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"Mommy catch" Ansh yelled flicking a popcorn towards me, I opened my mouth trying to catch it but it fell down on the rug to which I shrugged and picked a popcorn throwing in his direction.

"What?" I squinted my eyes at RK who shook his head looking at us both as if we were crazy.

"Mommy" Ansh called throwing another and I succeeded in catching it and chewed grabbing another popcorn throwing it over to Ansh's open mouth. He finally managed to catch it and I fisted my hand pumping into the air. "Goal" I grinned.

"You're no less than a kid" RK commented and I hated him again.

"You're such a loser. Don't you know how to smile or something?" I rolled my eyes and opened my mouth when Ansh threw another popcorn my way.

"What the f**k?"

I turned my head to see my dad walk in with shopping bags, he placed them down on the coffee table looking around the living room which looked like a dumping site with popcorn all over the floor and sofa, the cushions fallen everywhere.

"Hey" I greeted.

"What happened to you?" he frowned cupping my chin and examining my face. "Did he do it?" he questioned angrily shooting a glare in RK's direction.

"No. It was Ansh" I replied.

"Mommy you liar" Ansh countered. "Pa you know mommy was on the ground crying" he laughed.

"What? What happened?" My dad looked at me then to RK.

"I got myself in the face with the mace" I replied then registered what I'd just said. "Hey that rhymes. Got my face with the mace" I repeated in a sing song. "Got my face with the mace" I sang in a rapping type tone and Ansh joined.

Got my face with the mace.

Undo my lace - I continued without Ansh using my hand as the microphone.

Mace is a bitch.

Life doesn't go without a hitch

Tarzan is the dude - I pointed to Ansh.

I'm in the nude
I finished and burst out laughing.

"Is she drunk or something?" My dad questioned RK glowering dangerously.

"Nope" he shook his head. "I think she hurt her head in the park that's why she's kinda not normal" he replied.

"Whatever. You're not normal" I stretched my leg and poked him on his thigh with my toe.

"Have you both ate?" my dad asked.

I shook my head. "What have you bought?" I snagged one of the bags and looked through, finding a big chocolate treat bag I pulled it out placing the carrier bag onto the coffee table and leaned back.

"I want some" Ansh rushed over and climbed into my lap, I shrugged and opened the chocolate bag up and started chomping away on them with Ansh.

"You can go now" I pointed to RK. "My dad's here"

"He's staying to keep you" my dad replied and reached over taking Ansh.

"Lemme go oldie boldy, I want my chocowate!" he kicked his legs.

"Catch" I chucked his way and it dropped onto the floor as my dad moved away heading towards the door.

"Mommy" Ansh whined.

I waved. "I'll save you some" I called out to which he continued to cry and whine about not having chocolate with my father promising all sorts of God knows what.

"Clean up the house as well" My dad shouted over his shoulder.

"Whatever old man" I mumbled and continued to unwrap my chocolate and popped another into my mouth. "Oh God" I threw my head back against the sofa groaning.

"Sooo... um..." RK looked around.

"I don't know and I don't care. I'm tired and my eyes are killing" I rubbed them as they were still kinda stinging a little.

"You shouldn't rub, it'll make it worse" RK informed.

I cocked my head to the side. "Why did you look so mature one day and immature the next?" I squinted as I stared at him. Would I figure him out?

"I am mature.. just" he shrugged. "I haven't grown up properly yet"
"How grown up do you need to be?" I scrunched my nose. "Last time I remember you were pretty grown up" I teased popping another chocolate into my mouth.

"What happened that night? I don't remember anything" he questioned.

"That night..." I drawled. "We were playing naked under the covers" I replied wryly yawning and continued to chew on my chocolate.

"Okaaay..." he shifted looking quite uncomfortable.

"You can leave you know" I pointed to the door. "I'll hang around wallowing in my disability" I mumbled unwrapping then popping another chocolate into my mouth.

"Disability?" he frowned.

"Yeah. I can't see" I pressed my eyes closed.

"Are you always like this?"

"Like what?"

"Lost in your own fairy land?"

"Pretty much" I nodded to which he shook his head at me.

"Don't be shaking your head at me" I chucked a cushion his way and it hit him on the arm.

"Do you really remember anything that night?" he asked.

I shook my head. "No. All I remember was seeing you naked in the morning" I mumbled thinking back to that morning. I'd woken up and cursed myself for giving my virginity away to some random stranger. "I went home, my dad looked for you after I told him"

"You told him?" his eyes widened in surprise.

"Well yeah. Obviously! If I don't come home at night he's going to know something's up"

"So what did he ask and what did you say?"

"He asked where I was" I responded.

"And you said"

"I was having sex with a stranger"

"You actually said that?"

"Well duh? I was only 17yrs old. I didn't know shit" I shook my head.

"So he didn't kill you?"

"Nope" I responded with a pop. "Dad wouldn't do shit to me. I mean he gets angry an all, shouts and curses but will never lay a finger on me"
"I don't mean literally kill you because you're pretty much still alive" he replied.

"Well then?"

"Like didn't he like shout at you, ground you or anything?"

"No. Heck my dad's no f**king pure milk. If he said something I would've killed him on the spot for being a hypocrite" I shook my head.

"So your dad has one night stands as well?" he frowned.

"He's a guy. Without a woman. What do you expect?" So stupid. I thought to myself. "Don't tell me you don't have one night stands?"

"This isn't about me"

"Why not? Stop being a prude and tell me. I'd like to know. You are going to be future husband after all"
"You'll actually consider marrying me?" he questioned.

"Yeah. I might" No, never. I'm only saying it because I want to know about your sex life. Mine by the way... um oh yeah I don't have one. Because my little man was enough to scare them away before they were invited over to dinner.

"So go on speak up. I've got rights now" I stated proudly unwrapping another chocolate and popped it into my mouth smiling brightly at him.

"After you there wasn't anyone" he replied and I ended up choking on my chocolate, his hand patted my back and he kept asking me whether I was okay, I shrugged off his hand coughing.

"I'm fine" I grabbed one of the cans of coke that was in the shopping bags and opened it guzzling down the cold drink. f**k how was he staying away from sex for 5yrs? How do guys do that?

"Do you jack off then?" I questioned. He must be taking care of himself. Thinking of it no guy would really go 5yrs without sex.

"No"

"Can I check something?" I asked curiously.

"What?"

"Wait" I reached over and grabbed his manhood over his jeans and he instantly hardened pushing my hands away hurriedly.

"What the f**k are you doing?" he hissed.

"I just wanted to check whether you're still working down there" I replied shrugging. "It's not as if I haven't felt you. You've been inside me remember"

"You know you're right" he spoke shaking his head pulling a cushion onto his lap.

"About what?" I frowned in confusion.

"I am thinking you're bat shit crazy" he responded reminding me of when I mentioned he must be thinking I'm crazy.

"Whatever" I grumbled and looked around my living room. "I'm bored" I huffed.

"Where's your dad taken Ansh by the way?" RK questioned.

"Ummm... what day is it? Saturday right? It's pizza night for them, Ansh stays over at my dad's on Saturday" I scrunched my nose. "I think I want him back home"

"Why don't you clear up the mess you created?" RK suggested. "I'll help"

"Nope. Get me that" I pointed to the bottle. "And get those two small glasses"

"You're not getting drunk"

"No I won't. Promise. But I need a drink right now" I pleaded. It's my drink ass hole. I'm going to get drunk, naked and dance my ass off, What does it matter to you? I mentally replied to him since if I spoke up loudly he's not going to give my drink and I'd have to get up but I was too comfortable to get up.

"Here. Just one drink" he told me.

I nodded like the obedient child I was and poured myself a shot of my dad's vodka and threw it back wiping my mouth with the back of my hand. "That felt so good" I groaned in pleasure licking my lips.

"Alright... Since you're not going to get up and do something, might want to tell me a little about Ansh" he spoke moving the bottle away.

"Not until you let me drink" I responded.

He looked at the bottle and me for a while then nodded passing it back to me. "Go on"

"He's so good, he's perfect" I started taking another shot. I'm going to have to lie all night to cover all of Ansh's mistakes. Shit how many drinks will I be taking then? "He has his tantrums now and then" I tried to make it sound Ansh wasn't so bad. That boy was Satan's spawn.

"Madhu" He called me gently.

"What?" I frowned scrunching my nose at him.

"You can be honest with me, I am going to be here for a long time you know" he reminded me passing me the shot. "I want to know the good, the bad, everything" he told me sincerely.

""Promise?" I whispered pouting my lips.

"Yes. I promise"

I swallowed hard for a moment then sighed heavily picking up the drink and swallowed down. "I love that boy so much but he drives me f**king crazy" I blurt out suddenly, for the first time someone asked about wanting to know Ansh properly and I couldn't help myself and drinking right now made me loosen up.

"You know when he says he loves me it melts my heart but other than that, all he does is speak bullshit and he never stops. Even when he's sleeping he goes on and on. He even talks about his wiener" I complained taking another shot as he filled it my shot glass up for me.

"I even once put sellotape around his mouth but he continued to mumble and just doesn't stop talking" I exhaled a deep breath slamming the glass down onto the coffee table.

"I love him despite all his faults and everything but do you know how hard it is with a young baby? Ansh was probably the worst one off all the babies, all those nappy changes, the baby sick, waking up in the middle of the night" I shook my head shivering at the thought. "I wanted to sell him off at one point" I exclaimed.

"You should've heard his first words. His first word was f**k! Can you believe it? Who the f**k says f**k for their first word? I know he learnt it from me or dad but still. That boy should've been learning all the good things about me" I feigned a pout resting my head back onto the cushions. "When my mom came down visit you know what he did? He grabbed her breast and told her to give him milk or he's going to cut her throat"

"What?"

"Yeah. I was trying to stop his bottle feed then. So he threatened everyone with breasts"

RK cleared his throat feeling uncomfortable.

"Door's there. I know you want to leave" I huffed. "I'm feeling drunk" I mumbled cocking my head to the side.

"What else?" RK questioned.

"What?"

"I want to know more about Ansh" he responded.

"You mean it. Even if I say he's going to kick you in the nuts all the time"

He chuckled brushing away my messy hair away from my cheeks. "Yeah"

"Why are you being so nice?" I scrunched my nose at him.

"I am nice, you just don't see it"

"You're ugly and you're mean" I replied.

"Girls are always asking for my numbers" he responded with a smirk. "So I don't think I am ugly"
"Urgh. Arrogant much" I shook my head disgusted.

He laughed throwing his head back, I looked away chuckling unable to help myself, I bit my lip watching him, I blinked staring at him for a moment and didn't know what really happened in a second, his lips were on mine, I responded eagerly cupping his nape.

His lips brushing against mine, he delved into my mouth entwining his tongue with mine, his hands gliding along my sides till they rested at the small of my back. He parted brushing his lips along my throat, I threw my head back loving the feel of his lips, damn. I'd forgotten how good his lips felt. And why the f**k was I suddenly making out with him for? I hated him right? Oh yeah. I'm f**king drunk and I can't help myself.

I trailed my hand reaching his buttons and started undoing them and pushed the lapels of his shirt away and tugged his shirt off.

"You sure?" he looked up at me.

"Umm..." I stare at him trying to register did he really ask me this time? "Did you say something?" I asked.

"You sure you want to do this?" he pulled his shirt back on.

"Yes" I stopped him from buttoning them up. Though I wasn't sure what the f**k I said yes to. All I knew was I wanted to get naked with him once again.

He pressed his lips to mine, I stretched along the sofa with him atop of me, our lips pressed together taking full pleasure of each other's mouths. I swallowed hard as he tugged my top off leaving me in my bra and jeans. His hands traced my shoulder then my arm teasing my senses, I let out a gasp as he shoved the cups down baring me to his eyes. I bit my lower lip as his eyes drew back to mine then went back to my breasts.

"Damn it" I cursed smacking his arm. "Don't insult me" I pulled the cups back into my place

"What?" he looked at me confused. "What did I do?"

"You're insulting my breasts, you shouldn't be staring at it for so long, it only means you don't like them. I know my breasts are big alright. They weren't the size of melons before Ansh. So it's your sons fault my breasts are large" I continued to ramble on. "You knew what they were like before I got pregnant, I..." he cut me off pressing his lips to mine cupping my breast.

"Shut up" he hissed into my mouth. "I like them, in fact love them" he smirked and continued to kiss me roughly.

"Really? You don't think of them as melons?" I muttered as he parted away to breathe.

"No" he shook his head smiling down at me. "Who told you they're melon like?"

"Pari. She said it's like big momma's from big momma's house film" I replied feigning a pout. He smiled and kissed me quickly once again.

"Shh... I don't need to hear about big momma. It's a major turn off"

I giggled and kissed him back helping him out of his shirt. Yeah me giggling like some school was a sign I was f**king majorly drunk. I hope I remember this tomorrow. Please God let me remember this night at least. I want to relive this memory over again so I know how he feels. If he ever leaves me I could always spread out he was rubbish in bed.

I brought away from my thoughts as he unhooked my bra flinging somewhere, I gasped entwining my fingers into his hair as he pleasured me with his mouth and tongue. I hissed in pleasure throwing my head back, his lips continued to pleasure me over and over again, teasing me with small nips and small flicks of his tongue.

I let out a shaky breath as he released me shifting up and looked down at me as if for some permission, his hands resting at my waistline, I swallowed thickly and then nodded.

Soon our clothes were strewn all over the room and our bodies merged into one as we both once again had sex and this time I was the only one drunk, I gripped his shoulder as he delved deep, my legs wrapped around the back of his legs tightening around him, my stomach churning and tightening with each thrust, my nails digging into his skin, his lips continuously brushing across my collar bone and sucking my skin time to time, I threw my head back crying out his name as I came violently, my body trembling and shaking beneath him and he followed slumping down on me afterwards.

The last thing I remembered of tonight was sleeping in his arms, cuddled up on the sofa in a messy living room and a small thin blanket covering us both.

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