heyy guys.. here is the next chapter of FF..please leave your comments...
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Antara came in room hearing the ringtone of Raghu' phone.. he was in bathroom.. and his phone was continously ringing..
Aapka ph aa raha hai...
kis ka hai..?
ek min.. kat gaya phir se..
and it rang again..
Sid hai...!!
Sid?? he turned the shower off...
hmm.. utha lo...
ok..
hello.. anatra received the call..
hi Antara...!
Hi sid.. how are you..?
I'm good.. how are you..
first class...
aur Raghu..
wo bhi ek dum badhiya...
where is he..? baat karao zara... itni der se phone kar raha hoon use.. utha nahi raha..
wo ready ho rahe hai office k liye..
ohk! so should i call after some time..
nah! it's fine..
he is already done i think..
ok.. aur batao.. howz ur college gng madam..?...
good..
abhi to winter vacations h.. so i really have nothing to do.. she sighed!
that's good na... enjoy karo.. once new semester will start.. u'll get busy again..
yeah! that's true..
u tell.. howz everything...
good..! i'm in Bangalore actually..
so i was thinking if we all 3 can meet..
wow! sure.. i'll tell him..
Is Ayesha also with you..?
no she didn't come this time..
i came for some office work.. and she didn't get leave from her office..so..
and i'm busy in office for whole day.. so even if she would have come.. it was of no use for her..
yeah! that's true..
so when do you want to meet..?
kis se milne ki baatein ho rahi hai... Raghu came from behind drying his hairs with towel and asked..
hearing his voice she turned and smiled..
Sid..! he is in bangalore..
achchha... kab aaya..
that i didn't ask.. but he is in bangalore right now and wants to meet us..
good.. lao baat karao..
haan...
Sid..! lo inse baat karo... she gave phone to Raghu and arranged his stuffs...
kya haal hai bhai...
mast.. tu bata..
main bhi mast..
kab aaya..
2 din ho gaye..
aur aaj bata raha hai..
haan.. wo kafi busy tha office mein..
aur kaun kaun aaya hai..
koi ni.. bas main hi hoon..
ok..
bata kab milna hai...
31st ko???
main agle kuchh din yahi hoon.. to new year eve saath mein celebrate karte hai..
ok.. ek min.. Antara se puchh leta hoon..
ohk...
he covered phone with his hand .. but Sid was able to hear their convo..
Antu..?
ji...
31st ke liye bol raha hai.. new year celebrations ke liye.. tumhe koi problem to ni hogi..
aapko theek lag raha hai.. to theek hai... she passed by him and pecked slightly on his cheek...
he smiled at her.. so did she..
haan.. theek hai.. 31st ko milte hai.. he said while getting ready...
aapko theek lag raha hai to theek hai...kya baat hai...
bas yahi baat hai...
jalwe hai yaar ke.. he said in teasing tone..
tu bhi seekh le.. Raghu chuckled and said...
tu classes kab de raha hai...
mil.. sikhata hoon.. and they both laughed...
chal sahi hai.. milte hai phir..
i'll let u know the place..
ok.. bye.. ready hona hai mujhe.. warna late ho jaunga..
theek hai.. bye..
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he came in the hall while tying knot of his tie..Antara was arranging breakfast for both of them..
he hugged her from behind and snuggled in her hair...
she got scared with his sudden hug... but sighed as it was him only...
sliding her tresses aside, he placed one single wet and deep kiss in crook of her neck.. smelling her scent..he exhaled deeply sucking her skin...
her eyes got closed automatically with his actions and her hands caressed his arms...
she took a deep breath and leaned her head back on his shoulder...
he hugged her tight but gently...
they stood still for a moment..
he kissed on her hair and closed his eyes...
i don't want to go office today... he whispered in her ears..
why..? she smiled a little and asked...
i want to be with you...
she blushed as he brushed his lips on her cheek from behind... still standing closing their eyes...
you are enjoying your vacations.. and i daily need to go to office...
she chuckled hearing that from him..
so you want to swap our jobs..
he nodded in no...i can't handle students...it's way to difficult..
then... what do u wanna do...
i'll tk a break from office for 3-4 days.. and then we will go for some holiday...
how about some hill stations..
just a few months bk we wnt to pune...
yeah! bt that was family function...
not some holiday trip...
just two of us...
it's been an year to our marriage..we didn't go anywhere for holiday..
hmm. she nodded in yes...
ok.. we will plan something..she said...
..
..
..
Antu...?
hmmm...
umm.. how are you feeling...?
they both caressed their hands on each other's arms..
i'm fine.. why...?
no...i mean...uh!... those...
... u know...
she opened her eyes and looked at him with corner of her eyes..
she slowly came out of his hug.. and looked at him..
i'm fine... really..! she nodded in yes and said softly..
can i...
and before he could ask.. she nodded in no.. "you don't need to ask..."
he saw so much love and affection in her eyes.. he wondered how he couldn't notice it all this time...
he cupped her face with one hand.. and caressed her cheek with his thumb...
looking into her eyes.. he bent down...
seeing her parted lips.. he gulped his saliva...
she felt his hot breath on her lips and closed her eyes...caressing her chin with his thumb, he captured her lower lip into his... she moved closer to him and held his shoulder..
he stopped.. looked at her.. tilted his face to another side and again captured her lower lip..
her hands roamed on his chest beneath his shirt...
*i can't hide this feeling anymore...*
*i don't know why... and when.. i started craving for you Antara* his words from that evening echoed in her mind...
he wants this so badly...
but still for my concern.. he stops himself...even now he asked me even though he has all rights on me...
thinking of that... her heart filled with lots of emotions..everytime he touches her.. she feels so overwhelmed.. that her eyes gets moist...even now.. her emotions were taking over her...
she controlled herself and gave into this moment..
she responded him with equal need and affection...
with her response.. he kissed her more passionately..
sucking her lips.. his hands roamed on her back.. he pulled her towards him gently..
she roamed her fingers in his hair... and clutched them in her small fists as he nibbled over her lips..
his cologne scent made her loose her senses... caressing his cheek with her one hand.. she kissed him like it was the first and last...
while kissing each other she started taking back steps.. and in a moment she got hit with dinning table..
Raghu lifted her in his arms and without breaking the kiss..he made her sit on the table...
she leaned her back and almost lay down there..
they didn't break the kiss for a second.. loosening his tie he came over her... and entwined his fingers with hers..widely opening their arms on the table...
their hands got touched with hot pan kept on table.. he chuckled on her lips and moved their hands aside...
he kissed her with so much hunger and soon he was out of breath.. he moved back a little to get some air..
she lifted her head and didn't let him break the kiss.. she kissed him with all her love...
he smiled seeing her like that... he only gasped for air and again kissed her with more passion
.. more hunger
.. much need
...a lot of love.
. and no interest to break the kiss at all..
when she was out of breath.. she gasped in his mouth...
their breathing got harder..he loosened his grip on her hands and she clutched his shirt tight in her grip...
he held her neck gently and lifted her above a little...
their dinning hall was echoed with their heavy breaths,,..
he looked into her eyes and once again slammed his lips on hers...she held his collar and pulled him for a deep kiss..
roaming her hands on his chest and torso she unbuttoned his shirt...
their chests were rising and falling in a rhyme...
their faces turned red.. and when they were finally out of breath they broke the kiss...
they joined their forehead and closed their eyes...
"something is definitely wrong with us..." Raghu said breathing heavily...
"i guess so..." she nodded...
"why can't we just confess it..."..he said while brushing his thumb on her cheek...
"i don't know... " she nodded in no and held his hand softly...
"you will need to get me an another shirt..."... he said while sliding his hand on her waist...
hmmm.. she nodded in yes and her cheeks turned crimson...
he kissed her cheeks.. which got deeper red with his kiss...
he looked into her eyes and lifted her in his arms...
she wounded her arms in his neck...
he made her lie on couch in living room.. removed his tie.. and came over her...
his shirt was just hanging on his shoulders...
she caressed his face with her fingers and looked into his eyes...
her eyes get moist...
what happened..? he raised his brow and asked..
she nodded in no...
feelings..??? hmmm...!!!
she hit on his shoulder... and he did hit her back on her shoulder...
she pouted and again hit him but he held her hand and kissed her knuckles...leaning over her, he snuggled in her hairs..
placing wet kisses on crook of her neck... exhaling deeply and smelling her scent he showered kisses on her nape..
she trembled with his touch... her hands roamed on his chest and she removed his shirt...
their bodies encountered with each other.. raising and falling in a rhyme with his sensual kisses...
sliding his hands in her top he held her tight in his arms and lifted above.. he sat on couch taking her in his lap.. and nuzzled in her nape..
Ra... Raghu..!!...!!! she moaned his name and clutched his hair tight in her fists as he licked her long neck and nibbling over her skin.. pulling it with his teeth he finally left a deep mark over her neck...
seeing her hissing in pain.. he licked on her mark and sucked it to sooth her pain...
slowly sliding her sleeves down he exposed her shoulders in front of him.. kissing over her shoulder he dipped his head in her nape and frowned his brow as he heard his phone ringing...
she couldn't resist smiling on his reaction...
Raghu took his phone out from his pocket..and when he looked at the screen.. he gritted his teeth...
"yaar sid.. teri problem kya hai..???" Raghu almost yelled on phone..
Antara looked at him with widened eyes and smiled lowering her head down..
yaar Raghu.. u're yelling at me as if i called on ur first night.. he said..
u did exactly something like that.. raghu said in anger..
haaawww!!! seriously...??
ab bol, kyun phone kiya.. Antara got up and was about to leave but Raghu held her hand and stopped her..
nahi.. i thought.. by now u would have left for office..as u said u were in hurry..
so i called..
bye.. raghu said and cut the call...
Sid burst out in laughter...
Raghu kept the phone on table and slowly pulled Antara towards him..
she walked towards him holding his hand..
he leaned his head back on couch and made her lean over him...
he roamed his one hand on her back.. and moved her tresses behind with another hand...
he cupped her face with both hands and then brushed his fingers in her hair..
she closed her eyes as he pulled her into him and brushed his lips over hers..
he gently kissed her lower lip from corner and licked upper one with his tongue..
she caressed his shoulder with one hand and took a deep breath..
Raghu stopped for a few seconds and then again captured her lower lip slightly..
she kissed his upper lip...
he pulled her closer to his mouth and took her lips into his..
she wounded her arms in his neck as he made her sit in his lap..
he took the lead in their kiss and kissed her passionately..
without breaking the kiss he got up from couch taking her in his arms.. they were about to fall.. but she held the table near by and didn't let him break the kiss,,,
their breathing was getting harder and they were roaming their hands over each other..
doing so.. he walked towards the bedroom..
opening the door by pushing it with his back he brought her inside..
Raghu bent down and made her sit on the bed... he moved pillows aside and made her lie there..
he was standing beside her..and looked at her lovingly..their breathing was unstable..
she lowered her eyes seeing him staring at her like that...
he came over her placing his hands on her either sides.. and her heart skipped a beat..
moving her face aside she gave him more access as he snuggled in her hair and kissed on her nape..
he was shirtless so her fingers were trembling while caressing his back...
he held her hand and made her hold him firmly..
snuggling in her hairs and kissed on her nape and pulled her skin between his sharp teeth without biting or causing her any pain.. she closed her eyes and leaned her head down lifting her body a little above in pleasure..
her fingers automatically started brushing his hairs..
she kissed on his shoulder and caressed his biceps as he cupped her swells and pressed them beneath her top..
holding his arm she lifted her chest as his hands moved downwards caressing her whole body..
he slid her top a little and once again pressed her swells.. her body was responding to each of his actions..
her breathing was getting rough..
she cupped his face with one hand and they both looked at each other..
Raghu looked at her lips and then again met his gaze with hers..
they closed their eyes.. as he bent down and captured her lips..
while kissing her, he moved aside her a little bit and touched her inner thighs beneath her trouser..
she turned to him a little in response and caressed his chest...
he opened his right arm and made her put her head on his biceps and almost hugging each other..
she caressed his back with her left hand and roamed her right hand on his torso...
they both were kissing gently.. sucking each others lips...
he caressed her hairs from behind with his right hand and moved her tresses aside coming over her forehead..
she gasped in his mouth as he slid his left hand in her trouser and caressed her feminine part...
still kissing her.. slowly and gently...making her lie flat he came a little bit over her..
she trembled in his embrace as his fingers were getting a little rough...
seeing her trembling and responding like this...now instead of caressing he started rubbing his palm a bit harder down thr..
her whole body trembled feeling a chill through her spine down..
he continued rubbing and crushing it with his fingers..
she closed her eyes tight and broke the kiss..
she gasped harder and pressed her lips tight feeling the pleasure he was giving her..
she took a deep breath and held his shoulder as he stopped...
she hid her face in his chest and kissed him there..
lifting her chin above he made her look at him...
but she couldn't dare to meet her eyes with his...a smile appeared on his lips seeing her feeling shy...
he brushed her lips with his.. and captured her lower lip..
her breathing became a bit normal as they smooched very gently...
while kissing her he took off her top and caressed her body..
his fingers were making patterns on her torso.. and hr fingers were roaming in his hairs...
but soon she clutched his hair in her grip and then loosened again to cup his face..
when he made her gasp in his mouth again by sliding his hand in her pa***..
she looked at him while her lips were still captured by him...
he broke the kiss and gave her a soft peck on her forehead...
she dipped her head in his nape as he started rubbing it down there...
feeling his fingers moving roundly over there she digged her nails in his shoulder..
he wanted her to feel the pleasure he wanted to give her..
he wanted to make her helpless and just to make her feel the equal desire for his love..
in a drifted moment he made her lie flat and pinned her hands above her head with his one hand..
he massaged and rubbed her delicate part making her moan louder..
she tried to freed her hands... but he didn't let her..
Raghu snuggled in her nape making it more difficult for her..
she somehow managed to free her hands from his grip..and held his wrist to stop him but he didn't..
all she could do was to hold his watch's chain tight in her fist...
she pulled it with so much force that it could break when he pricked her soft part and rubbed his fingers circular...
she leaned her head back as he shifted to another side and snuggled in her nape hovering her throat..
She once again tried to hold his wrist.. but he didn't let her and made her hold him instead..
his hand felt a little trapped so he made her open herself a bit for him...
she was dying with the pleasure he was giving her.. she wanted him to stop right there.. but at the same time she wanted more and more of it...
please!!!
Raghu..
aaahhh!! she moaned and gasped as he increased the speed...
he kissed on her throat and smiled feeling her response...
"i want to feel every shiver of your body..." he whispered on her skin..
he thought to stop seeing her trying to stop him twice.. but when he looked at her.. he found her eyes to be convincing with everything he was doing..
her parted lips were persuasive... they themselves wanted to be kissed by him for eternity...
but her helpless heart which wasn't able to hold this side of their relation and the feelings they both were having at the moment...
he brushed off all his thoughts the moment she gave him more access and opened herself...
she hugged him and kissed his shoulder and nape when he continued rubbing her softness down there...
but his next action made her bite on his shoulder and scratching his back with her nails...the moment he slid his finger half inside her..
Aaahhh!! she hissed in pain and moaned in pleasure.."Ra..."
he looked at her.. her face turned hot red...
she tried to hold him and pressed her lips tight when he pushed it more inside her..
he pulled his finger out slowly..when he saw a few tear drops flowing from corner of her eyes..
this was her first such encounter.. he realized and deep down he felt happy thinking that she always belonged to him only...
*always??* it stroke his mind.. why he thought.. *always!!..*
but then he looked at her and she looked aside to hide the emotions which were evident on her face..
he himself was feeling tight inside and his erotic ma***** wanted to come out.. but this time he only wanted her to feel all these emotions she was avoiding.. he wanted to see a satisfaction on her face which she will feel even with a very small encounter of love making..
unknown to himself he wanted her to crave for his love.. he wanted her to miss him when he won't be around..
he wanted to see those emotions in her eyes that she also wants him to be with him in bed...
he wanted her to feel the warmth he had in his heart for her.. warmth of their relation..
warmth of this... their very small togetherness.. warmth of sharing the same bed.. warmth of being in each other's embrace...
he wanted to feel her hot breath on his chest and to see a satisfaction on her face...
but he wasn't able to find those words by which he can tell her the way he feels for her...
but he knew very well how to make her restless.. he composed himself and pulled his hand out and let her get calm down...
he made her lower her gaze in shyness by looking deep into her eyes and without breaking the contact when he tasted her sweetness by licking his own fingers..
her chest got heavy seeing him doing that...
he caressed her face with his hand and kissed her shoulder after sliding the strap of her b** down...
she wasn't able to bear this side of him.. she was being overwhelmed with his touches and kisses.. and was being overtaken by her emotions..
she almost got up and tried to walk away.. but Raghu stopped her sliding his hand on her waist..
she sat on edge of bed folding her legs behind..
what happened..?
she couldn't dare to turn and look at him..
did that hurt you..? he asked in low voice..
she nodded in no..
he stayed mum...
she couldn't deny the fact that his actions were making her lose herself.. and she was feeling hot inside..
she wanted him inside her... she tried to calm down and looked at him..
please don't do this..she said with pleading eyes..
why?? he asked with lots of affection in his eyes and voice..
because... because it...
her voice choked...
it,,,
it is not what it feels like...
she looked at him but he didn't look affected with what she said..
then what does it feel like...??
we are not making love... hmm...? she asked with moist eyes...
he knew what she was saying... and he wanted her to be open about it.. he wanted her to express her emotions in front of him rather than hiding them somewhere in a dark corner..
why are you doing all this...?? she shook her head.. tears rolled down on her cheeks...
he was glad that his actions affects her.. he was glad that she is not like what she pretends to be.. and she does get affected by the ways he touches her..
she does differentiate between the ways how he touched her..
please don't touch me like that...don't be so loving and caring.. it scares me..
..
..
we decided to move forward.. so why don't you just do that...
it wasn't some deal Antu.. he said very calmly.. which made her more restless...
it's only about building physical relation between us...
please don't make it seem like we are making love...her throat got dried...
it...she lowered her head as her voice was breaking..
it...it should...(tears rolled on her soft creamy cheeks)
feel like ...
having only s*x..
that's it...!!!
he held her arms above her elbow and made her look at him...
he gave a small and wet peck on her lips.. but it doesn't feel like that...hmm??
all we need to do is to find ..why?..
i don't want to bring my emotions in way..
but..with all this...he cupped her face with both hands...
i won't be able to hold myself back.. she caressed his hand and said with moist eyes..
i want you to not to...saying that he bent down and took her lips into his..
tears rolled down from her eyes... she wounded her arms on his neck and kissed him back...
he laid down on bed taking her in his arms..they both smooched for long...
their lips were sore and got swelled because of continuous kissing for so many long smooches..
he unhooked her b** and took it off.. he hugged her tight feeling her softness on his firm chest...
moving her hair aside he kissed her neck and shoulder...
he loosened the hug and cupped her bossoms.. sucking them he made her get down and came on top of her...
he pressed her bossoms in his hands and later sucked them one by one..
she brushed her fingers in his hair when he licked her bossoms..
he covered them again in his palms and played with her taut ni*****...
she started feeling hot in between her legs.. .
Did i tell you before.. that you're beautiful...he asked while kissing her throat..
she nodded in yes..
hmm..? he chuckled...
hmm...! she blushed...
he moved upwards.. kissed her forehead and again kissed her lips..
she gasped in his mouth when he slid his hand inside her lower again..
he thurst his one finger inside her a little and moved it roundly..
he pulled it out and pushed again..
she closed her eyes and took deep breath while kissing him..
her chest got heavier realizing that he tasted her wetness when he pulled his hand out and again slid inside after a moment..
she felt his saliva over her feminine part..
he rubbed her softness and increased the pressure as it got silky due to his saliva..
he broke the kiss and looked at her.. she clutched the sheet...
he rubbed it until her moans got louder and then he stopped...
each and every part of her body was shivering with his doings on her..
he did the same thing two three times and kissed her globes or lips every time he stopped...
her face had turned hot red and her bare chest raising and falling sharply...her heavy breathing was making him arouse..
whole room was echoed with her moans, heavy breathing mixing with the sound of chain of his watch...
he didn't want this moment to pass.. he wanted it to be stopped right here and wanted to continue making love with her for long...
he wanted her to feel every bit of it even when he won't be around..
finally, he took her in his embrace and started pleasuring her...
he kissed her passionately... she held him tight digging her nails in his biceps..
with the increasing pressure of his firm fingers moving circular and crushing her delicate skin in between his fingers made her moan louder which got suppressed in his mouth..
he was feeling the encounter of her bare upper body with his in every other second..
her moans and her nails scratching his shoulder made him to increase his speed...
he could feel her wetness getting increased..
he broke the kiss and snuggled in her nape so that he could hear her moans which were getting louder..
seeing her body getting stiffened he increased the speed and rubbed her harder
after a few seconds.. she took deep breaths... and her body was not trembling anymore..
she was breathing heavily.. her body was little sweaty...
Raghu caressed her inner thighs and slowly moved his hand out...
her face was expressionless.. she didn't look happy neither sad.. but he could see that she was calm and satisfied..
he was satisfied that this time he didn't leave her half or incomplete...
he looked at her and kissed her forehead..she closed her eyes and before she could ask for it.. he took her in his embrace..
he grabbed a pillow from side.. and moved upward taking her in his arms..
he covered both of them with spread and hid her in his chest..
they kept lying there hugging each other..Antara kissed his chest while he was slowing caressing her back... she dozed off in his arms after a few minutes..but Raghu was awake..
he remembered what she said when she suddenly got up in between...
"we decided to move forward.. so why don't you just do that..."
..
..
..
"i won't be able to hold myself back."...
she does feel it the same way i do...
but why she doesn't want to be emotionally attached with me... ain't she at all attached with me...
he looked at her face.. and saw a blush.. he could feel his love on her face.. he remembered that moment when he saw a nightmare and she slept beside her because he needed her..
he also remembered how she reacted when he asked her to end this marriage and find some other more deserving partner for herself...
or she wants me to think that way that she is not attached with me.. and she doesn't feel anything..
but why would she do that..? he thought..
she was expecting from me to just sleep with her and have s*x..
but why...?
since when we talked about this.. she hides all her emotions...
may be because loving and caring like that mean something to her...a little more than something which can be neglected...
she values the emotions two people have while making love...
that's why she doesn't want to feel our encounters like that because i myself told her that i don't love her...
he moved her tresses aside and kissed her forehead.. her face looked so calm and relaxed...
but what made her so reserved and rigid...
Did she felt this way for someone before..? he thought... Did someone hurt her..? and his heart sank thinking of if she was in love with someone...???...or if she still is..???
he was lost in his thoughts and came out to his trance seeing her cuddling up in his arms...
he caressed her face and wiped a few drops of sweat from her forehead..
all this time..if she was thinking like that then what was that when a few days back she herself initiated it..
being restless for whole night when i didn't reach home.. why is she so mysterious.. or weird actually? he thought and shook his head..
he got up and brought his laptop and mobile from living room..
he laid half beside on bed and worked on his laptop..
= = = = = = after an hour= = = = = = =
she woke up with the sound of his phone's ringtone.. Raghu immediately received the call but she was awake by the time..
she opened her eyes and saw herself hugging his leg.. she pulled her hands back and she held the corner of his vest and immediately got up realizing what time it could be...
morning...he cut the call.. and looked at her..again i guess...
what time is it..? she looked at him and asked..
ummm... he looked at his watch...10:30
you're late for office.. why didn't u wake me up..
it's ok.. i'll go in lunch time..
but if u'll go late.. u will come late in night..
aap ready ho jaiye.. main saman lagati hoon...he kept looking at her and placed his laptop aside..
oh! no! u even didn't had ur breakfast...
u must be hungry.. i'm so so stupid.. why did i sleep.. she kept blabbering in one go...
she was about to get up...and the spread almost slipped exposing her bare upper body...
but Raghu held her hand from behind..
she felt currents in her body the moment he held her hand..
he pulled her into himself and her bare back bumped into his firm chest beneath his vest..
sliding his hand over her waistline and holding her from behind he kissed in her hair...
feeling his cold hand on her warm body she realized that she was topless..
i'm fine..and i'll come back on time.. don't worry...he whispered in her ear...
u get fresh n up..i'll wait for u outside.. saying that he placed a wet kiss on her shoulder making her shiver.. he moved back and got up from the bed...
she nodded in yes...
he grabbed his laptop and came out...
she looked at him leaving from the room... and recalled everything that happened an hour before...
and what he would have been thinking how she was sleeping hugging his leg...she shook her head...
she remembered the moment she was trembling in his arms and how far they went today...
her heart skipped a beat remembering every single moment.. she couldn't believe that almost 2 hrs back she was preparing breakfast for him and now...
she closed her eyes and she could still hear herself moaning loud...and she felt that she was wet again...
she trembled and folded her legs.. she could still feel his fingers there...
tears rolled down on her cheeks remembering the way he loved her today...
she couldn't deny that she enjoyed every bit of it...
Antu.. i've arranged the breakfast.. come fast...
she brushed off all her thoughts hearing his voice.. and rushed towards bathroom grabbing her clothes...
she came out after 5-10 minutes... and saw him keeping his stuffs in his bag for office...
it's ready.. aa jao.. he said..
main kapde la deti hoon aapke..
it's ok.. pahle nashta kar lo.. bhookh lagi hogi tumhe bhi...
she nodded in yes...
remembering every moment.. she wasn't able to meet her gaze with his..
n when she recalled what she said to him about the ways he was touching her...she got hiccups..
she was trying hard to look calm but her hiccups made him smile...
he passed her a glass of water.. she held it with her trembling hands.. and gulped immediately...
relax.. he patted on her head...
don't panic..
he got up and went into the room..and came back wearing another pair of shirt and trouser...
he got ready in next 10 minutes.. she gave him his car's keys and lunch...
before leaving.. he turned towards her and kissed her forehead... miss me..!!. okay..? he said with a smirk on his lips..
she smiled to him and both bid goodbye to each other...
Antara kept looking at him and then his car till he reached far from her view..
she closed the door and came inside...
her heartbeat was unstable.. she was feeling scared not having him at home.. she herself wasn't aware.. why??.. and then another moment her heart skipped a beat feeling his presence behind her..
she turned but he wasn't there...she placed her hand on her heart and started taking back-steps...she got hit with the couch and sat there..
but she got up feeling his presence there.. she recalled that how just an hr before they were lying here snuggling in each other...
she walked from there and collected pots from dinning table..and the moment she grabbed pans.. she remembered their passionate kiss when they were lying on this small dining table...
she hurriedly collected all dishes and kept them in kitchen..she went back to the room...
and found it to be all messed up...
she changed the bed sheet with trembling hands... her breathing was getting rough...
why did he do that...?
all the feeling which were suppressed in my heart for so long.. he has shaken everything in a moment..
she sat on the bed and tried to get calm down...but her heart was pounding...
she got up and opened her closet to take her diary...
and poured all her feelings in form of those long letters.. some of the words even got washed due to the tears that fell down on her diary from her eyes...
she re-lived every moment once again while writing.. and the moment she closed it.. she felt his absence more...
she tried to make her engrossed in house holding stuff, tv, college stuffs.. bt nothing helped her...
she went in the room and fell on the bed... she looked at his dp in her phone.. and kept staring at his name and pic..
once again everything flashed in front of her eyes...and reluctantly, she dialed his number...
Raghu saw her number on his screen and a smile appeared on his lips..
he picked the call and said hello... but as soon as she heard his voice she cut the call...
Raghu called her back.. but she didn't pick her phone.. he chuckled and dialed her number again...
she picked it after 3-4 rings... hello.. she tried to sound confident but he could sense her voice was trembling..
Antu..tum ph kyun ni utha rahi thi...
wo.. main... kuchh kaam mein busy ho gayi thi...
itni jaldi..? abhi to tumne call kiya tha...
nahi... mera matlab... wo ring ja rahi thi... uthaya nahi.. to mujhe laga busy honge.. she said in her shuddering voice...
her hands were trembling and getting sweaty... she wiped them with her lower..
par maine to pahli ring pe hi utha liya...
nahi...main sach bol rahi hoon...
main bhi sach hi bol raha hoon antu...her heart pounded thinking what she would say now...
so she cut him in between and asked another stupid question..
aa...aa..aap office pahunch gaye ...?
haan.. bas 3 ghante pahle hi pahuncha hoon..... he replied calmly...while deep down he was smiling imagining her condition...
achchha... ok...
b...bye..! she said...
Antu..? before she could cut the call he called her name...
ji... she replied..
i'm missing you... her chest got heavier hearing that from him... and her heart skipped a beat...
she felt tensed in between her legs and cut the call immediately...
Raghu leaned his head back on chair and remembered how beautiful she looked when she was snoring beside him...and he chuckled thinking how weird she is...
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= = = = = = = in the evening..around 7 pm= = = = = = =
Raghu called Antara and she picked the call..
Hello..
haan Antu.. wo today.. i'll be late.. since i reached office around 12..
i told u na.. but u didn't listen to me...she got a bit angry...
arey! majaak kar raha hoon.. pahunch gaya hoon.. door kholo...
oh! she felt relieved.. and went outside..
she opened the door and saw him coming from the front parking his car in lawn...
images from morning's encounter flashed in front of their eyes..and they both shared an eye-lock..
but soon they both came back to their trance..
antara went into the kitchen and brought water for him...
thx..he took the glass from walked towards the bedroom...
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