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Ressing have a lot to say on it
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Depression! What a short word for something so big, painful and undescribable.
I can't understand why people can't see it or understand it, I mean normal people. Sometimes I feel like they don't want to see it, they think that depression is something that the depressed one searched on its own, that it's all built up by her/his self. Why they didn't get that it's something on which you don't have your will, it's something that comes to your, without you knowing about it!
At the first you don't even realize that you are suffering from depression, it's like a not ending circle that devours and corrode you and you can't do anything. At least not alone.
When you are depressed you need someone and accordingly to me the person should not judge you, but at the same time he or her should not even pity you. The person should make you see the reality, which is hard, but when you hit your head against the wall of truth, than only you can force yourself to get out of it.
Thank God I had my brother, who is two years little than me, but made me realize in which mess I got myself. He didn't pity on me or tried to say things like "oh don't worry it will pass and so on" those words that sometimes, I think, are not able to make you see the reality. He just said that I have to decide if I want to fight or I want to live like I was living.
And that was the moment when I realized that I hit the bottom, that I crossed all the limits and it was high time to get back my life and I did.
Now I'm the most crazy and happy person on this earth and when I look back, I don't see anything, because I don't want to see it, since I don't want to pity myself or make others do that.
You should never cry on your past or try to hide it, because at the end of the day you are what you are for what happened to you.
But it is also true that you can never forget it, it is still in you in somewhere and you can't do nothing to take it out, it comes out in the most odd situations. But if you have dealt with it in the right way, than you don't have to fear, you will be able to do it again and again. And that too alone.
Thanks for this thread, people should know about it and especially know that this is a thing that you need to share if you want to come out of it, fighting against it with someone along with you is more easy and bearable that fighting it alone.
Thanks again.
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