Dedications
Ann- All your comments made me cry..my inspiration ...my friend ..a beautiful bond that makes me feel special ...ur writing mkes me crave for more
Khyatu- I know you are gonna read after ur exams ...and will wait ...my story will remain incomplete without ur review...to those smiles that u have given me ...and the simplicity that binds ur soul
Akanksha- Ur comment made me cry...u redefined friendship for me...the purity of ur heart speaks ...
Shatakshi- my sunny good morning girl...how much I bug u...ur innocence is admirable ...
Khatija- the day the IPL gets over ...u will maybe read this ...I still wait for you ...
Aisha- thanks for being my first friends on twitter
Saleeha- for the writer in you that still marvels me ..the twisty words ur comments ur love
Sakeenah- My friend ..for all the heartfelt talks ..I am proud of ur words ...and my bonding with you goes beyond the story, you are in my prayers forever ...waiting till I will read your work
Rida- Zayafanatic ...am proud of you ..love you
Aalina- ur bribes and ur love ...are extra special ...stay happy and keep smiling
Jaya-ur tweet ..and you are my special buddies ...cherish ur humble attitude forever
Kiran- My soul buddy ...I will always love you ...ur detailed observation ..awesome
Ojal- My late entry fan ...ur a gem ..i can vouch for that ...and I did get you addicted
Moumita- ur holiday reads ..mke me blv I do write something really good
Riya- for always being there and loving me and this story
Ishu(Tom and Jerry)- My Marathi mulgi ...love you loads ...lavkar ye
Sumaiya(sweetgrlx1)- for being my support and trusting me ...the moment that made me stay back
Nidhi- Ur and my bond is extra special ...a special unspoken friendship ...love you
Zaya Nepal- ur wrds at 3 am made me cry ..heart is filled with love for you ...praying that thngs get back normal soon
Sarthak- SB ...thanks for ur lovely words ...will forever cherish them
Mahek- for all the love ..and wait ...love you
Aashi2002- for ur sweet and innocent questions ...and wonderful comments
Tani- for every review ...every love ...
Shelja- the words of praise for all the forum writers ...still is my most prized note
Dua- the way u reach out ...incredible...one of the fans I am really proud off
Sweetuiq- the way u wait for these updates ...is so heart touching
Sanjana-for you sweet comments and love
Nashfa- for the constant pillar of this story and reading it evn on ur tour
Harsh_ pree- words that help me to write more
Harshika_anuraj- for being the ardent fan and reader
Fariya 98- for always being there and reading and loving it
Naina- thanks for all ur lovely wrds ...smiles and more smiles
Madhu- You hve been missing...but ur story rocks ...waiting till u read and comment on BIshq
Sadia- for waiting eagerly and still wanting romance in the darkest updates
Priya- every chapter evry wrd ...u were a solid reader and I am always happy to read ur wrds
Manny- my silent diamond...you are my most loved commenter
Deepa- words that get a smile on my face..evry chapter ..evry line
Megha- ur appreciation spoke ur love
Arohi - wrds that compel me to type...thanks dear
Arohi 2009- Thanks for being back..ur silence tells me sumthng is missing in u ...hope u get ur smiles back ..love you
Lailashree- for always being there ...silently and reading it
Cutestar, smiling baby, bunty B- last chance to comment u both are muted forever ..yet ur like tells a diff story
Uzma, deeksha and Zaya_girl soha - thanks for just starting the journey ...will wait for you all to finish and hear ur feedbacks
Zlata- don't knw why u stopped commenting . but am happy to have known a beautiful person...stay blessed
Sonali- good luck for exams and I hope ur happy and smiling now
Salsaabeel- for your lovely comments ...and daily dose of addiction
Baasrajamal- for surprising me today morning ..welcome on board ..dear
Ank_23,Kunikaa, anya(sobtian), harshta, zaya2, maneesha_shank, zaya dreamland(Anshika)- am still waiting for you to complete and comment
Shama, Ashlesha- u never read ...but thanks for being in this crazy jounery ...pure love for harshad binds us strong
Special mention - Vishi, Reena and Ronald -OMG ...i never knew so many of you read this ..thanks for that lovely msg thru ishu ...touched ...love you loads
In case, if I have mistakenly forgotten someone please let me know ..love you all
Special mention -
G - I love you, my zainu ...ur wife is still crazy about you
Tanya- my little heart beat for all your time that I used for writing this ur mama will always love you
Shruti- Bestie ...for ur love and all those years of friendship
Preetika Rao- for portraying Aaliya so beautifully ...for making our zaya magical...for being a part of imagination when I was typing this story ..a small tribute
Only Dedication
Harshad Arora- a small tribute to the only man who defined innocence and love for me ...my Zainu baba. My words still fail to define how much I owe you ...the writer in me is indebted for life ..the fan in me will always cherish you ...its an unspoken love and appreciation ...that dwells in my heart ...the un-reciprocated love is sealed for you ...a non judgmental feeling ...love you ...stay blessed ...
Cant thank you enough for coming in my life ...love you loads
SIM
Chapter 50
Part A...Mustaqbil (Future)
10 years later ...on a silly day ...
Zain was sitting on the table ...pushing his specs behind on his nose ridge ..as his brows frowned ...when he opened the book ...yeh kya hai ...Zea (grain, Zain + Rhea) ...tumnhe thodi laaz sharam hai ya nahi...kam se kam apne abbu se kuch maths toh seekha hota ...
As a 7 year old Zea ...wearing a pretty pink skirt and glittery white top ...having curls like Aaliya ..those same brown eyes and a small cleft chin like Zains ...a doll in total sense giggled ...
Chill Dad ..ammi bata rahi thi aapke kisse ...fail hokar aaye the London se ...so jyada dinge mat mariye ...
Ya Allah ...maa toh maa ...beti bhi thet ussi par gayi hai ..nak chadi chudail ...
Zain Zain ...aree kaha mar gaya ...
Zea beti ...aaj Zayah(Victorious,Zain + Aaliyah) aur Zaal(Brisk, Zain + Aaliya) koh kahani tum sunaoyegi...
Dad..mai nahi ..mujhe cartoon dekhna hai ...apne zimmadri uthana sikhye ...
Haiii...allah tauba kya bacche diye hai mujhe upar wale na ...
Zain Zain ...as Aaliya came out with her twins ... wearing a dark green dress ..the hair tied in a bun ...carrying the bassinet ...in both hands ..
The twins were now almost 6 month old...and both looked ..like Zain ...as he kept on boasting ...and Aaliya refused to acknowledge the facts ...she looked angry at him ...
Kab se avaaj laga rahi hu...Iska home-work check kiya ...aur iska report card kaha hai ... Zea yeh agar apni stupid si hasi ...khatam hogayi ho toh chale study mai
As Zain hid her report card ...Aaya nahi ...haina Zea bete ...
Haa Ammi ...abhi tak mila hi nahi ...she gave a shocking expression ..leaving doubts on Aaliyas mind
Accha ...she kept the twins in the crib and asked them to step out ...
Dono study mai chalo as they both eyed each other ...fully aware what all was in store for them
Walking behind her ..she stepped in and as they came in, she partially closed the door...
Report card ...she kept her hand in front of her ...demanding from Zain
As Zain slowly gave her the card ...she was shocked to read the marks ..Ya Allah ...teen subject mai fail ho aur baaki chaar mai kaate par paas ho...tumhari khair nahi ...
Bahut choot dekar rahi hai ..mai baccho koh sambhalte sambhalte thak jaati hu ...aur tum ...
As Zain walked in between ...Da ...usse mat kaho kuch ...mai hi uske saath baithkar video game khelta tha ...meri galti hai ...as she twisted both their ears ...Ouch ...
Da ...
Ammi...
Dadi ...bachao ....
As Suraiya walked in...Ya Allah ..yeh dono itna kyu shor maccha rahe hai ...kya hua Aaliya ..
Mom...yeh sab Zain kii galti hai...sar par chadda rakha hai is nakchadi koh ...
Bilkul aapne maa par gayi hai toh isme is massom ki kya galti hai...Zain shouted still trying to save his ear
Masoom ..she twisted a bit harder as Suraiya came from the other side ..to hold Zains other ear ...
Meri bahu ke bare mei utpatang rumor spread kiya toh ghar se nikal dungi...
Khuda ab meri hifazzat tere jimme hai ...kaha fasa diya mujhe ...ab pata chala Dad ...kitne lucky the, bas biwi se pala pada ...unke mom ke situation aane se pehle ...who bach gaye ...Zain shouted
As the pull grew a little stronger ...Zain went back...
Mom...Aaliya ...mera kaan dekho ...bandar ke tarah lal ho gaya hai ...
Yeh torture mujhpar kyu...marks iske kharab aaye hai ...aur usse toh koi kuch keh nahi raha ...dekho maze se waha chocolates kha rahi hai...kalyug ...ghor kalyug hai yeh ...
Da...kuch bolo...haat se chooth rahi hai tumhari beti ...
Accha meri beti Zain ...ab who meri ho gayi ...tumhe bada shaukh hai na usse bacchane ka ...
Chalo Murga bano ...
Zain looked at Zea ...sunna nahi Ammi ne kya kaha ...bano murga, infact murgi. ...haa Da dekho na ...kitni sharathi hai ...sunnti nahi ...chochlates kha rahi hai...valid ke saat share karti toh phir bhi ek haad baar maafi mil sakti thi ...chodna mat isse .....as he teased her putting his tongue out
Suraiya ...smiled at Zea ...beta chalo mai thoda ice-cream bhi deti hu ... as Zea smiled and winked at Zain saying bye to him...he looked at Aaliya with shock ...
As Aaliya went and closed the door...Zain smiled ...Da ..din mai romance ahh ahh...
Zain ...he came closer..bolo Da...
Chalo Murga bano...
Kya ...mujhe ...par mujhe kyu...
Kyu ki uske saath waqt tumne barbad kiya hai ...uska waqt tumne kharab kiya ...tumne bigada ...chalo jaldi...
Da...mai baap hu thoda toh mere reputation ke bare mai socho...
Ab yaha ban rahe ho ya tumhe hall mai khada karu ...
Da...yaar das saal se dhamki ..har roz ek nayi dhamki ..isse accha hota mai tumhe phir dhoondta hi nahi...tum uss altaf koh murga bana rahi hoti ...
Waqt kam hai mere paas ...bacche uth jayenge ...chalo jaldi ..
Da...Aaliya ...Jaanu ...Malika-e Zain ...mere pyaari mamu ki Bhanji..meri princess...chod do na ...Zea ...chali gayi ...ab se khayal rakhunga ...
As he saw her face still marked with anger ...almost tingling with a weird streak ...
Oh ..mera raqeeb(enemy) ...tumhari bimari ...phir se aa gayi aaj ...
Da...dekho ek lambi saas lo...aur ghussa thook do...relax karo Da ....his eyes spoke concerned ...
The eyes still blazing on him ...Zain sunna nahi maine kya kaha ...
Accha baba ...banta hu murga ...
As he held his ears by taking his hands between his legs and looking down ...he smiled ..lo aaj aa gaya aaj ka installment ..mai bhi socho ek mahine se kuch gift kaise nahi mila mujhe ...
She turned her back, and walked out in anger ..closing the door behind
The anger brisking up ...the tremble in the hands still evident...as she saw Suraiya with the kids ...she walked towards the terrace ..her quiet time place ...her place to relax ...as the therapist had advised her ...she sat on the swing and closed her eyes ...the weariness ...touching her ..the illness had never left her ..but it had mellowed down...the attacks were less frequent ...but it always marked her mood...
it had taken them 8.5 years to get her to this state ...the illness still persisted and once in a while it did surface up on silly things...but it was all his efforts to calm her down ...to treat her ...every appointment...every therapy ..he had held her hand ...assuring his love...his gentle attitude ...he was ready to walk the extra mile ...
She dozed off...and woke up after a good one hour ...stretching her hand ...as she smiled ..she recollected the day she had an attack when she was expecting Zea ...she was all angry at him for growing fat ...so angry that she had refused to eat ...what all he had done to make her eat ...even claiming he had grown fat too...
or when she was expecting their twins and she had freaked out ...almost telling Zain ...she didn't want the babies...how he had held her hand to just say ...I am with you in every decision ..its your body and I respect it ...I may not give birth to our babies...but I will shadow them every step ...I will share your responsibilities equally ..you will never be burdened ...
The last 8.5 years ...so many things had changed ..next generation was here ...
Ehan, Aalishas and Atifs son,Kafil Aayat and Rizwans son ...all had grown up...and these cousins had a bonding ...
In Jaipur, Altaf had married too ...another girl named Rhea ...he could never overcome his love for her ...Zaroon was a lanky teenager ...who still adored Aaliya and visited Mumbai in his summer vacations...Zain and Zaroon still fought for her attention ...
Rehmaan was happy to get his son Atif back and Aalisha was the perfect daughter he could ask for ...
Shabana and Ghulam had settled near Aayat ...and were happy taking care of her as she was expecting her second baby ...
Abdullah household had a mix of teenagers Sana, Saif amd Arub loved Zea and the tweenies ...it was a perfect family as Nafeesa and Shazia had settled leaving a happy Fahad ...
Suraiya did occasionally cry for Osman ...but Zain had taken care of her ...taking her to holidays ..only he and Suraiya went ...his time with his mom...
He was a perfect son, brother, husband and a great father as she smiled thinking about all those beautiful memories ...
As those good images and memories flooded her ...she wondered where he was ..he never left her away even for a minute to ponder on her own ...and realization striked her ...
Ya Aallah ...as she rushed back to her study ...
Opening the door ...
He was still in his murga pose ...as she went and hugged him ...
Zain kitni baar kaha hai ...aise meri baat sab maana mat karo tumhe pata hai na ...mai khude se nahi todta ...jab tak nahi shaanth hoti aise hi rahunga ...
Nahi sudhroge ...as Zain looked up...Da...ab bahut der ho gayi ..umar ho gayi hai ..jhuka bhi nahi jaata mujhse ...
Zain tumhe toh adat pad jaani chaiye ..najaane in das saalo mai ...kitne baar sazaa kaat chuke ho....as she turned away with tears in her eyes ...
As she stood crying ...Zain ...sorry aaj phir ...he came and hugged her from back ...Da ...maine kaha than a ...joh karna hai mere saath aur waise mujhe staane ke baad mujhe gift bhi bada milta hai ...
Zain tum kyu karte ho aise...meri tabiyat ke bare mei jaante ho na ..ek ghante se aise the ...who toh mujhe yaad aa gaya ..varna ..tum pata nahi aur kitni der aise hi rehte ...itna bhi koi baat manta hai kya
Maanta hu ..kyunki mai jaanta hu ...tum vapas aaogi ..
Aur agar naa aati toh ..tumhe pata hai ...meri yadash bhi jyada acchi nahi rahi ...
Nahi aati toh intezaar karta ...jaise ...us school mai ruka vaise rukta ...
She was crying ..Zain kisise itna pyaar nahi karna chaiye ...
Da...pyaar toh sab karte hai ..par usse nibhana ...apna haath tab thame rakhna jab zindagi, bimari, ya dukh aapko ghasit raha ho...woh pyaar hota hai...mere wajah se aaj bhi tum who bimaari se lad rahi ho
Aur yeh choti sazaa ..mujhe usse baat ki yaad dilate hai ...tumse vaada kiya tha ...mai har pal hazir hu ...chahe phir who ek ghante ki baat ho ...ya ...he cuddled her from back ...zindagi bhar ka saath
Zain bacche utth jayenge ...
unki dadi hai ..woh dekh lengi ...
Da...sexy ...
Ya Allah kaisi gandi baate karte ho tum ...
Da...hotty ...
Zain ..maar kahoge ...woh toh roz khata hu ...aaj kuch aur khan eke mood mai hu...
Zain ...kal anniversary hai ..yaad hai na ...tumhe Da ..ka matlab batana padega ...
Haa Malika e Zain ..kal Da ka rahisya khul jayega ....as he went ahead and smooched her ...
Zindagi tere aaghosh mei itni khoobsurat lagne lagi ...
Ab toh har lamha ...ek khwab jaise katni lagi...
Bahon mai teri ...ek Jannat ka ehsaas hota hai ...
Sukun sa ek arrman mere dil mai ab beheke se sota hai ...
Tu nahi jaanti...yeh waqt mere liye teher sa jaata hai ..
Jab meri unglityon tere ungliyon ke jaal mai bun sa jaata hai ...
Sach mai ...khushnaseeb hu mai...joh tera haat mila..
Mere haton koh tere lakeeron ka saath mila ...
SIM
Pre-cap: Da ka Rahisya ...aage dekhiye ...
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