Chap-2
"Mama khana was awesom" she said side hugging me while sitting on her dads lap
"Khana tou roz yummi hota hei " now my husband said smilingly looking at me
"Ahu ahuu"she coughed breaking our trance of eyelock
"Kia huaa" i panicked
He started patting her back ...i gave her water to drink and she was fine now
"Jaani u fine" i asked kissing jer hair and she replied lovimgly
"Mama ,papa ap dono k hotey mujhei kia hogaaa ...i love you both so muchhh" she said hugging both of us together
We looked at eachother
"We love you tooo " we said together and kissed her cheeks too
...
Nandini we are going to the park ...would you like to join us" my husband asked
I thought for a second and then replied,
"Umm ..no ap dono jao i have some work at home" i said
"Mama plz na chalei" my baby pleaded
"Jaani ap jao na have fun ...mama will come someother day" i replied kissing her on cheeks
Her face fell down...but soon lightened up as her father knows how to make both of us happy and smile.
He hugged me before leaving, and both went for the park.
After winding up my work I sat to complete my diary,
Hey diary,
I'm back so ,
After taking the blessings ,everyone went to eat the dinner...then we did few more rituals... I was least interested in all of them but had to do
"Bhaia ajse apki life badalnei wali hei...positive way mein ya negative ye tou we can't say..."said mukty looking at me
I know she hates me too but I hate her more...and I knew one thing that this marriage is just a compromise...nothing else so it doesn't matter...who hates and who loves me
Mom dad and all the other relatives bid bye to us and went to their respective home's
Dada came to me and said placing his hand on my hair,
"Beta you r happy na"
"G" I said faking happiness as it was the need of the moment for his health and my dads repetition
...
I was sitting on the bed with my lehnga all scattered on the mattress,he came in the room i could see him looking at me with a stern look .
"Ye itna Sara hua kiu hei..."i thought
He looked at me from the top to the bottom and chuckled ,moved his head in disbelief and started taking his wrist watch off...
"Nandini malhotra how can u be so dumb...tu khudi he usko keh ker k ye shadi compromise hei ..yaha bethy hei dulhan bhan ker.." I self talked
I went to the washroom to avoid the awkwardness ...when I came back I saw him already changed into his night suit ;tracks and a vest.He not even for a second looked at me ...don't know what feeling I was having ,I was feeling rejected...
"Why are you even feeling like that nandini... Tunei khud to usko itna kuch kaha..."
I took a deep breath and stood in front of the mirror to take the left over jewellery off
"He was right I'm expecting ,expecting something that I should not"
I applied lotion on my hand and foot ,took the pillow from the bed and went to sleep on the couch ...we haven't talked ,forget talking haven't uttered a word since last 1hr 50 mins
"If u wanna sleep u can sleep on the bed I'll sleep there on the couch" to my surprise he said something that too which wasn't expected
"Umm..no I'm fine ..I can sleep here"I said not looking at him
"I won't force you ..per sardi bohat hei ...or tum bemar hojao GI"he said
Why was he concerned I don't know...was he..
I was thinking when he said,
"Or mere is bat se kuch ulta seedha mat sochna..mein isleah kehra hu kiunk ager tumhei kuch hua to museebat mujhei perey GI"he said and rolled his eyes
" mujhei koi shok bhi nhi ulta seedha sochnei ka ..or ager tumhei yaha sona hei to so jao...mein bed per sory hun ab"I said throwing the pillow back on the bed
He chuckled and lay himself on the couch ...
"Nandini" he took my name,I was surprised
"Hmm" I replied
"You know u r my legally wedded wife" he said I could feel him smiling notoriously
"Han so..??I whispered
" you don't even trust me"he said
Now I was having some negative vibes...but somewhere down in my heart I knew I trust him...yes I do trust him,but as the matter of fact i should also admit that I'm his wife and if he'll do anything like... physically I won't be able to stop him.
"Boloo" he said again
Now I sat on the bed
"Look I married you because of my dad...trust,love and all ka koi chakar nhi hei okay..!! I said trying to clear his so called confusion
He again went into his mute mode...after a second sat upright and stood beside the window.. I was looking at him suspiciously.
"Nandini don't you believe in love"he asked me curiously
I smirked inwardly at his question and replied
Hmm..I do believe in love..but I don't believe in love marriage"
His reaction confused me as in what was so funny
"Hahaha so I guess u have had a good experience" he said mockingly and sat infront of me on the bed
"Shut up..this marriage is my first and las.."I was about to complete my sentence when I realised what I was about to say
He looked at me and smiled...oh God more then a smile it was his smirk ...that kills me not only me but can kill any life on earth,how can he be so incandescent
"U don't need to say anything as I already know its your last one too" he said
He extended his hand ,trailed his fingers on my face...my heart was thumbing ..no no was running...that feeling urghh he know how much effective he is...then he rubbed his thumb on my lips
No I can't make this night with him ..no.. no can't make him win nooo
"Don't you think it's our first night" he said still tracing my lips
I looked at him with the utmost shock and then my eyes fell on his lips
"They were so thin,I so wanted to bite them,
If I'm thinking like that what would be his condition to see my not so thin but glossy lips"I thought
I saw him coming close to my face his hot breathe was just turning me on...oh God I have never been like that before, I wasn't even that desperate...I hate him...I just have to hate him...but in my thinking period I didn't even recognise when because of me our lips came just a few cm apart
" mama kahaa hei app we are homeee" I heard my daughter's chirping and joyous voice
"OK diary I'll continue later they are home till then bye"
As soon as I went out she ran to me and I kneeled down to hug her
"Mama we missed you apko pata hei dad ne mujhei bohat sarei balloons leker diei per but wo sky mein flyhoker chalei gai " she told me while I held her In my arms listening to her carefully
"Awww koi bat nhi dad apko or ledeingei...per wo hei kaha..??" I asked
"Wo mujhei drop kerke kahi gye hein"
"Ohh" I replied and took her to get freshen up
Hellooo people ...so this was the story...im actually enjoying writing this story so second chap is also done I don't know how it was ..but a cliffhanger hmmm socho socho kiss honi k nhi 😉😆do let me know through your comments
I'll be waiting till then I'm signing off
Love
Fatima :*
Originally posted by: Princess90998
Thank you for updating tonight..
Love u lots..
I have a doubt though..
U told k kuch parts rahege but yaha to part short h..
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