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Hey guys back again! 😊 😃 finally my exams are over and I'm totally free...wow it feels so good 😃 anyways I wanted to celebrate by posting a deep and insightful os on aara. This is the one which I promised you tanusri...I hope I don't dissapoint you and plzz guys tell me how's it. Appreciation helps to improve and write more. One more thing : I'm going to mend the characters as per my needs and my will.
Do enjoy and tell me should I continue???
Aryan's POV
why did i even meet her? why did i acknowledged her presence? why did i had to be such a jerk on such an auspicious day of mahashivratri? in front of all guests, all villagers. why couldn't i just ignore her? she is nothing what she was back at college.
she is now that manipulative desperate hag who runs after powerful men for their money!
( Aryan clutches her photo in his hand in which they were lighting the kandeel)
when i first saw her she was that lovely, fiesty , cheerful girl...the kind anyone would fall for. kind, full of life, beautiful, level headed and courageous------- those ARE the words...WERE the words i used to define her with until i found out about her truth.i never thought of myself as such a big jerk ...jerk coz i trusted her...cared for her...liked her...and ashamed to accept that i love her...i did ...maybe i do...maybe its lust...maybe i can't get over her...enough!!!
she is nothing to me. she is characterless just like her whole lineage. here i was going mad that maybe i overdid things with her maybe i shouldn't have treated her like that. but she never stops to amaze me by her characterlessness. what she did today was disgusting... more than disgusting but who to blame its in her blood. i would never forgive her and I'm ashamed that i used to love her.
when she left college, she was the face in my dreams and reality. she was my passion. i feel so stupid to even think that but i did didn't i ?? urghhh!!I remember how desperately i wanted to meet her, hold her, hug her. but it hurts right in the heart when people you trust betray you. she is that devdasi's daughter & i can't tolerate garbage in krishnavati. she is nothing more than garbage from today onwards.
I remembers everything about her...the way she always wore those dangling bangles, the way she aleays looked in the eye of the person she's talking fearlessly, the way she took a walk after eating something heavy, the way she sometimes vented her anger by breaking things...sometimes.
when i first saw her here, i knew she was tulsi's daughterbut honestly i ignored it for sometimes & had an utmost urge to hold her...kiss her as it will speak of my love for her. but it all went away when realization struck me that she was HER daughter, same blood and then i noticed she was looking at me with hateful eyes. that is where i decided not to look back but i am coz its hurting me...killing me...for what she did today.
i don't know why after insulting her, i feel good but a pang of hurting waves pierces my heart. The way she fearlessly looks me in the eye makes me question who she really is. When someone mentions her name, today too I feel desperate. My life is just a paradox right now. I hate her but i don't. I care for her but i don't.
she's manipuative and a bikaauwoman's daughter. Mother...this word makes me hate her more ...loathe her. That Tulsi destroyed my aai's life. I can't forgive even myself if she cries coz of me and she...she gave her the biggest grief of her life. Her whole family has to pay for it.
I loathe myself more than i hate her for thinking maybe she wasn't like her mother. Maybe if she wasn't her daughter...they would've been together. But now I'm done with her & this is the final call. He rushed his car out of the Haveli and stopped at...
Hey guys tell me how's it! I guess its boring :p.
What happened that Aryan is so angry with aaradhya?
Where's he going?
Tell me should I continue or not.
Take care fellas 😊
Do enjoy and tell me should I continue???
Aryan's POV
why did i even meet her? why did i acknowledged her presence? why did i had to be such a jerk on such an auspicious day of mahashivratri? in front of all guests, all villagers. why couldn't i just ignore her? she is nothing what she was back at college.
she is now that manipulative desperate hag who runs after powerful men for their money!
( Aryan clutches her photo in his hand in which they were lighting the kandeel)
when i first saw her she was that lovely, fiesty , cheerful girl...the kind anyone would fall for. kind, full of life, beautiful, level headed and courageous------- those ARE the words...WERE the words i used to define her with until i found out about her truth.i never thought of myself as such a big jerk ...jerk coz i trusted her...cared for her...liked her...and ashamed to accept that i love her...i did ...maybe i do...maybe its lust...maybe i can't get over her...enough!!!
she is nothing to me. she is characterless just like her whole lineage. here i was going mad that maybe i overdid things with her maybe i shouldn't have treated her like that. but she never stops to amaze me by her characterlessness. what she did today was disgusting... more than disgusting but who to blame its in her blood. i would never forgive her and I'm ashamed that i used to love her.
when she left college, she was the face in my dreams and reality. she was my passion. i feel so stupid to even think that but i did didn't i ?? urghhh!!I remember how desperately i wanted to meet her, hold her, hug her. but it hurts right in the heart when people you trust betray you. she is that devdasi's daughter & i can't tolerate garbage in krishnavati. she is nothing more than garbage from today onwards.
I remembers everything about her...the way she always wore those dangling bangles, the way she aleays looked in the eye of the person she's talking fearlessly, the way she took a walk after eating something heavy, the way she sometimes vented her anger by breaking things...sometimes.
when i first saw her here, i knew she was tulsi's daughterbut honestly i ignored it for sometimes & had an utmost urge to hold her...kiss her as it will speak of my love for her. but it all went away when realization struck me that she was HER daughter, same blood and then i noticed she was looking at me with hateful eyes. that is where i decided not to look back but i am coz its hurting me...killing me...for what she did today.
i don't know why after insulting her, i feel good but a pang of hurting waves pierces my heart. The way she fearlessly looks me in the eye makes me question who she really is. When someone mentions her name, today too I feel desperate. My life is just a paradox right now. I hate her but i don't. I care for her but i don't.
she's manipuative and a bikaauwoman's daughter. Mother...this word makes me hate her more ...loathe her. That Tulsi destroyed my aai's life. I can't forgive even myself if she cries coz of me and she...she gave her the biggest grief of her life. Her whole family has to pay for it.
I loathe myself more than i hate her for thinking maybe she wasn't like her mother. Maybe if she wasn't her daughter...they would've been together. But now I'm done with her & this is the final call. He rushed his car out of the Haveli and stopped at...
Hey guys tell me how's it! I guess its boring :p.
What happened that Aryan is so angry with aaradhya?
Where's he going?
Tell me should I continue or not.
Take care fellas 😊
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