I am so numb after watching today's episode. It was heart breaking Sibling's conflict has been shown very well. Ketaki and Deba nailed it today.
Mohan's situation is understandable. He is still a teen, suffocating everyday for acceptance, he told his sister and what she did to her actually made him feel more impure than anyone in the society could. Then Aryaman lashing out at Anuradha. He simply is taking things what is presented to him. Sid is making him feel comfortable, Anuradha is strong woman, he feels he can do it too despite of what Krishna thinks.
The way he overlooked Krishna's whole effort in those years for him today was so heartbreaking. Krishna is helpless. She doesn't have anyone who can understand what she is going through. She knows if Mohan's truth is out it's them who have to suffer from the wrath of society. Things are not white and black.
Mohan's words might be very rude to Krishna today but I have seen teen behaving the same way if they parents deny even a mobile phone to them. "My parents don't love me, only xyz does" we all have gone through that age. Yaha to baat uski zindegi ki h.
Him saying Krishna could never be his true saarthi was so heartbreaking I couldn't even look at krishna at that moment. That girl probably has thought about only his safety all her life. Today he declared her as failure. She might not understand what mohan wants but she knows the consequences.
Mohan's desperation today someone took me to Aryaman's back story too. Aryaman probably wouldn't have grown as such trans phobic person if his father didn't leave him at that age. For him his father was selfish, because of what his whole childhood was ruined to an extent he still doesn't smile with his family. Now Krishna somehow opened a gate in his heart. Tomorrow if he sees Mohan's zid, it would hurt him twice how Mohan is behaving with Krishna.
Krishna isn't wrong for choosing karz over farz. If it was not Aryaman, Mohan would probably had been beaten to death by their abusive father in dwarka. Mohan got a space to understand, acceptance only because of Aryaman. Aryaman is the one who sent him to that college even doesn't matter that reason. He could meet Anuradha talk to her. Aryaman paid Mohan's father to bring him to Mumbai, mohan could meet that pride march and that was his first step of acceptance. Passively, Aryaman had always been saarthi in disguise to Mohan. Krishna is indebted to him in many ways.
I so wished they made Mohan being considerate to Krishna's situation once rather than being adamand to his need of the moment without considering financial resources, shelter. Otherwise it would go the same way as Aryaman's past. To bring the both sides of the coin it's needed to so his sacrifice. Let's see.
But overall it was today an 10/10 episode for me. Surprisingly this is the first episode of this show where I was emotionally perplexed. I could read them both yet see what's they are doing to each other.
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