Ritu Chaudhary aka Shobha’s Biggest Fear

Ritu Chaudhary aka Shobha's Biggest Fear

An empty house

I fear change, change of any kind. I am very resistant to change. It could be any thing, like a small plan to carry out something. But if the plan is changed even a bit, then I get very upset. In fact, the right word to describe it is 'unnerved'. I tend to get hyper when things don't work out the way I want them to.

I sometimes dream that I when wake up, I find the house empty. It doesn't happen very often but it is very scary, because it leaves a bad feeling and then my day begins on a scary note.

There is another thing that bothers me. I am very attached to the people I love. So I am in constant worry for their well-being. For example, my husband rides a bike. When he travels long distances, I want to call him up, and check to see is he is OK. But then I think I shouldn't disturb him when he is riding. He has been riding for many years but yet, it worries me. Even when I am shooting I continue to worry about it.

But things are getting better with me as I am trying to improve. My husband is a positive influence in my life. He helps me to deal with situations with a positive outlook.