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Maddy left his room to cool him down with fresh air but before that he filed an FIR of this incident with the help of his friend... he was also on the edge of emotional outburst thats y he again came near lake area to get some solace... With deep breaths he was trying to control his emotional condition.
He sat on the stony path while remembering that fearful scene...
He didn't have courage to think about what would have happened if he was not there... Mukti...agar kuch ho jata os k sath ...tou main... kya karta main.
Tears started flowing from his eyes on this thought... he sat there with his head in his hands
Kyo... Kyo karti hai wo aisa khud k sath...kyooo... nahi samajh rahe k os k aisa karne se os k sub friends ko... mujhe... Hum sub ko kitni tension hoti hai...
Aur main... osey aise dekh k... aise denger me... meri jo halat hoe...os ka wo fearful face...o ski eyes me wo dar... and then jab os ne mujhe dekha... mujhe laga jaise wo mujhe hi bula rahe thi... aisa kyo...(he threaded his hairs)
Har time wo khud ko danger me kyo dal leti hai... kyo nahi samajhti k osey aise dekh k mujhe pain hoti hai...kyo merey sath hi aisa ho raha hai... pahle Mom Dad then GD bhi mujh se naraz ho k dor ho gayey... aur ab jab kisi se pyar hoa... To wo bhi aise... Wo apni un feeling ko manna hi nahi chahti... kyooo ( he removed his tears from eyes and takes a long)
He sat there with these thoughts for almost 3 to 4 hours and was trying to cool down himself and this fresh air during these hours very slowly removed the negativity in him)
And after that again Maddy got a grip on himself coz he is "MADDY" .A man who accepts and wins each and every challenge given by his own life or destiney.
Nooo its hard time ab ose yeh sub manna pare ga... aur Main Maddy hoon ... Maddy... Aise itni jaldi himmat nahi har sakta... No ways... Mujhe khud k liye sub kuch sahi karna ata hai... Yes... Gd and Mukti yeh dono... Dono hi meri baat mane gey... yes... main apni baat manwa k rahoon ga...
during this time coulds came on the sky and it started raining heavily all ofa sudden
After this positive thinking and attitude ... He again thought about mukti while sitting in that rain and reminds what he said or did to her in his room...and after thinking about her mental condition he got worried for her
What I had done there in room... how can I shout on her like this... I know osey aise bina bataye nahi jana chaheye tha... but... I also know na oski jo halat hai ...aisi condition me wo bina soche bohat kuch kar jati hai... aur aisi halat me pahle wo incident and then me...crap... kya kar diya main ne... kya kya bol k aya main room mein...
Maddy was still sitting in that rain...
Kya soch rahe ho gi wo... And her leg injury...he looked at his watch and saw the time...Oh God...Itna time ho gya...agar osey is time me meri zarorat hoe tou? Mujhe os k sath aisa nahi karna chaheye tha... Wo bhi jab wo pahle se hi depression phase me ho...and oper se injure bhi
In that concern for her he at once stands up from there and ran towards hotel ...
He immediately ran towards his room...
Here during that time in the room
Mukti was crying continuously on herself...
She said to herself: how... how can I do this... he was right...I am such a fool ,idiot and God knows what else... kya soch k aise ajnabee shar me bina bataye ghomne nikal pari... What if... wo acid...(she closed her eyes tightly on remembering that moment)...
Nooo Main itni careless kaise ho gyi ... aur agar aisa kuch ho jata to?... Manik, cabir , dhruv, aliya,... Wo sub... kaise face karti main unhe... kya kahti unhe...and Fab 5 ... hamara band... Hum sub ka dream...os ka kya hota...How can I forget this that I am a part of Fab 5...
She punched the pillow in frustration and said: He is right... Mujhe khud pe control karna hoga...mujhe is depression se khud ko nikalna hoga... Aur main koi akeli to nahi jis k sath ghalt hoa hai... he is right... Manik, Cabir, Aliya, Dhruv, even Maddy... sub ki life normal nahi hai...sub ki life mein problems haan...so sirf main hi kyo... kyo depression me sirf main hi rahti hoon wo sub nahi... Why?hamari har aik problem mein hum sub aik dosre k sath rahe haan ...tou kyo main hi in sub ka issue bana k oversensitive ho rahe hoon...Bus ab bohat ho gya... yeh sub sahi kahte haan... bohat ro liya main ne khud pe aur un sub incidents pe... ab aur nahi... aur nahi... now I will throw that depression ,those pills, that sadness and this oversensitive nature of mine out of my life and I will smile,will laugh... laugh from my heart... I will enjoy my life... This life which is the gift of God... I will try to move on in my life...with my friends... I will try to forget my bad memories from my past... yes... Main problem hi yeh hai meri life ki...ab se main apney past ki bad memories ko bholne ki koshish karon gi... kyok in memories ne mujhe siwae in tears k aur kuch nahi diya... so ab se in tears aur in memories ki meri life mein koi jagha nahi hogi...
hmmm...aur merey sath merey sub friends to han hi... and ab Maddy bhi to...(but she felt strange on thinking about him in this way)
To herselfwhile slapping herself in mind: Huh... What... Why I am thinking like this about him...Why in that danger when my life was at stake I wanted to see his face one last time... Why... May be my heart accepts his friendship...or... may be...I start liking him...
Still so much confusionnn ( in frustrated way) Ohhh Goddd Not again...
Then she takes long breath and thought about him again in her old style: but yeh itnaaa ghusa karne k baad chala kahan gya...and I am such a stupid person ... kya bola tha osey k wo mera faida uthana chah raha hai...chance le raha hai...( she slapped her head) u r a fool mukti... Os ne aisa kuch karna hota to kab ka kar chukka hota... And don't u think k tu ne os k bare me ghalat hi socha hai... Os k touch se kab tujhe aisa feel hoa...kiss tak to tu osey kar chuki hai...so... agar aisa hota to osey next step pe jane mein time hi kitna lagta... soch soch...
Now she in loud voice to herself: Ahhh I am such an idiot...kya soch raha hoga wo mere bare main... aur ab tak wapis bhi nahi aya... Ab aise is halat me osey dhondne bahir gayi to ghusa kare ga... hmmm phone try karon...
And she dialed his number but she found his phone under the pillow...
With frustration she sat there and started waiting for him...
Maddy returned back after sometime in fully dretched form. Mukti saw his condition and started shouting on him with care while sitting on that bed: What u think of yourself huh...mujhe to itnaaa lamba lecture de k gaye k mujhe bata k jana chaheye tha... and now u... tum ne kya kiya...same na... what I did ... Ab agar tumhe kuch ho jata to... mujhe kaise pata chalta... oper se tumhara phone... wo bhi room me hai... kahan gya tumhara wo mind jo tum bohat use karte hoo(taunted him) kam karna chor diya kya os ne...yehi sub karna tha to mujhe mere room me hi rahne dete...yahan saman lane ki kya zarorat thi... huh...
Maddy noticed her concern in her shout and a contended smile came on his face when he said: Hold on ... You wild cat... Hold on...pahle main change kar loon ... then I am totally free so jitney attacks karne haan tum kar sakti ho... Ok
And after saying this while ignoring her he picked his fresh suit and moved towards washroom...
Mukti saw him with open mouthleaving with open mouth...
She said: Huh Attitude...
In washroom maddy thought
Wowww what a pleasant surprise... I thought yeh baith k rooo rahe ho gi but yahan to ...(he smiled while taking shower ) care and all... Wowww...lagta hai demagh line pe a gya hai...
He came out after taking shower in his trouser and towel was around his neck.
Mukti looked at him and for the 1st time she noticed his well toned body...
Maddy felt her eyes on his body and with a smile he said: what ?body achi lagi kya... kaho to baqi kapre bhi utar doon ( and started laughing)
Mukti like a puppy yelp in irritation and tuned her face other side...
Maddy came infront of mirror and combed his hairs.
Mukti wanted to use washroom so she put her legs downs and stands with a lil difficulty...maddy saw this in mirror and turned to her immediately...but stand there to see what she is upto now.
She takes two steps but a wave of pain ran in her whole leg which disbalanced her...
Maddy on exact moment caught her in his arms... and both looked in each other eyes...
Then he asked : What... U want huh... Ab aur koi drama karna hai...?
Mukti started pushing his hands away from her body when he said with irritation: what... aise kya kat walk pe jane ka irada hai... agar hai to really sorry bahir bohat barish ho rahe hai ... to is halat me tum nahi ja pao gi...
Mukti angerly said: Shut up ... I wanted to use washroom... so isi liye ja rahe thi
Maddy while making fun of her: so reception se kisi ko bulao tumhari help k liye ya Mumbai se tumhare friends me se koi a raha hai...
Mukti with confused face: what... Kya bakwas kar rahe ho...huh
Maddy mockingly said: Bakwas... No no no... main to sirf apni GK k liye poch raha tha... coz is room me to hum 2 hi haan... aur meri help lena...(dramatically) no no no... tumhe acha kahan lage ga...aur is halat me tum akeli gayi to jo yeh tumhari tang abhi tak in fuction hai na... wo bhi nahi rahe gi...so baqi to yehi options haan na...Miss mukti vardhannn
Mukti yelp with frustration...
Maddy continued: So tell me kon sa option choose kiya madam ne...
Mukti knew his taunting ways so she held his hand for help and Maddy when saw this he smiled on his success...
He with a lopsided smile supported her by placing his arm around her...and here mukti ... That jungle billi was feeling nervous with his touch...
On reaching near the door of Bath,she noticed that he was not backing out...
So having no other option she stopped in her track and said to him without looking at him...
Thanks for your help ... now will u plzzz leave me alone...
Maddy looked at her and his smile widened after noticing her hesitation... So while enjoying this moment he said: No ways... (neared his face to hers) I will... not... Leave you alone... Never ever...
His sincere words give some solace to her broken self... she looked in his eyes to judge the depth of his words... but maddy who was in playing mood started laughing immediately when he saw her eyes on him...
He said while laughing:Don't u have any common sense...(he nudged her head lightly with his finger) arey without help agar tum easily chal sakti to yahan tak bhi khud hi aa sakti thi... hai na...?
Mukti got a shock with his words and her evil mind started working with double speed...
She looked at him doubtfully and asked: What do u mean by this...tum merey sath ander ao gey... R u nuts...
Maddy who was already enjoying said while laughing: And here starts the evil mind of my Jungli billi... hahahahha
Mukti angerly looked at his smiling face...
Maddy: u know what... tumhare sub problem ki base na tumhara yeh thinking process hai... jahan tumhe doubt karna chaheye wahan tum nahi karti... but jahan doubt ki koi zarorat hi nahi ho... wahan tumhara yeh mind, yeh evil processor double speed se kam karta hai... clean up your dirty mind miss verdhan... main tumhe seat tak chor k bahir wapis hi aon ga... coz mujhe koi shouk nahi hai aise ander rahna ka... got it... ab sochna band karo aur chalo...
After using bath Maddy helped her again to the bed... And on her way back she was only gazing at his face...
After settling down on bed she looked at maddy and said: Sorry
Maddy was happily surprised on hearing this word from her...so he nodded his head in answer and sat on the couch nearby
Maddy called gang members and informed them about weather ... and told them that may be they will get late...
After the call thay ate their dinner ... Then maddy very carefully applied medicine on her skin and in mean time Mukti was only looking his care for herself...
Then she sleeps on bed under the effect of medicines whereas whole night Maddy didn't close his eyes... his eyes was only fixed on mukti's face...
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