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antara was ther in the drawing room with thw diary in her hand and eyes filled wid tears...n there she wrote..i had never thought that something in such way would happen in my life which would never let me move further. it would stop me from going further. it was a time when i would write this diary happily but now the only thing comming out is tears. i dont know how many tears have been flown from dese eyes, the only thing i know that these tears all my life have flown for u and have never been wasted. these tears have always shown the immense love towards u, these tears have shown the care towards u, the dedication of life towards u, these tears have played a very critical role to make ur memories alive in me, these memories have consoled me when i was broken, the gave me a reason to live when i decided to die. i still have a hope after dese 20years that u would come back,my love has always been only for u, one and only for u. but without u iam like a non living person. my life is dedicated to u and only u please come back my love for me, for ur life, for ur heart piecewhich u left here, for ur one and only beloved
she wrote this and tried to stop her tears but they couldnt when the maid entered and asked
madam ur friend and daughter are here to meet u
pls shqnti nahi milna mujhe unse,..jane ke liye keh do unhein.
but mam shanti asked
kahan na jao pls...antara shouted..
the maid entered the hall n told the wat all her mistress had said when the daughters eyes filled wid tears and she cried when her anty vrats said beta nishta mamma ki tabyat kharab hai..hum kiai aur din milenge unse abhi ke liye mujhe milne do main abhi unki tabyat puch kar aati hun...
vrats entered the drawing room n shouted usmein us bachii ki kya galti..
uski galti yeh hai ki woh mujhe raghu ki yaad dilati hai..uski wajah se yeh hadsa hua aur uski wajah se hi toh mein raghu kho diya..said antu
nqhi antu yeh sach nahi..woh toh bichari bachii tab uska janm bhi nahi hua ...explained vrats
nahi hua yahi toh prob tha...chahe toh tabhi mar jatitoh acha tha..said antu
ek bar uska chehra dekh le tu sab bhul jayegi..said vrats..
pls mujhe chod do akele..nahi dekhna mujhe anhin kuch jaanna mujhe,...plss..said antu in a weak voice.
antu...said vrats and turned when she saw antu on the floor..
antara was unconcious..vrats called antu and took her to her room and called nishta in..she phoned the doctor and the doctor arrived in 15mins..
antara was very weak and dats the reason she fell unconcious...vrats looked at nishta and then antu dono maa beti kitne achee lagte hai saath mein..lekin abhi bhi unmein doori hai..she looked up and said raghu dekh rahe ho na tum tumhare jane se kya halat hogayi hai tumhare beti aur antu ki..agar hosake toh pls aajao tumhari zarurat hai inhein..antara was in her dreamland..she was again thinking of her old days..
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I reached india in almost 2 days and the first thing i did was switching on my phone and messaging raghu..
raghu iam soo sorry maine tumhara kehna na sun kar wahin se chali ayi..i sent and sat in the cab to leave for grandmas house..i was informed dat the next day was my uncles wedding but i couldnr be excited as only one thing was coming into my mind...y did i behave so with raghu..i wish i could hqve listened to him.. i checked my phone again and again and at last i recieved the message...antu u never listen to me ur my only best friend and i love u the most..i must say that i wouldnt be so sad when apoorva leaves me than when u will leave me because ur. ot my crush ur more thzn crush to me.. i felt really bad when i heard all that frm u but now as u know everything..its ok..enjoy ur vaccations..n bring something fr mee..
i read the message and was happy as if i was charged with a charger...
i went to the market quicklybought a lehanga for myself and the related jwellery..
thenext day iwas totally ready for the function i woke up n sent a hello message to raghu.. he messagedme back and told me to send the pics i willhave for the wedding. i got quickly ready and we all left for the wedding..
i met there all my cousins my friends and all i had selfies chit chat jokes and lots of fun wid them in between i recieved raghus message when my cousins teased mee..boyfriend haan..noo i said just my friend i said and escaped fr there...thewedding was over at night 12 am and we reached home..the firstthing i did was to send all pics to raghu..
He recieved the pics and looked them..later the sent me a message that u look hot in the pic.. but in the other pic y did u let that guy put hand on ur bare kamar..he messaged and left me. awstruck..
Its nothin like dat...hes my friend..he was just having a pic but y r u soo tensed...
i should be my darling ur my friend and i dont want anyone to misbehave wid u so iam tensed..
sory raghu age se aisa nahi hoga..i aaid and said godbye as i was very tired..
even in my dreams he was there..
done guys i m soo sorry for the delay.
but this tym iam with a new twist dont worry u will understand grdually
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