bichad kar bhi tere saath hun mein-new os

Sab kahaniyon ki shurwat sad aur end khushi se hoti hai but meri aisi nahi ho payi

I dumped my head in my legs and cried all that moment..he was gone...he was all gone..i never thought of that.,...i cried pleaded requested him to return but he was all gone for never to return...that moment was the woest and i kept hurting my self to let him go...it was all my fault...it was all my fault...i Cried remeering those moments which i had with himI couldnt bear the pain couldnt take it anymore...he was gone forever never to rrturn for his beloved...i was all broken all shattered remebering the moments we had together...there comes in mind that moment when i doubted him, he believed me the most but i left him...doubting his love doubting his dedication doubting his loyalty doubtig his honesty doubting his commitment was all my mistake...i should be punished for this...that all i thought for just one doubt... I forgot about everyone including my small life in me and rushed to the hilltop of which i nevet had idea of... I reached there and messaged him back...my love forever I cannot come back...I am punishing my self for whatever I have done... I feel incomplete without u and just have to...yes dear I wanna leave this world..Never return back because I have always hidden this from u...love was not only for u it was before for someone else...someone whom I was commited to before u..and the life in me is a sign of his presence Iam sorry I have kept this secret because ur tears were costly and if they would have flown out my existence would be waste... I am sorry once again pls forgive me if possible...Iam going to a place where I can still take care of u..bye darling bye...I found my tears were all over my face..I touched my womb and just uttered my dear child Ia sorry but I can't keep u alive because if I would keep u and left then u would be alone..Iam sorry...I said and just shouted GOD HERE I COME PLEASE TAKE CARE OF MY LOVE... And there I jumped never caring of anyone.. I was there down all smeared in blood and tears on my face...ther he was my love running and came n hugged me half...the only thing he said was my beloved why did u do soo u could have told me before I would never tell u anything..I never knew that just one decision of mine having you would compell u to take such a decision Iam incomplete without u as he continued taking me to the hospital..We reached and he took me in after long hours There was a cry cry of my baby my child...but I wanted to talk to him so I had a privacy n there I continued I made him understand how could I justTell u everything u would be broken and I cannot see u broken..u are u were and u will be my love forever...never forget me...remember me every second u live..anyhow Iam ur first love but I wouldn't want me to be ur last love... U need to move for me for everyone and take care of my child pls and there I said that and had my last breath... He shouted my name several times as it echoed in those hills and the cried for mee... Even after several years my ashes reside in his hands he had them sitting there with tears in eyes... When a cute child arrives and tells papa mamma has served the food...yes yes yes... He moved on he fulfilled my last wish I just wanted me not to be his last love just because he would remain such whole life...he still remembers me still cries for me sitting out because he knows that when he would cry how would be quietly looking...I cried from the heaven looking at him and those tears fall on the ground in the form of rain and he would wide open his hands and feel them...he knows that his love is protecting him,caring him,looking at him, around him,loving him,and missing him...I am sad for what had happen but still my position in his heart has become strong and I would reside there as long as he is alive... THIS WAS MY INCOMPLETE STORY NEVER THOUGHT THAT THIS WOULD HAPPEN BUT STILL IAM HAPPY