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Chapter Twenty nine...
barsaat ki raat...
THIS UPDATE DEDICATED TO ANJANI..BAWA..BABITA ..N THE TWO SWATIS...
"Rohan..u must have more...lo..try some upma..."it was dr ashutosh serving rohan at breakfast ..till finally Rohan could have no more..n got up to keep his plate..saying"aapka south indian is the best i have ever had..kahaan se"?? And ashutosh smiled"source not to be revealed...however u r invited every sunday breakfast..kyun nidhi"?? And nidhi nodded..:"haan..lekin main hur baar snakes n ladder me haaroongi nahi..aap iss Rohan ke bachche ko chess mei haraaiyega"!! And Rohan teased.."oh nidhiji..Rohan ka bachcha mahi...jab aap dono ke bachche honge to i d tell them ki unki mummy dr banne ke baad bhi ludo aur saanp seedhi khelti thi"!!! And as nidhi threatened to hit him..ashutosh had to stand up to hold her from hitting him!!!
"Thank you sir...itna enjoy shayad zindagi me nahi kiya..."it was Rohan as he shook hands with dr ashutosh n touched baba's feet...and poked his tongue at nidhi!! As he waved n was gone...baba adding"ashu tu ne achcha kiya...bachchon ke aane se bada mann laga...ab main aur nidhi khela karenge ludo..."!! Ashutosh smiled but then turned serious and added"baba...nidhi ko thoda guide kariye MD entrance ke liye..comptt is v tough...aur yeh abhi serious nahi hai..bus do week bache hain..samjhi"!! And nidhi pouted n disappeared. .as dr ashutosh came in shaking his head..in love..and frustration! !
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"Mam lunch mei kya banega"?? It was mallika's maid aaking her...as mallika sat in the drawing room...a hand on her eyes..still in her gown...n listening to a heart breaking ghazal..by mehdi hassan
ZINDAGI MEI TO SABHI PYAAR KIYA KARTE HAIN...
MAI TO MARR KE BHI MERI JAAN TUJHE CHAHOOONGA!!
and as she looked up...her blank swollen eyes told the sad story of her lonely night...yes weekends were lonely..no hospital..no work...n not even a glimpse of ashutosh...ashutosh who should have been her's n only her's!! Last night she had wept ..recalling the lovely fun filled times at oxford...years ago...those lovely times when their relationship had blossomed...though ashutosh had always made it clear it was nothing more than friendship. .for mallika it had always been a deep n profound love..love that could have waited forever...but a young intern had come n upset the balance of life...
"Lunch mei..."the maid repeated n dr mallika looked up n said"bus cold salad...aur tum jaao..i want to be alone..aur curtains daal ke lights off kar do..."and as the maid retreated ...mallika looked vacantly..thinking of ashutosh n nidhi...the happy sunday they must be having...n an old number came upon her lips. ..
YEH ANDHERE HUME RAAS AATE HAIN YUN..
INME SAAYA BHI APNA DIKHAAYEE NA DE..
INME SAAYA BHI APNA DIKHAAYEE NA DE..
ROSSHNI HO WAHAAN ..TU JAAHAAN BHI RAHE..
HER KHUSHI HO WAHAAN TU JAHAAN BHI RAHE...
and mallika got up to make herself a large peg of vodka...her only companion on weekends...long lonely weekends. ..
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"Ufff ho gaya...i have made notes n read all of the paedes syllabus...ab buss 5 topics bache...but ab baad mei.."said a grumpy nidhi...as ashutosh smiled n said"raat ko you should put in a few more hrs..do weeks bache hain buss..."!! Nidhi stood near him..holding his shirt.."raat ko no books...i want to be with you...buss "!! Dr ashutosh cajoled her"come on...dont be adamant..aur mere saath to zindagi bhar hao...bus MD mei aa jao..to career set hai tumhara..aur agar padhogi to i d get coffee for you..fine.."!! Nidhi sighed..as she went into change..they were going for a drive...as she showered...she closed her eyes...n imagined herself carrying a pink baby in her arms...she thought she d have enjoyed much more than studying medico books till past midnight...but dr ashutosh was probably right...n yet nidhi secretly prayed for her pill to fail ..as a dr she knew it couldn't. ..but then...
"Baba..hum aate hain thodi der mein...drive se..."it was nidhi who informed baba..as she gave him tea n rolls ..n he smiled"ja beta...per raat me padhaai"!! And nidhi stamped her feet like a child...as baba laughed!!
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"Try the salad n coffee...its v good"!! Said ashutosh as the two sat by the window in coffee shop of Taj Awadh...but nidhi refused"no..mujhe ekdum fried khane ka mann hai...i will have this chopsuey..n haan coffee..."ashutosh let her order for both of them...n looked out...autumn was about to set in...though october..the sky was over cast...it d rain the next day...nidhi held his fingers...he looked at her..n raised his eyebrow. .."what if i dont compete in MD"?? He smiled..."atleast try...i know u would. ..if you try...achcha tell me..when is your jeevan sandhya getting over..."?? Nidhi replied"kal poochoongi..one month is over..i feel maybe a day or two...more"!! Ashutosh nodded..as nidhi said dreamily"aapko ehsaas hai humari shaadi ko ek maheena ho gaya..."!! Dr ashutosh smiled n almost admonished her saying"yes...aur if i would leave it to you...ek aadh maah mei..humaare ghar mei..chaar paanch bachche bhi aa jaayenge..isn't it so"!! He sure could read her mind...couldnt he!!
Nidhi retoryed"but whats the harm...people do have families...dont they"??? Ashutosh sighed..."not at 24...certainly not"!! And as the food arrived..he served her...picking a noodle and inserti g it into her mouth..as if to say"lets change the topic"!!
"Ek conference hone waali hai..simla mei...chalogi.."?? Nidhi seemed all excited but then ashen as she said"kahaan !! Mujhe to MD ki padhaai karni hai..."!! Her husband n dean..controlled his smile n said"dont worry...its after your entrance exam...chalo ab...time to study..."!!
As they drove back...nidhi yawned...n looked at ashutosh...with yearning..as he looked back n said..."tum padhaai karo..i d get you a strong coffee..."!!
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""Rangu...i really wish...suno to..."ot was anji trying to talk to her hubby about the course in advanced fashion photography that she had applied for n had an interview the next week..dr ranganath normally a very jovial man..had set ideas about marriage...n as he caressed anji..holdingvher close..after a passionate hour of love making, said"tell me anji...tum mujhe khush nahi rakhna chahti kya...dont you wish to fill this home with laughter..."anji got up..covering herself with a sheet...agitated ..she said"laughter...means babies for you...but i dont think i am ready...i want to study...work...cant babies wait..."?? Ranga looked at her...a lil frustrated as he saod"marriage could also have waited...aur yeh mat bhoolo...ki agar humare parents ne bhi aise socha hpta...tumhari maa ne bhi agar career prefer kiya hota to..u wouldnt have been there..."anji knew this discussion would lead no where...she had already taken her steps...n was secretly on the pill...she jated to keep it a secret...but there was no option...
She sighed...wore her nightie n lay...looking at the overcast sky...and thinking if she had made the correct choice!!
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"Aap hospital nahi jaayenge kya aaj"?? Asked nidhi at the breakfast table as ashutosh seemed very relaxed n still in his kurta pyjama..though it was 9 a.m n nidhi was all set to leave..he kept reading the paper n said"thoda der me jaaoonga aaj...tum jaao..dont be late...armaan drop ker dega..."and nidhi nodded "jee...i d ask the manager today...maybe its my last day..tiffin yahaan hai..dont forget...aur suot bed pe hai..aur hankey bhi..aur..."ashutosh looked up.."dont worry...night suit me nahi jaaoonga hospital. .."!! And nidhi pouted..not knowing whether to smile or get angry...as armaan came n said"chal nidhi..drop ker doonga tujhe...bye baba...bye ashu.."and they drove off...
"Nidhi...ashu ke sath adjust ker pa rahi hai na...yaa dikkat hai koi"?? Asked armaan...to which nidhi smiled"koi problem nahi except ki papa beta milke mujhe MD karaa ke hi dum lenge"!! Armaan laughed...as nidhi joined him n added"thanks armaanji..."and armmaan laughed"paagal hai kya...apno ko koi thanx bolta hai kya...ab jaa aa gaya tera jeevan sandhya..."and as he stopped the car...he said"yaad hai nidhi..last year ...jab ashu ne aur maine tujhe dekha tha yahaan pe...road cross karte...ashu poori raat so nahi paaya tha..rocking chair pe baitha raha tha..."nidhi bit her lip...as the sad intensity of dr ashutosh's eyes was still frssh in her heart n mind...
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"Dr priyanka...i have explained you everything...and it dhould be done...n now mallika you can come with me on the round"it was dr ashutosh winding up work after meets n surgeries...he put his cell on silent as always during the round and started the detailed round..as mallika gave him the files of each patient of the gen ward n then they took off their footwear...n changed for the icu.
As mallika read out the complicated history..dr ashutosh lisyened carefully n examined the patients...making changes in medicines...wherever necessary...completely absorbed at the job at hand...as always...
**************it was 7.45 when nidhi stepped out of jeevan sandhya..it had been a busy day n bcoz it was her last day...she had spent time chatting with each inmate..promising them she d continue to visit them...n then explained the cases to the new dr dr abhay deol.
As she stepped out..it began to rain...and she stood under a tree for a cab...fifteen minutes passed by...there was no cab..not even an auto in sight...nidhi looked around ..and began to walk..quite sure she would get one at the crossing...
As she reached there...the area seemed strangely desolate...nidhi could spot a cab as she hailed it...the driver stopped n said"madam..aaj strike hai...no taxi ..no bus .
No auto..."nidhi was perplexed...as she sighed n took out her cell...low battery...oh god!! She had forgotten to charge it!! But there was sufficient charge to try dr ashutosh...
Nidhi was exasperated. ..fourteen calls n he wasnt picking even one...till her phone finally beeped dead...n the downpour lashed at her...she was still about 6 km away from home..with no cab or auto in sight...nidhi covered herself with her dupatta n decided to walk the distance...if only she had known..she could have contacted Rohan or Armaanji...but now ..that her famous husband was too busy to take her calls...she had no option but to walk...as she walked...she could sense two men leering n singing...lewd songs...nidhi flushed with anger...
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Dr ashutosh got over with the round at 8.45 and ad he wore his coat n looked at his cell...he was shocked to find 14 missed calls from nidhi...what was the matter??? Where was she??? He dialled back..but got the message"tje no.u r trying is out of coverage area'!! Dr ashutosh dialled home..."baba..nidhi ..nidhi aa gayi kya:"?? Baba replied "na beta..intwzaar ker raha hoon..."ashutosh bit his lip...n raced his BMW towards jeevan sandhya...as the rain beat on the windscreen...
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