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Chapter 38. 1
Jack's POV..
I gave Manik's wide eyes one of my most amusing smile ever and he looked back at his girl who was so eager for him to kiss her back. Slowly he placed his one hand on her hip and with one he cradled her head to respond, his eyes getting closed. I chuckled shaking my head and looked back at my glass crystal champagne.
One of the Fab5's favorite champagne.
Manik and Nandini were goals..
Romance was never my thing but seeing them so crazy for each other made my heart stutter.
I shook my head once again before looking back at the dance floor where I saw Twinkle swaying her hips sensually with Alya and Navya.
Can anyone look so cute as well as hot at the same time?
Yes Twinkle Sharma can! My subconscious snickered at me and I frowned with a silly chuckle.
"Baby! What were you even thinking while drinking too much?" Manik's worried voice brought me back and I saw him holding Nandini carefully close to him, while she was blinking at him with her all time favorite adorable pout.
"You are so bossy!" She seemed angry and I enjoyed their banter..
"Oh Nandini! Your drunken state always bring us trouble!" Manik said with a sigh and I again giggled..
Yeah sweet trouble!
I blocked their voices from head as it wasn't good to interfere in a couple's privacy yeah more like a care huhh! But I have an important task to do so gulping the last shot of my drink I got up buttoning my blazer.
With the corner of my eye I saw Manik taking of his silver pendant from his neck maybe on Nandini's request and was making her wear to which she squeaked in excitement, all the time clapping her hands and this made me smile ear to ear because Manik was laughing loudly.
My friend was happy...happy with the love of his life and I was happy for him.
"Kabhi tou khud kay baray main soch?" Tiger's voice echoed in my head and I nodded.
Yes tonight was the night when I was going to do something for myself. I will be confronting HER!
Twinkle! MY Twinkle..
No matter what I won't giveup on her!
This night!
Do or Die, Jack!
I can do this.
Slowly and taking careful steps I shuffled towards the dance floor. As planned Vikram was nowhere to be seen around when I saw Max showing me a thumbs up.
That meant Vikram was taken care off.
Now it's just me and Twinkle.
As soon as I reached the floor Navya and Alya made space for me behind Twinkle at the same time mouthing all the best'. I smiled at them and soon they were gone. Now the whole centre of attention for me was Twinkle who was totally oblivious of her surroundings and was dancing almost crazily.
I stared at her consciously.
She was wearing a black jeans and a high up neck sweater shirt which was navy in color. The sleeves were full.
Did she deliberately wore this attire?
In today's function too she was hiding every inch of her exposed skin.
She wasn't okay that I was sure.
But freaking hell she was beautiful. Her hair long, silky and dark. Her eyes, filled with kohl. Her cheeks puffy and I didn't fail to see a red mark, which made my heart ting with pain. But she looked so oblivious and carefree..
She was enjoying herself. So much...
My heart flutter and I moved more closer to her, until my front was plastered to her back.
"Hey!" I whispered lowly and much huskily in her ear from behind to which she stiffened. Her body which was loosely swaying around immediately went rigid.
I knew she would turn but before she could do that I quickly slid my both arms around her waist and held her steady..
"Don't go!" I muttered in her ear, deliberately touching her ear with my lips.
"This"is"wrong, Jack!" She whispered struggling meekly in my arms but I was determined.
Lokoon nend hondi aaa, Sukhiyaan layee
Sona key dukhyaryan nay!
"No! It isn't!" My tone was bitter as I held her tiny, cold shivering hands in mine still holding her from behind.
"Jack!" My name came out as a prayer from her lips and I sighed.
"Take my name, again!" I whimpered closing my eyes and burying my nose in her jasmine scented hair. But she didn't respond.
"Twinkle please! Take my name!" I begged, still inhaling in her hair and her breath came out in short pants.
"Ja-Jack!" She whispered shakily and I inhaled more. "Jack!" Her tone turned painful and her grip on my hands tightened. "Jackkk!" Third time she sobbed and I placed a soft kiss on the back of her ear while she sniffed.
"Yours, Jack!" These two were the only words I could make out and she turned with a jerk. Her eyes were teary and she looked bewildered, shocked.
"Mine?" She whimpered staring at my face with bemused expressions and I smiled. A faint smile it was but it surely reached her because she animatedly held her palm up and cupped my cheek.
She was caressing my face as if a little child got his/her favorite toy. Now her eyes held slight excitement and more of happiness..
"Mine!" This time her tone held surety and an unmatchable smile hit her lips while my heart started somersaults on seeing her smiling with heart.
Well that was easy persuading her..
"Yes!" I breathed in her beauty and few tears trickled down her cheeks. I noticed them and smiled. Bending down to her level I kissed them away and backed off only to feel my heart dropping back into my stomach as I noticed her expressions changed into something horrific.
"Hey?? What's wrong?" I asked, trying to hold her hands but she suddenly jerked them off.
Sh!t...what was wrong?
"Twinkle! Baby!" I spoke patiently and moved forward but she backed off shaking her head frantically and I clearly HIS, that bloody bas***d's fear in her eyes.
"I don't deserve good! I don't!" She was whispering and my heart almost exploded as I now realized that the damage was done.
She was wounded beyond my expectations.
"Twinkle he is a liar! He is not even here! You wanted me to protect you yeah? Then lemme do it! Let me help you!" I spoke in a serious tone and walked more forward but what she did next was not expected because she was crazily running out of the bar..
Crap!
"Twinkle, Stop!" I shouted over the loud music and run after her. I reached her in few strides but she didn't stop. Soon we were on the road and I managed to grasp her wrist.
"Stop here you stubborn head!" I shouted pulling her to my arms but she started struggling.
"Jack let me go please!" She cried out, slapping my chest frantically.
"No! I won't! I can't!" I replied back calmly.
"Why?" Her voice held helplessness.
"Because am incapable of leaving you alone!" I said still trying to hold her steady but it seems alcohol was all over her system because she didn't stop resisting.
"Stop resisting Twinkle! This resistance will take you nowhere, dear! Because am not planning to let you go! And am not gonna hurt you either! Do you hear me?" I scolded her in my oh-so-angry-tone and suddenly she started crying like a two year older, almost buckling down her knees but I held her.
"Oh Jack!" She cried in my chest, curling up and I sighed. I wish it's the last time we were fighting this night.
"Shhh! You are safe!" I whispered pressing my lips to her hair and she buried her face in my chest crying more.
"Jack! Vikram! He will come here!" Her fears...
"He won't come! I won't let him touch you Twinkle! We need to talk! We need to have a serious talk ok?"
Oh God! Make her say yes...please I have stayed away from her enough. Let her allow me to protect her.
I waited for her to answer which felt like eternity.
"Okay!" Finally she whispered after a long pause and I sagged in relief. Carefully I scooped her in my arms but she didn't seem to protest at all.
"We are going to my apartment! Is that okay?" I told her softly walking towards my Audi. She have had buried her face in my neck space and she was taking calm breaths.
"Okay!" Once again monosyllabic answer and my heart filled with warmth.
"Acting obedient are we? Twinkle hmm?" I asked in amusement and reached the car.
"Yes!" And here we go again monosyllabic answer.
"Cool! I like it!" I whispered lovingly and she smiled against my skin.
I unlocked my apartment door and quickly shuffled with the lights while Twinkle stood behind me.
"Here we are my, apartment!" I said softly turning back to her and she gave me a lazy tight smile. "Come!" I gestured taking her hand and she quietly started walking with me.
Thank God I had it cleaned this morning, phewww!
I gave her a visit around the apartment to make her comfortable and she didn't leave my hand during the whole session. Her hands were turning warmer now.
Finally I reached my bedroom and opened it.
"Lastly it's my bedroom!" I said nervously pushing the door aside and for the first time she left my hand to walk inside the room herself, willingly. "It's a little messy!" I said sheepishly as I noticed the cushions of the couch on the floor.
"It's okay!" She whispered, looking back at me with a warm smile and I leaned with the frame of the door.
"Everything looks so like you, like Jack!" Her compliment made me chuckle as she sat on the corner of my bed and I saw her moving her palms on the furry blanket.
"And what is Jack like, Twinkle?" I asked softly, curious to know her perception and she looked at me once again.
Did I justnotice a hint of shyness in her eyes??
Awww!
"I don't know! You can say it's a phrase!" She whispered innocently shaking her head and I nodded with a smile.
"You seem so fond of navy blue color!" She complimented once again looking around the room as it was filled with navy blue things. I just shrugged, acknowledging the fact.
She stared at me once more and then looked back at her knotted hands, placed in her lap.
I was waiting for her to continue her story. She paused for few minutes and then finally.
"The morning you left, Jack!" Finally she was speaking. "My father came back home! Unfortunately he saw you going out of the house and he thought! That I called you for a night!" Her words made me gasp and I stared at her shock. "You must be thinking how can be a father think about his daughter of anything like this but let me tell you! My father never loved me! He always wanted a boy but mother died after giving birth to me and unfortunately I became his responsibility! He tried to marriage a second time but somehow it didn't happen so he unwillingly started taking care of me. But he was always abusive with his language and words! He was trying to find an excuse to accuse me and that excuse was you Jack!" Her story was horrible and I felt myself drowning in pool of shame. I immediately reached her near the bed and sat beside her.
"Twinkle!" I tried to speak but she shook her head.
"I am not finished!" She said lowly and I shut my mouth. "He accused me of being a sl*t! And announced my wedding with the son of his friend Vikram! Mine and Vikram's father are business partners! When I resisted he beat me! Father! He beat me! He told me that am of no use! He manhandled me and threw me like a garbage to Vikram! And Vikram he did worst Jack!" Her tears were unstoppable and my breath was lost somewhere.
She suffered this much and I was responsible for all of it?
"He! He raped me! He took my virginity against my will! And he do it every night!" She was crying so much and I sat in her feet.
"That means am your culprit? It's because of me you are suffering?" I cried out holding her hands but she shook her hand.
"No, Jack! How can I hate you?" She whispered holding my hands back with same intensity.
"Because am the reason of the mess in your life! Though I didn't do it intentionally but still! If I wouldn't have landed at your house that night then maybe your life would have been different and better!" I was dying out of shame and placed my head in her lap, crying with her.
How much she bear because of me??
"Oh Twinkle! Hate me! Hate me please!" I said in a crying tone holding her hand I started slapping myself but she held me..
"Stop it, Jack!" She scolded me softly and I stared at her with wry eyes.
"I can't hate you!" She whispered lovingly and I gulped.
"I can't hate the man who was first to praise my hair!" She said with the same love and her finger racked in my hair, slowly almost sensually.
"Btw, I loved your hair! They are beautiful!" My praise one year back at Twinkle's house echoed around us and a faint smile started creeping towards my lips.
"I can't hate the man who was first to praise my hands! He had told me that my hands are soft!" She whispered more, tracing her hands in mine.
"Wow! You have very tender hands! You use tonic or something??" I remember when she was handing me a cup of tea our hands touched, at that time I complimented her..
"And lastly I can't hate the man whom I fall for at very first sight and who was the first to offer me a kiss? And he still doesn't regret that moment is it?" Her voice was husky and she was eyeing at my lips.
"Fu*k everything!" I murmured in dismay and got up with a jerk only to cup her face, pushing her back flat on the bed I took her lips in a bruising kiss.
The kiss started wildly, almost crazily but as soon as her soft fingers went through my hair I instantly calmed down and it turned into soft one. It was hell passionate and beautiful as ever.
We kissed like there was no tomorrow and I would have kept kissing her but she went out of breath so I broke apart, giving her lips a tender peck.
She was looking at me with eyes filled with love and I stared back with the same intensity.
"Can I share something more?" She asked quietly and I gave her a confused look before lying beside her. She turned her face at me so we both were lying face to face.
She was blushing, hard. Even in the fewer light of the night bulb I could see her cheeks turning crimson. She batted her eyelashes at me shyly.
"Hey? What's up?" I asked softly caressing her cheek with my knuckle and she bite her lower lip.
"I had a dream!" She was whispering so slowly that I felt I would miss it so I slide more close and nodded at her. "The dream, there were you and I!" She was shying too much.
"And?" I coaxed her and she finally looked in my eyes.
"I saw you making love to me, Jack!" Her soft, faint and almost desperate whisper made my heartbeat skip. I gasped. "You were making sweet love to me! It was just you and me!" She whispered more and I stared at her with wide eyes.
"Twinkle I--!" I stammered, unable to figure out how to respond while she cupped my cheek.
"It's okay! It was just a dream!" She said lowly and shook her head. "Am not good enough for you! Am not a virgin!" Her voice held extreme pain and I sighed. Recovering from the shock finally, I got up.
"Twinkle! You are still a virgin because you weren't willing to give away! You are pure for me! I don't know how to say this but you have to stop underestimating yourself! You are important for me! I care for you! Can't you see the way I am crazy for you! Your tears they affect me! I don't know what the feeling is but whatever it is! I am head over heels with you, baby!" I said with a warm smile, and she too got up with soft expressions.
We stared at each other in peaceful silence.
Waiting for either to break it finally I decided to do it.
"Am I allowed to make love to you, Twinkle Sharma?" I asked softly and my tone was seductive. I leaned forward to cup her cheek and the sides of her lips turned up in a smile, breathtaking smile, and beautiful smile.
"You are allowed always, Jack Paul!" She whispered back softly and my mouth went dry.
What did I do to deserve her?
My lips touched with hers and I lost the world in her. I kissed her lazily, as if I was doing it since ages and held her closer to my body to which she responded almost inexpertly.
My hand traveled to the hem of her shirt and she broke apart. I noticed tears in her eyes.
Oh what's wrong now?
"Baby! If you don't want it! Just tell me to stop!" Once again my impulsive inner self shook me and I waited for her answer.
"No! I...Don't want you...to stop!" She sobbed and looked down, as if ashamed..
"Then?" I asked almost desperately and she hiccupped.
"My body! It's bruised, Jack! Full of marks! You will hate me!" She whimpered and I sagged in relief..
"Hey! Pagal! Are you crazy! I can never hate your body! Just the way you can never hate me same like the way I can never hate you! Let me see you! Let me remove that asshole's touch from your body! I want to make you mine Twinkle! Only mine!" I spoke huskily and dipped my face in her neck to which she inhaled sharply.
"Yours!" I could hear her breathing this word and in next moment I pulled her shirt over her head. We sat kneeling on the bed face to face and my heart cringed badly as I saw her body full with marks.
Few were red, looking so fresh and few were faded purple.
How can someone behave so bad with an innocent soul...
Twinkle sat in front of me ashamed, embarrassed and flush. Her hair was falling in front of her like a curtain hiding her face from me and I sighed. Gathering courage to touch the already damaged soul I leaned forward once again and slowly tucked her hair behind her ears. Then I grasped her chin and tilted her head up at me. This forced her to look into my eyes and she batted her eyelashes.
"You are sure about this right?" I asked softly finding assurance in her eyes and she nodded with a small smile. "Words! I need your words!" I whispered hoarsely and she gulped.
"I am sure! I won't regret it, ever!" I truly hoped that she wasn't under the alcohol affect anymore because whatever we both have started there was no going back from that.
"Good girl!" I whispered lovingly planting a kiss in her forehead and with that I laced my fingers in her hair, holding her head steady with my hands I pushed her a little causing her to rest her back on the bouncy mattress and her head resting against the pillow.
Her beautiful hair spread across my navy blue satin covers of the pillow and she looked divine. Beautiful...
"Now am gonna make love to you Twinkle! Sweet and careful! Just like the way you dreamt off!" I mumbled in her ear and pulled to her earlobe to which she gasped to the loudest. My lips leisurely traveled over her skin, her neck to her throat. From her one shoulder to other kissing every mark and she just writhed under me breathing in short pants.
I removed Vikram's touch very carefully and the night ticked by.
"Oh, Jack please!" She moaned desperately as I flicked my tongue over one of her most sensitive part and the first pleasure of the night rode through her body.
Finally I knew that it was time to show my final right on her and I held her head in my hands once more causing her to look in my eyes.
"We are gonna do this okay?" I whispered breathing hard and sweat dripped of my temples, to which she nodded frantically. "Hold me tight!" I ordered her and she did as I told, closing her eyes in process. "No!! open your eyes! I want you to look in my eyes while I claim you Twinkle!" I told her in a serious tone and she gulped keeping her eyes wide open. Taking a deep, heavy breath I finally claimed her.
"Jacckkk!" She screamed my name trembling badly in my arms and I shushed her muffled cries with the my lips over hers.
"I know baby!" I whispered kissing away her tears and she held me to her dear life. I held her back cradling her close to me and she breathed in my chest. Her tears were wetting my chest.
"I love you!" She suddenly whispered from nowhere and I stiffened.
"What??" I whispered scared of her confession and she pulled back to look at me with teary eyes.
"Yes Jack! I love you!" Her confession was breathtakingly beautiful and cupped her cheek..
"I don't know what love is Twinkle! But if love meant you! Then maybe yes! I love you too sweetheart! And I never wish to be apart from you this day onwards!" I told her back and she suddenly flanged back in my arms, kissing me madly while I chuckled holding her in place. She was asking for more and I was more then willing to do that but I wonder what Manik must be doing? He must be having a difficult time of handling Nandini because she was a hell of a cranky girl..
Continued in Next post!
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