Beintehaa Ishq Journey
A journey that started on the fateful 6th December 2014 . At that time nobody knew not even not Zain Abdullah, not even us readers , knew the journey , we were embarking on ...
A tale of Love that has not be defined before , A Love which went ahead than Science , ahead than a Human's mind .
He started his journey , searching her for a long year , walking towards an unknown destination which had just one name ; Aaliya .
He did not had the mere hint , that he was going to fall many times , stumble many times , to breathe again to live again .
And one day he saw her , he thought it's a dream again a mirage , an illusion that his heart was playing with his mind , but the beating of his heart against his ribcage could not be false , the blood re running in his veins , was not a dream . But sometimes our dreams are our worst nightmares , perhaps it was his .
Rhea , a stranger , to him to their world who came like a sun on a rainy day .The same face , the same smile , the same effect on him , still something was incomplete , he was incomplete , she was incomplete , they were incomplete. her chirpiness made him want to live again , to breathe again to live again . She was the hidden Aaliya , the mastikor one , the one who had lost herself , constantly trying to remember her past , hunting it .
Ek dhundla shehra , she had seen him somewhere , she had lived a lifetime with him , still he seemed inexistant . Zain Abdullah a stranger to her , a good looking greek god in a devdas form . Charmed by his innocent wishes , her love grew fonder , Aaliya's love resurfaced , like the sun peeking out of his shelter . She was the one to give him his first Sharth , letting him freezing in the swimming pool in the rainy night , melting his heart who had turned numb . Nokh jokh , Pyaar , a new found love they found , he was her Kitkit , she was his Da . She had filled his life with colors he thought were not destined to . Fulfilling his needs , fighting against the world for him .
His first obstacle . Mr Rehmaan Qureshi , a man who saved his Aaliya , her fatherly figure , when he had abandoned her ,a man who loved her more than his own family , a man who Hated Zain Abdullah for hurting her , for making of her existence , her identity , a question mark ! Who even created misunderstandings between them but at the end of the day , the one who supported Zain like his own father . Our Gabbar Chachu !
Surraya , a woman , who lost everything , in the mere space of a night ; Her husband , died and she was not near him in his last hours , and this is what hurts her the most , it's not about her ego , it's about the hole , the emptiness that she was feeling everyday and when her dear Zain , decided to go against her , to bring the girl who was the reason of her state , she started hating him , thinking that he will understand her , and somehow her hatred kept growing even seeing his face was a reminder of his betrayal . she started opening her her heart's door to that girl , her Zain's life . A son's first love ; his mother .
Aalisha , La , a friend with a gold heart , his constant support , she was really a sweet girl ! Loved her character !
Memories . We humans are capable of living in our memories for forever in order to not forget . Aaliya had erased Zain from her mind for sure , but not from her heart . When I did not knew about her illness , her character seemed like a very profound one , a deep one and understanding her was becoming easier with each update . Between the war of her mind and her heart , it was always her heart who won the battle . Yes , she punished him , insulted him , his love , but we forget that she was hurting too , when you are angry , or hurt , your life is like boiling water , you can't see anything straight . each time , she hurt him , the pain is bigger for her , it was never easy for her . When pain hits you , and you overcome it , you never are the same person . Zain had hurt her , the person she loved the most in the whole world . Aaliya was not selfish or egoistic or just thinking about her pain . No ! Sometimes , we just not have the choice . At the end of her day , her heart won and that is true Love . I remember the first 15 days she spent without him , she thought , it will be easy , she will bury him like a past shadow and will go on with her life . Sometimes , she would punish him too much and I was afraid that she might lose him forever .
Zain . What to say about him ? A person who loved with all his might , who lost his everything . In each update your words used for him just proves it that some people can just love , love and love ! he is such a person and for him Love is Aaliya . His definition of Love is Aaliya . I think about it and I was like , Who bear all this just for the sake of someone ? Who is ready to destroy himself to gain her back ? Just one word Zain . He did everything , for me he is a warrior , because when you are leading a war against yourself with nobody by your side , it hurts , Everyone turned their back to him . His birthday must have been the best one for sure and the day after that the worst one . A man who loved so much that he went in a state where smiling was perhaps the only option to forget everything , to forget the pain . He preferred to die inside than letting her being hurt , he preferred to become numb , a living corpse , like those from whom he used to dig graves , she called him Haram , driver , she made of him a stranger when he was her heart , her light , her hope . Zain Abdullah died from inside , many a time . There is no definition for love , But for me the way Zain loved her is Love . Thank you Zain Abdullah !
Zaya . Wakhalqnakum azwaya . And we made you in pairs ,Quran(78;8) , nothing more to define them . For me they are the definition of true Love !
Sim . coming to you I don't know what to say to you , perhaps thank you would be the right word !It started when i was still a silent reader and today see we are in May and I am writing one of the last comments for BI Ishq , i did not know that this story will give me a friend like you , yes we don't talk often , yet there is a bound ! I am making ahonest confession to you during the whole book whenever they were emotional updates i would be sad and perharps have tears in my eyes but i would not cry like really I am a hard shell 😆 , your worlds would touch the depth of my heart everytime , but the darkest update made me cry , like really cry , because i know the feeling of becoming numb and it's one of the most beautiful feeling as well the most horrible one . Thank you Sim , really , this story , will stay forever in my heart and You said that this story had non-fiction parts , I hope that that person has overcome it and now they are leading a Happy Life . And for you My Sim sahiba the Great je n'ai que deux mots te dire Je t'aime !
I am missing BI Ishq , Deeply madly , truly !
Best ff , ever read !
and yes Sim please take some rest and keep writing like a 😎 !
P.S : I am feeling so odd since two days , i am not receiving any pm for you , Bi Ishq was truly my companion when i sip on chocolate milk , missing it 😭
You are a spark , Sim really !
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