Krishna asked Arjun while they are alone. Parth, how will Panchali react to it? You won't be there when your son is born. She may get hurt. Arjun said with confidence, I know she will feel bad. But I am hopeful of convincing her. Krishna smiled and patted his back. You had grown up a lot Parth ,You look matured. I think experience matters.Arjun smiled back. Might be true Madhav,I learnt to deal with varied emotions,different personalities but one thing is common, Their love for me, And not to forget your guidance, you deal with Eight queens and,,,,,,,,, Krishna said, And their love is equal, Satya is obsessed and possessive but I find her cute and adorable despite her tantrums, As for Rukmini she is silent but her love for me defines my identity, She merges into me like a river into the ocean, She will lose her identity in me but her presence always motivates me and she is my inspiration to bounce back when I feel low, Arjun asked with surprise, You feel low? Madhav, people think you are God incarnate, Krishna laughed, Even God needs the conidence of devotees to carry on miracles, Rukmini restores that belief in myself, Jambavati is simple and endearing, She makes me feel normal like any husband but feels proud of my achievements,Kalindi you know her, She is Devine, She worships me as Vishnu himself, She is always busy with her vratas and fastings , She feels it is her good fortune to be my wife, And she likes you so much and says because of you only I accepted her, Arjun nodded, Even I like her, She is almost like Aarya ,my Kalinga princess who exactly is like that, too devotional and pure, Mata is asking me to call her with my son at the time of Rajasuya, Then Chitra is exactly like Satya , Too much attitude but inside too vulnerable, She won't express but she loves me a lot, Then I can't really analyse The naga princess Ulupi but in that short period of our togetherness she appeared confident and dignified despite her act of abducting me, Krishna laughed, Be grateful to her, She is the one who ignited passion in you, otherwise you would have roamed with your broken heart , And you would have broken my dear sister's heart also, Arjun agreed, True, Ulupi made me see sense and convince myself to accept other wives, Subhadra, she reminds you to me, I am always grateful to her for gifting me Abhi, Nothing is more precious to me than my little bundle of joy, Arjun beamed with joythinking of his little wonder, Krishna taunted him. You talked about every one but not my Sakhi? Not fair, Arjun lowered his voice, Yes Madhav, not fair, I was not fair with her, I exploited her love for me and made her accept five husbands instead of one, I was not fair as I adamantly told her that My Eldest is more important to me than her, I was not fair as I intentionally went away from her for twelve years, I was not fair as I married again and again while she waited for me back home, I was not fair as finally when I came back I brought Subhadra with me and lived with her in my mansion before her eyes, She tolerated every thing, Because she loved me from the moment she saw me approach the bow in her swayamvar, I always wonder why she love me so much? My brother Bheem is worthier for her, My Eldest gave her the position of Queen, And the twins they worship her , Krishna stopped him, Parth don't go too much into self blame, Youknow Krishnaa respects Eldest , She adoresBheem, She cares for twins, But she loves you, No other woman would have done what she did for you,She accepted Your brothers as she is afraid of losing you completely, Arjun placed his head on Krishna's shoulders, I know Madhav but sometimes I feel guilty and undeserving, Krishna pulled him closer, No you deserve her love Parth, your self realisation places you far above others, you are not egoistic, Now Stop brooding over, There is so much time before we leave for Magadha, Make this time memorable for her, Spend as much time as possible with her, Remember one thing, Despite the lapses in each other true lovers remain lovers forever, Arjun smiled with tears in his eyes,Yes Madhav I will do my best for my Krishnaa, It will help her survive in my absence and hold firm.
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