Hi guys
Hope everyone is doing well
This is a special note to say Thank You. 22 stories and you all stuck by me and appreciated my works so Thank You all. I feel so blessed to have stumbled on the BKVPMP forum and more blessed to have met you all amazing loving people
I started with being a silent reader - read all of Pari's stories, Divi's, Hina, Aru, Celu, Aru,and then read through all of the ones that were there when I wrote my 1st story Lost Faith. The amount of love that has been bestowed upon me is immeasurable and so valuable. It's being gathered and kept in my treasure box aka my heart. Rati, Nandu, Baccha, babaji, Celu, Aru, anu, Rinu, Suju Di, coderlady, Suru, Roshini, Rosh, Kamu, Aayu, Soumya, Anamika, Natasha and all the others who have loved my stories and encouraged me to keep writing- thank you
In the beginning of this year (Feb 2016) an incident took place that shook me very hard to the core. I was shattered and hurt beyond words and the most shocking part is it happened right here in our forum. Two people whom I thought were my friends whom I respected and adored said some very mean and hurtful things. Now one of them was pretty new here so I can forgive her as she didn't know me for long but the other one- I don;t have words for that person
I know if we go be definition then chances are all of us will never meet in the real life but meeting all of you here I always considered you as my friends. But to hear that person whom I thought of as a friend openly regard me as a mere Stranger was an eye-opener for me.
Personally I have never being through any such situations as this so in the beginning I tried reallu hard to figure out what to do but when I was called a Stranger, when my friendship was questioned, my loyality as a Praja fan was questioned I lost it completely. EVerytime I came to the forum I was bombarded with PMS by these people who in every way called themselves as "Victims" , "they were hurt as all they wanted was to go back to the way things were and that everyone inlcuding me had let them down"
Well Real Life is messy, busy and sucks- all of us do have a real life which can be overwhelming at times. I was busy as well and couldn't keep up with everything so decided to focus only on my stories
The reason why my updates were delayed was this - these people had turned the forum into a war stressful zone for me and I just wanted an escape that led me to stop writing because every time I wrote all I could think was of the stuff that was waiting for me here in my inbox.
I'm a simple person at the end of the day who loves to entertain everyone and I apologise as due to these circumstances I was not able to give you regular updates here. I never beg for any comments or feedback on my stories- that's the last thing on my mind. I always try to encourage as many people as I can to write and enjoy this journey but sadly my journey ends here
After going through the mess here I have decided that Warriors is my last story on BKVPMP forum. I won;t be writing here anymore because honestly I have lost the desire and the will to write my stories here. As they messaged me on how they are leaving the forum because of me and how I'm the villain so this villain has decided to move
I leave with a heavy heart - one filled with priceless memories of our bashing of CVs, games, comments on fun posts and the daily episode analysis. This forum has given me so much of love that I will never forget you all
I will continue writing Praja fics and other stories on my blog- feel free to drop by on
http://garimayadav2990.blogspot.ae/
I will love to have you there.
Lastly I'm a firm believer of forgiveness and my motto is Forgive but never forget. I have forgive the two people and sincerely pray they excel in their endeavours and hopefully finish their stories which are lying incomplete here.
Thank you all so much for everything it means alot to me
Loads of Love
This is me signing off now
Garima
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