Part III
Deepika put four slices of bread in the toaster and cracked eggs in a bowl to start preparing the omelets. Breakfast was usually a simple affair for her (admittedly, sometimes it only consisted of coffee and some biscuits), so she hoped this would suffice for her guests.
Out of the corner of her eye she spotted one of said guests heading towards the door.
âAbhay! Where are you going so early?â she called, âI didnât think you were scheduled for an early shift today.â
Abhay paused, âI left my bike at the hospital so Iâm heading out early to catch the bus.â
âDonât be silly,â Deepika said in disbelief, âIâll drop you.â Seeing Abhayâs reluctant expression, she raised an eyebrow, âWhatâs the matter? Is my driving so bad?â
âNo, itâs just⌠If people see us together there will be talk. You know how the hospital gossip is.â
âOh come on, I didnât think you were one to worry about some silly gossip. Besides, I am your senior, whatâs so unusual if Iâm dropping you once? Weâve left together before, we canât be seen coming together? There are many explanations for it. Besides, I need you here this morning.â
âWhat for?â
âWell, for one, I made you this breakfast, and it would be rude not to eat it. And two, the temp aide will be here shortly, and you know your motherâs schedule and medicines better than anyone, so you should go over them with her.â
âOh, yeah thatâs a good point.â Abhay set down his bag and came into the kitchen. âDo you need any help?â
âToast and omelets are about done. Is Aunty still sleeping?â
âIâll go wake her.â
âIâll get her, sheâll need help in the bathroom. Can you finish up the food and set the table?â
Abhay nodded, and took over the task of breakfast while Deepika went to help Girija get ready.
The three sat down to eat together. Deepika felt an odd bubbly feeling in her chest. Yesterday, for the first time in years, she hadnât eaten dinner alone in her home, and now she was also eating breakfast with company. They had just finished with breakfast when the doorbell rang.
âThatâll be the aide, I expect,â Deepika said, wiping her mouth and getting up to open the door.
It was indeed the aide at the door. She was an experienced nursing assistant who quickly understood all the instructions. Abhay felt safe leaving Girija in her care. âAai, donât get any new ideas, ok,â he said softly, âAnything you need, just ask the aide.â
Deepika and Abhay got in the jeep. The drive was only fifteen minutes, but the silence seemed to stretch the ride much longer. Deepika focused her eyes on the road and Abhay was staring out the window on the passenger side. Deepika groaned internally. What had happened suddenly between her and Abhay? Despite their initial rocky relationship, they had developed a good rapport over the last few weeks. She was closer to him than her other residents, this wasnât really hidden to anyone. But ever since his engagement Abhay seemed to be a bit distant with her. Had she overstepped her bounds when she had expressed her surprise that he was getting engaged so soon instead of focusing on her career?
âDo you mind if I play some music,â asked Deepika, attempting to lighten the atmosphere.
Abhay nodded. Deepika turned on the radio and the melodious voices of Kishore Kumar and Lata Mangeshkar lilted through the speakers:
âHum dono do premi duniya chod chale
Jivan ki hum saari rasmein tod chaleâ
Deepika couldnât help but hum along. The classics just had a different vibe. âAisa naa ho tu kabhi chod de mera saath,â she sang.
âPhir na kabhi kehna dil todne waali baat.â
She looked over surprised. Abhay was grinning at her.
They finished the last verse together:
âHum dono do premi duniya chod chale
Jivan ki hum saari rasmein tod chaleâ
âI didnât think your generation listened to these types of songs,â Deepika said.
âEvergreen songs never go out of style,â Abhay answered, âAnd you forget Deepika, you are of my generation.â
She shrugged. âThatâs technically true, but our experiences have been different enough to count as a generation gap.â
Abhay made a noise of disagreement, âMaybe we canât fully match our experiences, but our thinking is not so different is it? In those terms, age is just a number. Thereâs no gap between us.â
Deepika looked at Abhay amusedly. That was fine for him to say, he was still quite young. From her point of view, there was a lot of maturity difference. But she supposed it was better being thought of as one of the âcool kidsâ than an oldie!
FMS Hospital came into view. Deepika pulled into a parking spot and they entered together. Abhay seemed much more relaxed now, he made a light joke about the food at the canteen and Deepika laughed.
âAbhay!â trilled a cheerful voice behind them. Abhay immediately took a step away from Deepika. She tried to not to let this irk her, but she couldnât help but wonder why Abhay was acting this way.
She turned around and as expected, Dr. Sia Advani, Abhayâs fiancee, was standing behind them.
âGood morning, Dr. Sinha,â Sia said as she looped her arm with Abhayâs.
âGood morning Dr. Advani,â Deepika replied politely. âHow are things going with your competition?â
âGreat! Abhay and I are the best, Iâm sure we will be in the finals. And then I will have to beat him.â
âExcellent, keep up the spirit, Iâll see you.â
They went their separate ways. Deepika changed into her scrubs and went into her cabin. She had only had a relatively minor gallbladder removal scheduled today. Thankfully, Vikrant wouldnât be on it. Deepika grimaced thinking about how Vikrant had suddenly left the OT in the middle of major surgery without any explanation. What was his problem? Was he punishing her because she had rejected him?
She finished her surgery, and was on her way to the emergency ward when she ran into the person she least wanted to see. âDr. Saxena,â she addressed coldly.
âDeepika, did you hear that Iâm performing surgery on the conjoined twins? Did you want to come watch?â Vikrant asked smugly.
âYes, Iâve heard about it, but Iâll keep watch on the ER instead. There should be a senior there until youâve appointed a proxy leader.â
âOk,â said Vikrant shrugging, âa surgery like this will be recorded anyway, you can watch and take notes in your free time.â
Deepika gave him a sarcastic smile, and rolled her eyes as he left. Vikrant was a talented surgeon no doubt, but his arrogance was very off-putting.
She came into the ER to find a concerned looking Abhay.
âDeepika, Iâm glad youâre here. I was just coming into your cabin to find you.â
âWhatâs the matter Abhay? You look troubled.â
âI was checking on the post-op patients. One was in a great deal of pain so I went to get some fentanyl from the storage. But strangely, all vials of opioids were gone. The accountant said that he had ordered a full stock only three days ago. He ordered more from the pharmacy, but I canât help but think itâs odd. I think someone may be stealing drugs.â
âHm, itâs possible⌠Thereâs stories coming out all the time about doctors or other hospital staff stealing drugs. Can you think of anyone thatâs been acting strange?â
Before Abhay could answer, they were alerted by the shout of âDoctors!â. They turned to see a gurney wheeled in upon which was a man in his sixties.
âNeighbors called an ambulance when they found him unresponsive on the floor,â the nurse recited, âSixty-six year old male, name isââ
âOscar Dante,â Deepika blurted.
Abhay looked at her surprised, âDo you know this man, Dr. Sinha?â
âNot personally,â she replied, âGet him on the bed.â
Oscar Dante was lifted to the hospital bed and Deepika checked his heartbeat and blood pressure. âBP is lowâ, she stated. Dante was quickly hooked up to an IV saline solution as Deepika ordered blood tests.
As they waited on the tests, the patient began to wake.
âMr. Dante?â Deepika asked gently, âHow are you feeling?â
âUh, where am I?â Dante looked around confusedly. He had silver curls and a short mustache and beard. He blinked owlishly, with pale blue eyes. âMy glasses?â he inquired.
âHere,â Deepika grabbed a plastic bag in which his personal belongings were stored and pulled out a pair of round gold rimmed glasses. Dante put them on, and immediately his demeanor changed from confused to distinguished.
âAh, thatâs better,â Mr. Dante said, âNow, unless Iâm having a hallucination, this is a hospital and you are doctors.â
âCorrect, can you just answer some questions for me Mr. Dante? Youâve fainted, I need to check your cognition.â Deepika asked some basic questions which the patient answered with ease. The blood results came back, which were inconclusive.
âIâm not sure what exactly is wrong, Mr. Dante. Iâve gone over your medical history, but thereâs nothing to clearly explain your fainting spell. We need to keep you overnight, for observation.â
âDoctor please, itâs no big deal. I was simply tired. I didnât sleep well so I became dizzy and fainted. Itâs just fatigue and stress from focusing on my writing,â Mr. Dante cajoled.
âYouâve been writing?â Deepika asked excitedly. Abhay raised an eyebrow at her. He had never heard such a tone from Deepika before.
Mr. Dante smiled. âYes, my new novel. Do I sense a fan?â
Deepika tucked her hands in her pockets shyly. âActually⌠yes. I recognized you right away.â
âIn that case, can you also give me a proper introduction?â Abhay interjected.
âDr. Sathe, Oscar Dante is one of the most respected names in Indian gothic literature. Iâve read all his works. I canât believe Iâm actually meeting him in person!â
Abhay hid a laugh. Deepika was legitimately fangirling. He had never even heard of Oscar Dante or his works. Granted, he didnât read much outside of medical textbooks.
âThat is⌠unexpected. I didnât think you were the type to be into dilapidated castles and wandering vengeful spirits.â
âThose are just stereotypes, they arenât all like that. Anyway, even stereotypes can be done well in the hands of a master storyteller, like Mr. Dante.â
At Abhayâs look, she continued, âWhat? You think a woman of science wouldnât be fascinated by the paranormal or inexplicable phenomenon? Or that a doctor wouldnât be interested in the themes of death and the macabre? Thatâs where youâre wrong. For doctors, death is a failure. If we canât save someone after we try our hardest, we consider it the will of God. So if we can consider God, why canât we consider other possibilities outside the realm of science, even if only in our imagination? For us, death is a finality. But for a writer, death is something to be explored. All humans have a fascination with death, itâs the nature of mortality. We are equally curious as we are terrified by things that go bump in the night. I donât see a reason to shy away from it. True, I fight the reaper everyday, but every now and then I like to read from the reaperâs perspective.
Abhay considered this. âI never thought of it that way. What an interesting insight into the mind of Dr. Sinha. Frankly, the only thing that really surprises me is that you have time to read. Who knew Dr. Deepika Sinha has hobbies too? I thought you lived and breathed surgery.â
âAnd what are your hobbies Dr. Sathe? If it werenât for your mother I donât think youâd ever leave the hospital.â
âIâm not sure if youâre mocking or praising each other,â Dante said amusedly.
They both blushed, they had forgotten for a minute that they were at the hospital and were supposed to be attending to a patient.
Deepika noticed something. âMr. Dante, has your leg fallen asleep? You are shaking it.â
âOh, no that happens on and off. I have restless leg syndrome. Itâs become quite annoying in the past year, but Iâm taking medication for it.â
âI see. Do you suffer from any other involuntary muscle movements?â
âNo, nothing like that. Though my wife complained that I thrash around in my sleep,â he smiled sadly, âShe passed six months ago. Sleep well Sylvia.â
âIâm sorry to hear that. You mentioned that you were fatigued. How long have you been having sleep problems?â
âHm, I suppose around the time my leg has been bothering me. Though I doubt itâs related. I simply have a lot of unpleasant dreams. I was going through some personal financial troubles and my wifeâs health had also taken a downturn. Although no one expected her to pass so suddenly. Itâs expected that I sleep rather stressfully.â
âHave you considered seeing a psychiatrist or therapist?â
âI was prescribed anti-anxiety pills. Though to be honest, Iâm a bit forgetful about taking it right before bed.â
âAnd no other sleep aids?â
âNo, I didnât want to become dependent on any sleep medications.â
âOkâŚâ Deepika frowned there was something still bothering her but she couldnât quite put her finger on it. âMr. Dante, I want to conduct a sleep study on you. I will inform the sleep technician. You will have to stay overnight.â
Dante sighed, âIf you insist, doctor.â
Deepika and Abhay bid goodbye to Oscar Dante and went to check on other patients.
âWhat are you thinking, Deepika?â Abhay asked, âAny diagnosis for Mr. Dante.â
âI canât say anything now. Letâs wait for the results of the sleep study. I just canât help but feel thereâs something missing or something Mr. Dante is neglecting to tell us.â She sighed frustratedly.
âDonât worry, weâll figure it out,â Abhay said confidently.
Deepika nodded, feeling encouraged. They were close to finishing their shift when the other junior residents returned.
âPeroz, how was the surgery, you were assisting right?â Abhay asked.
Dr. Peroz Murgiwala nodded, âBoth Sandeep and Randeep are fine. Everything went smoothly, thank goodness, because I was quite worriedââ He broke off and shared a look with Dr. Ansari.
âWhat happened?â Abhay questioned, looking between them.
Peroz rubbed his neck, âI feel weird saying this, but something is off with Dr. Saxena. Heâs been having strange mood swings, and he stormed off right before surgery after already scrubbing in. I was thinking of informing Dr. Sinha to take over, but he returned and acted like nothing happened.â
âAgreed, there is some locha (problem) with Dr. Saxena,â said Dr. Ansari.
Abhay wondered what might be the reason behind Dr. Saxenaâs strange behavior. He had heard that Saxena had also walked out in the middle of a surgery. He recalled what Deepika had asked him this morning about anyone acting strange. Could it possibly be Dr. Saxena who was stealing and abusing drugs?
âI think you guys are speculating too much,â said Sia, âDr. Saxena has always been a bit moody hasnât he? Heâs hardly jovial like Dr. Ali.â
âYou havenât been around him all day Sia, youâve been assisting Dr. Ali in the ICU,â said Peroz, âHeâs acting differently than usual.â
Before anyone could theorize further, Deepika came up to them and everyone quieted. âCharts are all done, patients are all stable, ready to go home Abhay?â
Abhay stiffened, and Deepikaâs eyes widened at her slip of tongue. âI mean, Dr. Sathe, your shift is over, and I think everyone elseâs shift is also done, so ready to go home?â she corrected.
Everyone got ready to leave. Sia looked at Abhay curiously. He seemed awfully quiet. âAbhay, do you want to go for dinner?â
âNo, Aai is not feeling well. Iâll need to go right home for a few days,â he replied.
He got changed and caught up to Deepika as she was leaving.
âDeepika, can I have a quick word?â
âOf course, what happened?â
âWhat do you think about Dr. Saxenaâs mood swings?â
She shrugged, âNot a lot to think about, heâs a temperamental person.â
âI think it could be more than that. Remember what you said about addicts acting strange? Itâs possible that Dr. Saxena is a drug addict and heâs behind the theft of opioids.â
Deepika looked at him surprised, âNo, I think youâve got it wrong. Vikrantâ I mean, Dr. Saxena isnât a drug addict. He can be volatile, but heâs a good surgeon. He wouldnât risk his career over drugs.â
âHow can you be sure?â
âLook, I just know, okay. Dr. Saxena isnât your guy.â
Abhay narrowed his eyes in suspicion. He knew Deepika and Vikrant were friendly, but he didnât trust the man at all. Deepika was a good person, so she saw good in other people, but that wasnât always the case. He had witnessed Vikrant making a romantic declaration to Deepika, and although he hadnât heard her answer, it was possible she was siding with Vikrant because they were together. He dearly hoped not. His pesky feelings for Deepika aside, Vikrant wasnât good for her. He was smug and toxic, and everything Deepika wasnât.
Abhay got on his motorcycle and Deepika in her jeep. How odd that they were taking two vehicles to the same destination.
Deepika reached home about twenty minutes after Abhay due to a traffic jam. Her large jeep couldnât navigate it as well as his bike. She entered the house thinking to check on Girija. She was passing the hallway bathroom when the door suddenly swung open and she found herself faced with a wet-haired Abhay who was clutching a towel around his waist and nothing else.
Deepikaâs mouth fell open while Abhay went bright red. He backed into the bathroom and promptly shut the door. âSorry,â his muffled voice came through the door, âI accidentally left my clothes in the bedroom and Aai is sound asleep. I had dismissed the aide, and you werenât here yet so I thought I could just grab them unnoticed.â
âOh! Um, itâs ok. Iâll get your clothes. Theyâre in the guest room?â
âYeah, on the bed.â
Deepika went into the bedroom, where Girija was snoring away peacefully. She grabbed the bundle of clothes, trying not to look at the boxers folded neatly on top of the pile. She knocked on the bathroom door, Abhay stuck a head and arm out and retrieved his clothes for her.
âThank you,â he said bashfully.
âNo problem.â
Deepika couldnât help but giggle as Abhay shut the door. Despite the initial embarrassment, it was a kind of funny situation.
She went to change and when she came out Abhay was also thankfully fully dressed.
âWhat do you want to do for dinner? Thereâs only bland food at home and Iâm a little too tired to cook. Do you want to order something?â
Abhay shrugged, âWhatever is fine by me. We can eat out if you want.â
âAre we going out to eat?â Girija entered the common room. âI havenât been to a restaurant in forever!â she said excitedly.
âNo Aai, I was talking about take-out,â Abhay explained.
âActually, going to a restaurant isnât a bad idea. You said youâre going to work on giving your mother more experiences, well why donât we take her out to eat? Iâm sure she would like to get out of the house for once,â Deepika suggested.
âAre you sure dear? I wouldnât want to intrude on your romantic dinner date. You kids should enjoy some alone time.â
Deepika and Abhay gave each a look, it appears Girija was still under the misconception that Deepika and Abhay were engaged.
âItâs fine Aunty, we would love for you to join us,â Deepika assured her.
âSuch a nice girl you are,â Girija said sweetly.
Thus dinner was planned at a restaurant. Deepika, who relied more on delivery than sit-down restaurants, gave Abhay the task of finding a good place.
âAunty isnât the only one who hasnât been to a restaurant in forever,â Deepika thought.
Maybe she could also use more experiences.
Edited by ShinyMishka - 2 years ago
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