat.. or Mili

p.s. I solemnly and with effort-laden humility accept thy honor bestowed upon me😆😉

ts so cute.. she is just happy to be IN LOVE.. she doesn't even care if she is LOVED.. coz tht is not part of her deal.. she is definitely out of a hrishikesh mukherjee film like khoobsurat.. or Mili

that is exactly more why I hate the letter getting to S.. esp after D wrote she wants a separate place for herself.. out of and untouched by his past.. what a blasphemy then.. the very past was reading it.. ughhh

anyhow.. m just gonna be happy.. today.. coz me like Charu was worried abt D in this whole mess.. esp coz there is no one to look out for her.. but she needs no one.. she CAN deal with her heart break... coz she primes herself for the worst such tht it doesn't hurt too bad.. independent streak.. her mother's child.. both CP and Charu😊