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Finally....Xams are over.... 😛 ...and am free once again......I noe that my last ff is yet to be updated....and am working on dat....but this is a small piece.....a tribute to those growing feelings in Veers heart.......n offcurse...my freedom...after a long month of semesters 😉 ...So Guys...njoy...n lemme noe if u all liked it or not..
Standing by the window side..the chilly winds biting her face...Ayesha turned back once to check is Nihaal is still asleep. A faint smile spread across her face as she looked satisfied....her tired eyes set on Nihaal....she stood leaning on the wall...by the window. She could however relate her life to the dim light of the room.....she went journeying back to the last few days of her life.....her constant fears that these people would take away Nihaal from her......those days..her only job was to protect Nihaal....from them. Those were perhaps the most pathetic days of her life....when she even did not dare to get out of her home and earn her living. Once more her eyes flooded thinking how much understanding this little kid is.....his love for his massi was so true...Ayesha was truly overwhelmed. .
Standing by the side of the window...silence capturing the entire room.....some past moments just brushed through her mind.....the silence resembled so much to the silence that had prevailed in the court room....after she had said that......her eyes brimmed with those hot tears when she remembered Nihaal's face just after she had declared that she wanted to give the custody of Nihaal to Veer. For a moment....everybody had frozen.....the Vardhan's looked shocked...Pammi looked pale and cold....and Nihaal had almost no expression....he looked like he was under some trauma. But Ayesha ignored it all.....she just looked at the eyes of that person sitting right ext to Nihaal ... his strong arms firmly gripping the baby. Ayesha's eyes met with that pair of eyes....and she could actually feel her pain inflicted in his eyes.....with a faint smile in her face....she almost ran out of the court-room.
A cold touch once more got her back to the reality...turning back....she once again met those familiar pair of eyes......the past few days had been perhaps the most tormenting days of her life.....but somewhere down the line this man was always there to support her.....may be she misunderstood him....got him all wrong....but he had helped her...without letting her know.
A faint smile spread across her face as she looked at him..
Aye: Sir....aap aabtak nahi soye?
Veer: Tum...bhi...to..nahii..
Aye: Woh...actually...neend nahi aa rahi thi...aur....bas aaj hi ki to raat hain mere pass....Nihaal ke saath rehene ka......kalse ..(her voice almost got chocked..)
Veer: Kya yeh bahot zaroori hain...?
Aye: (turning her back to him) Hmmm....
Veer: Per kyun Ayesha......tm yahaan kyun nahi...
Aye: Sir...raat bahot ho chuki hain.....aap...jake so jayiye....aur phir subah saat baje uthke Nihaal ko taiyar bhito kerna hain....kalse...aapko(she could feel that lump in her throat which prevented her to speak further)
Veer: Kyun....tum....?
Aye: Sir....meri flight kal subah chay(6:00 am) baje hi hain....issiliye...mujhe shayad jaldi...
Veer: Itni...jaldi Ayesha.....itni jaldi jana chahte ho door....humse...( Veer could feel those tears in her eyes)...I mean ...Nihaal se.....do din aur ruk....jati..to..
Aye: Nahi....sir....main yahaan aab aur nahi ruk sakti.....aur rahi baat Nihaal ki....to mujhe aap pein poora bharosa hain....
Facing Veer once again...she gave him an assuring smile.....
Veer: (tears brimming in his eyes) Per....
Aye: Good night Sir...and good luck (she gave him her hand for a small hand shake)
Veer also took his hand forward and shook his hands....that moment was perhaps going to be the last for them.....both their eyes were brimming with tears......the very touch of Veer made her shiver.......that radiant face of Ayesha made him once again lost in her......she looked at her eyes....trying to imbibe all the pains from her heart.... he did not want her to leave....leave them....leave him....leave Mumbai ....the last few days he had realized that he had something for her....he could not see her in pains....in distress.....he knew he was contradicting himself....but every time his lawyer had revealed him some points against Ayesha....he always wanted to reveal it to Ayesha in some way or the other.....even in the pretext of verbal wrangling. Veer once more went back to the moment when Ayesha had declared Nihaal's custody to him.....his heart and mind were almost on race...his mind was congratulating him on his success...but his heart...felt that he had lost the case......For a moment he felt like yelling at Ayesha for giving up so easily...he wanted to stop his Mom from giving all those statements infront of the press but couldn't.
A slight jerk got Veer out of his thought. Looking at Ayesha for the last time perhaps....he wished her good luck for her future life. Moving out of the room.....Veer thought of ways to stop Ayesha from leaving.
Standing by the window side..the chilly winds biting her face...Ayesha turned back once to check is Nihaal is still asleep. A faint smile spread across her face as she looked satisfied....her tired eyes set on Nihaal....she stood leaning on the wall...by the window. She could however relate her life to the dim light of the room.....she went journeying back to the last few days of her life.....her constant fears that these people would take away Nihaal from her......those days..her only job was to protect Nihaal....from them. Those were perhaps the most pathetic days of her life....when she even did not dare to get out of her home and earn her living. Once more her eyes flooded thinking how much understanding this little kid is.....his love for his massi was so true...Ayesha was truly overwhelmed. .
Standing by the side of the window...silence capturing the entire room.....some past moments just brushed through her mind.....the silence resembled so much to the silence that had prevailed in the court room....after she had said that......her eyes brimmed with those hot tears when she remembered Nihaal's face just after she had declared that she wanted to give the custody of Nihaal to Veer. For a moment....everybody had frozen.....the Vardhan's looked shocked...Pammi looked pale and cold....and Nihaal had almost no expression....he looked like he was under some trauma. But Ayesha ignored it all.....she just looked at the eyes of that person sitting right ext to Nihaal ... his strong arms firmly gripping the baby. Ayesha's eyes met with that pair of eyes....and she could actually feel her pain inflicted in his eyes.....with a faint smile in her face....she almost ran out of the court-room.
A cold touch once more got her back to the reality...turning back....she once again met those familiar pair of eyes......the past few days had been perhaps the most tormenting days of her life.....but somewhere down the line this man was always there to support her.....may be she misunderstood him....got him all wrong....but he had helped her...without letting her know.
A faint smile spread across her face as she looked at him..
Aye: Sir....aap aabtak nahi soye?
Veer: Tum...bhi...to..nahii..
Aye: Woh...actually...neend nahi aa rahi thi...aur....bas aaj hi ki to raat hain mere pass....Nihaal ke saath rehene ka......kalse ..(her voice almost got chocked..)
Veer: Kya yeh bahot zaroori hain...?
Aye: (turning her back to him) Hmmm....
Veer: Per kyun Ayesha......tm yahaan kyun nahi...
Aye: Sir...raat bahot ho chuki hain.....aap...jake so jayiye....aur phir subah saat baje uthke Nihaal ko taiyar bhito kerna hain....kalse...aapko(she could feel that lump in her throat which prevented her to speak further)
Veer: Kyun....tum....?
Aye: Sir....meri flight kal subah chay(6:00 am) baje hi hain....issiliye...mujhe shayad jaldi...
Veer: Itni...jaldi Ayesha.....itni jaldi jana chahte ho door....humse...( Veer could feel those tears in her eyes)...I mean ...Nihaal se.....do din aur ruk....jati..to..
Aye: Nahi....sir....main yahaan aab aur nahi ruk sakti.....aur rahi baat Nihaal ki....to mujhe aap pein poora bharosa hain....
Facing Veer once again...she gave him an assuring smile.....
Veer: (tears brimming in his eyes) Per....
Aye: Good night Sir...and good luck (she gave him her hand for a small hand shake)
Veer also took his hand forward and shook his hands....that moment was perhaps going to be the last for them.....both their eyes were brimming with tears......the very touch of Veer made her shiver.......that radiant face of Ayesha made him once again lost in her......she looked at her eyes....trying to imbibe all the pains from her heart.... he did not want her to leave....leave them....leave him....leave Mumbai ....the last few days he had realized that he had something for her....he could not see her in pains....in distress.....he knew he was contradicting himself....but every time his lawyer had revealed him some points against Ayesha....he always wanted to reveal it to Ayesha in some way or the other.....even in the pretext of verbal wrangling. Veer once more went back to the moment when Ayesha had declared Nihaal's custody to him.....his heart and mind were almost on race...his mind was congratulating him on his success...but his heart...felt that he had lost the case......For a moment he felt like yelling at Ayesha for giving up so easily...he wanted to stop his Mom from giving all those statements infront of the press but couldn't.
A slight jerk got Veer out of his thought. Looking at Ayesha for the last time perhaps....he wished her good luck for her future life. Moving out of the room.....Veer thought of ways to stop Ayesha from leaving.
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