Originally posted by: bawaswift
Hey Aazu... 😃
you must be thinking ki veerji itne din chup kyun the.. right.. 😛
Hmm... i have been reading you at this forum for long my dear sis... n you remember when i started your stories.. i was in an awe ki ye sab tune likha hai... 😳 yakeen toh tha .. n i always found your stories to be Rajshri like.. 😉 True to hearts.. n very pleasing n goody goody feeling. .. !
In this very story.. you have touched the inner turmoil of parents.. who can be shattered n composed at the same time but never loose heart n their will to save their child.. !
Like every parent.. it is their duty n responsibility to make everything fine n at its place.. !
i have seen a change in your story.. n in you too Aazu.. !
Hey.. hope all is fine... or the change of your lifestyle n becoming a teacher has changed you.. 😳
Whatever it is.. i wish you are happy n your heart n mind are at peace with any situation facing n solving.. !
Coming to the sorries n all.. !
Aazu.. it is not needed beta.. not at all. ..
ab to sochegi ki aaj yaad aaya hai ye baat kehna..
I too needed some strength.. 😊
Its not that i was annoyed.. or i was happy..
Its just that the gap was becoming so wide.. n somewhere in between kuch n kuch hota raha.. n pata nai kyun n kya..
ek hitch thi.. ek gap tha.. ek surrounded sa ruffle tha that needed a break,, n i feel there is no need of any sorry n maafi further.. i request you.. 🤗
I dont know how to explain ..:) I never wanted this to happen.. but to all those misunderstandings .. i apologise n saying sorry.. !
i do want to come more to your stories.. plzz do write more.. 😃
Its needed.. n i am sorry ki i cud not come to your story initially.. i took time... n for that i am very sorry.. n will never repeat myself.. !
Bless you.. with more of your pen.. with more of your happiness.. n more of Aazu.. !
🤗
Veerji, first of all, all I'd do is-
That's what I felt when I read your post here. I couldn't revert early coz, my sister was hospitalized, and I needed to tend to my duties of a sister to her as well.
Now coming to you and the rest of you all, I guess, I have always been at peace and rest assured that you guys are there always for me even when I am not able to respond or be around, with the taking for granted attitude of- They would understand. I don't need to explain every time. Just like I do with my sister as well. I know she understands that, and I never tense about all that.
That was similar to you guys as well. You have been my family here, and I knew you guys would stick around no matter what. That was precisely why I never even felt a gap or any kind of a bridge that had to be crossed ever. Coz you don't need bridges to cross to reach your home, you just return there whenever you want or are homesick, and the family accepts you with open arms.
Of course, I made a mistake of judgment, even your family members need your attention and time, no matter what. They too feel left out when you don't come back at the stipulated time or do not respond to their worries or wishes. I won't apologize again since you don't seem in the mood of reading any more of my sorries, but yes, I would anyway tell you that I hadn't even given it a thought that I was creating gaps and hesitations in between. I promise to not repeat it ever again, yet I will tell you this very earnestly, don't create gaps veerji, I really don't feel them in between, no matter how unfrequent we converse or how little we meet. Where the heart lies, the blood still pumps, until the life is still there. Life is too short for all the differences, let's eliminate them.
And I don't know if I often told you that, I don't have a brother, I find one in you. Please never deprive me of that feeling of shelter, no matter what. I really value the presence to the core of my heart. I might never explain in words, but it is a bliss, God's blessing to have people to return to, whenever you want, no matter what the situation is, to just pm your heart out over any heavy situation, and to get a comforting reply- "Don't worry Aazu, Veerji is always there..." They are blessings Veerji. I feel that bliss. Please be there for your younger sister always. That's all I say. Coming to my stories or not is not the issue at all. I will never come to complain about not writing a review. Yes, but I will be deeply saddened when you wouldn't talk to me anymore like you all did in the recent past. Please don't ignore me like that ever. That's shattering. Where will I go if my family turns away from me?
As to my change in way of writing, Veerji, I guess it's just a twist coz of my age and changing maturities. I am no longer a fresh 20 years old girl who literally breathed Rajshri movies. Of course, I still love all that family and love kind of things, and the cleanliness in those relationships and all that, and I will continue writing them whenever a story as such will arise. Still, I have introduced myself to writing practical and serious stories on a regular pattern now. That makes sense to me. Maybe that's why. I hope the change in my writing has not disappointed you guys. Or does the serious writing doesn't suit me...😉😆
All said and done, I ecstatic to have you all back...
Give a group hug...
Edited by Aazeen02 - 6 years ago
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