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A Fallen Star

By: Mysticaldivine

"Yeh hamaari sagaai ki angoothi hai"

Her words are shattered him the very same way he shattered her world with his "shadi kar rahe hain.." on Diwali night. The only difference is he did it purposely by running away from his feelings and she had no such intention of doing this here.

But after hurting her deeply on that night, he did try to bandage that moment by taking care of her wound and did make bondage through which he delivered his feelings... she grasped it yet moved away, and now she knew it well he that was hurt finding out about her being engaged with someone else...

But This is also a realization moment for Khushi for the first time that she is ENGAGED'...which she never grasped before either...

The moment gets glaciated with the piercing pain of those hollow words of Khushi, and in return, it benumbs and desensitizes him and his gesture "Kya yeh saach hai"[is it true?] without WORDS, and she confirms it. She lowers her gaze as she can't bear his pain anymore. But he couldn't take his eyes off. his face lost all the expressions, and all the tough, clenching jaws fell off their place. All was written there, the surprise and shock with a sharp gaze.

Slightly opened, tilted lips, the unbelievable moment dominated the surroundings.

This is my engagement ring, and she'd just said with an echo added to the music in their background...All it did was just take his breath with a slow removal of all expression from his face, embraced by a staggering pan of pain that would have told how deeply he was affected...

A draining moment of everything felt somewhat a howling windy storm inside him crushing every root of leftover belief in him...'The excruciating pain and the numbness of the brain paralyze the Mighty ASR, whose hands never miss any target yet lose their grip on the ring.

With rage and bafflement, he blurted out ,"tumhari sagai ho gyae,..kaise'tum ne mujhe batana zaroori nahi samjha..Kissi ko pata kyuon nahinn hai"you got engaged 'how did you not even bother to tell me. He wanted to expect her saying that tells me it's not true.

But Mr Raizada, who thinks girls like her have a purpose behind everything and not a single girl matters to ASR, then WHY does all this matter?

Khushi in quizzical mode,"aap ko iss se kya fadak padta hai"[why does it matter to you?] She knows how to retaliate...but he is in no mood or patience for all of this...

He grabs her fiercely,"Mujhe iss se fadak padta hai Dammit' kyuonke'.[it matters to me because.]

His ego and fear stop him from completing his sentence but not his heart which is feeling the same pain that she felt on Diwali night...He just keeps staring at her with agonizing eyes'.which are delivering a message that he can't verbalize'.The message shows his vulnerable side, the side that he opened for HER only...The girl who is her reason of survival...without whom he can't breathe...

And who knew the stargazing ended up realizing what he was doing all along? He was on the verge of losing her. Rage, loss, pain, guilt, jealousy and obsession mixed all of his thoughts at one point. How could she do this to him? Can't she see what is in between them? But he forgot that he cut that piece of thread to hold onto it on Diwali night...Didn't he say that you don't mean anything or that whatever happened in between us?

"You don't matter to me..."

Now "kya kar rahi ho tum?"

or the "tumne mujhe batana zaroori nahin samjha?", every word and feeling of this episode gets me... every time.

"Mujhe kyuon farak padta hai?"

Holding her tight, fearing to lose her. Piercing eyes into her, showing her his wound openly, he blurted out many things that contradicted his recent actions. Her words blew the fire and intensified his pain further.

"aapko is see kya fark padta hai?

Ah, he is not backing off that easily. Is he?

"Farak padta hai dammit kyuonke..."

But somewhere, it was too late... He felt it, deep down, knew it, and as always, he hurt himself like all the wounds were ready to rupture the last drop of blood in him. He doesn't let her touch or heal his wounded soul.

It doesn't matter...he was affirmed by this one mantra what he would tell her over and over from now until the real realization of what he had done and what he had to do to rewind those moments. He will try...with his rage, hurting her and himself in return until he lets her go...by hugging La...apologizing to her for hurting ...

Har bar...for everything.

Iss pyar ko kya naam doon? A unique love story that touches the soul of a common person has a roller coaster ride. This is a story of two star-crossed lovers whose love has no limit, yet their denial has no boundary either. Arnav Singh Raizada, a wall of ego, who writes his own destiny along with others oh well that's what Khushi's been told by this tycoon who had his eyes on this ravishing beauty since the day one holding in his arms safely. His "Gustakh" [stubborn] rattled eyes stuck on red beauty and since then he started either punishing the red Cinderella in water or saving with water.

Either scare her with his misty air or feel her misty presence with air. Her absence creates havoc, a fire, and fears in him and her presence does the same. Normal handsome hunk pulls his girl with love, but this one does it angrily and gets angrier when she threatens him to leave for "hamesha." He wants to rewind his acts to fix it yet forward it to make more mistakes. In this misty anger, he brings his girlfriend for distraction but ends up coming closer to Khushi. His first acknowledgement towards her by saying sorry and feeling the same pain as he feels his own was a big step here two souls come closer by being orphans and sharing the same pain.

This proximity becomes dangerous with no distance in between them on Diwali, and now the game of fear starts and that fear ends up not only breaking Khushi's heart but also pushing her towards Shyam's trap.

The push and pull game of these two takes a new turn and they both end up in engagement in Mandir unknowingly. The wall of ego gets higher after this act, and they both start their journey parallel to the bank of the river which needs a bridge and Devi Maiyan becomes that bridge and makes Khushi falls in his arms again.

Both, as stubborn as they could be, take an oath not to speak to each other. This time parents, the stars, come into action and Arnav by putting Ego guards down pours his heart out to Khushi, and she embraces him with her soft and peaceful belief "baat Vishwas ki hai" [It's a matter of belief]. His scattered life finds solace and peace only in her embrace as she is only HIS'..written divinely'.

Her engagement shakes the ground under his feet. Things take a nasty turn, and the revelation of Khushi's engagement makes these ego walls higher around Khushi till these, along with Arnav, make her suffocated within and tear her every dream apart "Sapno ki Duniya mein rehna hi acha hai kyuonkeh Asli Duniya main Sirf Dil toote hain" [It's good to remain in dreams as only hearts break in real world].

But seeing her devastating condition, the wall of ego within ASR cracks and his own tears come out of these cracks along with her, but the cracked wall is still strong enough to make her break more. He closes the door on her by telling her "Tumhare hone na hone se mujhe koi fadak nahi padta'you don't even exist for me" [It doesn't matter to me with or without you]. But ends up breaking this wall by himself and apologising to her. Khushi's jealousy and uneasiness are playing hide and seek along with her Dhak Dhak, but her uncertainty and woman's egoism do not want to fall into any pit as she fell already and her wounds are still there "koi matlab nahin hai" one of which is around her ankle as a reminder of it. But her broken heart and open wounds only seek his embrace and solace to heal as he is indeed her protector and only HERS'..written divinely'..

Shyam took every single opportunity from Lukhnow till now to lay with these simple yet strong people, but his evil act of putting strong walls of silence around Babuji is not acceptable for Devi Maiyan. She exposes this evil in front of her child by inheriting her powers of belief and courage to vanquish him. Khushi has another feature of DM, forgiveness and seeing goodness at heart and she gives this evil one chance to put his acts together. Raizadas and Guptas are closer than ever through Akash and Payal's relationship which became a reality only by Arnav and Khushi.

These two stubborn yet soft souls can go to any extent for their loved ones, and here they are joining hands to make dreams come true ''.. as Dreams do come true in real life...

Their forced marriage brought them closer and put Shyam at the bay for a while. Kidnapping proved that Shyam could go any length to damage Arnav and Khushi. But Khushi's determination brought them together and not only that put an end to Shyam's evil plans as well. He stopped for a while, but his actions to provoke Anjali brought a new challenge for both. The arrival of Dadi brought a rift between Arshi once again by putting questions on their marriage.

Their remarriage got hooked when Arnav got agreed to remarry Khushi according to rituals, and since then, there was no stone on the road to stop him from not getting his Khushi back in his life.

These two souls smiled together and cried together by remaining together no matter what. The Wall of ego had indeed surrendered by the wall of belief and trust, but "Pyar" love and acknowledgement of this "ehsaas" as we all know of "Iss Pyar Ko Kya Naam Doon."

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Oh, I missed a lot of things here. I will be on it soon...

They always lived to challenge each other. The love and hate relationship that neither could walk away from.

Shyam's Entry as Anjali's husband

He came to see if she will accept her feelings but nah, she is stubborn more than him

He decided he won't see her, remember her, or allow her name even in this house. Accept everyone that she has gone for good...coward

But her name is what he has all, that is the key to his happiness. The key she kept and gave him back as she doesn't have to keep it anymore, she was already in his heart, mind, running through his blood with each beat and breath...The love finds its way and it did but who will accept, who will say Fadak padta hai first...Ah...

Ah, Khushi

Ye kya kar diya tum ne

Main ne kitni koshish ki tum se nafrat karne ki

Par main kar an saka...

Well deserved defeat...

A Famous slap

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