"Sochunga..." he replied unintrestingly making her smiled while his eyes were fixed on Shilpa... Now he observed she wore that diamond necklace & earrings which he gifted on her b'day which was exact matching wd her dress... Suddenly she felt someone's eyes on herself... Her eyes immediately landed on his which got the hold of her green almond pairs... Her heart started beating loudly which she controlled while crossing her arms... And there start their eye session... Shagun & Surbhi were constantly blabbering but Armaan was only staring at her who was trying to avoid his gaze... She was smiling on something but feeling his gaze her heart was beating loudly
"Heyy Krishna... Na hil sakti hun na kuch kar sakti hun... Plzz inhe bolo kahi aur dekhe... Arrgghhh" she cursed him mentally trying to ignore his gaze "Bechari Surbhi aur Shagun kabse bol rahi hai... Aur inka dhyaan b nai unpe... Badtameez" she thought looking at him from corner of her eyes
"Haath chodne k liye nai pakda hai..." he directly said looking at her intently making her stared him quietly "Tumne jo kuch b kaha mujhe farq nai pada... Kyun ki main janta hun main vaisa hun hi nai... Jo chodne k liye tumhe accept kare... " he whispered softly "I don't know tumhare dimag mein ye stupid si baate kahan se aati hai... But tumhare clarification k liye bata dun... Agar mujhe tumhe use karke chodna hi hota na... To tum aaj iswaqt yahan nai hoti..." he said slowly leaving her hands and stepped back making her more guilty "I know mujh par trust karna mushkil hai... Specially Kiya k scene k baad... But tell me... Kya tum usse pehle mujhpe trust nai karti thi...??" he asked calmly making her to stared down on floor "Kya tumhe sachmein lagta hai ki main kuch aisa karunga...??" his voice became upset one making her more guilty "Agar mujhe ye sab karna hota na Shilpa... To vo main hamari shaadi ki first night ko hi kar deta..." jerking her towards him he said wd anger in his voice which made her to stare his face "Agar mujhe tumhe chodna hota to vo to main... Bhopal jaane se pehle hi kar deta..." he pushed her shoulder and stepped back "Tum kabhi nai samjhogi ki mujhpe kya beet rahi hai... Tumhe lagta hai itna easy hai sab kuch accept kar lena Shilpa... Mera har din ye sochne mein waste ho jaata hai ki un teen saalo mein huaa kya tha... Hamari life kaisi hogi... Meri har soch sirf tumpar aakar rukti hai... Ki tumhe kaise vapas laaun apne paas..." he said in defeated tone while stepping back from her
"Armaan... I am sorryy... Mujhe nai pata tha ye sab" she tried to calm him who jerked her towards him suddenly by her waist making her stunned
"Complicated confusing si ek ladki yehi naam diya tha na tune khud ko... Jisse na main samajh sakta hun na Aditi samajh sakti hai na Ridzi Sukku Panchi Payal Priyanka... Even Prashant b... Infact koi nai tum khud b nai" he spoke slowly making her smile
"Sab samajh sakte hai except u... Ek baar samajh k to dekha hota Ansh" her heart said to her
"Main Armaan se mila tha Shilpa... Through Arjun I am sure usne tujhe bataya hoga... But I want to say he is very nice person Shilpa... I know main utne ache se nai janta usko jitna tu jaanti hogi.. Lekin Prashant se sunne k baad mujhe lagta hai ki vo bahoot hi accha banda hai" he praised normally making her shocked
"Yaa Mom..." receiving Ananya's call he replied tiredly rubbing his forehead
"Kahan ho tum log... Itni raat ho gayi sab puch rahe hai... Ek to tum subhe se gayab thae aur shaam tak Shilpa ko b le gaye... Jaldi aao" Ananya scolded angrily
"Yaa..." he didn't heard what she said just replied coz his heart & mind were numb looking at the scene infront of his eyes... Yes he saw his WIFE in Ansh's arms that to at this time the phone fell from his hand He cannot see clearly coz of his car's window glass but what he saw was enough for his anger
"Aapki wife yahan kya kar rahi hai... ?? Vo thik to hai??" that inspector asked worriedly looking at Shilpa while he didn't paid any attention to him his only concentration was Shilpa whose nerves he checked which showed she has just fainted
"I am sorryy... Plzz uth jaao... Plzzz... I'll promise kabhi akela nai chodunga.. Plzz uth jaao" he mumbled tearfully hugging her half body trying to wake her
"I think hume inhe Hospital le jaana chahiyee... Mr" that inspector suggested to which he nodded and composing himself he picked her up in his arms taking her from there
"Armaan... Kaisi baat kar raha hai tu.. Uski zindagi ka sawaal hai" Kabir spoke angrily
"Maine har kisi k zindagi ko bachane ka faisla nai liya hai... Jisse marna hai vo mare.. Jisse chodke jaana hai vo jaaye I don't care... Its my life meri life mein kisi aur ki marzi nai chalegi..." he said frustratingly buttoning his shirt
"Armaan yaar... Vo kuch b kar sakti hai tu kyun nai samajh raha... Vo kuch b kar legi khud ko... Usne mujhse kaha ki vo tujhe phone karegi aur baat karegi.. Milna chahti hai vo tujhse" Kabir's voice turned in upset tone Shilpa can feel that he is broken while getting ready Armaan started wearing his shoes calmly as if it didn't matter to him
"Kabir tu peace k liye vahan... Gaya haina to tu aaram se relax kar vaha.. Main yahan handle kar lunga.. Don't worry vo milna chahti haina to mile... Jis din uska call aayga main khud usse milunga... Agar vo suicide ki dhamki degi to main khud uski help kar dunga... Bas ab tu enjoy kar apna holiday bye" his voice was very cool as if he didn't cared for anyone and before Kabir could say something he hung up the phone!
"Maine aapse koi jhut nai bola Armaan" she sniffed stepping towards him who stepped back
"OH REALLY... TUMNE MUJHSE KOI JHUT NAI BOLA... AT LEAST AB TO JHUT MAT BOLO SHILPA" he gave a sarcastic smile making her hurt "KYA TUMNE MUJHSE JHUT NAI BOLA KI KUCH NAI THA UN TEEN SAALO MEIN?? KYA TUMNE MUJHSE JHUT NAI BOLA KI TUM NAI JAANTI KI BRACELET KAUN HAI... JO KI TUM B JAANTI HO VO TUM HO?? TUMNE MUJHE KABHI NAI BATAYA APNE US SO CALLED BEST FRIEND K BAARE MEIN? TUMNE MUJHE KABHI NAI BATAYA KI TUMNE ANSH KI MOM KO BLOOD DONATE KIYA THA?? INFACT TUNNE TO APNE BACHPAN K BAARE MEIN B NAI BATAYA?? TUM MUJHE KUCH NAI BATA SAKTI BUT BAAKIYO K SAATH SHARE KAR SAKTI HO... TUM DUSRO K SAATH HASS SAKTI HO GHUM SAKTI HO...BAS TUMHE MUJHSE HI PROBLEM HAI... AGAR AAJ TUMHARI SISTERS KA CALL NAI AAYA HOTA TO YE B TUM MUJHE KABHI NAI BATATI.. TUMNE TO MUJHE YE TAK BATANA ZAROORI NAI SAMJHA KI TUM JAA RAHI HO MUJHE CHOD K...??" his all questions broke her coz he is right at his place it was all her fault she didn't gave him chance to understand her "Kitna easy haina tumhare liye sab kuch chodna... Pehle karib aa kar saamne waale ko khudpe depend kara lo.. Fir jab vo depend ho jaaye to dur chale jaao... Usse ye keh kar ki I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING U dur bhaag jaao... Jab vo tumhe accept karne lage tumhaare pyaar ko aceept karne lage... To usse dur karo fir karib aakar dur chali jao ye kehkar... MAIN APNI JAAN DE DUNGI... Achi strategy dhundhi mujhe hurt karne ki tumne" pulling her closer by her shoulder swiftly he whispered softly staring at her who stared him tearfully
"Kyaa??" she became shocked "Main aapke saath nai jaaungi" she directly rejected making him smile
"Vo main nai jaanta... Par tumhe jaana to mere saath hi hai... So don't waste my time aur yehi wait karo main aata hun ready hokar" saying this coolly he stepped closer to her who crossed her arms angrily
"Agar main aapke saath nai jaaun to" crossing her arms she glared to which he just pass a smile and wdout saying anything he moved towards their Room's door "Ye karne kya wala hai Shilpa" her heart asked wd fear to which she gulped as he locked the door...
"Agar tum nai jaaogi to mujhe vo karna hoga... Jo main nai karna chahta" coming towards her he said in full serious tone while opening his tie's knot making her scared which she didn't showed on her face
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