(Setting the context: Aditya and Ruhi aren't evil like in the show. Rey and Taani are still not over what he did even though she forgives him but she still feels she can't be with him. Swayam doesn't want to be with Sharon anymore, he wants to try new things)
This may get mature:
Taani felt hot. Not pretty, not cute, she simply felt hot. If her grandmother spotted her in the outfit she had donned. The word reaction would become the understatement of the year. Clothes like this were not acceptable from where she came. Moving to Mumbai had been a cultural shock, she just didn't except it to be different. The codes, ways and the people were just so foreign. She simply had come to get an education, then go home and become the perfect domesticated wife that she had been raised to be. But, oh was she wrong.
She didn't expect the change would make her into a new person two years on. With the key change being falling in love and then getting dumped. Taani felt the word dumped was graciously being used to describe her predicament. Regardless of this fact she had changed and liked it. In fact she loved herself. For the first time after being dumped, she felt liked she truly loved herself. That young conservative girl became a don't give a damn attitude type of girl. The world truly was her oyster. Probably that's why when Sneha mentioned the word nightclub her reaction was let's do it'. Rather than overreact and say the usual log kya kahenga". She officially had limited f*cks to give.
The club was overcrowded, Sneha had rightly ditched her to go to dance with her date. A quick glance around the room, she spotted Aditya, sitting idle by the bar. While looking at him, his gaze caught her before she could hide. Let's, face it he was hot. But none the less a player whose identity was defined with the number of girls he slept with. Her attempt to hide was based in the fact that she had felt a certain attraction towards him. During rehearsals she would always find herself looking at him. Oddly enough she would catch him doing the same without even realising it. He mirrored her reaction of surprise.
Taani walked up to him and took the empty seat beside him. "You, Taani are a bundle of surprises, I was certainly not expecting a girl like, and that too in a place like this" said Aditya in disbelief. "Why can't girls like me go into night clubs, is it banned for us?" she replied bitterly. "No, no it's just didn't except you to be the club type" Aditya replied smoothly. "Well, I usually don't, but today I was like why not?" said Taani. "I'm certainly glad to see you here, I was just kidding" Aditya said jokingly. Their banter certainly accentuated certain playfulness. She had missed this, even though it killed her to say this. She missed Rey. "Taani, Taani are you listening to me?" Aditya said while tapping on her shoulder. Taani shook out of her thought, which was a wrong ally to be on. "Just had a thought" said Taani with a certain sadness. "Is it about Rey, you both seem tense?" said Aditya empathetically. Taani saw red. She knew what ally Aditya was going on, she wasn't going allow it to happen. No more, would she be defined with the person who she was with. This had to change and she would prove it to herself. That she could. "No I was thinking what type of a player are you, who can't even get a girl drunk and then take her home, if you know what I mean?" Taani replied with confidence. Taani had stumped Aditya again, he chose to react with what she wanted. "Screw the drinks, we need to get you home" Aditya said. He grabbed her hand and led her to his car.
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Swayam felt odd. He had enjoyed doing what he just did, surprisingly he didn't feel guilty. Was it a perquisite to be in love with the person you had sex with? He had felt this lingering tension with Ruhi, which ended up in sex. She was more than euthanistic around him. It felt nice to be liked with the same ferocity he had liked, sorry loved Sharon. Sharon the eternal love of his life, they had been through so much but it always ended bitterly. Swayam understood that she was different than most girls but it always ended with her humiliating him and then feeling sorry about it. He needed to try new things or maybe new people, they say that sex changes you. But, Swayam didn't feel changed, not that Ruhi was bad in bed. Its just society made it sound like an initiation point for men to stress their manhood. Swayam didn't need to do that. He wanted his first to be Sharon, always Sharon. But, realisation struck him. His life couldn't just be defined by the person he loved. She had become his muse, the gravity that kept him on the ground. "It's late, I should go" said Ruhi. Swayam looked at her, feeling ashamed that he was thinking of another women in bed. "I'm sorry, you could stay it's not that big of a deal" Swayam replied. "Buddy, you're insulting me, don't fake being in love with me just so you can clear your conscious" Ruhi said irritatingly. "'I'm not trying to do that... it's just I could fall in love with you" Swayam said earnestly. "You can't force yourself to be in love with someone, it's not how it works and babe we all know Sharon's your girl" Ruhi replied caringly. "If you know that then why did sleep with me?" Swayam inquired. "Well, I don't want to objectify you but to put it simply you're hot, and you keep improving each time" Ruhi replied cheerfully. Swayam looked at her again and smiled. "Well apart from the who I love debate that you and the group have going on', I had fun" Swayam replied mockingly. "Yes, same here" Ruhi said earnestly.
After changing Swayam walked her to the door. But, as soon as she opened to leave the door Taani came walking in. Taani was surprised at seeing her brother with Ruhi, she was no idiot. She clearly understood what had happened because clearly she had indulged in the same thing an hour ago. Accepting an ashamed reaction from her brother but instead saw him laughing. He looked happy. After seeing him moping around for days, she had accepted that he'd eventually get over Sharon's deceit and forgive her. But, this had thrown her off. Swayam spotted the time, this was new for Taani to come so late. "Should I be big brothery or are you going to tell why you are home so late" Swayam said jokingly. "I will, if you tell me what's going with Ruhi" Taani answered back. "How about this, you and me next five minutes pretend we're bffls who share everything and then never discuss it again" Swayam said seriously. Taani pondered over the suggestion for a minute and then remembered she still had an Indian brother. Would he be okay with her new found sexual liberation? Eh but did his opinion really matter, her sex life was her choosing. But, her brother was usually really cool. "Fine" said Taani begrudgingly. "I slept with Adi" Taani stated. "And I have been sleeping with Ruhi for the last month" said Swayam. They both contemplated in silence. "Well, I'm still an Indian brother so my reaction has to be nahiii" said Swayam humorously. Taani was genuinely surprised at his reaction, but oddly proud of his change. Months ago he would have fumed like her grandmother. "You okay with that?" asked Taani. "It's your life and I support your decision like always, JUST BE SAFE, do you love him?" Swayam asked supportingly. "I like him just as much you like Ruhi, love is dead for me, I did and failed at it" Taani replied sadly. "Don't worry you are just as much a failure as I am, I have been sleeping Ruhi for the last month and even she knows I'm still in love with Sharon. What about Rey?" Swayam asked seriously. "There's nothing their anymore and it's super late we should hit the bed" she replied.
Taani got up an easy way out of the most important question of her life, Rey. Swayam understood her annoyance he had felt it every the group questioned when was he going to forgive Sharon.
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Rey felt a surge on anger through his body, he had officially heard the worst rumour in his life. It simply couldn't have been true, Sneha the big mouth had been saying the most outrageous thing he had ever heard. That Taani slept with Aditya. Even thinking it in his mind made him feel ashamed. Taani would never do something so low. He understood there was tension between them that didn't seem to go way. He had felt the bitterness in her come alive after what he did to her. Rey knew he was to blame for this new sense of cynicism in her. She had changed, you could see it in her walk. What previously was a shy and reserved girl was now a girl with accentuated confidence that previously could not be found. Rey rushed to the locker room to find Swayam and to confront him with what he had heard. "Swayam I need to talk, it's urgent" Rey said urgently. "Yeah sure, just give me a minute I need to get something from my locker" said Swayam. What Rey saw in Swayam's locker astounded him. Today was not a good day. First Taani's news and now this. What the f**k was happening to the Shekhawats?
"What the hell is that?" Rey asked aggressively.
"Dude, don't act dumb with me I'm sure you know those are condoms" said Swayam jokingly. "Um, I know that, but why would you need them... wait hold up unless" Rey asked seriously. "Well just like the rest of India I have needs believe it or not" Swayam replied. "Hold on... that means you're cheating on Sharon" said Rey. "No that would mean that we are in a relationship, which we aren't, I don't understand what the big deal is,it's just sex I mean even Ruhi didn't overreact as much as you are, and she's the one doing it with me" said Swayam calmly. "No big deal, I can't believe you of all would say something so ridiculous" said Rey. "No what's ridiculous is loving someone your entire life and then realising, f*ck I am a pervert that she said I was. Its true man, even I can't deny it, I was obsessed with her".
"You can't become obsessed with someone, love doesn't work like that, it's a relationship two equals share. How can I love Sharon when I think I'm beneath her in every single way, and so if sex is the way to get over her, so be it" Swayam said honestly. Rey was perplexed he had never seen Swayam so calm, at least in the case of Sharon. He just didn't know what to say anymore, how would Sharon react? "Sharon's my best friend I'm going to have to tell her about what's being going on" said Rey seriously. "That's fine, I completely understand" Swayam said. "I need to ask about Taani" Rey enquired. "Yes go on" Swayam replied. "Is she sleeping with Aditya?" Rey asked with a certain sorrow in his heart. The look of sympathy Swayam gave back was all he needed as an answer. Rey decided to walk away before his lost whatever was left of his dignity, to say he was angry would be an understatement. He felt the urge to go and rip Aditya's head of, but no that wouldn't solve the problem. Why would she do that to him? He knew she still loved him, he could see it when her eyes would soften while she would look at him.
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Sharon couldn't accept what she had just overheard. Swayam was sleeping with Ruhi. The words kept repeating in her mind over and over again. The pain of those words had finally reached her heart. Why would he do that to her? She knew Swayam well enough to know that he wanted her to feel hurt, the point of him sleeping with Ruhi was to make her burn. Oh man had he succeeded. She could burn him alive and have a tanker of water right next to her. She still wouldn't use the water to save him. Sharon was the best at confrontations and that is what she was going to do, confront. She walked into the boys locker room and furiously hit him with her bag. "Ow, ow you're clearly mad at me but why?" Swayam replied fearfully. "I heard what you did with Ruhi, how dare you! How dare, you said you loved me?" Sharon said while still hitting with her bag. Swayam grabbed her by her wrists and pulled her towards him. "Okay first of all, it's none of your business, secondly its sex it's not that difficult to do and thirdly loving you has nothing to do with it. It's just I have realised I'm not going to do anything about loving you anymore. I'm done trying to win you and convince you." Swayam said while letting go of her wrists and pushing her away. "You know its times like these, I think you are a pervert and a leech of a guy who just doesn't get it" Sharon replied aggressively. "Well at least I'm a pervert who has great sex" Swayam replied coolly. "Why don't you get it, I love you" Sharon said earnestly with tears brimming in her eyes. "It's not enough, not anymore I have changed and you're still the same materialistic and narcissistic human being you were when I first laid eyes on you. I need someone who is consistent and who believes in me and our relationship" Swayam said while walking away from her. Sharon stood there while he walked away, she was going to have a fu*king nervous breakdown. She wasn't the same person, she had changed so much why he couldn't see that? She needed Rey, but where the hell was he?
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Taani had a fun night with Aditya. It was weird because he approached her in the morning wondering if she had regretted what had happened. She reassured him that she didn't, but also told him that it was a one-time thing, which would never happen again. Taani suddenly felt her phone ring, she opened it to see a message from Rey. Odd, their relationship had been very tense since DNC. He wanted her back and she wanted nothing to do with him. She had forgiven him because secretly she knew he was right. But, it was no fault of her own being raised in an environment where domesticity was an acceptable career choice for a women. Taani now knew that he was trying to push her to greatness, but his technique to achieving it was awful. She felt humiliated. Rey wanted to see her in the fire escape, Taani felt her heart tingle. The fire escape had numerous memories for her. It also meant that Rey wanted to meet her for something significant, maybe he knew about what happened between her and Aditya. A part of her was excited to see how he would react, would he be irritated or jealous. Taani opened the latch and went in. Rey turned around with bloodshot eyes. He was mad. "Hi, what is it?" Taani asked professionally. "Well you should know that Sneha has been telling people about you and Aditya Sir" Rey said bitterly. "Is that all? Gosh you freaked me out I thought it was something important, can I go then?" she replied nonchalantly. "Wow Taani, you really have some nerve talking to your ex-boyfriend like that. The Taani I knew was scared to even hold my hand. Now look at you s**t*ing around with teachers" Rey replied while trying not to look at her. Rey knew sl*t shaming was a low even for him. "Wow Rey thank you especially since I was asking for your goddam opinion, you almost sound jealous. But the thing is that I don't care what you think. You know why because it's true I am as pathetic as you say I am. Even though I slept with Adi all I could think was how much I wanted it to be you. But, you just keep proving the reason why I left you. Thank you for proving to me why I'm the problem, I needed to hear that again. You screwed me up. You screwed me up so bad that I can't even believe in love anymore." Taani replied while trying not to hit him for being such a pig. Rey sat their while she stormed out of the fire escape and tried not to cry at his predicament. She was right he had been the instigator of this change and now he felt like he was going to lose her all over again. Rey needed Sharon, he needed his best friend.
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