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Chapter ten...
It had been two days since nidhi came to the mathur household...baba was getting restless..and on the morning of the third day, he began moving about...looking at the door repeatedly as ashutosh tried to digress him but could not...baba pushed away the plate of poha n said"aakhir kyun nahi aati meri florence nightingale. ..main miss karta hoon usse..aur woh yeh baat jaanti hai..main nahi loonga yeh pills jab tak woh nahi degi..."dr ashutosh looked at armaan...a lil worried n sighed"baba...dr nidhi is unwell..unhe hyper tensive fits aa rahe hain...i have been treating her...she would probably come in a few days..but aap aise behave karenge to aap beemaar pad jaayenge...chaliye leejiye dawaa...come on.."!! Baba gulped down the medicine n said"ashu..tu uska dr hai.to le chal mujhe uske paas...milna chahta hoon..."dr aahutosh evaded"baba..i dunno her home...woh to kgh mei aati hain check up ko...apne baba ke saath"!! Baba got curious"baba...kya naam hai unka..bata na..."ashu looked away"baba..i dunno..aur ab nikalta hoon..i am getting late.bye "!! And he walked out..adjusting his tie in the car...as his cell buzzed.it was col verma "yes col verma...nidhi kaisi hai"?? Cv replied"better hai..koi fit to nahi aaya..but she seems v tired n quiet...shaayad sleepy bhi...aaj bhi rest ker rahi hai...kal se shayad jaye jeewan sandhya aur dr mathur se milne bhi..."dr ashurosh gulped as he disconnected the call...how he wanted to be with nidhi...to look after her..to just sit by her n lgaze at her...he smiled a tragic smile as the memory of the vivacioys intern that nidhi had been came to his mind..hadn't it been because of him that she had been suffering so much...for their unconventional love...across age gap..could he get her smile back??? Ashutosh wondered ...as he backed the car...
As he entered KGH..mallika found him...she had the knack of locating him..anywhere.."ashutosh...how are u?? Achcha aaj lunch mere cabin mei..mai tumhare favourite baghare baingan laayee hoon...with soft rumali rotis..."! Dr ashutosh barely nodded as he looked at dr ranganath with the schedule.."sir the OT is ready.dr jyothika will assist u."ashutosh nodded and went in to keep his things in the cabin...his wallet...that had a pic of a giggling nidhi...his jacket that reminded him of that morning ...when nidhi had worn it...and as he breathed in the air of his cabin , nearly everything was a stark reminder of nidhi...the girl who had made him fall in love helplessly ...hopelessly...
"Sir...main mili thi nidhi se...kal raat.."it was dr jyothika as she looked at her dean tying his apron..his hands ceased to move..he raised his eyes n asked"kaisi hain dr nidhi..."??"sir i feel nidhi is getting into depression..maine to encourage kiya ki jeewan sandhya jaldi se join kar le...i wish ..sir...i wish nidhi kgh waapas aa sakti..."!! Dr ashutosh kept quiet..restrained from biting his lip n entered the OT.
While dr ashutosh was using his nimble fingers to save a life ...dr mallika was revolving in her plush chair...nidhi's viva and dissertation at the IMA was just 15 days away...n she was sure she ...n her gang would tear the lil rabbit to pieces...the only thorn in the flesh was dr ashutosh...what if he stood up against them?? What if he quit the IMA?? Mallika smiled ..surely it wouldn't be that easy...she had been talking to a few members and convincing them of how this unceremonious relationship was destroying ashutosh's career n life and his dignity in medical circles...
mallika thought of ways to get closer to him...probably visit him more...now that baba was there...maybe..he would feel her presence to be a balm...
"Dr aapko dr ashutosh bula rahe hain"it was laxmi bai .mallika smiled..looked into her tiny mirror and adjusted her pendent...a heart shaped locket...as she entered..."mallika ..i d appreciate if you learnt to knock before entering..."said a visibly cold ashutosh...mallika was a lil perplexed but did not give up..."kya ashutosh..apne bhi koi dastak de ke aate hain kya zindagi mein...muskurahtein...pyaar ..saath yeh to bus aise hi chale aate hain..bina kisi permission ke"!! Dr ashutosh contd to work but without looking up he said..."mere khayal se na tum hawa ho...na pyaar aur na saath...jo bina dastak ke aa sako...so plz knock before u enter...aur yeh bed no.45 ki reporys mujhe bhejo ASAP" mallika almost winced ...but replied calmly"bhejti hoon...per pehle lunch to ker lo...maine kaha tha na..baghare baingan..tumhare favourite..."dr ashutosh raised his eyebrow n said"sorry mallika...mere taste badal gaye hain...i somehow dont enjoy baghare baingan anymore...and kindly shut the door after you.thanx "!!...and a volcanic dr mallika stormed out ...only to collide with a wardboy as she snarled"dekh ke nahi chal sakte tum?? Idiots"!!
dr ashutosh picked his cell and dialled cv "sir...nidhi ne khaaya kuch..."?? Cv replied"dr bus abhi thodi noodles aur coffee leke phir leti hai...mujhe to samajh nahi aa raha kya karoon..."!! Ashutosh breathed in sharply as he reiterated "col verma ..faisla to aapko hi karna hai...i have givwn you all the options...now your daughter's life is in your hands...unless you drive me to a point when i am forced to take into mine..."!!
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"Armaan tujhe pata hai dr nidhi ka phone no."?? Armaan was a lil shocked at baba's question n stamerred "arre baba mujhe kaise pata hoga..woh to aapki dr hai...mera usse kya..."baba gave him a close look and the exchange of nervous glances between kaka n arman...baba got up as he took the cordless.."mujhe pata nahi kyun lagta hai...ki kuch hai nidhi ke baare mein jo tum log chupa rahe ho mujhse"armaan shrugged his shoulders and thought it prudent to leave for work...he hoped baba would settle by evening...but baba had other plans...
"Haan manager jeewan sandhya...main aapka former inmate dr mathur bol rahaa hoon..."the manager smiled "jee baba..i mean dr mathur..sir kaise hain...sab yaad karte hain aapko..."baba ws a lil impatient "manager sahib...ek favour chahiye...woh jo dr kaam karti hai..dr nidhi..uska phone no.chahiye tha mujhe..can you furnish it"?? The manager nodded as he said"sir...mai aapko unki landline de deta hoon...likhiye"and baba scribbled as he hung up...
taking the cordless he went into the bedroom of ashutosh and dialled ...chote sarkaar picked up..."yes...kahiye..verma house"!! Baba asked"main dr nidhi se baat karna chahta hoon...kya aap unse baat karwaa sakte hain..."??
"Bibiji ki tabiyat thodi kharab hai..so rahi hain..."baba mused n then spoke"achcha...kya address bata sakte hain..main do minute dekhna chahtaa hoon...main ek boodha patient hoon jeewan sandhya ka..."
cs smiled as he said"haan haan why not...ghar ka add hai...225 faizabad road...bus MTI mall ke pas..."baba hung up and wore his jacket ...as he called out "heeraman. .abhi aata hoon..."kaka asked"kya lene jaa rahe hain dr sahib"??
"Kya nahi..yeh pooch kise lene ja raha hoon...pata nahi per dil kehta hai ki iss ghar ki raunaq ..iss ghar ki lhushiyaan lene jaa raha hoon..."and he walked away ..as the driver opened the door of the car...
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Col verma had just emerged from nidhi's room..
worried...n tense..when dadi bua agitated him "arre kyun itna pareshaan ho raha hai...kal tak uth jaayegi teri laadli...buss uss dr se peechaa choote...sach mai to manaati hoon bajrang bali se ki aag lage us mue ashutosh ko..."!! And col verma tried to stop her acid tongue...just when chote sarkaar announced "bibiji se koi unke mareez milne aaye hain...dr mathur..."!!
col verma looked a lil surprised as he turned around to see ...dr sagar mathur indeed...his father in law..the man who had wrecked his world...or had he destroyed his????
baba was shocked...as he stood gaping at col verma "captain yograj verma..."and cv corrected"colonel...yograj verma"!! Baba stood taking support of the dining table..."to nidhi ...tumhari ..aur nandini...ki"?? Cv nodded"jee nidhi humari beti hai...meri aur aapki abhagi nandini ki..."!! Baba seemed to sink into the chair as dadi bua gaped .."yes colonel...meri abhagi nandini...jisse maine abhaga bana diya...apne ahem se..apni zid se...apna ghar..apni..tumhari..uski sabki zindagi tabaah ker di..."!! Col verma moved closer to baba n putting his hand on his shoulder he said"dr mathur...kisne kiski zindagi tabaah ki..yeh batana bahut mushkil hai...per itne barson ke akelepan ke baad...wk beti ka baap hone ke basd ...mai aapka dard zyada samajh sakta hoon...woh dard..jo nandini se door hone pe aapko hua hoga...kya se kya ho gaya sab kuch...meri zid ..meri jaldbaazi se...dr mathur...nandini se maine bahut pyaar kiya..use jitna sukh de sakta tha diya..per sach to yeh hai...ki usse humesha aapki kami khali...humesha aapka intezaar raha uski aankhon ko...aur yeh dard main...ek beti ka baap banne ke baad hi samajh paya..."!! Baba stood up...and looked at col verma ..a lil helpless. .."kya hua nidhi ko...kaisi hai..meri bachchi..."?? Col verma kept quiet..."dr mathur..nidhi ki iss haalat ka zimmedaar shayad mai hi hoon...jaise nandini ki maut ka zimma bhi mera hi hai..."baba brushed him aside"naa col...nandini ki maut ...meri galti thi...ek ziddi khudgarz baap ki...jo apni beti ka pyaar samajh nahi paaya"...col verma smiled sadly..."shaayad hum betiyon ke baap apni betiyon ki zindagi tabaah kar ke hi samajh pate hain apni galti..."baba got up..."to kya nidhi...kissi se...kaun hai woh..batao mujhe...bheekh maangoonga ja ke apni nidhi ki khushiyon ki...batao mujhe colonel..."cv turned away..."dr mathur...shayad tawareekh dohra rahi hai khud ko...kal jahaan aap the..wahaan aaj main hoon...jaanta hoon ..samajhta hoon...per majboor hoon...
kya karoon...samajh nahi pata..."!! Baba seemed confused ...as he got up..."colonel...advice dene ka na koi huq hai...na koi status mera...per tab bhi kahoonga..meri galti mat dohrana...na zindagi muaaf karegi kabhi..na tum zindagi ko...kya zara nidhi ko dekh loon..zara"?? Cv nodded as dadi bua ...wiped her tears n spoke ..her voice quaking in anger "kaash aapne nandini ke liye bhi ...bechari aapka rasta dekhte dekhte guzar gayi..."baba could not face dadi bua ...as he entered nidhi's room...n caressed her forehead...and whispered"meri bachchi..."!! And looked up at col verma..."col kya tum aane doge nidhi ko mere ghar...meri florence nightingale ko..."?? Cv nodded"dr mathur main jaanta tha ki nidhi dekh bhal karti hai aapki...aur main kabhi nahi chahoonga ki aapko door karoon apki naatin se...aapki beti ko to cheen hi chuka hoon..."baba stopped him...n whispered "pata nahi kyun...nidhi ko dekhta hoon to lagta hai..ki uska mera rishta bahut gehra hai...ya kai ek rishte hain jinme hume zindagi bandh rahi hai..."and as baba wiped his tears n walked away...cv whispered to himself"kaash main aapki gulti na dohraaoon...kaash nidhi ko woh na chunna pade jo nandini ko pada tha...kaash..."
"Baba...baba"cv rushed into nidhi's room...kya baat beta??"nidhi looked brighter"baba kaun aaya tha..."?? Cv kept quiet...wanting not to divulge right now ...that he had met her nana...but yes he observed nidhi was certainly looking better...a miracle?? Or the magic of human relationships!!!
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"To yu hui meri mulaquat col verma se...aur laga jaise kisi purane zakhm pe marham lag gaya...pata hai tujhe ashu...nidhi chahti hai kisi ko...col ne bataya nahi kaun hai woh...per ...agar mere buss me hua...to main zuroor milwaaonga un dono ko..khayal to mujhe tha pehle se...ab yaqueen hai...aur i am sure medically bhi woh theek ho jaayegi agar usse mil jaaye to...bus koi mujhe bata de...ki meri nidhi ki chahat kaun hai..."dr ashutosh gulped as he looked away...n went into his room...taking refuge in a gin n tonic...as he listened to a heart breaking ghazal
"E MOHABBAT TERE ANJAAM PE RONA AAYA
YU TO HER SHAAM UMMEDON ME GUZAR JAATI THI...AAJ KUCH BAAT HAI KI SHAAM PE RONA AAYA"!!
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