This is what makes Ashu realizing how she is coping up with the life these days..
muflisi..garibi..bhookh me chod diya mujhe akele...that insecurity has always lived in me..maine dekha hai..bachchon ko marte hue...sach kahoon..ek to tumhari kum umr..aur meri insecurities...mere man ke dabe hue andhere...darta hoon ..ki pata nahi apne bachche ..ke saath poora insaaf kar paaonga bhi ya nahi...will i make a good father??
The fears Ashu has revealed for the first time... they are the real feelings he has loved all his life.. Hie fears are much understood by Nidhi... My heart felt for him too... he is so scared of a life he has lived n cant share it with anyone.. n when he himself has not seen a good childhood how can he be able to give a loving life to his kids..
and secondly..i sincerely feel..mujhse shaadi karke tumne apni umr ke doston ko khoya hai..main tumhe waqt se pehle bada hote hue nahi dekhna chahta..i dont want ur shoulders to weigh with responsibility. .aur nidhi..kya hum..hum tum kaafi nahi hain...atleast for a few years more..."??
Loved Ashu's sincerity over his reasons.. ! He is polite ,, yet he is genuinely correct.. !
"waqt aur pyaar sab zakhm bhar dete hain...shaayad aapke zakhm bhi mere pyaar se bhar jaayein...
Nidhi is so despaired to have a baby,, but not at the cost of her Ashu's fears..
dadi bua..yaad rahe aap apni poti ko tulsi pila sakti thi..per meri biwi ko nahi..."
Laughable.. ! Ashu knows how Nidhi must be missing them.. n he invited them.. right ??/
dadi bua..hur chahat ka ek waqt hota hai..jab iska waqt aayega to yeh bhi poori ho jaayegi..."and nidhi sitting a lil far ...tried to hold back her tears...as her eyes met baba's ...n she could feel him understand the conflict of their dreams desires n fears...
Perfect ... he is determined now.. he is polite but firm to give time to her desires..
baba smiled n said"pata nahi colonel...per mujhe nahi lagta yeh theek hua..hur rishte ki ek seema hoti hai..ek daayra hota hai...aur jab daayre toote hain to rishte ulajhte hain...sulajhte nahi...and ashutosh seemed to agree.
Yeah... Anji has invite disgrace to her relationship in marriage.. Hope she will realise the reality in time.. ! I dont think Ranga will stay there for long...
.there was a dream in his eyes...a dream of seeing dr nidhi head this paediatric unit...but did nidhi share his dream...???ashutosh sighed...
So sweet of Ashu.. ! His dreams consists of Nidhi's career n what a gift he has for her in his dreams.. Lovely.. ! But his fears even increase here..
dr Bhagat laughed at her honesty"dr nidhi..its like saying..u love the softy but you hate the cone"!
Nidhi is genuine even to her Teacher... But her academics need much attention.. whether she likes or not...
Bhagat is right..Ashu is lucky.. but i feel Ashni are lucky to have each other..
kuch sawaalon ke jawaab sirf waqt de paata hai..to abhi ke liye tumhara sawaal waqt pe chod dein...bolo to"??
Ashu can not go away from the fact... but can only ask for the time... Hope things just change once they arrive in mussoorie..
quite sure that one day her love will make the sun shine n all darkness will clear away...n then even in dr ashutosh's dreams ..there will arise n appear that cute lil baby in pink frock...with curly hair...cuddling up to him n crooning "papppa..."!!
Pure n pious dreams... Her desires are more for Ashu... For her his whole life has seen darkness... n this way she can give him the gift of life..
Hope the sun of love shines more brighter in the coming days...!
State of incertitude is there... but still they both understand each other n their desires so well...
Wud like to hear Nidhi telling her version...
Thanks Indu di... sorry for being late...aapke shubh ke liye hi laga hua hoon...😛
And many thanks again for the dedication,., 🤗
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