Still we breathe each other:OS

Jasmine

@jasminerahul

Trailblazer

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Posted: 14 years ago

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Still we breathe each other

Nobody should have my fate.It's terrible.I got married to the person i love.But our fairy tale like love story ended so fast.Usually love gets stronger when a baby is born.But our case was different.With the child's birth we were forced to suppress our love.Our bad time started when i gave birth to a mentally retarded baby boy.His mother hated me because of that.She believed that i can give birth only to mentally retarded children.She told him to ditch me and marry someone else and have normal children.He was confused.When i cried that night he was numb.he did'nt know how to comfort me.He just looked at me silently.In his absense to push me out of the house she accused me of having an affair with the driver of the house and abused me in public.To prove her side right she dropped me to my house by car;which was driven by that driver.I cursed my fate.But i had to forget my pain for my son.

My confused husband who is a complete Mummy's boy has no courage to go against his mother and take me back to his life.She asked me to sign the divorce paper.But i refused to do that.I told her that i will never give him divorce,if he does'nt want me he can divorce me.After i left my husband's house,he never came to see me.But surprisingly he did'nt divorce me legally.

Five years passed away very fast.My parents cry for me.They told me to divorce my husband and remarry,they will look after my son.But that is something which i can never even imagine.My son may be mentally retarded.But he is my life.I'm so attached to him that i can't live without seeing him.I want to live for my son.That is my only relief.Still i hope that my husband will come back to me one day.Will he come back?Will he accept our son?I feel that though we carry a dead relationship our love is still living in us..still we breathe each other's love..we breathe each other.otherwise why we don't feel like getting separated from each other legally though we have not seen each other for the past five years?

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