I hope all are doing great.
Coming to the topic, I didn't see too much of matsh these days and Ishani has disappointed me like anything. She, despite knowing the entire thing, agreed to let Ranveer marry Ri and herself decided to marry lawyer.
Coming to the topic for real now, I saw/noticed there was lots of "pain" in someone's heart and when I saw that guy's flashbacks of him with Ishani all I could think of was Ranveer only. That how lawyer used to taunt Ranveer on Ishani and him being "in love with each other," even though he knew Ranveer had loved Ishani and he still was in love with her. Still lawyer thought his wuw (not love) was so great. Really? Anyway, I know this guy's heart's been pinpricked and he's all a cry baby in self-pitying and, CVs, we ain't gonna feel bad for him okay? Stop showing him too much as he makes the show far more boring than all the Indian shows put together.
Well, the thing I'm trying to say is that whoever the makers show expressing their pain in their love it doesn't seem too much since we've already seen Ranveer's love and his pain going to the extent of his life being in question. I see Ishani crying, I think of Ranveer--that she's caused him so much trouble. I saw lawyer shedding tears and even in his character and love I could feel Ranveer's love surfacing from a bottomless depth. Why? Because there were the flashbacks of him and Ishani that affected, and hurt Ranveer directly battering his heart into pieces. Also, no matter what these makers show, other characters (minus Ishani) only remain an almost invisible shadow of Ranveer's as no one, just one can love Ishani like he does.
At times, I feel an intense pain, suffocation, and torture hitting me when I'm watching math and any of the character is present there--i.e. Ishani preparing for her marriage, lawyer joking around with his family and enjoying those wedding rituals, or Ri and her followers i.e. KaMbaLa being over-enthusiastic over Ranveer's marriage or anything- it's only Ranveer that comes to my mind because among all of them it's him whose love is being crushed down, it's him whose soul is being tormented, it's him who's losing his reason to live every minute of the day- and the rest of the world around him keeps going on and on in a carefree manner.
I at times said this that Ranveer's love often reminded me of Snape's love for Lily in HP, but you could argue he did have some fault of his own that lead him to getting separated from his love. Still, I don't get what is worse: losing your love because you were wrong and cause of her misery and then regretting it or losing your love when only thing you did was loving that person and that person left you without any answers. I find both the cases equally heart-wrenching, but don't want Ranveer's love and his story to be ended like that of Snape's. So, dear Ishani, please stop your mahanta and fulfilling the promises to the people who matter not too much, and get back to Ranveer ASAP.
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